Light Left, Light Right [Chilu's Original Crime]

The most exciting moment in love is not the moment of being together, the unexpected is always the dream process followed before.Glittering diamonds and shining marigolds are nothing compared to the slightly curved eyebrows of the lover at that time.

Of course, this is the feeling that only people who are in love with each other but keep quiet about each other. For Chi Zhen and Lu Li, it is obviously not the same.

It is often said that the one who let go first is actually the one who pursues the most enthusiastically and closely, and becomes vulnerable because of liking too much, and the one who is not together is afraid that the other party will not accept, so silently chooses to distance themselves.Those who were together were afraid that the other party would lose face by speaking first, so they rushed to grab the limelight and broke up.

In fact, in the final analysis, I still don't like it that much. Chasing is not equal to love, and silence can't understand the other party's mind.

A lot of words can only have results if they are spoken out.

There were few people on the street after the rain, and a few puddles caught the moonlight alone.

It looks bright, but it is actually muddy.

Lu Li didn't dodge either, he just stepped on it with a "click, click", walking in no hurry, but he didn't stop.

Lu Li was thinking about Chi Zhen.

The dim yellow corridor lights were flickering on and off, making people flustered.

"clatter"

It was Lu Li's voice.

"I am back"

Lu Li suddenly shouted towards the balcony.

Lights on, no response.

Chi Zhen was hiding from Lu Li. It was obvious that Lu Li could feel it.

Lu Li hadn't seen Chi Zhen for a long time, and he was scared.

Chi Zhen really might have left him, which made him uneasy.

Lu Li leaned against the edge of the bed, his gray and white striped shirt cuffs were stained with water, and tears rolled down his eyes.Yes, he is not good to Chi Zhen at all, he always puts Chi Zhen last, Lu Yinuo's birthday can make him leave Chi Zhen at home, and a watch Wu Wenxuan gave him can make him punch Chi Zhen was bleeding, and a chance encounter in the supermarket made him doubt Chi Zhen again.What he worries about is whether Wu Wenxuan still loves him, whether his daughter is still intimate with him, whether those so-called memories from the past still numb him on time.

But Chi Zhen, he was the complete opposite.

He had never left Lu Li before. Chi Zhen would prepare three meals on time, would stand up for Lu Li when he had disputes with others, and would ruthlessly surround Lu Li when he let him go out of temper.In Chi Zhen's heart, Lu Li will always be placed first.

Chi Zhen is expressing his love to Lu Li in his own way. He loves Lu Li, so he is always making excuses for Lu Li's estrangement.

"Lu Li has this kind of character, I can't force him."

Every time Lu Li lost his temper, every time he alienated him, he always said this in his heart.

But he knew in his heart that he was lying to himself that Lu Li didn't love Wu Wenxuan.

But no matter how good-tempered a lover is, he will get tired after chasing others constantly, not to mention that this person is still Lu Li, who can't fart loudly with three sticks.

Chi Zhen was tired, or rather scared.

He liked Lu Li so much, he liked it so much that he wanted to kiss the tip of his trembling hair, he liked it so much that he wanted to count his spine with his fingers, and he liked it so much that he wanted to gently lick the tears from the corners of his eyes with his tongue.

He was in a daze every day, thinking like this in his dreams, when he saw Lu Li, and when he was alone. , he wanted to grab Lu Li's wrist countless times and force him to say that he loves himself.

But he couldn't, he didn't dare to tell Lu Li these dirty words.

"What if he doesn't love me"

Lo and behold, the sound came again.

Chi Zhen heard Lu Li's voice from the door, and also heard what Lu Li said, but he didn't respond, what could he say.

Welcome home?

In what capacity, the crush who couldn't ask for it is still a good friend who gets along day and night, no, it's not even a friend, as Lu Li said, it's not a friend.

Chi Zhen didn't care about these things in the past. He always consumed his love for Lu Li self-righteously. He thought that he would never let Lu Li go no matter what.

