Lover

In this way, my lover and I spent a smooth and stable year. After the college entrance examination, I chose the same school as my lover. Sure enough, when I entered university, I was much more open than the young high school. Many people confessed to me, men and women It made me very irritated. A boy who usually has a good relationship with me took me to the self-study next night, said something to me, and then confessed to me in a corner where no one was around. I smiled ironically, it was so cheap I like it, I put my hand on his shoulder and told him that I have a lover, a lover?The boy's unbelieving eyes irritated me a bit, so I raised my hand and slapped him hard. .

When I got home, I found that my lover hadn’t come back. I took out my mobile phone and sent him a message, but I received a video. The video was a bit dark, but I recognized the man as my lover at a glance, and the one he was hugging and kissing was a strange woman. , The anger that wanted to explode for a moment was severely suppressed, I called him, but no one answered, I sat on the sofa and hugged myself, obviously I have been fine all this time, why did I suddenly go to a woman?I sat on the sofa all night, my lover didn't come back, I took a deep breath all night, it was already dawn when I was about to go out to find someone, my lover came back, with marks scratched by a woman's fingernails and that harsh lipstick Yin, "Why?" I asked him with red eyes, "Is there any reason, I must relieve my desire." My lover looked at me and smiled indifferently, desire, ah yes, lover In the past few years, except for my initiative, I have never actively asked to do it with me. It was as if something exploded in my head. I took my lover's hand and took him to the bathroom to clean. I don't like the smell of other people on him. I kneel On the bathroom floor, puffing his desire, and then let my smell all over his body, but it's strange, the lover is obviously not the way he had vented yesterday, we did it three times in the bathroom, which made me more sure of my Thinking, I got up and got dressed to ask the friend who was drinking with my lover yesterday. My lover saw me going out in the living room and seemed a little nervous, "What are you going to do?" "I'm going to kill the woman you fucked yesterday." I Said a bit angrily, but my lover seemed to be touched by Ni Lin and started to quarrel with me

"You're just a pervert, why do you care about me?"

"I don't care about you, am I going to care about others?"

"Then you go take care of others, with your appearance..."

"Then I'll go find someone else, anyway, you don't care about me" I shouted at him angrily, like a resentful woman, the current appearance should be ugly, I stared, waiting for my lover's answer "Okay, let's break up." With a slamming door, I covered my face and understood. I went into the kitchen, took a knife, and went into the bathroom.

I want to be with you forever but you don't want to, and I don't want you to be unwilling, so in order to fulfill your unwillingness, I can only give up myself and let me leave you when I love you the most.Will the memory of me like this be better in your heart?I looked at the blood-stained bathtub, and thought that I would have known that I would have committed suicide at home, otherwise my lover would have to clean it up. How could a man like him clean up the house? Of course, I couldn’t bear to let him do this, it’s so beautiful Hand.. By the way, my lover’s name is Shan Yuan. I often say that you, Shan Yuan, are the fate given to me by God, but maybe it’s really because I have no fate with you. Otherwise, why haven’t I got you until now? of all?With my eyes closed, I seem to be back to that day when you stood under the cherry blossom tree at the school gate and smiled and said to me, do you need help?That smile looks good on me, just like I always thought it would be my smile in real life.

The author has something to say: Well, Shou Shou is dead.