Light Left, Light Right [Chilu's Original Crime]

The sky in Huacheng changed as it said, the rain washed the streets and also grabbed the walls of the buildings along with the wind. As soon as it fell, it merged into streamlines and became a blur.

Lu Li never thought that Wu Wenxuan would contact him in person, and his fingers were trembling when the phone rang.

But the heart didn't throb.

Yes, that's not happiness, let's count it as excitement.

"Li, are you okay?"

Liu Ye'er lowered her eyebrows slightly, Wu Wenxuan's worry was too blatant.

"Okay... okay."

Lu Li was stunned for a long time before forcing out a smile.

This kind of Lu Li is strange to Wu Wenxuan.

Lu Li was extremely decadent, his protruding beard was green, and his almond-shaped eyes were bloodshot. He was clearly looking at you, but it made people feel that he was looking at other places through himself.

When the sour plum soup was brought to Lu Li, tears filled his eyes and fell straight down.

Wu Wenxuan felt both fortunate and regretful. She was glad that Lu Li had finally let go of herself, but regretted that fate finally told her that this memorable heroic life had come to an end.

Wu Wenxuan came to Lu Li for no reason, she knew that Lu Li still had her in his heart.

In other words, he couldn't let her go.But after all, there is no destiny, and the meaning of the past is that it will never return, so there is no such thing as an if.

When Director Zhang called Wu Wenxuan, he pointed out Chi Zhen's existence straightforwardly. Jiang Ye was still old and hot, and he could see the clues at a glance when others went around and couldn't figure it out. It was Wu Wenxuan.

When Wu Wenxuan met Chi Zhen again, she was in the hospital. There was a wound on her forehead. When she came, the blood was all brown, and the scabs formed in the ravines were all painful.The assistant next to him followed him, his dull expression was the same as Lu Li's.

Wu Wenxuan asked Chi Zhen how he got hurt, but he didn't say a word, obviously he was eloquent when we met last time.It took half a day for the assistant to open his mouth, knocking after drinking.

The cotton wool gently wiped the wound, turning it white and red again.

Chi Zhen shuddered as the spicy alcohol killed the bacteria and also hurt.

Wu Wenxuan said, "I'm sorry... just talk when it hurts."

The chapped lips twitched and suddenly began to shed tears. Others who didn't know clearly thought that the 1.8-meter tall man was crying because he was afraid of pain, and looked around.

But Wu Wenxuan knew that it wasn't because of Lu Li.

"Do you still love him?"

Tears trickled into the tip of the tongue, and the taste buds suddenly became sensitive, very salty.

"what do you say"

Wu Wenxuan's hands trembled slightly, then calmed down again.

The hospital is not quiet. It is full of people, crying children, and noisy family members. The tired sense of hearing has to be strained to smell the pungent disinfectant.

Breathless.

Wu Wenxuan didn't know how to answer, saying that love seemed too heavy, but saying that she didn't love seemed so hypocritical.

"sorry Sorry…"

"sorry…"

"Sorry…"

"It's me... I'm sorry you guys..."

Chi Zhen cried so badly that he kept apologizing to Wu Wenxuan.

"Don't..."

Wu Wenxuan kept supporting him, telling him not to bow his head.

The scabs had opened, and the half layer of gauze that had just been covered had seen blood again, making it uncomfortable to watch.

Chi Zhen is so well-rounded in front of others, but when it comes to feelings, he is like a blank sheet of paper.

Family affection is like this, and so is love.

Perhaps Lu Li was the pen that changed his life. Sometimes it was thick and colorful, and sometimes it was understated. After a few strokes, it became a word of love.

Chi Zhen closed his eyes and thought only about him.

When angry, it is fiery red, when weeping, it is soft blue, when happy, it is vivid orange, and the patchwork of daze makes Chi Zhen taste the taste of life.Chi Zhen's life was always bleak until Lu Li appeared.

Lu Li is like the unique half of a strawberry on a cupcake, like the first bite on a cone ice cream, like the white sugar sand in the middle of a deep-fried cake.All good things should belong to him.

People in love are always too fragile, burying themselves in the soil, but holding each other up to the clouds.The more we get along, the more we feel insignificant.So did Chi Zhen.

He didn't know how to face Lu Li anymore, but his 30-year-old appearance looked like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old child guessing his lover's mind, but Lu Li's temperament was unpredictable.He doesn't know anything about romance, he just knows how to treat him better and better.When it was time to talk about being together, I was timid again.

He was afraid that if something went wrong, he would really lose Lu Li.

