Light Left, Light Right [Chilu's Original Crime]

Lu Li snuggled into Chi Zhen's arms, looked at Chi Zhen's sleeping profile, pouted and kissed the pouch next to his mouth, shaking the people around him, exerting more strength.

Lu Li is like a fire, always violent and perverse, the burning person is hot, but facing Chi Zhen is unusual.Chi Zhen is like water, it can be covered by soil and bullied by fish, but there is only one thing that is good, it can cure Lu Li.

Chi Zhen loves Lu Li in every way, bright, sad, depressed, high-pitched, sober, and intoxicated.As long as it was Lu Li's, it was all good in his eyes. He wanted to express his love, his deep possession, his regret for not being with Lu Li, and his childish jealousy for Wu Wenxuan's attachment.

This love is so muddy and heavy.

Chi Zhen was lonely and lonely, but he had a thousand faces, all pretending to be flawless.

Until he met Lu Li, he was trembling with fear, selfish possessiveness, and overwhelming inferiority complex.

He loves Lu Li

The one who ignited his life, and the scarred one also dragged Chi Zhen out.

The one who opened his mouth and shouted was for Chi Zhen, the one who kept his mouth shut and burst into tears was for Chi Zhen, and the one who murmured and trembled was all for Chi Zhen.

In that person's eyes, he was neither his mother's son nor his sister's younger brother, but just Chi Zhen.

Because he met Lu Li, Chi Zhen really had the meaning of existence.

Because he met Lu Li, he started to meditate. If he died one day, it would not be relief, but regret.

His Lu Li, without Chi Zhen, would he not be able to take good care of himself, would he not eat on time, would he quarrel with others in the convenience store and no one would speak for him, would he not be hugged and hurt when he was sick? The spasmodic shoulders, will it... Will it be... When he called Chi Zhen, don't go... Chi Zhen, don't go... There was no answer.

Since when did he fall in love with Lu Li?

The nasty words of love when stepping over the balcony and splashing the moonlight, the tears in the bar when the table legs suddenly burst, or the pretending pity of trying to make yourself a meal...

Fate is very important, and tacit understanding is also very important, but this is not all a passive choice of God's will. Love is willing to abandon the comfort at that time and overcome difficulties to come to the lover.

It's like a lover ambiguous about his ex's name but also reluctant to let him be sad in his dream alone, so he clenched his hands tightly.Just like the majesty of his parents who never dared to face, he gritted his teeth and blushed, and said he loved him.

Just like when Chi Zhen wanted to hesitate, Lu Li took a rare step. Yes, Lu Li will definitely not take a hundred steps first, but if you can hold back your loneliness and walk over, even if you stagnate, even if you shrink back , and can't lose Lu Li.

Lu Li's love became so blatant, he would say it if he wanted Chi Zhen, he would say it if he didn't want Chi Zhen to leave, and he would say it if he wanted to spend the rest of his life with Chi Zhen.

So bright, who can resist it.

The gray and white life is bluntly filled with light, and the steady heart suddenly thumps. People are so fucking greedy. Once they have the first pen, they want the second penny. Once they have a button, they want the dress behind. .

Lu Li seldom showed his emotions, love and hatred were all wrapped in the cloak of irascibility.

Wrapped into the driest rose petals in the desolate and lonely desert, wrapped into the most broken texture on the festering wound, wrapped into the deepest coldness of the glacier white snow.

Then, after touching Chi Zhen, it melted into the sweetest little tongue in the entangled mouth.

Lu Li loves Chi Zhen, and Lu Li cannot live without Chi Zhen.

Lu Li desires to be loved but is afraid of being loved. Lu Li is afraid of being separated, so he has to use the most clumsy method to keep probing. Lu Li is used to habits, and he is bound by the past responsibility and cannot be freed.

Lu Li thought that his life would be completely gloomy after Wu Wenxuan left, but Chi Zhen rushed along this small road, swarming towards the alternation of the sun and the moon, ignoring the day and night.

Chi Zhen loves Lu Li very much, and loves Lu Li very much.I love him so much that others often misunderstand that when they are together, Chi Zhen takes care of Lu Li more, but in fact, his jealousy, narrow-mindedness, possessiveness, fragility, inferiority, and cowardice are clearly accompanied by overflowing love All of them were given to Lu Li.

