Lover

The two of us lived like this for a year, and when he finished the college entrance examination, he chose the same university as me. I am used to the state of following him wherever he goes, but the campus of the university is still relatively open. Waiting for him to study at night downstairs in his classroom, he was pulled to a corner by a man, and he heard the man say he likes him, and the pervert seemed to chuckle lightly, that smile somehow made me angry, and I was about to call out Who knew that he put his arm on that man, and I was no longer interested in watching what happened next, I was very angry, angry that I would give up my right to pursue my favorite because of a ridiculous responsibility?In school, people often asked him for his contact information and confessed his love to him, but he refused all of them because he had a partner. Now that he thinks about it, he feels ridiculous.

I called and asked where my friend was, and he mentioned a place name, which was our famous nightclub. I thought that since I wanted to pursue true love of freedom, I should ease my mood first. When I got there, I drank some wine and hugged That woman, asked a friend to record a video of us kissing, and when I got home early the next morning, there was a quarrel as it should be, but after he took me to the bathroom to clean and did it three times, I was not angry anymore, after all that A man is always in a happy mood after such a thing. I boiled a glass of milk for him in the kitchen, brought it to the living room and met him who was about to go out, so the two of us quarreled again, and he asked me to find someone else?Does he really love me like he says?Then I brought up the breakup, and I thought we all needed to chill out.

I didn't want to quarrel with him at first, and my anger has subsided, but he actually wants to kill someone. I know he can do such a thing because he is not only a pervert..., his spirit seems to be a little abnormal, but that's okay. I will accompany you Just let him go..Of course I didn't like him, but after all, as his first man, I should be responsible for him, but I beat him with my hands, and I felt a little guilty and sad. .I was walking aimlessly on the street.

I originally wanted to call my friend to come out for a drink, but when I thought about his desperate and empty eyes after the quarrel with me, it shouldn’t be like this, his beautiful eyes should be smiling all the time, and shouldn’t show such a fragile and distressing expression I want to apologize to him and say that yesterday he deliberately pissed him off, and he didn't have anything to do with the stranger, because he found that woman was not as good-looking as him, and her body didn't smell as good as him, and he almost threw up holding her, etc. After his friend took the video, he rushed to the bathroom and vomited it out. In the end, his friend sent him to the hotel. He lay on the bed with his hands on his forehead. He must have drunk too much. He even missed the warm "home" that belonged to him. , Someone was waiting for him at home with the light on, and would put him a bath with a comfortable temperature and a cup of soup to warm his stomach, thinking about that pervert. .No, he has a very nice name called Ning Yu, his whole person is just like his name, of course he pretended to show me, but he is just like his name, he would rather be a broken jade than a whole, holding all Opening his arms and loving you with all my heart made me a little scared, afraid of not being able to reciprocate his feelings.

But now I still want to go home, hug him, and say sorry to him. After thinking about it, I walked home, but the person I wanted to say sorry fell into the bathtub covered in blood...you Seeing that I obviously don't like you, Shan Yuan calmly stared at the other party's breathless body and pale face for a while, ignoring the glaringly red liquid, he just fell asleep, but even so, I feel sad now It was almost hard to breathe, Shan Yuan hugged Ning Yu's already cold body, it was no longer warm, it was not as soft and warm as before, Ning Yu was hugged and put on the bed, Shan Yuan bent over and knelt on the bed While looking at him, he used his fingers to draw his good-looking eyebrows and eyes. He looks good even if his face is pale, "Ning Yu, you sleep for a while, I will sleep with you after I pack up. You are waiting for me for a while" Shan Yuan kissed Ning Yu's cheek, got up and took out the knife that fell in the bathroom, lying on the bed, Shan Yuan found an embraced position, just like the two usually hug each other to sleep, Shan Yuan Looking at the long gash on the opponent's hand that was slowly not bleeding, Ning Yu's hands were very beautiful. At first glance, they were not working hands, but it was these beautiful hands that took care of everything for her..

I cut my wrist in the opposite position, and buried my head on Ning Yu's neck when I was done. There was a good smell on his body, just like it has always been. I have never seen him use anything different from himself. The shower gel, is this the body fragrance?Shan Yuan felt a little cold, so he hugged him even harder, "Wait for me, just for a while, I heard that it's cold and dark down there, you'd be scared if you go alone, so wait for me and come with me. "Shan Yuan murmured to Ning Yu. He knew that he had noticed from the very beginning that Ning Yu was afraid of the dark. Every time he slept, the bedside lamp on his side was always on, but because of his words, the lamp It never turned on, and she seemed to say, "Are you still afraid in my arms?" Then Ning Yu reached out to turn off the light, turned her head and buried her in her arms, and seemed to be sleeping peacefully, Shan Yuan's consciousness was a little divergent In a trance, he saw Ning Yu standing under the cherry tree at the school gate and smiling at himself very nicely, maybe he could hear his beating heart at that moment, he seemed to think that smile was very beautiful, and wanted to see it for the rest of his life...