Kidney loss

It's not that he has never seen Shen Yan shed tears, but most of them were when he was in love. Besides, even the time when the man lay on his chest, there might not be a single tear.

But now that proud and stubborn man is crying... because he was hurt.Su Jianian couldn't tell what it was like, he wanted to laugh and cry, all the ups and downs came to his heart, turning into a love that was soft enough to contain everything... How much he wanted to reach out and hug her into his arms, exhausted Caress him with all your strength, and comfort him that he is okay?

Move—Su Jianian shouted in his heart, as if an invisible force poured into his limbs, and the feeling of being paralyzed began to return...First the fingertips, then the palm, and then the beating heart...Close His eyelids opened slowly while trembling, and a light flooded in, making his eye sockets sour, and tears streaming down his face.

As soon as Shen Yan calmed down her ups and downs, she looked up and saw Su Jianian's face was full of tears, she was startled, "You, what's wrong with you... Do you hurt somewhere? Just lie down and don't move, I'll call someone right away." ..."

Su Jianian saw that he was about to rush out in a hurry, "Don't..." He spoke too hastily, his dry throat was itchy, he coughed instinctively, and his head swelled and hurt.Seeing that he was suffering like this, Shen Yan was heartbroken and didn't dare to leave, so she stepped forward and carefully touched the other's tear-soaked face, poured another glass of water, and fed him a little bit.

At such a close distance, Su Jianian could even see the new stubble on the man's chin - he had seen such a decadent Shen Yan, his eyes were bloodshot and his lips were dry and flaky Blood was oozing slightly, but the hand holding the water glass was so steady, as if afraid of spilling it on him...Su Jianian suddenly felt that his head didn't hurt so much, but his chest was so stuffy that he was about to go crazy.It's a pity that the anesthetic still has enough energy left, and the arm still can't be lifted for a while, Su Jianian licked the water stains on his lips, and said pitifully, "Kiss me once, and I won't hurt anymore..."

At this time, the young man looked much weaker than usual, and the bandages on his head did not detract from his handsomeness. Shen Yan was distracted for a while, and finally his face flushed slightly: "You kid, if you really want to feel pain, you still have to find a doctor. What's the use of being coquettish?"

"Then why don't you give me a kiss..." Su Jianian pouted, "Just one bite."

The other party's childish appearance was really cute, Shen Yan couldn't stand it any longer, he gave a perfunctory mouthful with a stern face, then quickly backed away, and walked to the table: "Are you hungry? Is there anything you want to eat? I bought it a lot of……"

"I want to eat preserved egg and lean meat porridge." Su Jianian turned his head with some difficulty, looking at the slender and handsome back of the other party: "But the anesthetic has not passed yet, I have to wait a while...Brother Shen, please eat it first and let me watch not good?"

"what?"

"You must be hungry too... so you eat first, and you will have the strength to feed me when you are full, right?"

"..."

"is it okay."

"……it is good."

Shen Yan has not had a drop of water since yesterday's accident, and now he has no appetite for a table of food. Su Jianian eats whatever Su Jianian says, stuffs it into his mouth with a taste like chewing wax, and somewhat recovers some strength.It's just that Su Jianian might be afraid that he would be hungry, so he almost ordered everything on the table, until Shen Yan was exhausted before giving up.

Rubbing her slightly distended stomach and hiccupping, Shen Yan went downstairs to warm up the slightly cold preserved egg and lean meat porridge, brought it up and fed it to the other party bite by bite.Su Jianian finally regained some strength, leaning against the head of the bed, quietly licking the spoon handed by the other party, with a smile that couldn't be hidden in his eyes.

The sun outside the window gradually rose, and the warm light fell on the two of them, outlining a beautiful golden border.Shen Yan looked at the young man under the sunlight who moved his heart, his pupils were reflected in amber, filled with his reflection.

Neither of them spoke, but the two hearts approached each other in such a tacit understanding, and finally stuck together naturally, beating vividly.

Shen Yan put down the bowl and chopsticks, rubbed her dry eyes, and said for no reason: "...After you are discharged from the hospital, you can move here."

"I see that you knock on the door every day...it's quite inconvenient, and coffee, I heard that the dog will be very cautious in a strange environment, it takes a while to adapt...so it definitely doesn't want to run around... ...Well, what's more, the sound insulation in my house is better than yours, even if you sing in the middle of the night, it won't disturb the people..." He explained a lot of reasons in one breath, Su Jianian laughed secretly, but said: "don't want."

