Pretend to be straight

I have already imagined Shi Jinghe's appearance when he said this sentence: the pear dimple is shallow, and the eyes are curved.

I listened to the words again with earphones on, and when I was about to send her a voice message, she typed me and said that if I was cold, don’t look at your phone, don’t freeze your hands, let me go to a warm place It's okay to send her a message again.

I didn't refuse, and after agreeing, I put the phone back in my pocket.

But this surmise lasted until the end of the day, and I never used my power bank.

Because the weather in Qicheng is too weird, it is cold everywhere, and there is no warm place.

I went back to the hotel exhausted at night, and after taking a shower, I wanted to sleep again. It was rare, and it was rare that I would fall asleep without taking medicine.

Time passed quickly, and on Friday, we boarded the car again and set off for Mishi, and I didn't have any memories of leaving Qicheng.

Because there are my not-so-good memories here, I didn't have much fun playing it, and I even felt a little bit resistant in my heart.

Of course, in fact, more likely because of the wrong timing, why such a coincidence?I want to leave Shi Jinghe and go on a trip at this time, and I can't refuse.

The repeated sighs in my heart finally turned into the keyboard of the mobile phone, and I typed it out with my own hands, expressing my thoughts that are not considered missing.

Why doesn't it count?Because I express very implicitly, I can't be as bold as Shi Jinghe now.

However, she didn't say the word "miss" in front of me like she did on Weibo, but that's enough, she's posting things like "day x of Z's departure, miss her" every day.

Finally, I made it to Sunday, the morning we will depart from Mishi and return to Yuncheng.

Early in the morning, I was in a very clear mood, and even the eight-hour car ride didn't make me feel unhappy.

The four of us girls were packing up our things in the dormitory. Cheng Siyi was applying lipstick in front of the mirror. After she finished, she pursed her lips and smiled at us: "Does it look good?"

Wu Zhen was very cooperative: "It looks good, and the dimples are responsible for the beauty of our group."

Cheng Siyi's dimples appeared again, and she shook her head: "I'm not, you are the ones in charge of appearance." She paused, "I'm in charge of cuteness."

Wu Zhen laughed twice, and zipped up his suitcase.

Xie Ying drew my eyebrows on the side. My eyebrows didn't grow very well, and I had to draw them after repairing them. My eyebrow drawing skills were not as good as Xie Ying's, so Xie Ying came to stand in front of me after tidying up.

She pinched the eyebrow pencil, watched my eyebrows carefully and began to work, she asked me while tracing, "Zhizhi, have you coaxed sister Shi well?"

I glanced at her, wanted to shake my head but remembered that I couldn't move, so I could only answer in a low voice: "No."

It's true, I don't know how to coax her after thinking about it, and more importantly, I don't know if she needs me to coax her.

Because she didn't show any sign of anger from the beginning to the end, and what she said that night seemed like a joke, so I thought about it carefully later, and found that Shi Jinghe might really just be joking.

She likes to tease me, doesn't she?Not bad this time.

But I still bought gifts, but I'm not very good at picking gifts. The antler earrings she gave me are all because of the homonym of my "Lu", but what about her?The homonym of her name is nothing to buy.

Finally I broke away from the peloton and went and bought her a bottle of perfume in a beautiful box.

I don't know if she will like it, but this is a gift I bought after thinking about it for a few days.

Xie Ying moved closer to me and said, "Then will she come to pick you up?"

"I don't know." I was also afraid that she wasn't joking, so I wasn't sure at all.

Compared with Qicheng, I feel better after playing in Mishi for the past two days. Although it is also cold here, it is different from Qicheng. There is snow here, although the snow is very small, even a thin layer Layers don't stack up.

It doesn’t snow in Yuncheng. The last time I saw snow was when I was studying in Liucheng. The snow in Liucheng is much heavier than that in Mishi. If you step on the snow with boots, there will be deep footprints. It’s completely winter. It's just white.

I miss it a little bit, maybe I can go back to Liucheng this winter to have a look. I haven't gone back to see it in the past three years since I graduated.

The air conditioner in the car gradually warmed up a lot, and I also felt a little hot, so I took off the scarf I was wearing and put it in my arms. This scarf is black and white stripes, and I bought it when I was in Mishi.

It takes eight hours to travel from Mishi to Yuncheng by car. We only have one master driver is not enough, so we paid extra money and hired another master driver, and the two drove in turn.

We set off at ten o'clock in the morning and rested in the service area for a period of time. Gradually, we were only two hours away from arriving at Yuncheng.

