Light Left, Light Right [Chilu's Original Crime]

When Chi Zhen woke up the next day, he felt a pain in his brain. Lu Li was sleeping soundly in his arms, and his delicate and steady breathing was hitting his Adam's apple. Looking down, his body was full of mottled and ambiguous skin Honghen, needless to say, knew how intense the tumbling and entanglement last night was.

Chi Zhen had a problem with drinking fragments for a long time, but he should know what stupid things he did after sweeping the mess all over the floor. His eyes rolled around, he gently lifted the quilt, and saw his lower body wrapped around his upper body through the half-darkness. His own Lu Li, the thought of being finished flashed through his mind.Chi Zhen felt a little panicked, perhaps because he was afraid that Lu Li would come after him.

Lu Li tilted his head and burrowed into Chi Zhen's neck. He stretched out his hand and groped around Chi Zhen's hair. After a long time, he hummed dissatisfiedly. Maybe he didn't find what he was looking for. Turn around. Looking back, the eyes are still closed, but there is a sentence in the mouth

"Wake up..."

Chi Zhen trembled in fright, and didn't dare to move for a long time. He saw Lu Li's forearm swaying all of a sudden, and it was suddenly held in the palm of his hand. There was nothing on his wrist.

It's no wonder that last night Chi Zhen was crying and pressing on Lu Li's body, his fingertips gently slid over every piece of skin, but it got stuck next to the watch. He kept saying sorry in his arms, and all the tears fell on the dial, which was foggy.Looking at the apex, Lu Li felt a tightness and couldn't breathe. He yanked off his watch and threw it far away. He turned around and picked up Chi Zhen with his head bowed. There was nothing else but a kiss.

The nostrils are filled with the smell of alcohol, but the tips of the tongues are tightly entwined and do not want to separate.

Chi Zhen grabbed his curly hair, stared round his eyes, buried his head under the quilt, and tried his best to search for every shattered memory and cursed in a muffled voice.

"Depend on"

When he looked at the side again, Lu Li stared straight at him, his bright eyes were full of spring tenderness, and there was a layer of bluish red on the side of his beautiful eyelashes, and tears flowed all night.

"Are you awake...?"

Chi Zhen couldn't even laugh, he was afraid that this was an asshole he did on impulse.

"You want to go back on it?"

Lu Li raised his eyebrows and said suddenly

"Ok?"

Chi Zhen dodged his eyes

"I said you want to go back on your word?"

Lu Li straddled Chi Zhen's body, his snow-white chest was covered with marks of love, completely exposed in front of Chi Zhen's eyes.

"Land from"

"Isn't it... um..."

Lu Li pressed the wall behind Chi Zhen's head, and kissed him hard. Or, it was biting. After the kiss stopped, it was full of blood.

Chi Zhen stuck Lu Li's hard teeth with his small tongue, fearing that Lu Li would bite himself. After a long time, a streak of blood dripped down from the corner of his red and swollen mouth mixed with saliva. Chi Zhen quickly wiped it away with his hands, confirming that Lu Li was not hurt and heaved a sigh of relief. Here comes the sentence

"It's not fishy, ​​it's all blood"

Lu Li shook his head, his eyes were red with tears streaming down his face, his forearm suddenly tightened around Chi Zhen, crying vaguely

"Chi Zhen...you are not allowed to go back on your word..."

"Trust me..."

"I really can't live without you..."

Chi Zhen froze and didn't dare to speak, his mind was already blank.

"Lu Li promised him."

"Lu Li has no future"

Half a day later, he turned around and hugged Lu Li tremblingly, rolled him into the quilt, looked down at him and said

"Cool outside"

"Stupid or not"

Lu Li yanked off Chi Zhen who was propped on his forehead, and it hurt so much, but when his lips touched, there was another suffocating and paralyzing lingering.

You see, Captain Lu is not so incomprehensible, he is also crazy when he meets his love.

It is not easy to meet someone who loves each other in one's life. When you meet, you must be together well. But is it really enough for two people to cherish each other? Obviously, it is not enough. There are too many people in this world. It doesn't matter if it is held high, and if there is a slight mistake, it will be taken out of context.

The so-called concept, one person's words are not enough to turn the tables, ten people's words are also the same, but if millions of people say the same, it becomes right.

But the helpless victims are not pitiful, and the opponents who stand firm are not pitiful.

Lu Li never procrastinated when doing things. After confirming the relationship, he drove Chi Zhen back home the next day. Before Chi Zhen had time to greet him politely, he spoke directly and clearly stated the purpose of the trip.

Before the arrival, all the step-by-step instructions from Chi Zhen were forgotten, which was normal, as Lu Li was always open-minded.

"Thank you for taking care of our family, Lu Li. He didn't have many friends since he was a child, and he got better when he got to know Wen Xuan..."