Shen Yan didn't seem to expect that he would refuse, and choked for a moment: "...why?"

"Because these are not your sincere words." Su Jianian stretched out his fingers and tickled the stubble on the other's chin: "Brother Shen, I want to hear your true thoughts...tell me."

"If you don't tell me, I won't agree to move there."

Shen Yan was a little funny, thinking that the other party was begging and crying to live in before, but now he is not happy... But now, what else can he do?

So Shen Yan cleared his throat, cupped the other person's pretty face with both hands, grabbed the watery lips and kissed her, and announced: "I like you and want to live with you, how about it? Do you agree or not?"

Su Jianian blinked obediently, and began to intensify: "Is it just cohabitation?" Shen Yan pinched both cheeks before she could finish speaking, but the other party didn't dare to use any force, and only lightly rubbed twice before letting go , "You're already like this, why do you still think about that? It's luck this time, if there is a next time..." When he said this, his voice became softer involuntarily: "What do you want me to do? ?”

I have lived for nearly 30 years and finally met you. If you are gone, what should I do?

Xu heard his implication, Su Jianian grabbed his hand tightly with his uninjured hand, holding it tightly in his palm.

"There won't be a next time, Brother Shen." He kissed Shen Yan with trembling fingertips—to him, Shen Yan was the brightest and hottest fire in his boring life, so He would rather be that moth that is desperate and rushing to the flame...

"Because I can't bear you either."

……

The next main task is to heal the wounded.

In fact, Su Jianian proposed to go back to live at home on the third day, but Shen Yan refused to agree. As soon as he closed his eyes, he could see the other party covered in blood lying in front of his eyes, so no matter what, he wanted the other party to stay in the hospital again Observe for a while.Su Jianian was a little helpless about this, but he couldn't stand the man's tough attitude, so he nodded in agreement.

Because the wound was on the back of the head, all the hair on that piece was scraped off during the stitches, leaving a large piece of baldness out of thin air.Shen Yan was fine, but Su Jianian felt a little ugly, and was depressed for a while like a cat that had just shaved its hair. The taste of the food is just like that, but Su Jianian's cloud still turned clear, and he ate so happily that he almost licked his plate.

Besides, because of his head injury, Shen Yan didn't even let him touch his work these days, saying that he wanted to have a good rest, and specially made some games for him to play.As a result, when the two were playing the same game online, Su Jianian died first because of too bad operation, and Shen Yan was left alone until the end. During the finals, he didn't dare to show his anger, and waited for the last enemy to fall. , the two happily clapped their hands and cheered... Then Feng Bai, who came to visit the class, happened to bump into this scene, and knocked on the door warningly: "Keep your voice down, those who don't know may think that mental illness is in the wrong area."

"Doctor Feng," Shen Yan saw him, and quickly put down his things and got up to greet him - he had inquired about this person's background before, and he was the most promising surgeon in the city hospital in recent years, and everyone was off work that day , and rushed back after receiving the call... He was very grateful for this, and his attitude was very good: "Are you here for ward rounds?"

Feng Bai glanced at his expression, and guessed what the other person was thinking... In fact, he didn't plan to answer the phone, but Xiao Li answered it and pressed it against his ear, saying something to save people. Mingsheng built a seven-level pagoda...

In the end, he was forced to put on his clothes and rush over to take a look—oh, with this little injury, other people can do it well. He thought it was a big surgery, which made Feng Bai a little disappointed.

But now, it's quite interesting to see this President Shen's reaction... Several thoughts flashed through Feng Bai's mind, and he changed the medicine for the wound as usual without even shaking his eyelids.Shen Yan was extremely nervous watching from the side, and asked: "You don't think there is any problem..."

"Yes." Feng Bai lazily packed up his utensils: "Alopecia areata is too ugly, I recommend shaving it all, it's cool."

At the end, I added: "This can better show how beautiful my sutures are."

Su Jianian, who had just been coaxed and then received a critical blow: "...QAQ!!"

Shen Yan: "..." If I had known earlier, he wouldn't have asked, this time I have to cook another meal, alas!

Comforting the little lover who was hit, he had already said "I'll shave your head with you", but Su Jianian stopped him immediately: "No, the two light bulbs are too bright, it's not good for the eyes." Then he followed the trend Acting like a baby: "Brother Shen, I want to eat braised pork!"

