Pretend to be straight

There is no need to guess anymore, Cheng Siyi knows my "secret".

In this circle, the only people who know that I like girls are Xiao Xu and Xie Ying. It is impossible for Xiao Xu to tell her and it is impossible for Xie Ying.

I was a bit puzzled and confused, but I was very calm on the surface: "I know." I answered along with her, "The tolerance for homosexuality in society is not very high now, and some gays or les will choose to pretend that they like the opposite sex The appearance is also reasonable, it is nothing more than the fear of being looked at strangely by others."

I smiled slightly: "Why? Can't the little dimples understand such behavior?" Before she could answer, I raised my eyebrows, "You have the courage to say that you like girls in front of us, but not necessarily in front of your parents. Not necessarily in front of the world, so even if you can't understand it, you yourself... have no qualifications."

Am I a soft persimmon?So easy to pinch?

The atmosphere suddenly condensed a little, and time seemed to stand still.

After a few seconds, Xie Ying came out to smooth things over. She asked me, "Zhi Zhi, didn't you say you were going to take a shower?"

I said "um", ignored the silent Cheng Siyi, took my things and went to the bathroom.

I have been to Qicheng before, because Qiu Yu is from Qicheng, I came to look for her during the winter vacation, but I didn't meet her a few times, so I took the train back by myself.

She said she was busy, so I didn't do any more and insisted that she had to accompany me.

Now looking back again, I feel that all this is nonsense, where is it busy?She just doesn't want to see me.

There is no plan to play today. After everyone went out for dinner, someone suggested going to KTV to sing.

Xiao Xu looked disgusted: "Didn't you sing enough in the car today?"

The boy who made the suggestion was Kong Fang, and I saw him yesterday because he was one of the two boys I saw at Bai Qian's meeting.

Li Zi also agreed with Xiao Xu's point of view: "I also think, A Fang, you were obviously hoarse when you were in the car, and you are still here now? Are you not tired?"

Kong Fang laughed and said, "What is tiredness? This word is not in the dictionary of the King of Songs."

Now we are all walking outside to digest food, and Xie Ying and I are at the end. She is wearing earphones and I am also wearing earphones.

But she was listening to songs, and I was making a phone call, but the person on the phone wasn't Shi Jinghe, but Pu Xin.

She was calling me to talk about her happy event: "Son, let me tell you, I was with that little brother today."

In August, she said that she was attracted to a boy. Her observation period was three months, and now it is almost three months.

I walked slowly and congratulated her: "Wow, my son is amazing."

Pu Xin laughed, and she said: "Actually, I felt that I couldn't help it when I was two months old, but then I thought about it, boy, I must want him to take the initiative, so during this period, I used all kinds of seduction/seduction , After such a long time, I finally confessed to me."

"You..." I shook my head here and sighed, but I didn't know what to say.

Pu Xin's shots basically never fail. After I heard about her in college, I knew that there is a girl named Pu Xin in our Accounting College who is very popular.

Pu Xin laughed again: "Hee hee hee, you should do your best too."

"Will do."

After hanging up the phone, the music I was playing automatically resumed in my earphones.

Cheng Siyi and Wu Zhen had already chatted with the boys in front of them. Under the street lamp, they were talking and laughing, and there were loud laughter from time to time.

Cheng Siyi is the youngest, so she is taken care of a lot, and there are a lot of people who like to make fun of her and bully her. I noticed it when I was in the car.

She is a real new star, really popular, Xie Ying and I only have Lizi and Xiaoxu who take the initiative to help me with the suitcases, she is different, when she got off the car, the boys were all asking her Don't help her get it.

It's not because I don't have a good relationship with them, but because there is no such thing as saying that, except for Xiao Xu and Li Zi, I am not very familiar with the rest of the boys.

I'm already lazy and too lazy to make more friends. I think it's enough to have these few good friends who care about me.

Miriam Yeung's song is playing on my mobile phone, the song is called "Brave", and I have been looping the single for several days.

Xie Ying was very quiet on the side, especially compared to Li Zi who had a happy chat in front of her, she seemed even more silent.

There are also passers-by passing by us, and the wide road is on the left, and the horns of cars and the chatting sounds of passers-by intersect.

Xiao Xu didn't continue walking, he stopped where he was and waited for Xie Ying and me to come to him before continuing.

He took off one of Xie Ying's and me's earphones with both hands, looked at me and Xie Ying, and asked, "Are you full?"

"I'm full." I replied, not embarrassing myself when it comes to eating.

Xie Ying also nodded: "I've already paid the money, so it's a waste of money if I don't eat enough?" She sighed, "Don't talk to me first, I'm in a bad mood, and I'm afraid that I'll get irritable and shoot randomly and hurt you all. .”

