Pretend to be straight

I smiled awkwardly and gave Xie Ying a look, and she closed her mouth in good time.

But she was in a bad mood, with a weary expression, and finally put down the plate on the table and stood up: "Zhi Zhi, wash the dishes, I'll wash first and then go to bed."

"it is good."

I agreed, so Jin Lin and I were left staring at each other in the living room.

I licked my lips, trying to lighten up the atmosphere, coughed, and said, "Well..."

Jin Lin's eyes were fixed on me, she interrupted me, still in a puzzled tone: "Sister...why didn't you talk about this when you were in the car yesterday?"

I was thinking a lot, and finally I had no choice but to lie and said: "I want to wait until I catch up, and I will tell you. This will make you feel more pleasantly surprised, won't it?"

It’s okay not to lie, if the truth is known, my image in Jin Lin’s eyes will definitely collapse.

Jin Lin still didn't believe me, so I stood up and cleaned up the leftovers on the table, and she also helped me.

I thought for a while and said, "Jin Linlin, your sister Xie Ying leaked her words, don't tell her in front of your girlfriend, just like keeping the fact that I am your fake cousin a secret, don't say it."

"Why?" Jin Lin questioned, "If Cen Xuan told her aunt, wouldn't you be able to be together soon? Our two children can also be used as assists."

Me: "..." It really is a child.

I looked at her and said earnestly: "It's true that I want to chase her, but what if she doesn't like me? Think about it, she has been single for so many years, which shows how much damage that woman left her. Besides, in the past few years, there must have been many people who are better looking than me and better than me to chase after her. They didn't succeed, so why did I succeed?"

I said everything about myself, and added a sentence of special approval: "Right."

Jin Lin nodded half-understood, she opened her mouth, and seemed to have something to say, I put the plate in my hand, and said in a serious tone: "The matter between me and her is rotten in your heart, it's still the same sentence , you can’t tell Cen Xuan.” I paused and breathed a sigh of relief, “Your sister, I haven’t dated a girl for several years, please let me take it easy, let me take it easy.”

Jin Lin seems to have been convinced by me, and she has always listened to me, she nodded: "Okay, I understand."

After entering the kitchen, I finally let out a sigh of relief, it's really not that easy to hide from the sky.

Knowing that Shi Jinghe's ex is a girl can be called a surprise.

I seem to see 1000 million people who are gradually leaving me waving at me and saying: Lu Zhi, come quickly, I have been waiting for you for a long time.

It was a sin to keep 1000 million waiting so long, I laughed and ran towards it, only to have it disappear.

I woke up too.

Because I was overjoyed to know the truth of the matter, my dream also fully reflected my mood.

It would be great if the last 1000 million didn't disappear, I felt lost and got up to take a shower.

Jin Lin sleeps in the living room. The sofa is big enough and the quilt is soft enough. I tried to lie on it, and it was really no different from a bed.

She was still sleeping, very quiet, with half of her face buried in the quilt, and the head of the giraffe was beside her.

I tiptoed over and tucked her in, exposing her nose to the air so she could breathe more easily.

This white sister, cute is really cute, young is really young.

I touched my face and felt that I had worked too much recently and it was getting rougher.

With a groan in my heart, I resigned myself to going to the bathroom to wash my face seriously.

It's only nine o'clock in the morning. Compared with before, I got up early today.

When I came out of the bathroom, Xie Ying was already sitting at the dining table. She ordered takeaway, porridge and fried dough sticks, and raised her hand to motion for me to sit down and eat together.

I looked at her messy hair, stirred the porridge, and asked her, "Yingying, do you have work today?"

"Have."

"Huh?" I waited for her next words.

Xie Ying pinched her eyebrows, looking a little tired, she said softly: "In the afternoon, the airport will pick you up with a sign."

I understand, she just accepted the latest navy order, and it will be completed soon.

I nodded: "Okay." I recalled a bit and said, "Speaking of which, the last time I was a navy...was when I picked up Xiao Zhou in August."