But how is it possible, always standing on tiptoe to love someone won't do, if the center of gravity is unstable, it won't work, after a long time you will fall down.

Chi Zhen loved Lu Li, but he loved him with dignity. He could accept Lu Li's lack of initiative, but he couldn't always accept Lu Li's evasion and ignorance.He could take the hundredth step for Lu Li, but he couldn't accept that Lu Li didn't take the one hundred and zero step.

It's different, it's also waiting, but the former is respected because of love, but the latter is born to waste and insult this love, it's better to rein in the horse.

The light from the desk lamp entered Chi Zhen's house again, just like the first time they met.

"Hey"

It's Lu Li.

The phone call was the first time that Lu Li took the initiative to restore his relationship with Chi Zhen, and this was one of the few soft spots in Lu Li's life.

"Pool Shock"

Lu Li's voice was soft, like it had aroused Chi Zhen for countless days and nights.

Chi Zhen didn't speak, but the sound of heavy breathing was heard over the phone. He was just opposite the wall, lying on the carpet half drunk.

"Pool Shock"

Lu Li called his name again, and it sounded like a provocation in Chi Zhen's ears.

Fingers gently caressed the wrinkled pajama pants, and the pleasure of slowly stretching made him fascinated.Chi Zhen felt that he was going crazy, all he could think about was the scene where Lu Li was torn and bitten by him.

He felt that he was extremely dirty, and every time the lovely person called out, his desire rose and rolled. He wanted to end this shameful process quickly, but Ruyi got stuck at a sensitive point and couldn't move.

Lu Li suddenly stopped calling, and only Chi Zhen's panting mixed with the soft sound of fabric rubbing came from the phone.

After a while, Chi Zhen suddenly said:

"Lu Li, I love you so much... ha... ah..."

"Lu Li, do you love me?"

Lu Li felt that his whole body was frozen, his words were stuck in his throat, but he couldn't say anything.

Silence

After hearing no answer for a long time, Chi Zhen suddenly cried

"You...do you not love me..."

"Lu Li... Lu Li... doesn't love me..."

"Ah...ah..."

The crying sound was getting closer and closer. On the balcony was Lu Li, who was also full of red eyes. He looked at Chi Zhen's curled up back, clumsily holding the scorching heat in his hand, and the air was full of semen mixed with alcohol. .

"I love you"

A familiar voice came from the microphone, and also from the flowers and leaves behind him.

Chi Zhen suddenly turned his head and saw Lu Li.

"Who are you"

Chi Zhen turned around and looked into Lu Li's eyes

"I'm Lu Li, Lu of land, parting, parting, Lu Li."

"haha a…"

"No...it's Lu Li who is eccentric...not parting..."

"I don't want...don't want to say goodbye to you..."

Chi Zhen stammered and cried to retort to Lu Li

"Okay...don't say..."

Lu Li slowly walked to Chi Zhen's side, and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his lover's eyes with his fingertips.

Chi Zhen's face was covered with wounds, the scabs at the corners of his mouth that hadn't fallen off, and the gauze that hadn't been changed on his forehead were all sticky with blood.

"Does it hurt..."

Lu Li's voice trembled, and he stretched out his hand to touch the wound but was afraid of hurting him.

"Do not…"

"Are you crazy... the wound will become inflamed...you still dare to drink..."

Lu Li was like an angry little leopard, his teeth were shaking when he was sad.

"Lu Li...is that you..."

"You feel sorry for me..."

"Yes..., I love you..."

Chi Zhen suddenly laughed. He had asked Lu Li many times if he cared about him, but Lu Li always avoided answering, as if he ignored his own feelings.He always smiled and just passed by, but in fact, how much he wanted Lu Li to say it, even if it was just once, he was actually so scared and so insecure.

The longing face suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, and Chi Zhen vaguely outlined his lover's exquisite jawline.Lu Li held Chi Zhen's hand tightly, for fear that he would run away again.

