Kidney loss

This is the first time for Shen Yan to be so active, but Su Jianian would rather not take such an initiative... So he didn't have an erection, and his cock of a proud size was lying limply between his legs. Simply lean down and take a bite.The pleasure of being wrapped in the mouth made Su Jianian gasp, his eyes were red with anxiety, and he used the hand without plaster to pull the opponent's hair: "Don't..."

Shen Yan turned a deaf ear to this, and now he desperately needed something to divert the anguish that had nowhere to rest in his chest, so he swallowed almost indulgently, licking the sensitive eyes at the top with his nimble tongue, and sucking with his lips wrapped around his teeth. , making a blushing tsk-tsk sound.

After all, Su Jianian was young and energetic, and he hadn't vented for a long time. He became hard within a few minutes. His thick and long dick was covered with veins and covered with a layer of saliva. He was held in the palm of Shen Yan, feeling heavy. .

The latter spit out the tip that almost filled his mouth, took a few breaths lightly, then got up on his own, took off his trousers and threw them aside, and rode up with his naked lower body.

Su Jianian supported the man's trembling waist with his uninjured hand, but said, "Brother Shen, don't be like this..."

The current Shen Yan couldn't listen, the other party refused to be useless, watched the man unbutton his pants, lubricate him a few times, then supported his stiff thing to sit down.

The back acupoints that haven't been developed much can't swallow the thick and long genitals, and it's very difficult to even stuff a head in. During the process, both of them suffered from severe pain. Shen Yan gritted his teeth and persisted for a while, and then exhausted his patience, turned over and got out of bed.

Su Jianian thought that the other party had finally given up, before he could breathe a sigh of relief, he saw the man come back aggressively with a bottle of lubricant, pressed the young man who had just sat up on the pillow, and sat on Su Jianian's waist with his long legs , with one hand stretched behind...

Because of the obstructed view, Su Jianian could only see that the other person's expression changed obviously, a thin layer of sweat appeared on his handsome face, his breathing was rapid and depressed, the corners of his eyes were slightly red, only his pupils were black and straight Staring at him intently, like a lost man looking at a handful of fire, a beam of light...

Su Jianian's heart was agitated, and he couldn't help leaning forward, kissing the sweat on the tip of the other's nose, kissing the corners of the chapped lips and chin... The uninjured palm stroked the ups and downs of the slightly trembling back, trying to make the tight body body relaxes. "I will be with you..." He promised over and over again: "So don't be afraid..."

Perhaps his comforting really worked, Shen Yan seemed to smile, both joyful and sad, he pressed his forehead to Su Jianian, rubbed his ears, trying to find a little comfort from tenderness .

Just when Su Jianian thought that the other party's mood had stabilized a bit, he saw the man throw away something in his hand, then stood up, and supported his somewhat softened object against the acupuncture point that had softened a lot at some point ...A large amount of lubricant gushed out from the intestinal tract with the insertion, making the lower body of the two people muddy. Only then did the young man realize that what the other party threw away was an empty bottle of lubricant...He put a whole tube of lubricant poured all into the body.

"Shen... um!" Shen Yan covered Su Jianian's chattering mouth, twitched the corners of her mouth under the shocked gaze of the other party, raised her waist and hips, and sat down slowly.

With the aid of lubrication, this time I could barely swallow the tip, the folds of the hole were stretched until smooth, a large amount of lubricant was blocked in the body, and a little leaked down the cock covered with blue veins, as if it was dripping out of itself .Shen Yan gritted her teeth, lowered her body with a sense of masochism, her tight intestines were violently pierced open, as if swallowing a knife into her body, Su Jianian could only feel countless warm liquids falling on her lower abdomen, I don't know if it contains Shen Yan's blood.

Thinking of this, tears poured out uncontrollably and fell on the back of Shen Yan's hand. The latter stared at the tears for a moment, smiled helplessly and sadly, and rubbed the young man's reddened cheek with his thumb. From the corner of his eyes, he sighed hoarsely: "Fool, why are you crying..."

While talking, he had already sat down to the bottom, his buttocks rubbed against the other's pubic hair, a little itchy, but more soreness and pain.But this was within the tolerable range for Shen Yan, he stretched out his hand to wipe the intercourse, and it was stained with glistening liquid, but there was no blood.

...It seems that I am a little stronger than I imagined?Thinking of this, Shen Yan smiled, and he stretched out his hand to show the other party: "I'm fine...ah!"

