Pretend to be straight

After saying this sentence, I felt overly emotional again, and the corner of my mouth twitched: "Hehe."

She actually used a homophonic stalk to say that I made a stick.

Shi Jinghe was already a normal distance away from me, she raised the corners of her mouth, blinked her eyes, and pretended to be puzzled: "Huh? How do you know my nickname is He He?"

Another homonym.

I looked at her dark pupils, she had the joy of mischief because she deliberately misinterpreted my words, and there was a strong smile in her eyes at the moment.

I pursed my lips, and heard her say again: "There is something wrong with what I said yesterday."

I was taken aback: "Which sentence?"

"I just asked if you want to accept me as your niece." Shi Jinghe looked very serious, she folded her arms, but her right hand was stroking her chin, she seemed to be thinking about something, after two seconds, she He answered seriously, "Your cousin is in love with my niece, which means that they are of the same generation, so you are Jin Lin's cousin, which means that you and Jin Lin are also of the same generation. So, do you still have to call me?" Aunt? Should I accept you as my niece?"

I:?

I couldn't help it, and repeated it again: "Shi Jing and your uncle."

I really want to cover her mouth, but the feasibility is too low, I just think about it.

Definitely not because I dare not.

Shi Jinghe chuckled twice, raised his hand and patted my shoulder: "I'm not skinny anymore, I have to go back to work." After that, she was about to open the car door and leave.

I said "hey" and turned her attention to me. She leaned against the car door and looked at me with bright eyes: "What? Do you really want to be my niece? Then I will charge you."

"..." I let out a breath and asked her, "Isn't it time for get off work now? Going back to work? And today is Sunday."

"No." Shi Jinghe stroked her hair, "I'm the boss, and I decide my off-duty time." She showed a puzzled expression when she said this, "It's you, Lu Zhi, you Have you found a new job?" Attacking the public account: Here, you will open the door to the tangerine atmosphere.

"..." I was caught off guard by this question. I licked my lower lip and replied, "It's okay, it doesn't matter if you look for it or not."

At the beginning, it appeared in their eyes as the image of the working party, and later they said that they resigned, but after so long, I haven't found a "new job", so it's no wonder she asked me.

It was really a bit more than the model fee before, and I also have savings, if I feel short of money, I will just accept a task.

"That's fine, if you have any difficulties..." Just when I thought she would say "you can find me", she tilted her head and smiled, "Just bear it yourself."

After she finished speaking, she opened the car door and went in. It didn't take long for the red car to disappear from my sight.

I:……

But we really didn't get to know each other well or have a good relationship to the point where one side is in trouble and the other side supports it.

She and I are still developing in this direction, but it is also possible that I think so unilaterally.

Shi Jinghe has no shortage of friends. Although I have only seen Pei Keran now, the news she posted on Weibo revealed a lot.

She has two girlfriends, but one is in Qicheng and the other is in Liucheng. Last time when she was on a business trip in Liucheng, she posted on Weibo that she was going to play with her girlfriends.

She is in Yuncheng, so she doesn't see her often.

In addition, she also has several internet celebrity friends whom she met on Weibo, and occasionally when they meet offline, they still post on Weibo.

These are just superficial, in fact, I don't know how many good friends she has.

She has no shortage of friends, let alone friends like me who would get angry at her every now and then.

Is getting angry what I want to do?of course not.

I should be pretending to be good, even if I want to be angry, I have to show a smiling face, that's right.

But sometimes I feel that this kind of me is not real, I mean that Shi Jinghe will think that I am not real, that the appearance I show is too fake, and I am approaching her intentionally.

Although the fact is indeed that, I just went to contact her and meet her with the mentality of doing a task.

But this can't let her know let her guess!Otherwise, wouldn't my efforts of more than a month be in vain?

Although... I didn't make any effort. I took on other tasks during this period, and I was in a bad mood for a while, and a month passed inexplicably, which caught me by surprise.

In less than five months, can I break through Shi Jinghe's heart wall within these five months?

I don't know the bottom line, but I will definitely work hard in the future.

But right now I have to deal with one matter, and that is Qin Yiwen's matter.

I don't like to break up with customers uncleanly. It just so happens that Qin Yiwen is still calling me now, and I feel really tired.

The nature of him is different from other returning customers. After the first cooperation with me, other regular customers will come to me for the second time after a while. Don't contact me blindly during this period, only call me when you need me.

But Qin Yiwen was not. He kept drinking, and then called and cried while recalling. I couldn't bear it at first, so I started the after-sales service.

I can use my place as a temporary memory shelter once or twice, but not three times or four times, but he doesn't think there is anything wrong with his doing so, and he will still call me.

So on the next Monday, I called him, hoping to have a good talk with him who was sober.

He drank alcohol yesterday afternoon and cried out sadly. I couldn't listen to him and hung up the phone.And now that he woke up, he was in much better condition than yesterday afternoon.

In front of others, he still looks like "I have love phobia, don't bother me", hiding his past and sadness.

I called him and he answered and said he wanted to speak with me.

All right, all right, face to face, I won't have any contact with him after this meeting.

But now I have a kind of fear of Shi Jing and inexplicable. After all, she is my mission nemesis, so I set the meeting place at Yuncheng University, where Qin Yiwen is, and the time is eleven o'clock in the morning when the working party goes to work. I don't believe that Shi Jinghe is not at work at this time.

Qin Yiwen had no objection, and said that he would wait for me at the school gate.

This is not the first time for me to go to Yuncheng University. I have also been here when I was in college, because there were other high school friends who were studying in Yuncheng at that time. Unlike Meng Yisheng and I who went to Liucheng, and when we returned to Yuncheng , They basically all went to the capital again.