Everyone in the car fell silent, and for a while there was only the sound of the bus driving on the highway.

I covered my face with a scarf and fell asleep. I don't know how long I slept, but I was awakened by the movement beside me.

I opened my eyes in a daze, and saw Xie Ying standing up, and Cheng Siyi standing in front of her talking about something.

I couldn't hear clearly, but I saw Xie Ying nodding her head and whispering to me, "Zhizhi, I'm going to sit on the side first, Xiaodiwo has something to say to you."

I nodded, closed my eyes again and put the scarf over my face.

I didn't draw the curtains of the car windows, the brightness of the sky outside was just a bit dazzling, I put on a scarf just to get used to the state.

I haven't communicated much with Cheng Siyi in the past few days, maybe she was teased by me when she arrived in Qicheng on the first day, and she stopped making fun of herself in front of me.

I don't know what she wants to say now, I don't want to think about it, but I still have to ask her out loud: "If you have anything to say, why not just say it."

Cheng Siyi's voice sounded from one side, she sighed, and changed her sweet and soft tone from the past, she stopped calling me "Zhizhi", she called me: "Lu Zhi."

It was the first time I heard her call my name, but unfortunately, compared to when Shi Jinghe called my name for the first time, my inner reaction now can be described as calm.

Seems to be expected, because I don't think she is someone who would respect me much in the first place.

senior?It was just politeness on the surface of her face.

Zhizhi?This is just the warmness she pretended on the surface.

"You talk." I said.

She seemed to take a deep breath, and she asked, "Why don't you like me?"

strangeness.

I asked back, "Why should I like you?"

Cheng Si pulled off my scarf for me, she looked at me, her eyes were red: "I thought I would have fun with you when I came out this time, but I thought too much." One of her tears fell down, "You hate me."

My eyes are fully open, and I watched her performance quietly.

After a few seconds, I took out a tissue and put it in her hand: "Sister, stop acting, do you really like me, don't I know?"

But I never expected that as soon as I put the tissue in her hand, she cried even louder, which attracted the attention of several people in front.

With an innocent look on my face, I shrugged and said I didn't know why she was crying.

Cheng Siyi was still crying, her face was red from crying, and the tears dripped onto her clothes bit by bit without stopping at all.

The tissue I gave her was useless to her. After a few seconds, Kong Fang came over. He glanced at me, picked up the tissue and wiped Cheng Si's tears, and comforted him, "Little dimple, don't cry, cry!" What are you crying for?"

As soon as Cheng Si cried and coughed, she took a tissue to wipe her tears, but she was still sobbing, and her speech was intermittent: "Zhi, Zhi, she, she said she hates me."

I raised my eyebrows, pursed my lips and said nothing.

Kong Fang frowned, he looked at me: "Lu Zhi, we are all colleagues, is it necessary for you to say this?"

Xie Ying and Xiao Xu came to sit on the seat behind me, Xiao Xu laughed and said, "What? What did you say? Tell me too?"

Xie Ying was stroking my hair behind me, she was asking what was wrong with me, I shook my head and replied that she was fine.

The eyes of other people were also focused on us, and I was so irritable that I pulled up the scarf again and covered my face.

When Cheng Si saw that I had started again like this, she pulled off my scarf again: "Lu, Zhi, we all know that you don't have any live picks now, but you," she coughed, "you can't just because of jealousy. Just trying to steal my customers."

She said the word "jealousy" very strongly, as if I was really jealous of her.

She cried so much that it made people feel sorry for her, so except for Xiaoxu Lizi and Xie Ying, the eyes of the others looked at me with a little... contempt and contempt.

Even Wu Zhen, when she looked at me, her eyes were a little disbelieving, but she didn't know what she thought of, and she felt that what Cheng Siyi said was right, and she even said: "Yes, Lu Zhi, these few days we Even if I live in the same room, I can tell that you don't like dimples."

Me: "Huh?"

I complied: "I don't like her. Do I have to take out my enthusiasm for acting when I go out to relax and travel? Will you give me a salary?"

I looked at Cheng Siyi: "You are better at acting than I am. It's a waste of not giving you money these days."

As soon as Cheng Si lowered his head, he didn't speak, just cried, and the eyes of several other people looked at me changed again, as if there was a little more disgust in it.

The most taboo thing in this industry is grabbing resources, and everyone relies on their own abilities, so don't do those shady things that are stealthy.

The scenery outside the window flashed by, I opened the car window a little, and the wind blowing on my face made me calm down even more.

Don't panic, small scene.