Unexpectedly, Su Jianian suddenly got into trouble, grabbed his waist and fell to the side, Shen Yan felt his world spinning for a while, and when he came back to his senses, he was already under the opponent's body.Su Jianian supported his hair with one hand, while the other hand hung limply by his side due to the plaster cast.The young man's eyes were red from crying, like a big rabbit with furious hair, Shen Yan couldn't help but raised his hand and rubbed between his frowning brows: "Hey, just smile..."

Su Jianian was injured and couldn't stop the other party's movements. With tears in his eyes, he asked softly, "...does what you just said still count?"

"……what?"

"Wrap your arm around my neck." Su Jianian licked her salty lips, "I'm going to fuck you, brother Shen..."

Shen Yan instinctively followed suit, but before he could take a breath, the man's waist and abdomen suddenly moved, and the thick penis was lubricated a lot, pulled out a little, and pushed in suddenly, making a "puff puff puff" sound.Shen Yan was caught off guard, his eyes went dark, he just felt that his lower abdomen was being fucked by the other party, the remaining lubricant in the intestine was squeezed out, water splashed around the hole, Su Jianian poked it hard a few times, panting and biting The other party's red ears: "Brother Shen, you squirted..."

"Do it well... um! Ahhh...don't, don't talk..." Shen Yan was slurred after being fucked, and saliva dripped down the corners of her lips when she opened her mouth. She could only hold her strong neck tightly instinctively, Trembling legs wrapped around Su Jianian's waist, "Hurry up...uh...yet..."

When Su Jianian saw him like this, he felt a hot current in his upper and lower abdomen, and the penis that had sunk into the opponent's body was so hard that it hurt, and he wanted to fuck him into the mattress.There was the sound of physical intercourse, and even the big bed under him made a clanging sound. A large amount of lubricant overflowed from the hole that had been fucked to some extent, dripped down the buttocks, and wet a large piece of bed sheet.

Shen Yan only felt that he was about to die, the thick, long and hot thing poked his sensitive intestinal tract again and again, the thick glans drove straight in, brushed the most sensitive point in the depths, and the electric pleasure ran along the The spine hit the brain directly, and the pain was quickly paralyzed. The intestines that were used to being fucked open spontaneously contracted, sucking and trying to keep the fierce foreign thing. The penis in front also stood up slightly during this rough fuck again and again. Tears were dripping on the lower abdomen like liquid.

His eyes were dazzled, and he didn't know what day and night for a moment, as if all the anguish and grief had been left behind, only the pleasure was overwhelming, surging like a tide until it swallowed his reason...

This is exactly what he needs.

In a trance, Shen Yan instinctively hugged the person on his body tightly. Su Jianian's body was very hot, and he could still feel the scorching temperature through the sweat-soaked shirt, as if hugging him in the dark night of the twelfth lunar month. Tighten up a fire.

And that hot and thick thing was deeply buried in his body at this time, so hot, so big... as if it wanted to fill every inch of emptiness, leaving no gaps.

It was at this time that Shen Yan felt so clearly that he was still alive, his heart was still beating, his blood was still flowing, his soul was no longer alone, and he was still loved in this world with.

"Fuck me... woo..." The words of prayer were shattered by the stormy fuck, Shen Yan's eyes were full of tears, and he couldn't tell whether it was emotional or physiological saline. On the opponent's shoulders that were soaked in sweat, he could feel the pulsating pulse of the side neck, and the continuous and powerful heartbeat came from the close-to-chest.

Su Jianian's tears were like a faucet that couldn't be turned off. The salty tears fell down along with the hot sweat. The arms supporting the body exerted force until the muscles swelled, and the raging emotions in his heart were stuck in his throat. He could only fuck harder The man under him, his hips hit the heels of his legs, and the closed folds were dried out, and the lubricant mixed with the intestinal juice was beaten into white foam, forming a circle at the red and swollen acupuncture points.

"Brother Shen...Shen...Yan..." There was a weeping sound in the young man's voice, while sniffling, he pushed himself deeper, "I love you..."

These three words are so light, but when Shen Yan heard them, they were heavier than the whole world.

He was very emotional, the emotion that was suppressed in his heart was finally ignited, like a moment when a volcano erupted, he only felt hot tears streaming down his face, his heaving chest was crying uncontrollably, he instinctively stretched out his hand to block it, but I heard Su Jianian say: "Brother Shen, let me see your face..."

Shen Yan's arm paused for a few seconds, and finally let go. This proud and stubborn man was crying like a child. Su Jianian couldn't help but leaned down, and licked away the other person bit by bit like a puppy. With tears on his face, he finally kissed the other party with salty lips.Between the lips and teeth intertwined, all the desire for love turned into a passionate kiss, and the lingering lips and tongues are closely connected, like two hearts leaning together...