After Xie Ying finished speaking, she put the earphones back into her ears, Xiao Xu shrugged, and he looked at me again, his eyes wandering towards Li Zi.

He was asking Xie Ying if I was talking about plums, I nodded and said with my mouth: "Yes."

Xiao Xu raised his hand and put it on my shoulder easily, he let out a sigh: "Hey, I miss my partner a little bit."

"...Then you call or video."

"Don't you miss Miss Sister?"

"..." I didn't answer.

Xiaoxu began to encourage me: "Zhizhi, why don't you call Miss Sister now?" He said, "I didn't see you contact her today."

My eyes widened: "Just because you didn't see it doesn't mean I didn't contact you, okay?" I said, "We don't live in the same room."

I took his hand off: "Go away."

Xiaoxu said "yo yo yo" three times, but he didn't let me go: "Are you getting angry from embarrassment? Don't I know you yet? It's strange that you can take the initiative to contact me."

He patted me on the head: "Arrange immediately, make a call, anyway, I am also your emotional consultant, how can I not supervise you?"

I looked at him: "When did you become my emotional consultant?"

"Then don't ask me in the future."

"..." I turned off the music, "Okay, I'll play."

I sent Shi Jinghe the arrival message in the afternoon, and she already replied to me, but after a short chat, she said that she was going to be busy again, and a client came to her to talk about something.

Maybe the end of the year is approaching, and their sugar sales will always be much better than the off-season.

I flipped through the address book list, but there was no need to flip through it. Shi Jinghe was lying on the first page of mine, and I added an "A" to her prefix.

Xiao Xu said, "A's phone number? Is it Miss Sister?"

I nodded: "Yes."

"Then you call." Xiao Xu stared at my phone interface, "I'm looking at you, I'll leave when you call me."

"it is good."

I called Shi Jinghe in this way, the corners of Xiao Xu's lips rose, and he immediately said: "Okay, then I'm leaving, you take care of it."

Shi Jinghe didn't answer immediately, and when I counted for about ten seconds and was about to hang up, she got through.

I quickly became nervous again, choked my throat, and just said: "Good evening." I was afraid that she was working now, "If you are still busy, you can hang up first, and you go to work first."

"I thought you were busy or having too much fun."

"Ok?"

"That's why they didn't message me."

I quickly explained: "No, how could it be? I just feel that I will disturb you if I post too often."

Shi Jinghe chuckled twice: "Okay, I see, then if you're okay, you can contact me more." She was explaining to me why she didn't answer the phone in time just now, "I just taught my sister how to do it in the study. She is too serious about math problems."

I was a little surprised: "Are the first grade questions so difficult?"

"She's not in the first grade." Shi Jinghe said, "She... skipped a grade and is now in the third grade."

"...Six years old, amazing."

"I hope she won't skip a grade again, otherwise, when other students are going through puberty, she will still be a child."

"Yeah." I replied, and I began to think about what I should say to continue the conversation in my mind.

Shi Jinghe's voice is as pleasant as ever, I want to cherish every word of her.

But both of us fell silent again, Shi Jing and I couldn't hear anything over there for a while, but she probably could hear the horn on my side.

I was a bit frustrated, thankfully I used to think I was good at talking, and I ended up being a Bronze player.

I thought about it and asked her: "Senior sister, have you seen the Weibo I forwarded?"

"The one that left the phone number?"

"Yes..." I thought she didn't see it, because she didn't follow my small Weibo account.

Shi Jinghe's voice lowered a little, and she said to the phone: "I don't mind repeating it for you." She let out a breath, "I miss her on the first day I leave Shi Jinghe."

Without waiting for my reaction, she asked me, "Is that actually the case?"

"..."

I silently raised a hand to cover my burning face, and when I was about to say something, Cheng Siyi was already very close to me, and she called me: "Zhizhi, hurry up!" We're ready for supper."

To be honest, I would rather she called me "Senior Lu" as before, but calling me Zhizhi now makes me feel uncomfortable.

I nodded: "Okay, got it."

She might have been annoyed by what I said in the afternoon, and now she came to call me just to maintain her superficial image, so she didn't pull me to say anything, but walked to Xie Ying and chatted with Xie Ying .

Shi Jinghe smiled softly: "I found that there are many people who call you 'Zhizhi'."

"Yes, it's usually a double sound, call me 'Lu Lu' or 'Zhi Zhi'."

Shi Jinghe said "Oh": "Lu Lu?" She said, "You remind me of the boy I misunderstood you at the beginning. He called his girlfriend also with Lu Lu's voice."

I also remembered what she said, that boy is Qin Yiwen who is currently being treated.

I opened my mouth, but before I said anything, I heard Shi Jinghe say again: "I feel...I feel like I have eaten a lemon."

"If you don't coax me, I'm afraid it won't work."