"Doctor Feng just said that it's best not to eat too greasy food..."

"Then can I replace it with boiled fish? Pickled cabbage fish is also fine!"

"...You think too highly of you, Brother Shen, and me. You can steam it at most, and you won't do anything else."

"Then..." Su Jianian thought for a while, "Then I want to eat scrambled eggs with tomatoes."

"It's easy," Shen Yan immediately breathed a sigh of relief, "Then I'll go home and fry it for you, how about some fried rice with eggs?"

The combination of tomato scrambled eggs and egg fried rice is hard to describe, but Su Jianian also knew that the other party's level was limited to this, so he nodded obediently: "Okay."

Shen Yan packed up her things and was about to go downstairs, but when she walked halfway, she ran into Assistant Wang in the elevator, and both of them froze for a moment.

In the end, the other party reacted first, with a happy expression on his face: "Mr. Shen, you are finally here. The old man has been in good spirits these days. If he sees you, he must be very happy..."

It was only then that Shen Yan remembered that her father seemed to be hospitalized in the city hospital...

"Cough cough." He coughed twice in embarrassment. He didn't make any plans to see the other party, but asked the house number first because he had something to leave in a hurry.

Assistant Wang seemed a little disappointed, "Are you really not going to take a look? Hey... In fact, the old man has regretted it a long time ago, and has been thinking about you in private..."

Assistant Wang has been with the old man for more than ten years, and he is more like an old friend than a subordinate, but his words fell into Shen Yan's ears without any disturbance. He even sneered and thought, what's the use of mentioning it to you?He didn't even make a phone call. If it wasn't for the accident with his younger brother, he would have thought that the other party had forgotten his eldest son...

Thinking about Shen Yan, she felt a little annoyed, and hurriedly bid farewell to Assistant Wang and drove home, but along the way, his mind was full of the sentence: He actually misses you very much...

Pooh!hypocritical!Shen Yan angrily honked the horn twice, but even so, he still couldn't deny that his heart softened a little when he heard it.

Fortunately, only a little bit.

After rushing home all the way, Shen Yan started cooking after being fed coffee.There are really not many things he can make, and nine out of ten are related to eggs-after all, this is a magical ingredient that is versatile and cheap to eat, rich in ways, and easy to make!After frying the leftovers from last night in the pot, Shen Yan poured down the beaten egg liquid, and the aroma was overwhelming.

The fried rice with eggs came out of the pan very quickly, and was put into the prepared lunch box. Shen Yan started to work on scrambled eggs with tomatoes again... He was not good at business, he didn't tear off the skin when he first peeled it, and then he picked it in the pot and squeezed it. The chopsticks were sweating profusely, and it was hard to pick them up. The tomatoes were boiled into soup, and there was no lump left.

So Shen Yan cut two new ones in, remember to tear off the skin this time.

Just over an hour passed in such a busy way. By the time he went to the hospital with his lunch box, it was already past the meal time. There were so many people registering at night, Shen Yan had to walk down the stairs. As a result, when he passed by the VIP area downstairs, he saw When Assistant Wang turned his back to him, he was pushing the wheelchair, and there was a person sitting on the wheelchair.

Looking from Shen Yan's angle, he could only see the gray hair on the back of the opponent's head, and for a moment he was even in a daze - that person seemed to be much older than when he met before.

The two lowered their heads, as if to say something more, Shen Yan didn't look any further, he turned around with complicated emotions, and walked back upstairs.

Maybe it was because the man's white hair was too dazzling, he was still a little distracted until he entered the room, while Su Jianian ate the egg dishes, he still didn't forget to ask him: "What's wrong? The coffee wet the bed again?"

Shen Yan shook his head and asked him: "Is it delicious?"

Su Jianian glanced at the muddy food in the bowl, took a mouthful and put it into his mouth: "It's delicious..." It's just a bit salty.

But what does that matter, it means that Mr. Shen did it himself!

So he ate and drank water.

After finally filling his stomach, Su Jianian sat in a different position: "Can we talk now?"

Shen Yan wanted to go out to smoke a cigarette, but when she heard this, she raised her head: "What did you say?"

"What are you worrying about..." Su Jianian dragged him to the hospital bed with his uncast hand, and threatened with a pure face, "If you don't make it clear, I'm going to kiss you."