Pretend to be straight

【The day after Z left, I miss her. 】

Before leaving the next morning, I opened Weibo and clicked on special attention, and saw this post by Shi Jinghe. The difference from yesterday's was that she also included a picture.

It was Jiujiu, the cat she had raised for several months. Jiujiu had grown up a lot. In the picture, Shi Jinghe was hugging her, but her own face was not photographed, only one hand and the cat.

Xie Ying waved her hand in front of my eyes: "Zhizhi, don't look, we are leaving."

I woke up like a dream, pulled away from the state just now, and quickly added a copy similar to yesterday, then forwarded it, put away my phone, put on my bag, and left the hotel with Xie Ying.

The temperature in Qicheng was so low that I took out the turtleneck sweater I had brought and put it on. I thought I would only wear it when I went to Mishi, but I didn't expect the damp and cold in Qicheng to be unbearable for me.

It's not yet December, but the exhaled breath has turned into a cloud of white mist in the air, and then it is blown away by the wind.

Today is the official start of tourism. There are three places we are going to, an ancient town, a snack street, and a scenic spot.

The power bank in my bag is fully charged, as is Xie Ying's, she said: "It takes a long time to sit in the car, why don't you use the time to play with your phone?"

Xiao Xu agreed very much: "Yes, I also think that I want to play games." He also asked, "Yingying, do you want to play in a team later? There is also my partner."

Xie Ying rolled her eyes: "Qian Xu, you don't show your affection for a day, don't you feel uncomfortable?"

Xiao Xukuang nodded: "Yes."

At this time we had already had breakfast and got on the bus, Xiao Xu was still sitting in front of me, he stood up again and looked back at us chatting.

And I was looking out the window, thinking about things with headphones on, or thinking about Shi Jinghe.

Cheng Siyi, Kong Fang and the others were adjusting the atmosphere in the car again, and bursts of laughter came from their group from time to time.

I took out a piece of paper and pasted it on my head, then leaned my head against the window, this behavior aroused Xiao Xu's disgust: "Sister Zhizhi, I thought your cleanliness was gone."

I'm a clean freak, otherwise, when Jin Lin cried in front of me for the first time, I wouldn't have put a tissue first, even though it didn't help.

I also gave him a supercilious look: "Don't talk to me."

"Hehe." Xiao Xu leaned forward and moved a little closer to me, "What? Did you get angry with Miss Sister?"

He continued to speak his own words: "I'll figure it out, you're not on your period for a few days."

Xiao Xu is a real friend of women, anyway, I showed him the irritable appearance after menstruation before, and he basically remembered this time.

Xie Ying laughed "puchi" at the side, she looked at Xiao Xu and then at me: "So Zhi Zhi, you can't really get angry with Shi Mei, right?"

I pursed my lips and handed the water to Xiao Xu: "Unscrew it for me."

"okay."

Li Zi didn't sit next to Xiao Xu, he sat in front and chatted with someone. Of course, it may also be because Xie Ying is on our side, he also felt embarrassed, so he consciously stayed away from us.

After unscrewing the bottle, Xiao Xu gave me the water, opened his eyes and waited for my next words.

After I took a sip of water, with the expectant eyes of both of them, I asked: "She is jealous, she wants me to coax her, how can I coax her?"

I've been thinking about this all the time, because after Shi Jinghe said that sentence last night, I was stunned for several seconds, I didn't know how to coax her.

And it took only a few seconds for me to realize that Shi Jing and her were jealous, and it was really jealous.

I moved my lips, and finally said something that I still regret to this day.

I said, "I won't."

Shi Jinghe smiled on the other end of the phone, very happy but also very angry, very contradictory.

She said, "Okay, so you don't coax?"

"No, no, coax." How could I answer according to her words, although I am at a loss now like a young girl in love, but it's not that I don't know what to say and what not to say.

"But you won't." Shi Jinghe's tone was a bit regretful, "Tsk, I thought you were so good."

I:"......"

"If you haven't figured it out before Sunday, then I won't come to pick you up."

So it became like this, I was thinking about how to coax her, so as to appease her jealousy.

I really, I haven't coaxed anyone for a long time. In the few relationships I had with boys before, I was the one who was coaxed every time.

If they are angry and uncomfortable, I will not coax them, and then they will smile happily at me after they are angry.

I am actually quite guilty, but because I have no feelings, even if they are angry, my heart will not have much ups and downs.

For example, my ex-boyfriend, I have broken up with him for a month, he is three years younger than me, only 21, when I was with him he was a junior, now he should be a senior.

At that time, there were rumors on the Internet that boys younger than me were "little wolf dogs" or "little milk dogs". I followed suit and accepted his confession among those who liked me.