Xie Ying also remembered: "Well, I also think you haven't been a sailor for a long time."

"It's a little nostalgic. I have little time and high wages. Haven't there been many people coming to Yuncheng from the [-]th line recently? Brother God didn't even ask me to say that there is a list."

Xie Ying raised her eyelids to look at me, and the corners of her mouth twitched: "Zhi Zhi, maybe the price those people gave is too low, Brother God won't let you show up."

I have the same job as Xie Ying, but the people we work for are different, and the chiefs of the naval forces we add also don't overlap.

After all, they are regarded as peers, and the resources are all there. No matter how good the relationship is, it is better to avoid taboos.

Jin Lin wakes up leisurely, Xie Ying has already returned to the bedroom to catch up on the cage sleep, she has not slept well these days because of Li Zi's matter.

Jin Lin also went to the dining table after washing. There was still a bunch of hair on her head, and I stretched out my hand to help her press it down.

She thanked me, I waved my hand and asked, "By the way, shall I take you back to school this afternoon?"

"Yes." Jin Lin looked at me after taking a sip of porridge, "Go to school at the same time as Cen Xuan."

I nodded: "I understand, that's how I sent you there last time."

She didn't speak any more, she ate with peace of mind, I looked at the top of her hair and said, "I'm going to see Aunt Cen Xuan today, I should go after packing up in a while."

Jin Lin raised her head, her eyes lit up, and she asked, "Sister, are you happy when you see her?"

"Ah?" I was taken aback, not understanding her question, "Why do you ask this?"

"Shouldn't you be happy to see someone you like?"

She is a very normal way of thinking, but I am dumbfounded and unable to answer.

Because the starting point of my pursuit of Shi Jinghe is not because I like it.

I sent a message to Xie Ying last night, saying that Jin Lin didn't know that I was pursuing Shi Jinghe for a mission, and Xie Ying was not stupid, so she naturally understood what I meant and said she would pay attention in the future.

If this is the case, then I must have pursued the appearance in front of Jin Lin because I like it. I haven't acted for a long time, I have to practice, otherwise my acting skills may not be natural.Attacking the public number: Here, Gui Cun Zang, opens the door to the orange in the orange.

I showed a shy smile, propped my elbows on the table, but covered my mouth with my hands and smiled: "Stop talking about this, you eat quickly, I'll put on makeup later."

"it is good."

It doesn't feel good for anyone to be deceived by me, and Jin Lin's happy smile makes me feel a little bit heartbroken.

But to be honest, I'm still a little happy to see Shi Jinghe.

Because I know that she is not a straight girl, it makes me feel that my hope is great, and the money is getting closer and closer to me, so it is inevitable for me to be happy.

Even looking at the natural smile on the corners of my lips in the mirror didn't bother me anymore.

Knowing her sexual orientation makes me feel that my progress has achieved a qualitative leap. I am no longer entangled or confused, and I plan to start with the pursuit rules that Xiaoxu told me before.

I know some of Shi Jinghe's interests and hobbies, that's enough, and it won't be too late for me to know the rest.

Communication between people is a process of getting to know each other. What I see is only the surface, and there is still a lot to discover.

October NO.14, Sunday, the weather is cloudy.

The sunshine in my heart is inversely proportional to today's cloudy weather. When I went out, Jin Lin was doing homework on the sofa. She brought home homework this time. When she saw me changing my shoes, she looked up at me and smiled at me: " Sister, come on."

I pursed my lips and smiled, then nodded: "Understood. You do your homework well."

I sent a message to Shi Jinghe, she said that she is in the office of the candy store now, just let me go directly to her.

So I just drove there, um, as if I didn't drive there any time.

Park, walk, enter the store.

Compared with the last time I came here, it seems that there is no change. It is still a good business scene, and the children are asking their parents to buy their favorite candies.

Before breaking up with Qiu Yu, I would feel that eating candy is a happy thing. After breaking up, I rarely touch this thing again.