If the cuteness has no intention of drafting the wind, it happens to be lonely and arrogant to attract mountain torrents.

So Lu Li stretched out his hand and squeezed open the elevator door, so Lu Li let go of Wu Wenxuan's hand, so Lu Li got out of control and told the women not to touch his lover in the Xieguan Qinlou.

So he bravely stepped out step by step, not afraid of the world.

He loves Chi Zhen

It's the kind of love that lives forever

It is the kind of love that cannot be separated.

It is the love that has not met in front of the mountain and will meet again in the back of the mountain.

Li Li yawned paralyzed on the soft blanket, his orange fur was soft and shiny, and his bright pupils were very similar to Lu Li.

"Wake up..."

"Um…"

"Pool Shock"

"I am here"

"Pool Shock"

"I am here"

"Pool Shock"

"I am here"

...

"Pool Shock"

"Land from"

"Ok?"

"Let's get married"

"it is good"

End

The author has something to say: Light Left Light Right / Chilu Balcony Love Story

完结

☆、Light left light right back feeling

Gift

light left light right

In January, I accidentally came across The Original Sin. I have read many novels and online dramas, but I always feel that they are the same and unremarkable.

Until I met Chi Lu, I couldn't help but raise my pen to express my enthusiasm, and I couldn't help sending them all the desire and wishes in my heart.

You and I are ordinary people, you and I are seeking a confidant in the vast sea of ​​people, even if the mountains and rivers are empty, even if the piano is broken and the strings are gone.

It is a good thing to meet.

I always think that it is too narrow to compare Chi Lu's feelings to love. They are the fate of romance, the destination of souls intertwined with bones, and the trust that never let go of rumors.

It's just that in my heart, love has a sacred and indispensable meaning, so I attribute this indescribable emotion to it.

Don't be bound by the definition of love, they are beyond this, they are a feeling of beauty.

I didn’t completely follow the original play’s setting to create the left and right lights. Film and television dramas have the characteristics of drama, and they are enlarged to pursue interpretation, but there are not so many big bugs in life, so I keep the pain of this family , but also select Minify.

Original sin implies the impact of changes in the original family on the growth and character of the child. There are many children in the world who have been ambushed by the original family. The family has a great influence on the child. I agree, so I keep it.

Someone commented and asked me before, thinking that I wrote Lu Li too fragile, too sentimental, and too teary.

In fact, Lu Li is very fragile.

People are extraordinarily fragile when facing what they really want, or this is not weakness, on the contrary, they value, the more they care, the softer they are.

That's why Lu Li is very vulnerable when facing the person he really loves.

He is afraid of separation.

From the left to the right, from the middle of the lamp to the right, I kept detailing Chi Zhen's kindness to Lu Li. He could tolerate Lu Li's petty temper again and again, and he could trust Lu Li unconditionally, but this does not mean that his love has no dignity.

Chi Zhen is kind, but his kindness has a sharp edge. Chi Zhen treats Lu Li well, but he also hopes that Lu Li treats him well.

It's selfish, it's not selfish.

Real love should be held tightly in your hands, and when you meet someone you like, you should hug hard. It's really a pity that you can't get what you want.

Love must be together, why must miss, how painful.

It was difficult for Lu Li to get out of Wu Wenxuan's shadow, but this was the only way he had to go. As long as he couldn't let go, he couldn't be with Chi Zhen for a day.

Letting go of Wu Wenxuan before accepting Chi Zhen is a respect for Chi Zhen and for himself.

As for Wu Wenxuan, I appreciate Wu Wenxuan's character design very much, but I don't like Wu Wenxuan in the original drama. Of course, it's not because I'm a CP person. Even if I don't start writing today, I will say the same.

I have also pondered Wu Wenxuan's psychology many times, and I kept thinking about where and what behaviors made me dissatisfied with her.

I think I can figure it out.

