Kidney loss

Shen Yan didn't ask Su Jianian how he knew he would definitely go to him, because he already had the answer in his heart, but he still didn't mention it. As for the reason, it goes without saying.

He didn't want to forgive the other party so easily, even if he couldn't hide his tempting - but it wasn't enough to shake his bottom line.

Wait a little longer, Shen Yan thought, just wait and see...

In the next few days, the two took a stroll around the neighborhood, and then went to the most famous inner seaside.On the way, there was something that could be changed into ethnic minority costumes to take a commemorative photo. When Su Jianian saw it, he couldn't walk, so he dragged Shen Yan to take a picture.The latter saw that the people queuing up to take pictures were either couples or adults with children. Naturally, they were not happy, but they couldn't bear Su Jianian's coaxing and acting like a baby... The tourists around gradually looked at them with strange eyes , Shen Yan wanted to explain but didn't know how to speak, so he finally nodded in agreement.

But when it was time to change his clothes, he regretted it again, he was unwilling to put on his hat, he felt like a mutton kebab seller; Su Jianian didn't force him, instead, he helped the man with an ugly face to tidy up his clothes, and dragged him to the most scenic area. On the side of the road, she put her arms around his waist and put her chin on his shoulders, making a "V" sign: "Come on, brother Shen, look at the camera..."

Shen Yan instinctively raised her head, only to hear a "click", and the shutter was pressed.

He felt that his expression at that time must be very stupid, but Su Jianian didn't think that the store must keep this picture. Anyway, Polaroid had already printed it out during the quarrel. After Su Jianian threw the picture out, he was satisfied. in the wallet.

But he didn't forget to give him a copy, Shen Yan looked at the palm-sized photo, the blue sky, white clouds, mountains and clear waters, two men in bright red and purple costumes stood side by side, the corner of his mouth twitched.

In the photo, I was surprised because I was not ready, and my mouth was wide open, looking a little silly; on the other hand, Su Jianian smiled so hard that his teeth could not see his eyes, his face was full of youth.

Although he was not very satisfied, he still put it away... After all, this is their first photo together.

After that, I went to the beach to ride a bicycle again, it was a tandem bicycle, Shen Yan sat at the front and steered, and Su Jianian worked hard at the back and shouted and cheered.

The scenery by the lake is very beautiful, especially when the sunset is approaching. The blood-red sunset falls on the water surface reflecting the sky, like a plate of watercolors mixed with red, blue, pink and purple, which is so dazzling that it makes people palpitate.

The gentle evening wind blows on the face, blowing the slightly long hair on the forehead. Shen Yan looks at the beautiful scenery of nature, and feels that all the pressure of these days has melted into the illusory lake at this moment, and disappeared. do.

In the blink of an eye, it was the sixth day, Shen Yan woke up early, washed up and prepared to go to the construction site.Su Jianian was waiting outside early - the two of them have been together for so many days, the tension in the relationship has long since disappeared, and now that Su Jianian is also a member of the company, and it is business, it is also appropriate to go to the scene to observe of.

After breakfast, the car that came to pick them up had already parked in front of the hotel.

The construction site is a little far from the scenic spot, and it used to take about two hours. Shen Yan swayed on the seat, and soon became sleepy, closing her eyes and falling asleep in a daze.Seeing this, Su Jianian first glanced at the driver in front of him, and after confirming that the other person was concentrating on driving, he quietly moved over and pulled Shen Yan's head to his shoulder.

When he got there, half of his shoulder was numb, but his heart was sweet.

Because Shen Yan didn't reject him, this alone was enough.

As long as they keep working hard, one day they will be able to return to how they were before... And this time, it's not just for fun on a whim, but for a lifetime of seriousness.

Just as he was engrossed in his thoughts, a slender five finger waved in front of his eyes, and Shen Yan snapped his fingers: "What are you thinking? Get out of the car..."

"Oh oh oh..." Su Jianian finally regained his fluttering thoughts and followed closely behind.

The construction site is in the construction stage, and the sound of ding ding bang bang can be heard endlessly. Shen Yan took the helmet handed over by the person in charge, and threw another one over to Su Jianian: "Put it on."

From here, the prototype of the tall building can be vaguely seen, and the two followed the person in charge to walk in, listening to each other's introduction while walking, and the journey went smoothly.

This piece of land was invested by Mr. Shen when he was in office, and later Shen Yan took over, but because of work reasons, he didn't have time to come and look at it, so there were many problems, and he stayed in the work area for quite a while.Su Jianian followed behind, and although he didn't interrupt, he was still listening carefully to the other party's conversation. Just as they passed by a construction site, something happened suddenly...

