Pretend to be straight

One second I was still complacent about my guess, and the next second it was completely overturned.

If it was before, I would feel uncomfortable because I didn't guess it right at all.

But now I suddenly feel a kind of joy in my heart, because isn't this the result I have been pursuing so hard?

Jin Lin looked at my dumbfounded expression, she also raised her hand and patted my head, and said, "Sister, what's wrong with you?"

I reacted from the joy, shook my head, suppressed a smile and said, "It's okay, it's okay."

I really feel so happy, yes, how could I forget?Cen Xuan is Shi Jinghe's niece, why didn't I start with Cen Xuan earlier?

Relatives are generally the ones who know the most secrets about themselves. I actually forgot this.

After I got into the driver's seat and fastened my seat belt, I pretended to be casual and asked, "Jin Linlin, did Cen Xuan say anything else?"

Jin Lin was looking down at the phone, she didn't react when she heard the words, she looked at me: "What?"

I pursed my lips and said, "That's... about Cen Xuan's aunt, did Cen Xuan tell you anything else?"

Jin Lin thought for a while, my car had already driven out of this road, and she replied to me: "Yes."

I looked ahead, but my ears almost pricked up: "You say."

"Cen Xuan said that her aunt had a girlfriend when she was in college, and she was still in elementary school at that time." Jin Lin recalled it carefully, and continued, "She said that her liking for girls may be hereditary. Her aunt .”

I laughed out loud: "Didn't you science students learn genetics? How is this possible?"

Jin Lin snorted lightly: "Sister, do you still want to hear it?"

"Okay, okay, you say."

"Cen Xuan told me before, she said that her aunt found a girlfriend at that time, and later she told the family, but the family's attitude was not very good, anyway, she didn't support her dating with women, and then I don't know why , and broke up, and have been single until now.”

When Jin Lin said this, she sighed a little: "The society a few years ago was not enlightened now, sister, do you think Aunt Cen Xuan was under more pressure then than I was a while ago?"

Her expression suddenly became sad: "When I think about it this way, I feel sorry for that sister, and after she broke up, she hasn't been in love again until now. Could it be because she hasn't forgotten that woman?"

"..."

I was so surprised by her so many and delicate thoughts that I couldn't speak, and finally I had to turn to one sentence: "Who knows."

"Cen Xuan said that you fit her eyes very well. If possible, I really want you to be her uncle."

I was shocked, just now that the road was a bit blocked and the red light ahead, I had time to turn my head to look at her: "No, you two little brats, why do your thoughts spread so far?" I remembered an important question again, " And you don't know, all the people I handed in before were boys."

"But you can't see it straight."

"At the parent meeting, if you are willing to stand up and help a stranger like me, you can definitely accept having a girlfriend even if you don't bend over."

"Isn't it?"

Are kids nowadays so logical?I just couldn't help it at the time, but it was extended so much by her thinking so far.

I looked into her black and white eyes, and was choked for a moment. Finally, I turned my head away from her and agreed, "Yes, I'm not straight."

"Then why are you falling in love with boys?" Jin Lin asked me with a smile.

When the light turned green, I continued driving, thought for a moment, and replied, "Pretend I'm a straight girl."

"Why pretend?"

Qiu Yu's face came back to my mind, I shook my head, and instead of answering the question, I changed the subject and asked her: "Do you want to eat tonight?"

Jin Lin didn't answer me, but pondered for a while, and said, "Sister, Cen Xuan and I didn't mean to force you, we were just talking, you don't have to take it to heart."

What she was talking about was naturally Cen Xuan's "wish". She was afraid of putting pressure on me, so she made such a remark at the end.

A girl of this age carries more thoughts in her heart than I know, she is sensitive and careful, I nodded: "I know."

At night, I was still immersed in the joy of knowing the key information, and I even wanted to scream and tell the world: She is not straight!

But I didn't tell the whole world, I told Xiaoxu, and still didn't mention that girl was Shi Jinghe by name.

Xiao Xu is putting on a facial mask. His boyfriend hasn't come back yet. He lives alone at home these days, so I don't worry anymore when he and his boyfriend are doing indescribable things when calling or sending video invitations. matter.

I sighed: "Xu, I learned today that that girl is not straight, she had a girlfriend before."

Xiaoxu couldn't open his mouth very wide because of the mask, so he opened his mouth slightly and said, "Really?" He said, "But according to what you said, she acted really straight, you Don't you think so?"

I nodded: "I think so too."

Xiao Xu patted his face, he said: "Zhi Zhi, you said you haven't had a girlfriend for so many years, do you still have Ji Da?"

"Of course I do." I raised my chin.

Under the black mask, Xiao Xu's eyes widened, and the whites of the eyes were very obvious: "You have a fart, if you have a fart, you won't think that she is a straight girl."

I:"......"

I tried to quibble: "Maybe it's really because I haven't dated a girl for a long time."

"So why have you stopped looking for a girlfriend for so long? Is it because Miss Sister's kisses are not sweet enough? Or is Miss Sister's breasts not soft enough?"