There was still a sweet smell in the air, and I was led to the door by the girl from last time, and then the door opened, and she signaled that I could go in and then returned to my job.

The only window in Shi Jing and their office was open at the moment, and the sky outside was rather dark, so it didn't have much lighting effect, and they still relied on the overhead lights.

The air conditioner was on, but it didn't feel as cold as last time.

After I went in, several pairs of eyes were cast on me. This time every office chair was filled with people, last time because I came late, only Pei Keran and Shi Jinghe were waiting for me.

This time, apart from the two of them, the owners of the other tables were also present.

Seeing me entering the door, Pei Keran looked very happy. She got up from her chair and walked in front of me to welcome me: "Miss Zhizhi, long time no see~"

She took my arm and sat down on the sofa where she entertained guests. I smiled and said, "Long time no see."

Pei Keran's voice was still the same, a sweet baby voice, today she put on peach blossom makeup, very bright and beautiful.

If I didn't know Pei Keran's age, I really wouldn't believe that she is four years older than me.

Shi Jinghe sat in a remote place. Of course, maybe because she is the boss, the table should be bigger. The location might be described as quiet rather than remote.

While Pei Keran was pouring me tea, I glanced in Shi Jinghe's direction. She was staring at the computer screen and didn't even look at me.

Only when I entered the door, she gave me an unwavering look, and then went back to work.

The white light from the computer hit her face, and the movement and expression of pursing her lips could be clearly seen.

Pei Keran gave me the teacup and put it on the tea table. She had a smile in her eyes, and I asked, "Of course, have you been busy recently?"

He was so busy that Shi Jinghe said yesterday that he didn't have time, he was so busy that Shi Jinghe met me in the store, and he was so busy that I came in and Shi Jinghe only gave me a look.

Pei Keran looked around and looked at her colleagues who were all immersed in their work. She nodded: "A little bit. Before Shimei went to Liucheng, a lot of things were piled up. She can only deal with them when she comes back, but she hasn't been back for long now. .”

I twitched the corner of my mouth in embarrassment, and said with a sense of apology: "Then I am really embarrassed, you are so busy and I still come to bother you."

Today is Sunday, according to the normal working party holiday time, they should not appear in the office.

I just looked around and remembered all of these people. Apart from Shi Jinghe and Pei Keran, there is another girl now, and the other three are boys.

It adds up to three men and three women, which is quite balanced.

The sound of typing on the keyboard rang from time to time in the room, one after another.

I said to Pei Keran: "Go to work first, don't accompany me."

"Okay, you sit down for a while." Pei Keran was not polite, so he stood up and returned to his chair to sit down.

I stayed on the sofa, bored, and for a moment had the illusion that I was waiting for my partner to get off work.

I shook my head to get rid of this illusion from my mind. I may be too free. I haven't worked recently, so my brain wants to find something by itself.

Shi Jinghe was right across from me, I looked at my phone for a while, and then focused my gaze on her face.

Two days have passed, and I still haven't been able to 100% connect Shi Jinghe with the word "Ji".

I recalled the important information in my mind, and after sorting it out, I found that I still didn't even have a half-knowledge about Shi Jinghe's past.

Apart from knowing that she had a girlfriend in college, the rest is zero.

Why did you split up?Is it really because of that woman that I haven't been in a relationship for a few years?Will Shi Jinghe never want to be in a relationship after the failed relationship?

I found that Shi Jinghe and I were completely two extremes. Because of Qiu Yu, I was in an extremely negative mood and didn't want to fall in love for a while, but after that, my partners changed one after another.

But Shi Jinghe is different. After she broke up with her ex, she has never been in a relationship. It even made me feel that this face was wasted.

Killing with beauty is something I have always loved to do.

Maybe it's because I've been looking at her for too long, she sensed my gaze, and she met my gaze as soon as she lifted her eyes, which caught me off guard.