I am dissatisfied that she dare not look directly at her former self, I am dissatisfied that she has Lu Li in her heart and is unwilling to share the joys and sorrows, I am dissatisfied that she gave up halfway and wanted to separate, I am dissatisfied that she was not honest with Lu Li from the beginning, I am dissatisfied For the sake of her child, she blindly started a new relationship under the brilliance of so-called motherhood. She didn't understand that no matter how good the living environment is, it can't compare with the company of the original parents.She didn't understand that in this way, she failed both her current husband and Lu Li.

I'm not satisfied that she gave up on herself so easily.

So I asked her to be loyal to her husband in the left and right of the lights, and I wanted her to be honest, so every time Li Xia met with her ex-husband, she would confess to her husband. He has the right to know that husband and wife should do this, the relationship between husband and wife Only in this way can it be maintained.

She had to understand in her heart that she missed Lu Li at the beginning, wasn't it because she wasn't honest enough.

For Chi Wen, I actually don’t have too much feeling for Chi Wen, I just feel pity. The saddest thing about people is to live according to the expectations of others. In the original play, Chi Wen gave up her music dream because of her mother, but just When I wanted to change my mind and persist, I was killed.

But this is a dream, how important it is to have a dream, it brings you motivation, makes you confident, makes you realize the value, and makes you feel happy.

There are many regrets in life, and we never know which one will come first, the future or the accident.

So I still set Chi Wen as a regret, but is this regret really a regret? No, at least she never gave up on her dream. She was happy until the second before she left, so Even if you leave, you won't regret it.

Natural disasters cannot be controlled, but man-made.

For Lu Yinuo, Lu Yinuo is undoubtedly a victim of an unformed original family. Facing her, I always have endless sense of powerlessness, lack of fatherly love and sense of security, and excessive premature sensibility and sensitivity.

I couldn't make up for the trauma of a broken family with any single story, so I chose to leave her portrayal blank.

I only wish that such innocent children in the play are rare in real life, and I only wish that every love and every family relationship will be consistent.

Regarding emotional relationships, in fact, same-sex love still has many obstacles in today's open era. Of course, what I call love is responsible love. I don't even have the courage to speak out, so how can we be together if we talk about responsibility.

Saying that you love him is the first step.

Although they are writing novels, the relationship between Chi Zhen and Lu Li is more about overcoming their own weakness and hesitation, but literature cannot be separated from life. There is a necessary problem in the development of all these emotions and words from the very beginning. .

The reaction of Lu's father and Lu's mother when the child came out of the closet is real. There are no parents who can't see the changes in their children. They are just waiting for you to say it yourself.

Parents and children should not be in a dependent relationship, but should be equal, so everyone has the right to let go of what they think.

Whether it's a lonely love or a dream in jeopardy.

Regarding the other half of the non-overhead, I will divide the influence of the original family into two forms to show.

The first kind of superficial and visible is Chi Zhen's family. The departure of his sister is real and cannot be fully recovered, but it is this invariability that allows Lu Li to pick up Chi Zhen, as long as others come to him. , Let him find the value of existence other than guilt, then he will have a chance to get rid of this shackles.

So Lu Li came to him and let him find the true meaning of his existence. He had already saved Chi Zhen, and letting Chi Zhen fall in love with Lu Li was saving him.

And the second kind of invisible is Lu Li's family. In a sense, Lu's father's strict demands on Lu Li are also an invisible life pressure of the original family. The future is boundless, but in fact, this makes the child more painful and affects the character even more.

Lu Li's heart knot is the infinite expectations and pressure his father puts on him, but he needs someone to tie the bell. There are no parents in this world who don't love their children. Maybe they also love you in their own way, but this way Maybe too hard.

If you don't tell me, how would they know it's wrong?

Lu Li seems to be strong and courageous, with excellent character and learning, but his heart is incomplete. He longs to be loved but wraps himself up layer by layer.But as long as the person who loves them appears, it is difficult to open the door of the heart, and it is also difficult to close the door if it is opened.Although she is cowardly in love, but once she tastes the taste of being loved, she is extremely courageous and firm.

Fortunately, Chi Zhen was able to withstand the test.

Fortunately, it was Lu Li, who was extremely courageous.

Hold on, keep walking, and walking is the light.

I never thought that I could persist in finishing the first medium-length novel.

Seventy-three thousand words

Stop writing and look back, sighing in my heart.

End

The author has something to say: I don’t know what to do for this beauty

just doodle

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