When the ejaculation finally came out, both of them could only gasp for breath, especially Su Jianian, who supported him with one hand for more than half an hour, and now he was completely pressed on Shen Yan's body, his overstretched arm was trembling instinctively, being caught Shen Yan embraced and massaged.

The latter held him intimately for a while, and then withdrew the half-softened thing, bringing out a string of obscene semen... Shen Yan climbed out of the bed with his sore waist, Su Jianian wanted to follow, but was caught He stopped him: "You are now a disabled person, unable to touch the water... I'll just do it myself."

After that, he turned around and limped into the bathroom, sat on the toilet and let out a long breath.

The intense sex has almost vented the stagnation in his heart. Now Shen Yan can think about problems calmly. He turns on the hot water and lets it pour over his head, flushing the remaining unhappiness along with the water into the sewer.

Shen Xin is dead.

Now when he thinks about this matter again, he always has a sense of ridiculous absurdity—it is said that the disaster will last for thousands of years, the old man has forgiven many people in his life, and now that he has gone in such a hurry, he always feels that it is cheap .

Years of indifference and alienation have almost wiped out the family affection in Shen Yan's heart, and now only the innate instinct of blood is left - that's why he was so shocked when he first heard the news, but now that he thinks about it, it seems that There is no feeling of excess, just feel a little regretful.

They should have had one more meeting.

Shen Yan thought of the stack of old photos that had been burnt. On it, Shen Xin had a bright smile, a high-spirited and ambitious young man... He also thought of the white hair outside the wheelchair, so old, no matter how expensive the clothes were, it couldn't hide it. To his rot.The man my mother loved died a long time ago, and the father who loved him and took care of him in my memory was also taken away by the torrent of time, leaving only a bone without temperature.

If it really makes him sad, it may be that besides this, in this world, he is truly unaccompanied—even going to appease relatives and those cheap siblings. Thinking about it this way, Shen Yan was a little irritable again.

The old man died too suddenly, leaving a huge mess for him to clean up...Placing his face against the cold tile wall, Shen Yan took a deep breath, and then let it out.

After suffering and venting, he is still the same Shen Yan who carried the same burden when the sky fell.

After tidying up and coming out of the bathroom, there was no sign of Su Jianian in the room, but there was a faint sound of busyness coming from the kitchen.Shen Yan came out to take a look, but saw that the man was stirring something in the pot with a spatula in one hand, and when he saw him coming, he turned his head.

Both of them had just cried, and their eyes were swollen like peaches. Now they looked at each other and laughed.Shen Yan walked to his side and took what was in the other's hand: "Let me do it, you go to the side and rest..."

But Su Jianian shook his head, and had an idea: "Brother Shen, can you help me chop the vegetables?" He pointed to the ingredients on the table.Shen Yan saw that he had one hand hanging around his neck, which was pitiful, so she agreed, "Okay."

Because he doesn't cook often, his knife skills are basically equivalent to "chopping food". The potatoes are big and small, which looks very ugly.Su Jianian picked out the particularly large ones and told him: "Cut this again, otherwise it won't be easy to cook..."

"Hmm." Shen Yan nodded in agreement, but when she was cutting onions, she got tears all over her face. She instinctively raised her hand to wipe it off, but Su Jianian quickly held it down.

The other party turned on the faucet with one hand, and wiped his face with some water. While enjoying the feeling of being served, Shen Yan laughed at himself: "... This really shed all the tears for a year."

"That's good." Su Jianian brought a towel, wiped off the water stains for him, and said seriously: "It means that the next year will be safe and sound."

"You can talk..." Shen Yan laughed. He saw the uneasiness in the other person's eyes, and reached out to touch the other person's head... Well, the back of his head was bald.

Feeling the uneven scars on the fingertips, which were left by Su Jianian for him, Shen Yan only felt sour and astringent in his heart, like sprinkled sugar on a broken lemon, it was sour and sweet: "Don't worry Go." He promised: "My life can only be decided by me."

Shen Xin is dead - then he will do his son's responsibility well, the funeral process will not be short for a moment, but there is more Shen Yan can't give, he can't afford to lose the rest of his life for a dead person.

Even if that person is his father—the nominal father.

Leaning forward to kiss the little lover's uneasy trembling eyelashes, Shen Yan said: "I love you."

He was never someone who confessed easily, once he said it, it was true - Su Jianian's eyes turned red instantly, but this time there were only tears of joy in his eyes, and a love that could not be expressed in words.

The two rubbed each other's ears for a while, and Shen Yan suddenly remembered that he seemed to have made a dinner decision...

But he glanced at the scattered vegetables on the table again, and thought to forget it, and eat it at home.

A golden nest and a silver nest are not as good as your own kennel.