He is not my customer, and he didn't even know the nature of my work until we got together.

Once I took an order, and the other party asked me to play the role of a girl who likes him, just meet him at his high school reunion and then act like I like him.

After my ex-boyfriend heard about this list, he disagreed very much. He said that I can only like him, even if he is an actor.

After saying this to me, he felt that his tone was too strong. It was obviously my fault, but he apologized to me with tears in his eyes, saying that he shouldn't interfere with my work, and told me not to dislike him. .

How should I put it... Distress is there, but it's more about guilt, and nothing else.

Later, I rejected the customer's order. Anyway, he hadn't paid me a deposit at that time, so I introduced Xie Ying to him.

There are a lot of memories, and it is true what Xie Ying said, if the other party doesn't like you, then if you send frequent messages, the other party will be irritable.

Because my ex-boyfriend was too young and immature, his affection for me was passionate and fierce, but I couldn't resist it. After the last two months, I broke up.

It's not that I didn't feel bad, especially when I looked at his tears, I seemed to see myself who used to cry for Qiu Yu.

Xie Ying's words brought me back to reality: "Damn it, Shimei is such a person? She looks so Yujie, but you actually want you to coax her?"

Xiaoxu looked a little puzzled: "Yingying, have you met?" He didn't wait for Xie Ying to answer, he looked at me, "Lu Zhi, you are not kind, it's been so long that I haven't even seen a picture of Miss Sister arrive."

Xie Ying added fuel to the flames at this time, she smiled and said: "Yes, I have seen it, it is very beautiful."

Xiao Xu's brows were furrowed, and he used his expression to accuse me of why I didn't show her the photo of the young lady I like.

I closed my eyes and rubbed my temples: "Oh, don't pay attention to this, I have to figure out how to coax her, otherwise she won't come to pick me up when I go back." I opened my eyes again Kai, sighed, "I haven't coaxed anyone in 800 years."

"Well... anyway, when you were in a relationship before, I have witnessed that you were the one who was coaxed every time, and you were not angry yet."

I nodded slowly: "Yes..." I found a step for myself, "So my coaxing skills are rusty, and I'm thinking about what to do now."

Before arriving at the ancient town, the car was still driving steadily on the road. Wu Zhen walked over at this time and threw us a few packs of snacks: "Are you hungry? Eat something first."

"Okay, thank you." After our three "small groups" thanked her, she went back to her side.

Xie Ying opened a pack of shrimp crackers, and immediately the unique snack taste of shrimp crackers floated in the air, but I wasn't in the mood to eat it, and I wasn't too hungry.

After thinking about it, Xiao Xu tilted his head and said, "Why don't you start with material things, and buy her something she likes."

I rolled my eyelids, feeling a little proud: "She likes me."

"Are you a thing? You're not a thing." Xiao Xu put a snack in his mouth after speaking.

Xie Ying: "Hahaha."

I:"......"

I sighed: "Forget it, I'll figure it out on my own, and I'll be more sincere if I figured it out myself."

They also agreed: "Okay."

Xiao Xu took a bag of snacks and turned around to sit. I looked at the speeding scenery outside the window, pursed my lips, and began to think of the words Shi Jinghe said in my mind.

"I'm afraid you can't do it if you don't coax me."

What I have to admit is that I am so cute by her, and I can't help but sigh...she is so good.

How could a single sentence set off a storm in my heart, and I was sucked into this storm, with no power to fight back, no room for survival.

Who am I?I'm just Shi Jinghe's defeated opponent, and I can't escape her grasp every time.

About half an hour later, the car stopped in the wide parking lot outside the ancient town. The driver was not with us. He said he went to a teahouse for tea and we would call him when we were about to leave. he.

Today is Thursday, not a weekend, and the students haven't had their winter vacation yet, so the ancient town looks a little deserted.

It was very cold, and it was a bit far from the city here, and there were mountains outside the ancient town, so I took out my phone and checked the weather.

Well, this area is two or three degrees colder than the urban area. As a southerner, I came to another southern city, and I was still shivering from the cold.

But I still insisted on taking out my mobile phone to chat with Shi Jinghe. Since the phone call last night, I didn't worry about whether I could send her a message.

I pulled the collar of my sweater up a bit to cover my chin, and typed as I walked.

But it was a bit difficult to type until the end, because it was really cold, and the scenery of the ancient town couldn't ignite half of the flame in my heart.

I thought about it, and sent a voice message to Shi Jinghe. Anyway, she also said that she would want to hear my voice when she couldn't see anyone.

I sent a short voice: "Sister, I'm so cold."

Shi Jinghe quickly returned the voice to me, and she said with a smile, "That's no way, you can't hug me."

"..."