I really wanted to rush to him and push him to the ground to beat him up, and then I heard Xiao Xu's voice with a smile: "I understand, I was hurt by love, and I'm afraid of falling in love with girls from now on, right?"

I was speechless for a moment, as if it was true.

Qiu Yu was my first love, but she hurt me too much at that time, which made me afraid to fall in love with girls again all these years.

I pretended to be straight, maybe it was because of this, no girl came to me for a relationship in the past few years, Xie Ying had received a love list from a girl, but I didn't.

Because Xie Ying seems to be a very gentle person, no matter whether she is straight or not, girls will like her, but I am not, especially because I have a boyfriend, which may be even more daunting.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Xiaoxu lowered his voice and said softly: "Zhizhi, if you can think about pursuing another girl, it proves that you have let go, and you have to work hard for it. Healing, just start the next paragraph, and you can always meet a better one."

He made a "come on" gesture and said to me: "Come on duck!"

After the video was hung up, I still haven't recovered from the sudden memory for a long time. It's not that I haven't thought about what Xiao Xu said, but my scar is inexplicably difficult to heal.

It's been five years and it hasn't healed, and it's still aching even now.

I leaned on the bed, heard the sound of Xie Ying and Jin Lin playing games outside, looked at the lights hanging from the ceiling, and felt surrounded by loneliness for a moment.

How do I do it?Do you have to work hard to like others in order to completely forget Qiu Yu?

Shi Jinghe's face suddenly popped up in my mind, her bright and moving face, I was startled, and also began to feel flustered.

I thought of the dream I had, and the end of the dream was Shi Jinghe. I don't know why I dreamed of her, so I am still confused.

Forget it, maybe there will be an answer in the future, and it's just a dream, I don't need to do more thinking like doing Chinese questions when I was studying.

A dream is just a dream, no reason is needed.

What Xiaoxu said is correct, but I pursue Shi Jinghe not because of liking, but because of money.

If, if I succeed, the 1000 million will belong to me, what about Shi Jinghe?

If she knows the truth, how can I face her?What is she going to think of me?

I, Lu Zhi, a love liar.

I closed my eyelids and sighed, and finally pulled the quilt to sleep. I didn't have to think so much when I fell asleep, and I would feel a little more relaxed.

The next day is Saturday, Shi Jinghe is back today, but I will meet her tomorrow.

I started to feel uneasy at the thought of meeting, because since last night I started to think about the consequences, and I was afraid that one day my real identity would be revealed.

I have to be more careful, and I can't make any more mistakes, but it's really hard to be careful, like a heavy weight is on me.

As a result, when I read Shi Jing and Weibo, I didn’t dare to use the large size to like it. I was afraid that she would know my large size Weibo in the future. I clicked in and saw that there were so many trolls on my Weibo, and began to doubt me. Nature of the work.

Jin Lin will stay with me for two days, and I will send her home on weekends. I seem to have fully adapted to the role and identity of my sister. I even gave her some clothes in my closet.

Many families are, right?The clothes of the older brothers and sisters can be given to the younger brothers and sisters if they don't wear them.

I didn't ask for it, but Jin Lin asked, because she didn't bring any clothes, and it happened that I basically didn't wear any of my clothes and pants. They were all from my college days, and I haven't thrown away some good-looking ones until now.

I am a good example of thrift and thrift, so I am short of giving me a pennant to praise me.

Jin Lin is a little taller than me, and she doesn't wear too much difference. When standing with me, Xie Ying sighed, "Zhizhi, you and Linlin really look like sisters."

"That's not true. There is a saying that beautiful people are all alike, but ugly people are all strange."

Jin Lin showed a shy smile at the side, and Xie Ying looked disgusted: "Your uncle, you put gold on your face every day."

It was already Saturday night, and Xie Ying was working as the head chef again. She was in a very bad mood these two days, and she had no intention of working.

Because Li Zi and his girlfriend are starting to get sticky again, and they are posting to Moments every day to show their affection.

It was like this every time, Xie Ying kicked the spare tire away when she no longer needed it.

It's just that Li Zi went too far this time, and sent a message to Xie Ying: "Xie Ying, let's stop contacting for now, or she will get angry."

When I saw the chat records, I almost died of anger, what's the matter with Xie Ying?Obviously she should be the most wronged one, okay?When Li Zi was sweetly in love, Xie Ying never disturbed her. She would only show up when Li Zi was in a state of despair and asked her to come out to drink to relieve boredom.

After Xie Ying cried for a while, she felt much better, but her mood was really affected. She simply didn't work for the past two days, so she stayed at home and played games and watched dramas. When Jin Lin came, she would play with Jin Lin game.

At the end of the meal, Xie Ying's unavoidable expression began to turn sad. I just wanted to comfort her and say something.

But Xie Ying was a little faster than me, and she asked me listlessly: "Zhi Zhi, when will you catch up with Shi Jinghe? I don't want to fall in love anymore, I think it's enough for you to fall in love."

I:"......"

Jin Lin's expression was wonderful, I swallowed my saliva, and heard her speak slowly: "Sister...?"