"Wenxuan is also a good child...It's a pity that our family, Ah Li...doesn't have this fate..."

"Where is it, Auntie, I think your family Lu Li is very nice."

"I'm just afraid that one day my father and I will be gone, and there will be no one to take care of him..."

"Chi Zhen, do you have a suitable girl? If so, introduce one to our family Lu Li in time."

"Ah...this...I..."

Chi Zhen had to admit that no matter how generous and fat he was, he didn't have any ambiguity when talking about Lu Li. He really wanted to spend the rest of his life with Lu Li.

Lu's mother talked about Wu Wenxuan and Lu Yinuo's past one after another. Chi Zhen showed embarrassment but smiled back, which made Lu Li feel uncomfortable.But even so, under the table, Chi Zhen gently held Lu Li's hand, calming his irritable heart. He was afraid that Lu Li's troubles would only increase because of his own affairs.

"Stop talking, it's all over."

Lu's father said something for a long time, and dragged his wife back from the good memories.

"I have a lover"

"what?"

"Hey... Lu Li... don't..."

"Chi Zhen is my lover. We will get married in the future and live together for the rest of our lives."

Lu Li raised his eyes and said each word to his mother, his nose was sore with tears.

"you…"

"You guys...let us...what to do..."

Lu's mother suddenly froze in her smile, and she burst into tears as soon as she covered her palms. How could a parent fail to notice the changes in his own child? After more than 30 years, he has grown from a baby to an indomitable man. Lu Li frowns From the changes, it can be seen that the relationship with Chi Zhen is unusual.

"Dad...Mom...I'm sorry..."

"But...I really...really...can't live without Chi Zhen..."

Lu's mother half turned around and put her arms around Chi Zhen and Lu Li, tears streaming down her cheeks into the tips of their hair.

"If someone bullies you... Mom, what should I do..."

"If someone bullies my children... what should I do..."

Chi Zhen's body stiffened. He had imagined countless possibilities after Lu Li confessed, his parents' scolding, and Lu Li's crying and breaking down, but he never thought that what Lu's mother said was that she was afraid that they would be hurt.

How much he wanted to open his mouth and say, it's okay, it's okay, Auntie, your children will not be bullied, your children are only afraid of disappointing those of you who love you.

But tears welled up in his eyes, and his throat seemed to be stuck and he couldn't even whimper.

The world is always fair, if you lose a piece of kindness, you will definitely give back a piece of tenderness.

Lu's father ate with his head down, turned around and burst into tears. Lu Li, like a kitten pleading guilty, turned to his father timidly and reverently. He was trembling. Add.

"dad…"

After the dry lips collided, a syllable was made, and the ending sound of the crying voice was scratched.

"Eh…"

Father Lu hurriedly wiped away his tears and turned to look at his child, who was calling himself.

"Dad... ah... um... um..."

"I'm sorry... I let you..."

"I let you down…"

"I don't want...don't want to disappoint you...Dad...I'm also afraid...I'm afraid that one day you will say...your son Lu Li...is with a man...I don't want to embarrass you...I'm so scared too...Dad... "

"I feel like...I grew up...none of the things I could do well...I'm always letting you down..."

"I…"

Lu Li cried so hard that he apologized intermittently to his father. He seemed to have returned to the old self who stood at the entrance of the alley and was afraid of the darkness. But this time, he ran out of the alley, followed his father, and gave his father his own voice.

Together with the fear and rejection of darkness, together with the communication of the expectations of the parents, with the love and enthusiasm for Chi Zhen, and with the roar of resistance to the world.

Lu Li would also be afraid of the dark and pain, Lu Li would also be broken and fragile, Lu Li is not a miraculous existence of every kind, Lu Li is not a resolute and courageous label, and should not be defined.Lu Li also wanted to be with the one he loves in a fair and honest manner, regardless of the worldly rotten and dilapidated ones.

"Why do you think so..."

"You have always been the proud son of Dad...you have never let me down..."

"dad…"

"It's Dad...it's Dad...I'm sorry..."

"No...not..."

Lu Li shook his head and wept.

"Dad...I love you..."

"Eh... eh..."

Lu Li hugged his father tightly. This expectation that made him respect and fear him, this same root that has affected his happiness and sorrow since he was a child, and the fear and torment that has bound him for more than 20 years, finally radiated endless light today.

Where in this world are there parents who don’t love their children for no reason? Mothers are pregnant for ten months to nurture adults, and fathers are full of expectations and run around day and night.They love you, whether it's overt or covert, hard or soft, accompanying day and night or by accident.

they all love you

In this era when people pursue a high degree of independence and lack warmth, there is always warmth and love for you, which make you withstand the storm and become strong.

The author has something to say: more communication, more understanding, kindness will make them better.

☆ Let's get married