"What if he doesn't love me"

No matter how much Chi Zhen likes Lu Li, there will be times when he will be afraid.

Like his lover's anger and collapse when he hid the watch, or like the questioning and fear when he lightly brushed Lu Yinuo's head.

In the last section, Wu Wenxuan suddenly softened when the medical tape was attached to the bandage. Yes, Chi Zhen shouldn't be treated like this, and everyone has a heart of compassion.

"Leave him... Maybe he already likes you."

Wu Wenxuan didn't want to admit it, but she just didn't want to.

"thank you…."

Chi Zhen raised his head and smiled at Wu Wenxuan, far-fetched.

"it is true."

That's right, it's true, Wu Wenxuan didn't tell lies.That day beside the supermarket, Lu Li stared at Chi Zhen with the same expression as when he first saw him.

The pupils are bright.

Chi Zhen stood up, touched the bandaged wound with his hand, and suddenly bowed to Wu Wenxuan.

Here comes a sentence

"I lost my temper today..."

"It's... as bad as the first meeting..."

Wu Wenxuan nodded, got up quickly and replied exactly the same to him.

She felt that Chi Zhen should be fair, but it happened to be unfair.

It was also because of themselves that they were tortured so much. They all suffered individually. Lu Li's love for him could not be continued, and Chi Zhen's love for him was also let down.

But after going around, the last poor man was Chi Zhen.

Lu Li covered the rim of the bowl with his hand, and the spoon banged on the walls, making people panic.

"Leave…"

"Leave yourself alone..."

"He loves your..."

Wu Wenxuan looked at Lu Li, the rain mixed with the wind, and the coolness drifted into Lu Li's heart.

"Do not…."

Lu Li gently scooped up a spoonful of sour plum soup, which was sold outside and was too sweet.

"No...it's not..., Wenxuan..."

"what…"

Lu Li suddenly grabbed Wu Wenxuan's hand, struggling to explain something, but choked up again.

"From..., it is impossible for us to..."

"I...we have a promise...I'm getting better and better...I love you..."

"I also love Yinuo..."

Lu Li panicked, spilled a piece of the overturned sour plum soup, and the sweet and sour smell wafted in the humid air, full of sweetness and greasy.

"Leave!"

"you look at me"

"Wen Xuan..."

"Leave…"

"Don't run away anymore, you don't love me anymore..."

"You have to ask yourself whether you can't let go of me, or the fear of losing in your heart."

"Leave…"

That rush of strength suddenly dissipated, and it was Lu Li who let go.

In fact, Lu Li already knew it well. What he was always afraid of was that Chi Zhen would leave him.Does he really still love Wu Wenxuan?Maybe it's really not that much love.Does he really have to be Wu Wenxuan?No, not necessarily.He just didn't want to step out of the comfortable past that he had worked so hard to create.

You see, he let go.

He couldn't let Chi Zhen go.

"Promise me, okay..."

Wu Wenxuan held Lu Li's hands tightly, wanting him to be braver, braver.

Lu Li looked into Wu Wenxuan's eyes and nodded.

Behind the ambiguity is the former lover, who finally put an end to the incomplete love on this rainy and majestic afternoon.

When people are young, the most important thing is family. At this time, enough parental love makes you taste the joy of being loved.When you grow up slowly, you will meet the person you like again, but what you value most at that time has become your partner. During the process of getting along, you support your growth, and countless stumbling blocks make you learn to take responsibility.

As the saying goes, the highest state of love maintenance is to become a family relationship. Blood is thicker than water and indivisible. In fact, this is not the case.

Love has never been possible to become family affection, they are distinct from each other, meaningless relationship.

If you really want to talk about the so-called meaning in detail, love should come first.If you are an unfortunate person who has not been loved enough, people can only feel pitiful, but if you are a person who is timid because of this and dare not say goodbye to the past and take on new relationships, you will be sighed and cast aside everywhere.

Not being loved enough is a passive act, which is understandable, but not loving hard is voluntarily giving up and giving up on yourself.

That does not work.

No matter what kind of poor person has not tasted enough joy of being loved, he must work hard to take responsibility.

That's why Chi Zhen chose to love Lu Li with all his might.

The same was true for Lu Li, who took the first step despite all kinds of fears.

The lack of family affection can only be made up by love. It does not have the so-called repayment, it is all satisfactory.

When the lover stands here, it is all joy.

Or put aside make up, just love.

The author has something to say: May you taste enough love, and then love others with all your strength.

☆, my confession