A gust of wind suddenly blew past, blowing fine sand on the ground into his eyes, Shen Yan instinctively raised his arms to shield his face, but heard a loud roar in his ear: "Be careful!", and then was pushed towards ahead.Shen Yan was caught off guard and fell to the ground. When he rubbed his eyes and staggered up, the scene behind him made his heart stop suddenly——

It turned out that the strong wind blew down the facilities on the first floor, and a bundle of raw materials fell down along with it, hitting the place where he was standing just now.And Su Jianian followed behind him, saw the danger and pushed Shen Yan out without saying a word, and now he was crushed under a pile of steel and iron...

Shen Yan's eyes turned red immediately, he almost lost his mind and rushed forward, shouting: "What are you doing in a daze! Save people!"

This voice attracted many workers, everyone put down their work one after another, and within a few minutes they moved away the sundries. Su Jianian fell down covered in blood, unconscious.

Shen Yan's legs went limp at once, and he knelt directly on the ground, only the remaining trace of reason made him hold on and touch the other person's face, which was still warm.

Someone had already called an ambulance at the very moment of the accident, and the stretcher arrived 10 minutes later. Shen Yan only came back to his senses when he was pulled away by someone, followed the ambulance car all the way, sat in the corner and stared blankly at the rescue doctor, It took me a long time to find my voice, and said hoarsely, "How...how is he?"

The first time the voice was too low, so he swallowed and asked again.

One of the nurses replied: "There was a cut in the back of the head and the scalp was broken, but there should be no internal injuries. The right hand was broken and there were abrasions all over the body. Don't worry, it's not life-threatening."

Shen Yan's tense nerves suddenly relaxed when he heard the last four words. He buried his face in his palms covered with dust and blood, and rubbed back the tears that had not flowed from his sore eyes.

How many years, how many years he has never been so panicked, the last time he felt as if the sky was falling, was when his mother died when he was young...

Before he knew it, Su Jianian already held such a large weight in his heart, but now that something happened to him, he felt as if his heart had been dug out, and the cold wind leaked out.

...so you must be safe.

Shen Yan raised his blood-red eyes, bit his lower lip tightly, not letting himself make a sound, but prayed frantically in his heart.

You can't have an accident.

You are fine, I promise you anything...

Just like that all the way to the hospital in a daze, Shen Yan watched Su Jianian being pushed into the emergency room, the red light on the door lit up, the bright red color pierced his eyes, the tears that he had suppressed earlier gushed out again, this time Shen Yan didn't hold back, turned around and went to the nearest restroom.

After washing his hands and face, he stood in front of the mirror, looked at the pale man in the mirror, and wanted to light a cigarette, but it took a long time because his hands were shaking badly.

With a sullen face, Shen Yan hid in the dirty men's toilet and finished smoking before washing her hands again and coming out.He looked at the empty corridor in the early morning, and at the end was the emergency room. The red light was still on, like a knife that could stab his eyes. It took a lot of courage to glance at it.

In the end, he sat down on the chair at the door and waited silently.

During the process, he vaguely remembered that there was a similar situation before, but at that time, Su Jianian just had a stomachache, and he came out in less than 10 minutes, but Shen Yan was still worried and frightened by it, and now his heart feels like a knife, restless , but had to force himself to fix himself on the cold metal chair - because he could only do this.

Shen Yan used to think that he was strong enough, but no matter how powerful a mortal is, he can't avoid natural disasters and man-made disasters, and he can't bring the dead back to life. Just like at this moment, he can only wait for fate to give him an answer.

Other than that, he couldn't do anything.

Just when Shen Yan felt that she was about to collapse, the operation was finally over, the red light turned green, and soon, the door opened...

Shen Yan stood up staggeringly with numb legs, his vision was already blurred, his eyeballs were bloodshot, and his lips were pale and purple.Even so, he still tremblingly asked in a hoarse and out of tune voice: "Doctor, the patient..."

"It has stabilized. It took a little time to suture the wound on the head. There is a slight concussion, but it is not serious and will not leave sequelae." The doctor took off the mask, revealing a face with a gloomy temperament: "Oh, and the right arm is broken, and a plaster cast has been applied, and the wound on the head can't touch the water..."

He ordered a lot of precautions in one breath, and Shen Yan forcibly concentrated his mind to write them down one by one, and finally asked: "Then, that doctor... can I go in and see him?"

"Go," Doctor Feng—with his name tag hanging on Feng Bai's chest: "But the anesthesia hasn't passed yet, so I probably won't wake up until tomorrow morning." As he spoke, he yawned: "What do you need to ask?" Others ask, I'm going home to feed the cat."

