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"Shao Yuan!" Chu Ling also saw me and called me.At that moment, seeing the eyes of many people focusing on my face at the same time, I was stunned for a moment, and then my cheeks became hot.

In front of him, Chu Ling's face was frighteningly pale, even his lips had almost lost their color; his hair, and his school uniform vest were as messy as a defeated soldier who had thrown away his armor - I had never seen him like this It's been so embarrassing.

"Chu Ling, you... what are you doing? Have you finished the injection?" The moment the words came out of my mouth, I regretted so much that I almost wanted to bite my tongue off.This is pure nonsense.

I know that some people are extremely afraid of injections. Obviously, Chu Ling in front of him is exactly such a person.At the same time, I saw that the classmates around me, at least three of them, knew me.What I said undoubtedly proves: Chu Ling and I must have an extraordinary relationship-it's a fucking embarrassment and now we're home!

——Actually, I myself have a similar mentality under certain circumstances.For example, I have been very afraid of snakes since I was a child. I dare not touch any animals that are somewhat similar to snakes, even though I have never met a snake in the wild, let alone been hurt by a snake.I often see people selling rice field eels in the aquatic product market, and the stall owner often grabs the snake-like eels with his hands-every time I see this kind of scene, I feel numb in my heart, if I am asked to do such an errand , might as well tell me to die!When I was in elementary school, one time, some stinky and shameless ghost pushed a live earthworm into my seat. During class, I reached into the desk and wanted to take out the exercise book, but at that moment, I touched a cool, slippery thing that seemed to be still wriggling—then, I let out an “ah——” and couldn’t help screaming. For a long time after that, I was in class I can't hold my head up, and even some girls call me a coward.This kind of unreasonable and even irrational fear, my father said, is a kind of psychological disorder; almost everyone has a different degree of psychological disorder in some aspects.

"Shao Yuan——" Chu Ling rushed to my side and grabbed my arm. I felt his body trembling obviously, and his palm was extremely cold.

"Why?" I purposely replied in a rough voice, but my heart suddenly felt sour.

"Hurry up! After the injection, I'm going back to the classroom. I have a lot of homework today..." My words were insincere and untrue, and I just wanted to try to get rid of my own embarrassing situation.

As I said that, I walked straight to the school doctor who was giving the injection, and rolled up my sleeves in a panic, exposing my left upper arm with no muscles. "Hey! Why are you blocking?!" Hearing someone questioning from behind, I came back to my senses, as if waking up from a dream. "I... I'm in a hurry. I'll go back to the classroom after the injection, thank you!" I hurriedly turned around and said something to the six or seven students behind me.Fortunately, those few people didn't say anything more.

"Don't rush it next time, you know?" The doctor raised his head, glanced at me, and said angrily, "You have a lot of homework to do in a hurry, don't everyone else have nothing to do? It's so big, there are no rules... ..." While scolding me, she smeared iodine and alcohol on my shoulders with cotton wool.

That familiar smell brought my memory back to more than two years ago - at that time, I was in the second year of junior high school. Due to chronic gastrointestinal diseases, I was admitted to the hospital twice and stayed in the ward for more than one year. I really don't want to recall the feeling of it.Due to this unlucky illness, I had to make up lessons crazily after I was discharged from the hospital. From a mischievous boy with below-average homework, he has since become gentle and gentle, and his body has become weaker and weaker... Maybe, that’s why I was admitted to this district In a key high school, I met Chu Ling...

I saw the doctor put in a new needle with tweezers, the cold metal reflection made my heart feel tight.I quickly turned my head and saw Chu Ling beside me.He grabbed my hand, and I noticed that his palm was still so cold.At this moment, I felt a stabbing pain from my shoulder, and I instinctively frowned and clenched my teeth, not letting myself blurt out.I turned around and glanced at my shoulder, the injection was finished, and almost at the same time, blood gushed out from the place where the needle went in.I hurriedly pressed the "wound" with cotton wool as the doctor said.The injection technique of the doctor in the school hospital is really bad.

"It hurts, right?" Chu Ling rushed to help me hold down the cotton wool stick.

I nod.At that moment, Chu Ling and I were almost touching our chests, and his heartbeat, "tom, tom, tom" was very violent and powerful.

"It's my turn!" Suddenly, while speaking, Chu Ling took half a step, raised the half sleeve of her left arm with her right hand, and stood in front of the doctor.Then, he turned his head back, nodded to the classmates behind him, and showed a forced smile, as if asking them to forgive him. (After all, two people in a row had injections and stoppers...) At this moment, Chu Ling's left hand was holding my wrist, but not too hard; his expression was still full of fear and even helplessness, but it seemed to be shining with courage and hope at the same time— —Yes, as long as I am by his side, I am his sunshine!

The doctor had already picked up the needle, "Prick it lightly...slowly..." Chu Ling turned her head slightly and murmured.His gaze turned to my face, and I saw crystal tears glistening in his eye sockets, but did not flow down—this moment will always be frozen in the depths of my mind.It is no exaggeration to say that this was the moment when Chu Ling moved my heart the most.

Suddenly, I realized that many pairs of eyes around me were staring at me.I was startled, and then, I almost stomped my foot hard.What the fuck am I doing? !Chu Ling and I—both boys—were getting bored with each other like lovers during the injection, so many people could see clearly... Bah, bah!How fucking embarrassing!

In front of me, Chu Ling's resolute face with clear tears in her eyes immediately made my nose sore, and I almost cried "Wow--".I glared fiercely, holding back the tears that almost welled up on the spot.At the same time, I shook my heart, shook off Chu Ling's hand, turned my head, and strode out.I don't want to look at the eyes of other people around me, and I dare not look at them, so I just pretend that I don't see them, they don't exist at all...

"The injection is over! Why are you crying? Let's go! Look at you, a muscular boy, so timid as a mouse..." Behind him, there was a vaguely bitter and harsh voice. The person who spoke was probably the doctor. It could also be Chu Ling's class teacher.

I couldn't help but turned my head back, before I could see anything clearly, I quickly turned my head back again.I ran upstairs in three steps and made two steps, and rushed into the classroom.In the classroom, some students were doing their homework and some were chatting, but no one noticed me.Only then did I breathe a sigh of relief, and suddenly, I felt very uncomfortable...

That evening, after school, I suddenly felt some indescribable tension in my heart.Some students have been lingering in the classroom, some are busy publishing blackboard newspapers, and some are copying each other's homework.I don’t have any close friends with my classmates, and I do my homework alone... Although there are not many homework, it is impossible to finish all of them in school...

The sun is gradually less dazzling, and there are not many students left in the classroom.I looked at my watch, it was already five fifty.I let out a long sigh and quickly packed my schoolbag.The moment I stepped out of the classroom, I silently wished: Today, Chu Ling has gone home by herself, and is not waiting for me by the playground not far from the school gate as usual...