I was so nervous that my throat moved, I smiled at her, and raised my hand to wave to her.

Shi Jinghe looked at me suspiciously, and within two seconds she got up from the chair, went to sit on the sofa next to me.

She was dressed casually, a sweater and jeans, and slippers on her feet.

I was polite: "Aren't you cold?"

Because she is white, the blood vessels on the back of her feet can be seen clearly.

I remember that she was afraid of the cold, and when she came here last time, she was still warming her hands with a water cup.

She closed her eyes, rubbed her eyebrows, and answered my question: "It's okay."

She looked very tired, I put down the teacup I was holding, and asked her again: "Tired?"

Shi Jinghe looked at me with half-opened eyes, with a tired face, she nodded lightly: "A little bit." She added, "After playing for so many days, work will not let me go."

She went to Liucheng on the 31st, and she came back on the 12th. Counting the days, it was almost two weeks, and it was a long vacation.

Being a boss is self-willed. I wrinkled my nose and felt a little envious.

But when I thought about it again, it seemed that I was not very busy, and I even played more than Shi Jinghe.

Shi Jinghe closed her eyes again, and with her head turned back, she stopped rubbing between her brows and started doing...eye exercises.

I licked my lower lip and said carefully: "Do you need a massage for you?"

Yes, that's it, I want to take the initiative, I can't be lazy anymore.

Shi Jinghe was taken aback: "What?"

I quickly explained: "I mean massage your temples, maybe you will feel better."

I remembered the medicine that Shi Jinghe gave me, this can be completely proved, Shi Jinghe also has headaches, right?

I am not proficient in massage techniques, because I haven’t massaged for a long time. The last time I massaged others was probably in her sophomore year. Qiu Yu felt tired because of too much pressure from studying, and I would help her at this time Press Press.

The memories came back for a moment, I cursed myself for being worthless, and tried my best to drive Qiu Yu out of my mind again.

Really, don't bother me with my business.

But the pursuit is long, and I was rejected at the beginning, because Shi Jinghe shook his head and said, "No, thank you."

I raised my eyebrows without insisting: "Okay."

The atmosphere suddenly changed and became much quieter. I explained my purpose: "Because I was in Liucheng before, I want to thank you and invite you to dinner. Is there any restaurant you want to go to? I can make a reservation now."

It's almost twelve o'clock now, and it's time for lunch.

Shi Jing and she were still doing eye exercises, her lips were slightly pursed, and her breathing didn't fluctuate much. If it wasn't for the movement of her hands, I might suspect that she was asleep.

I was waiting for her to answer me, and after a few seconds she called me: "Lu Zhi." She paused, then laughed, "Junior girl."

I:"......"

I said in a resigned tone, "What's wrong?"

Shi Jinghe opened his eyes and looked at me slightly: "I don't want to move."

"..."

I never thought that I would be an errand runner, especially I didn't expect to be like a delivery guy with two bags.

Shi Jinghe said that she was too tired from work and didn't want to move. If I don't bother, I can go to the restaurant opposite to pack her favorite dishes and come back.

hello?

It's just the restaurant opposite!Why don't you want to move!Is it too lazy?

I bought it for her while muttering, as if I couldn't think of anything else to thank her for besides treating her to dinner.

It was already mealtime, and the "open" sign on the candy store door was replaced with "resting", the clerks basically went out, and there was no one else in the office except Shi Jinghe and Pei Keran.

I put the bag on the coffee table and sat on the couch to catch my breath.

Not to mention, it's tiring to carry.

Pei Keran unpacked the bag, and said to Shi Jinghe, "Sister Shi, it's time to eat, and continue working after eating."

Shi Jinghe frowned, and her lazy voice was a little tired: "It's sexy, online reminder."

I listened to their joking and opened a bottle of pure water silently. Shi Jinghe sighed, took a small stool and sat down.

During the meal, Pei Keran became concerned about my work. She asked, "Zhizhi, when are you looking for a job? Are you in no hurry? It's been almost two months."