"Wu Wenxuan and I fell into the water, who will you save?"

The thoughtless Chi Zhen suddenly said:

"you"

Lu Li looked into Chi Zhen's eyes and said without thinking.

"Ha ha…"

"me…"

"you…"

"You...you...you're not Lu Li..."

Chi Zhen laughed suddenly, and the hand that was held down by Lu Li let out his energy.

"Why not"

Lu Li grabbed the wrist that had slipped down tightly, trying to make Chi Zhen stop the warmth covering his cheek.

"Lu Li...he only has Wu Wenxuan in his heart..."

"without me…"

"No... Chi Zhen..."

"No matter how I please him... I can't compare... I can't compare... Wu Wenxuan..."

"But how I wish... hope that he also... loves me too..."

Chi Zhen lowered his head, tears pattered all over his half-opened light gray pajama pants, full of grievances.

"Chi Zhen..."

"sorry…"

Lu Li looked at Chi Zhen, but his eyes were constantly warm. He held Chi Zhen's cheeks with both hands and let him look at him.But those bright eyes hurt my heart again, so I had no choice but to hug Chi Zhen into my arms, muttering

"Lu Li loves you too... Lu Li loves you too..."

This was the Chi Zhen that Lu Li had never seen before. He never mentioned his dissatisfaction with Wu Wenxuan in front of Lu Li. He seemed to have endless enthusiasm for Lu Li, but it was because of this that made people feel more distressed.

"You love me too..."

"Lu Li...also..."

"Love me too..."

Chi Zhen leaned against Lu Li's neck, murmured to calm his breath.

He suddenly took a bite hard, followed by dense kisses, and the snow-white depressions reflected crimson.

Chi Zhen's marks were all over Lu Li's body.

Chi Zhen snatched it so capriciously once in his life, and the only one who wanted to keep it for himself was Lu Li.

"Chi Zhen...you..."

"Aha…"

The neckline of the shirt was covered with Chi Zhen's saliva, and the kiss marks of love made Lu Li itchy and painful. He tightly circled Chi Zhen, fearing that he would escape again.

"Land from…"

"Lu Li...I want you..."

"I love you... huh..."

Chi Zhen stuck on Lu Li's shoulder, his bright eyes were full of longing and anticipation.

"I...I...also...love you..."

"Ha... ah... Chi Zhen..."

Lu Li closed his eyes, his cheeks flushed, panting in response to his lover's call.

Suddenly, Chi Zhen stopped moving, Lu Li hummed softly, and reluctantly opened his eyes

"I want to kiss you"

"okay"

Chi Zhen looked at Lu Li, his reddened eyes filled with desire but full of pity. He loves Lu Li, how could he be willing to let him accept his dirty sex reluctantly.

He was so afraid that Lu Li would be unwilling, so he had to confirm it over and over again, his reason overwhelmed his desire again and again, and whispered to it, don't worry, let my lover be willing.

"Um…"

Lu Li's eyes were blurred, and the sudden tenderness made him blush.

Chi Zhen kissed the corner of Lu Li's mouth, like a high school student waiting for his first love, pecking delicately, without any eroticism.Tears were mixed and rolled into the lover's cheeks and mouth, full of warmth.

But these tears are not bitter at all, they are all sweet.

"Pool Shock"

"Let's do it"

After the kiss was over, he rubbed his wrist against his lover's wetness and said suddenly.

"it is good…"

Midnight moonlight mixed with a few wisps of night breeze drifted into Chi Zhen's house, and the lovers took advantage of this tranquility to blend together.

When Lu Li was so tormented that he couldn't open his eyes, he also muttered

"Chi Zhen...don't go...I...love you..."

Chi Zhen turned around again and again to tightly circle his little lover, gently stroked the hickey marks on his body, and then whispered in his ear

"I won't go, I love you too."

The author has something to say: love is endless, and only when the heart can't hold it will it become □□.

A kiss to be finished, all in it.

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☆, his confession