Shen Yan nodded, and brushed past him with an eager look that almost fell to the ground.Doctor Feng watched from behind, pushed his glasses on the bridge of his nose, and thought, "Tsk, I knew it was more serious, I scared him."

After all, no one would be happy to be called overtime just as they were about to go to sleep... As he thought so, he changed his blood-stained clothes and walked outside.

A trot stopped across the road, saw him coming out, and flashed its lights.

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Standing by the bed, Shen Yan looked at Su Jianian who was covered in bandages on the hospital bed, thinking in a daze, it seemed that he hadn't seen him sleeping soundly for a long time.

No matter what time it is, Su Jianian will always be the one who "sleep late", just like every morning he will be woken up by the punctual doorbell, Su Jianian stands at the door with breakfast; he is tired and sleepy, And it will always be that person who will cover him with the quilt... The fragmentary, seemingly inconspicuous but sincere little things in the past came one after another, and finally they were all fixed on that night by the river, when Su Jianian pulled him Putting his hand on the beating heart, he smiled and asked him: Is it good to use it for a lifetime?

Today, looking at the bloodless handsome face under the light, Shen Yan wished to go back to the past a few days ago and answer "yes".

He's had enough of losing, and he doesn't want to lose any more.

"Wake up." After an unknown amount of time, a man's hoarse and deep voice sounded in the empty ward: "I promise you."

The young man who fell into a deep sleep trembled at the end of his eyebrows, but he didn't know if he heard it.

Shen Yan just guarded him all night, until the sunlight outside the window was projected on the quilt through the glass window, and he was surprised that the sky was bright.

So Shen Yan stood up - keeping a sitting position for a long time made his body so stiff that it didn't look like his own. He walked to the window, closed the curtains, and looked back at Su Jianian who was still sleeping, feeling a little dazed in his heart.

What should be the next step?Shen Yan had almost never taken care of sick people, without any relevant experience, he thought for a while, and decided to go downstairs to buy a breakfast for Su Jianian.

If the other party wakes up, he should be hungry...

Su Jianian was awakened by a scent.

Although he regained consciousness, his eyelids were still heavy, his body couldn't even move a single finger, and the injured back of his head was aching, but it was still within the tolerable range.

The memory gradually came back to life, and he seemed to have seen that shocking scene again - the building materials blown down by the wind fell down, and Shen Yan stood underneath, rubbing his eyes defenselessly.At that moment, Su Jianian only felt his eyes go blank, and rushed forward without authorization, pushing the man in front of him hard...

Immediately afterwards, there was a sharp pain... So is he injured?The young man thought so, he remembered that he used his arms to protect his head... so it should be, it's not serious, right?

But Shen Yan must have been terrified, that man was very awkward, even though the door lock was unlocked in his heart, he insisted on pulling the doorknob from the inside, trying to prevent him from entering.

Thinking of this, he wanted to laugh a little, but unfortunately, his facial muscles were not in control yet.Su Jianian lay down with her eyes closed, thinking that if she recovered, she must hold her in her arms and kiss her for a while, anyway, the other party would definitely not refuse...

It sounds so delicious, damn it, whoever eats preserved egg and lean meat porridge in the ward has no humanity!

The young man was muttering to himself, when he felt someone touch his cheek, the movement was very light, as if he was touching some precious porcelain.

"I...I bought a lot of food," Shen Yan's voice sounded, low enough for him to hear clearly: "It seems that you have always accommodated my taste, but my preference for you Know nothing..."

"It's ridiculous, isn't it? It's a pity that I keep saying that I like you. Now it seems that I have been coveting your favor..." The man laughed at himself a little: "Maybe I'm really a scumbag."

You are not, Su Jianian whispered in his heart, I gave it to you on my own initiative, and you just accepted it passively.

It's a pity that Shen Yan couldn't hear the other party's heart, so he continued on his own: "So I was wrong, brother Shen was wrong every year, brother Shen shouldn't be so fussy...Will you wake up? Wake me up? I don't care about you, I, I will also understand you...to like you."

Hearing this, Su Jianian was so happy that he wanted to do sit-ups—it's a pity that the anesthetic is so strong that he can't even move a single knuckle. Damn it, did the attending doctor slip too much?

Just when his excited soul was about to leave his body, a drop of warm water fell on Su Jianian's dry lips.

A slight saltiness spread on his blunt lips and tongue, Su Jianian froze, as if his heart stopped for a moment.

Shen Yan is... crying?