Kidney loss

Shen Xin's funeral was scheduled to be on the first seven days, with cremation, and Shen Yan personally went to see him off for the last time.

There were also a bunch of crying siblings and mistresses who also went there... Most of Shen Yan only met them a few times, only the bastard who bumped into someone last time he remembered clearly, after all, the other party forced him to cooperate with Qi Bing ...

All in all, Shen Yan, standing among a group of crying people, was indifferent and somewhat out of place. He was wearing a black suit, holding white flowers in his hand, and stood motionless in front of the portrait - the Shen Xin on it was from decades ago. Shen Xin, in his prime, with handsome eyes full of tenderness, is tilting his head slightly, looking affectionately at his right side.

Shen Yan knew that this photo was also included in the pile that he burned... This was a cut out of a double photo. On the right side of Shen Xin, stood the beautiful and young mother.

When the mother died, she used a single photo taken during her lifetime, while the photo of the father was clearly written in the will.Shen Yan didn't know when he started to regret, but in the final analysis, it was too late.

Later, when Shen Yan watched the corpse wrapped in white cloth being pushed into the furnace, Shen Yan caught a glimpse of that lock of pale hair again. He suddenly felt that he was actually very similar to Shen Xin, both stubborn and unwilling to bow his head, so They would rather wait with hope in their hearts than take the initiative to say a soft word, and in the end each other's hopes came to naught.

It's just that the other party can only regret in the portrait, and he still has a wonderful life that has just begun.

After a moment of ecstasy, the pastor had finished reading the eulogy, put the ashes collected into the box, and buried them next to his mother.

Shen Yan looked at the young man and woman on the portrait on the grave, bent down and placed a bouquet of white flowers in front of the grave.

He also let go of the last knot in his heart.

Assistant Wang, who was crying to death, seemed to want to go up to talk to him, but was stopped by Shen Yan raising his hand - the matter has come to an end here, he doesn't need to know how the other party "cares" about him all these years, Like a dead mother who doesn't know her husband's confession.

He chose to let go, but he did not choose to forgive.

After leaving the cemetery, Su Jianian waited in the car on the opposite side of the road. After Shen Yan got into the car, he rushed forward and gave him a comforting kiss.

The latter rubbed his face a little dumbfounded: "Don't worry, I didn't cry..." He took a deep breath: "I won't cry for that person again in the future."

Su Jianian hummed twice and kissed the corner of his mouth.

The two dawdled in the carriage for a while, and Shen Yan turned the steering wheel: "Go, help you move!"

This was discussed earlier, but because he has been busy with the funeral these days and has no time to spare, now that he is finally liberated, Shen Yan almost can't wait to let the other party live in officially.Su Jianian looked at his hands, he still had half a month to remove the plaster cast, "Will you be too tired by yourself?"

"It's okay, you don't have much luggage..." Shen Yan remembered that the other party only pulled one suitcase in, "But if there are two people living together, we need to prepare some daily necessities, so let's go to the supermarket first."

As he spoke, he kicked the accelerator and drove to the nearby supermarket without waiting for the other party's answer.

Because Su Jianian had been staying in the guest room before, the relationship between the two of them was different now, so they naturally had to move to the master bedroom.So Shen Yan bought a brand new set of bedding, and equipped the guest room with new desks, lamps and other office supplies... Su Jianian followed behind with a cart, and the cart was full before he knew it.Seeing that the other party was about to throw something into it, he quickly stopped him, saying that he would not need it for a while.

In short, it took another hour for this kind of shopping, and when we got home, the sun was almost setting. The large pieces of furniture that Shen Yan had ordered would be delivered to his door within a week, and the small pieces would be transported up one by one by the elevator. Su Jianian could only carry some things, and most of the time helped him guard the elevator entrance.

The two tossed and tossed for more than an hour, and finally moved the things clean, and now they were paralyzed on the sofa, panting.Shen Yan really didn't want to move anymore, so she ordered a takeaway with her mobile phone, and after a simple meal, she went to Su Jianian's house to get something for him.