Kong Fang was about to say something about me, but Xiao Xu was a step ahead of him: "Sister Xiaodiwo, so you have this idea. I tried every means to get out of my weakness before. , and started to say in front of me how much you like Zhizhi, the chat history is saved in my mobile phone and has not been deleted, why don't you show it now for everyone to see?"

Xie Ying is a man of action, and has already taken out her mobile phone: "I flipped over mine, if it wasn't because you said you liked Zhizhi, I wouldn't bother talking to you."

Kong Fang glanced at the two of them, and said angrily, "So is it wrong for Xiao Diwo to like Lu Zhi?" He turned to look at me again, "Because Xiao Diwo's business is better than hers now, Lu Zhi is jealous of her stealing her business." , This is the most important thing to care about, don't try to quietly change the subject there."

I sighed: "Is it annoying? I have to take care of myself on a two-month vacation. Who are you?"

Cheng Siyi's tears were still falling, but he was already sitting in the group of them with Kong Fang's shoulders.

-

It was said to be eight hours by car, but it was already seven o'clock in the evening when the time arrived, about an hour later than expected.

I have already sent a message to Shi Jinghe and reported my own drop-off location. I don't know if she will come because she hasn't replied to me yet.

After getting off the car, Xiao Xu helped me take down the box, he raised his hand and touched my head: "Oh, don't be so sad."

I raised my chin to the side: "Go over there, it's a bit in the way here."

"Li Zi, Yingying, come quickly." Xiao Xu turned his head and shouted to the side.

After Li Zi said goodbye to the others, he pulled the suitcase and went to the opposite side with the three of us.

Four people stood side by side, each with suitcases in front of them, different sizes and colors, I exhaled, looked at the movement of the bus opposite, and asked: "You say, will my reputation be good?" Does it stink like that?"

"No." Li Zi, a warm man, smiled at me, "Lu Zhi, you have a good reputation, and it's not easy to get bad."

Xie Ying lowered her head slightly and apologized to me: "Zhizhi, I'm sorry, if it wasn't because I let her in..."

I couldn't help laughing: "What kind of sand sculpture are you? This is also an apology? You are too tired, Yingying."

Xiaoxu looked at me deeply, and then he said, "I and Li Zi went back to fight, how about you?"

"We..." I was about to answer when the phone rang.

I turned around and looked at the person who was calling. It was Shi Jinghe, but she still came.

But before I could answer the call, she hung up.

I:......

I was a little dazed, and stared blankly at the blacked-out screen of my phone for a few seconds.

I sighed, turned around, and continued to answer Xiao Xu's question: "We should..."

Before I could say the words "also by typing", a familiar red car stopped in front of me.

Xiao Xu raised his hand: "I'm sorry, we don't sit wild."

Xie Ying tugged at the hem of his clothes and told him in a low voice, "This is the car of Zhi Zhi's little sister."

I heard what she said, but all my thoughts were on Shi Jinghe.

She got out of the car door on the left, not wearing a windbreaker, but another loose v-neck sweater.

I also heard Xiao Xu's blurted out "Fuck me", and at this time Shi Jinghe was already standing in front of me.

There is my suitcase between us, but this distance can already be ignored by me.

It is already night now, in winter, the night comes quickly, and there are tall street lights next to it.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Shi Jinghe had the dimple on her lips that reminded me: "Don't you know me?"

I shook my head, slowly leaned forward and hugged her, and buried my face in her shoulder.

When I was in the car, I thought nothing was wrong, but now I felt extremely wronged, my eyes were red, and I kept silent.

Shi Jinghe put her hands behind my head, and she asked Xiao Xu and the others: "Has my Xiaozhi been bullied?"

Xie Ying coughed: "I guess..."

Xiao Xu also replied: "But we have already helped Zhi Zhi, uh, Miss Sister, don't worry."

Xie Ying said again: "Oh, Xiao Xu, I suddenly remembered that I left something at your house last time. I'll just go over and get it now."

Xiaoxu said "oh oh oh" three times: "Okay, let's go, see you later, young lady."

Not long after, the three of them pulled the suitcase and left. I heard the sound of the suitcase rolling on the ground getting farther and farther away.

I have closed my eyes, and my breath is full of familiar and missed Shi Jinghe's fragrance.

Shi Jinghe quietly rubbed the back of my head, which reminded me of the first time she rubbed my head before.

Shi Jinghe asked: "How can I feel better? Or I will bully you back?"

I shook my head, and said in a low voice——

"I'll just hug you again."