Lover

My lover seems to like my attachment to him, but this is not what I want. I don’t want to be his brother, I just want him to love me. We have been together like this for two years. During the two years, my lover has always taken good care of me. , I am more and more attached to him. Although the feelings are different, I still like his kindness to me. It will be my lover's adult birthday soon. I want to give him the only gift, although I don't know if he will like.My lover was scheduled for a birthday party in a villa by the sea. There were a lot of people. Looking at the surrounded lover, I was a little angry. As the protagonist of the birthday party, my lover must be the one who attracted the most attention. I was holding a juice glass. This is My lover told other people who wanted to drink me alcohol that underage drinking is not allowed, and I have been drinking juice since then.

I watched my lover's eyes gradually become cloudy from clear and bright. I sat beside him, and he stretched out his arms and hugged my waist vaguely, with his head on my shoulder. People around laughed and said that our relationship is good, and my lover was a little proud when he heard it. , Said that this is my brother, of course I have to treat him well, I turned my head and looked at my lover pouting, expressing dissatisfaction, my lover stretched out his hand and squeezed my face, then stood up and went to the toilet, I looked around, and took advantage of others I accidentally poured the medicine into my lover's wine glass, and then I saw my lover finish the wine in one gulp. I helped my drunk lover to the room I had reserved before, and when I saw my lover lying on the bed defenseless and letting me do whatever I wanted, my whole body I was so excited that I was about to explode. I traced my fingers along my lover's eyebrows, leaned down and kissed his forehead, nose tip, and lips. When I thought that my lover owned me and I belonged to him, I stood up excitedly again. When I got up, I lay in my lover's arms tiredly afterward, and there was no one part of my body intact. I thought the foreign medicine was not bad, and my lover cooperated with me consciously. I closed my eyes and didn't know what would happen tomorrow.

When my lover opened his eyes, I was already awake, but I just closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. I saw my lover’s panicked face, and shook my head in my heart with some regret. Now I can’t eat anymore. and asked me, can I continue to be his younger brother?If I let him know that his beloved brother designed all this and is still a pervert, will my lover just abandon me?I can't let this happen, I have to find a way, "I never wanted to be your brother." After I finished speaking, I opened the door and went out. I want to go home and endure the discomfort on my body to get home Cleaned myself up, turned on the monitor that had been useless for two years, my lover came home, sat on the bed in my room with my mobile phone, and seemed to make a call again, I took out my mobile phone and didn’t know when to turn it off because it was out of battery , not in a hurry to turn on the phone, but looking at the face of the lover who lost his temper, even if the lover loses his temper, he still looks good, he seems to be going out, is he coming to find me?I am really touched, I want to prepare a big gift for my lover, I prepared the most comfortable room and the softest bed for my lover in my home, my lover came, but I didn't expect him to be so angry, just My house is full of his photos and items. I ask my lover, do you like me?My lover was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect that I would ask him that, but then he pointed at me and said, "Pervert, how long have you been planning?" Pervert?He obviously called me baby before, I bit my mouth angrily, he seemed to see that my face was not good, he hesitated to speak, and didn't speak, I don't think the atmosphere between me and my lover can continue to be so embarrassing, I I poured him a glass of water, looked at him and said, "I've loved you for three years, you know? I don't want to be your brother at all." I shrugged, as if relieved, "Do you not love me? That. " I didn't finish the following words, because my lover had already fallen down slowly, "Then stay with me for the rest of my life, okay?" I put my lover in the room I prepared for him, and used my love to become a chain I tied my lover, I want him to be with me forever, but my heart is still too soft, I don’t want my lover to be sad, I don’t want him to be in pain, I look at my lover’s closed eyes, the effect of the medicine has long passed, he just doesn’t want to see That's all for me.

"Can't you promise me? Am I the only one who hates you so much? You don't even want to look at me?" I climbed into bed and lay on my lover's heaving chest, fell asleep listening to his strong heartbeat, and played by myself yesterday. It's too harsh, I didn't have a good rest at all, my lover was silent a lot during this time at my house, and he didn't usually look at me very much, often in a daze, I called him several times and he only looked at me and then went into a daze, I don't like it Such a lover, because it will make me feel bad, I like him to touch my head dotingly, hug me and call me baby, we two have been like this for a week, I decided to give up my lover and live in my house for a long time, On the night when I gave up, I stared at him intently, but couldn’t get a response. In the end, I seemed to shed tears because of happiness, “Let’s go.. woo. Ah, you. Go.” When I came out, I looked at him who was silent with red eyes and said, "Brother, can I let you go, please take care of me." I was a little tired, and I cried and kissed him, but my lover didn't respond or refuse, so I just So let me kiss him.

"I'm responsible for you." After a long time, I heard him say it, but before I could be happy, I heard him say that he doesn't love me, that's right, he didn't love me in the first place, and he only wanted to be responsible for me because he fucked me Me, his masculinity is just causing trouble, but isn't it good that he said he is responsible for me?I untied him, watched him put on his clothes and walked out with his mobile phone and asked him where he was going. His answer was that he hadn’t gone out for a long time. After watching my lover leave, I sat on the sofa and waited for him to come back. The time was bit by bit I'm leaving, my lover hasn't contacted me for three hours, I'm not in a good mood, I continue to wait until my lover comes back drunk late at night, and he didn't abandon me.

The author has something to say: I,,,, very helpless