The latter saw that he had made up his mind to finish the process today, sighed, gave out his key, took the takeaway trash box with coffee, and walked the dog to take out the trash.

Shen Yan went into the house and took off his shoes, walked around the living room, but didn't see any personal items, and then walked in to the bedroom. There was a desk in the bedroom, on which were neatly placed the things he needed for work these days. Shen Yan went up and looked through a few times, and found that basically all the financial statements that could be found are here from the time the company was established until now, and each page has been marked with comments and slogans, which proves that each page is serious. I have read it.

Thinking of Su Jianian's confident speech at the meeting, who knows how much effort he has made in private?Shen Yan said that it was impossible not to be moved, but it would be too superficial to be moved only, so he held the stack of papers and looked at them for a long time, making his choice even more certain...

Su Jianian deserves it.

After tidying up the stack of precious materials, Shen Yan packed some of the other party's personal items into the suitcase. Before leaving, he saw that the pillow on the bed was a little crooked, so he stepped forward to help tidy it up, but when the pillow was moved away, revealing a folder.

Shen Yan was stunned for a moment, thinking that this kid was so desperately lying on the bed that he didn't forget to work?Then he reached out to pick it up, but it turned out that the folder was not sealed. When he pulled it, the papers scattered all over the sky, making a bed...

Shen Yan just glanced at it and didn't move.

Because it was a stack of... sheet music.

Compared with the work materials filled with notes, the paper of the stack of music scores is much more wrinkled, and it looks like it is often held in the hands of people to observe and observe repeatedly.Shen Yan picked up one, and he didn't quite understand the notes on it, but the lyrics were familiar - the other party had sung it to him in private, and it was withdrawn over and over again, and in the end only a 2-minute version was left.

Seeing the clear ink marks on the white paper, Shen Yan only felt panicked... He remembered that he once asked that person why he didn't do finance, but the other party just smiled and didn't answer directly.

Now the answer is very clear - because what Su Jianian really likes is music, that's why at the dinner party half a year ago, he presented himself everywhere with a young sheet music, and finally bumped into himself by accident heart.

And what made him fall in love at first sight was that naive young man who foolishly pursued unrealistic dreams. Su Jianian has never changed, even if his dream is broken, even if he faces his own lack of talent... He is always using his own method, to weave a small dream that belongs only to him.

Shen Yan felt that his eyes were a little sore, he lowered his head and carefully packed up the music scores one by one, holding them in his arms cherishingly.

The light and fluffy paper carried an unattainable dream, like the moon hanging high in the sky—and Shen Yan wanted to take off the moon, wrap it up, and send it to the other party's arms...

He had personally shattered that man's dream, so he wanted to give him back a better and more complete one.

When Su Jianian led the coffee into the living room, Shen Yan was smoking on the sofa.

Since the last time he quit, he hadn't touched cigarettes for more than a month. Now that Su Jia was coming to the annual meeting, he hurriedly put out the cigarette butt he had just smoked in the ashtray: "Come and sit." He patted empty space around.

Su Jianian stepped forward, and the coffee jumped on Shen Yan before him. This dog has recently reached the estrus period, and even if it only has one egg, it is still weak... Shen Yan stroked its curly hair twice, and then I saw Teddy hugging his knees with short legs, and began to push his hips skillfully.

Shen Yan: "..."

Su Jianian hugged the coffee that was kicking his legs away, dumbfounded. This guy didn't forget to shrug his waist even after his legs were vacated. Shen Yan looked at the little spikes exposed under his hair, and clicked his tongue: "They're all eunuchs." Still like this, if this is not eunuch, what will it be like..."

"Teddy is like this... It's okay, it will be fine in a while." Su Jianian put the coffee on the ground, and the other party hugged the sofa leg and began to rub it.

"... Forget it and leave it alone." Shen Yan said helplessly, reached out to fish an orange from the table and peeled it: "Now let's talk about our affairs."

Su Jianian's heart skipped a beat. Thinking of the year that was about to expire, she felt a little guilty for some reason, and lowered her head, not daring to look at Shen Yan: "What, what's the matter...?"