"No hurry, I still have rent to collect."

It is impossible for me to tell them about my work of receiving orders, otherwise Shi Jinghe will definitely doubt me in the end.

So I made another excuse, saying that I still have rent to keep me going, and I am not in a hurry about work.

"Huh? Really?" Pei Keran said with a smile, "Do you know that emoji?"

"Which one?"

Pei Keran opened his arms: "Rich woman, hug me."

"......reject."

Shi Jinghe raised the corners of her lips, maybe she was too tired from work, so she didn't say anything more.

Pei Keran became the subject of the topic, but she seemed to be the one who talked a lot. She said, "I heard from Jinghe that you were from the same university as her before?"

"Yes, but it's not from a college. I account for her economy."

I say this on purpose, to make it look like I understand it very well.

Immediately afterwards, I added: "And it should be from the same high school, right?" I smiled, looked at Shi Jinghe, "Sister Jinghe."

Shi Jing and eyebrows raised, I heard her say: "I don't know."

"Jinghe is from No. [-] Middle School." Pei Keran came out to help at this time.

I rolled my eyes: "Me too."

I started the next topic: "In the afternoon, I will send my cousin to school. My cousin is also in No. [-] Middle School."

Pei Keran smiled knowingly: "I think generally those who can go to No. [-] Middle School will go to No. [-] Middle School."

I nodded, and actively cueed to Shi Jinghe who was eating quietly: "Sister Jinghe, do you want to send your niece?"

After I finished speaking, I pretended to be curious.

Shi Jinghe looked at me, her eyes dimmed, and with a suspicious tone, she said, "Lu Zhi, you talk a lot today."

I pretended to be stupid: "Is there?"

Of course there are, since I met her, I rarely take the initiative like this.

Shi Jinghe's eyes blinked, she stared at me, after two seconds, she smiled: "I understand."

I thought she had seen something, so I couldn't help but feel a little nervous, but Shi Jinghe deliberately said unhurriedly: "Are you short of money and want to borrow money from me?"

"..."

The frustration that popped out of my heart caused me discomfort, because I found another important point that I had forgotten in the past two days because of my happiness.

That is, I am a straight girl in Shi Jinghe's eyes, so she will not think of other aspects.

If something goes wrong, there must be a demon.

I got so carried away that I forgot this crucial point, what Shi Jinghe said just now woke me up from my fantasy.

She was also a witness to my love affair with Yu Mo a few years ago, and she was also a witness to "being cheated into a relationship by a gay" and "breaking up by a scumbag" a few years later.

It's a bit tricky, because a person who has been "straight" for so many years suddenly bends. It's not that easy, right?

Fortunately, my performance was not out of line, it was within the normal range, so she didn't doubt me.

But this also gave me a warning, because I haven't prepared well, if I rashly start pursuing her behavior that anyone with a discerning eye can see at a glance, it will definitely end in failure.

I have to tell Shi Jinghe tactfully, I, Lu Zhi, am not straight.

But after I thought about it carefully, I felt that this matter was a bit difficult, because really... The image of me as a straight girl has been deeply ingrained in Shi Jinghe.

I can't ask Jin Lin and Cen Xuan for help. If I let Shi Jinghe know that I want to pursue her, I may be declared a failure of the mission.

I don't fight unprepared battles, and the problem to be solved now is how to let Shi Jinghe know that I am not straight.

After thinking about it, I think it is better to use the tried-and-true reason of "being hurt by love".

I was hurt by a scumbag, and I was terribly disappointed in him, so I fell in love with Shi Jinghe who warmed and comforted me at this time, is it completely reasonable?

I thought so, and while Pei Keran went to fetch the water, I said to Shi Jinghe: "Senior sister, I finally understand the meaning of the word 'wonderful' these days."

Shi Jinghe took a sip of water, looked at me puzzled, and waited for my next words.

I shook my hands slightly and said nervously, "Bend Defu."