The latter thought that he was shy, tore off a piece of the peeled orange, and stuffed it into the other party's mouth: "It's just...do you still want to sing?"

"Huh?" With fruit in his mouth, Su Jianian raised his head in astonishment, Shen Yan coughed lightly, and said seriously: "The previous thing was my fault... I shouldn't deny your dream at will. Now We don’t have any conflicts anymore, and our relationship is settled, so... so if you still want to continue singing, I will continue to support you.” He ate a piece of orange, and the sweet and sour juice exploded on the tip of his tongue, which was very similar to His current mood: "...and I won't deny you anymore."

In the end, Shen Yan promised: "Whatever you want to do, I will support you in doing it."

Su Jianian had a sore nose and felt that he was going to cry again. He hugged him, buried his face in the warm shoulder of the man, rubbed his face hard a few times, and then raised his head: "...I don't want to be a singer Brother Shen." His voice was brisk, without any regret or haze: "Don't rush to refute—in fact, what you said is quite right, I really don't have talent in this area. I used to always feel that I should Only when you achieve some results can you count as doing something...Maybe it is an instinct that has been used for many years. But I later found out that this kind of thinking is wrong...Hobbies are hobbies, dreams are dreams, we can’t rely on them for food, only Be more down-to-earth, use reality to support hobbies and dreams..." When he said this, his face was a little red: "I, I will not give up singing, even if the singing is ugly..."

"Who said you can't sing well!" Shen Yan interrupted him, pulling someone to go out: "I won't give it to others if they want to hear it! Let's go to karaoke, you can only sing for me alone, understand ?"

"Brother Shen, it's so late..." Su Jianian was a little dumbfounded, "Forget it, we have to go to work tomorrow, let's go next time, okay?" Lay down on the sofa.

In the end, because I only used one hand, I couldn't control the strength well. I only heard a loud "boom", and the lower body sank a lot. The two sat on the distorted cushion, looking at each other...

In the end, Shen Yan sighed: "I should have bought a new, stronger sofa today."

Su Jianian had an oolong, blushed a little, was dragged up by Shen Yan, and ran to their newly arranged big bed...

The two of them were about to make a fuss, half of their trousers were taken off, when suddenly there was a jingling sound outside, Shen Yan lifted his trousers and came out to take a look, and saw that the coffee somehow jumped onto the dining table and swept all the bowls and chopsticks on it to the ground. At the moment, he was sticking out his tongue at him innocently, with an innocent look.

"...Did you do it on purpose, brat!" Shen Yan stepped forward angrily and rubbed the dog's head vigorously. He didn't let go until his hands were covered with saliva. Then he found a broom and swept away the broken glass on the ground. .

Su Jianian came over to help, but he drove him away: "Your hand is about to remove the plaster cast, and you can return it after the removal."

The latter had no choice but to stand aside helplessly, and poured a glass of water for Shen Yan who had worked so hard to sweep the floor...

Just when Shen Yan thought that all the twists and turns were over, and he could live a happy life with Su Jianian with peace of mind, trouble entangled him again.

On the one hand is Qi Bing—there was a problem in the construction of the project cooperation, and some workers were injured. Fortunately, no one was killed, and a large sum of money was needed.After he had a conflict with Qi Bing, he handed over all the things related to this project to his cronies. Now that such a big incident happened, the other party knew that the supervision was not effective, so he packed up and ran away.Shen Yan was so angry that he was going to die, but since the incident happened, he still had to deal with it honestly...

This is on the one hand, and on the other hand, his stepmothers were not reconciled, and brought their sons and daughters to collect debts all day long. When Shen Yan asked the security guard to stop him, the other party started rolling around and behaving badly, which almost didn't make it into the social news.Shen Yan was in a state of desperation because of Qi Bing's affairs, how could he care about such trivial matters, but he didn't want the other party to be wicked, somehow found out about Su Jianian...

So on a certain day in a certain year, a photo of Su Jianian and Shen Yan appeared on the gossip headlines.