But I'm still not familiar with Yuncheng University. It's been a few years since I was in college.

I still drive there, I haven't taken the bus since my sophomore year.

One is because I am afraid of being crowded and afraid of physical contact with people, and the other is because my family's car reminds me of the time when I used to ride with my parents.

I just saw two energetic middle school students yesterday, and today I went to the gate of the university and looked at groups of college students. I feel... not very friendly to me.

I am also dressed more maturely today. Compared with the young girls with ponytails at the door, I suddenly have the illusion that I am already an "old aunt".

There are two statues at the gate of Yuncheng University. Qin Yiwen said that he was waiting for me at the statue on the right, and just let me get out of the car and walk there.

But I had already arrived, and I didn't see anyone. I stood under the statue of some famous person on the right, and called Qin Yiwen.

He said: "I'm shopping in the store and right away, I'll be here in two minutes."

"Oh, all right." I hung up the phone and waited patiently for him.

His speed is really slow, whether it was waiting for him to try on clothes in the changing room before or now, I feel so slow...

Maybe it's because my own pace of life is too fast?Although if you think about it, it's not fast.

The sunshine at [-] o'clock in the morning in autumn is just right, so it's a good choice to come out today.

There is a bus stop outside the school gate, and now a group of people are waiting for the bus, talking and laughing while waiting.

Qin Yiwen didn't come until the second bus left. I looked at my watch and couldn't help frowning.

10 minutes have passed, what about the agreed 2 minutes?

I won't be reimbursed for the gas expenses for this trip, but he is still procrastinating. I couldn't stand it, so I called him again.

He didn't answer and hung up on me. I frowned even more, feeling like I was being played.

At this moment, I was patted on the right shoulder, I looked to the left, and saw Qin Yiwen's face.

I didn't have a good tone: "It's amazing to let girls wait for you for so long."

He was carrying a black backpack, wearing a white hooded sweater, and his neat short hair set him off very energetic.

If I didn't know that he had such a past, I would have been deceived by his sunny appearance.

Qin Yiwen was not unhappy when he heard my words, he just said: "You didn't follow the routine, shouldn't you look to the right?"

Me: "..." What concerns?

He raised his hand: "Go buy this."

He carried a transparent plastic bag in his hand, and inside it was a khaki paper pouch.

He said: "I bought this from the most popular brown sugar glutinous rice cake shop outside the school. I thought I would just have to wait for 2 minutes, but..." He dropped his hand and scratched the back of his head, "The boss is lying. "

When Shi Jinghe went back to Liucheng last time, he also went to his alma mater to buy this. I remember it very clearly because I commented on her at that time.

I looked at Qin Yiwen's face and said, "Let's just say this, I..."

He interrupted me: "Wait a minute."

I said "Huh?" "What?"

He said: "I bought it specially for you, you can't help but eat it."

After speaking, he took my arm and tried to put the bag in my hand.

I broke my arm away from his hand, stepped back a little, and refused with a frown: "I don't like to eat, you can keep it for yourself."

"No." The smile on his face disappeared, his brows were tightened, and his expression was serious, "You like it."

He pulled my arm again, trying to put something in my hand, I wanted to break free, but he used a lot of strength this time, and I saw my wrist was already red from his fist .

Not only was it red, but I also felt pain.

He smiled again and forced the bag into my hands.

It wasn't long before I bought the item, and the temperature was still very high. When it touched the skin of my hand, it was instantly burned red.

I kicked his calf, wanting him to let go of my hand, but he didn't dodge. He just grunted when I kicked him down, and he said, "Lulu, you like candy."

I know he said "Lu Lu" instead of "Lu Lu" because he doesn't know me and I don't like sweets at all.

He stuffed something into my palm and held it, and then let go of my hand.

I was finally free. My palms were so hot that I wanted to scream. I quickly carried the bag to the trash can and threw it down.

Qin Yiwen stood on the spot and watched my movements, his expression didn't change, and there was still a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

It's a little creepy.

I looked for the next four weeks, and now it is the time for classes and work, but not all majors will have classes, so there are still many students who need to go to the city.

It's good if there are more people, at least it won't make me feel dangerous.

I pursed my lips tightly, and when the pain in my palm was about to disappear, I walked up to Qin Yiwen again and stared into his eyes: "I came here today just to say, don't contact me again. If you can't get out, just go See a psychiatrist and see if it works. I'm not telling you to forget her, but..."

Having said that, I didn't continue any further. He didn't interrupt me, but started directly.

Qin Yiwen grabbed my neck with one hand, his expression was grim, his voice was low, he gritted his teeth and said, "Lulu, you are so cruel, you want me to see a psychiatrist..."

I couldn't hear the words clearly, because he was exerting more and more force, and I had difficulty breathing, and I could only see a piece of white in my eyes.

I feel my hands struggling in the air, but I can't catch anything.

Because of the lack of oxygen, my brain was gradually going blank. The desire to survive made me open my mouth to call for help, but nothing came out.

I don't know how long it took, but just when I thought I was going to be crushed to death by him like this, I had already fallen on the cold floor.

There was also the pain in my neck. I closed my eyes and breathed heavily, and there was a lot of noise in my ears, as well as the voices of strangers who were very close to me.

More than one, there are men and women.

"Student, can you hear me?"

"My god! Don't be afraid, little sister! That bastard has already been caught by the security guards!"

"Fuck! Is this man a beast? Killing people in the street?"

"Everyone spread out, don't block it, she still needs to breathe."

"The ambulance will be here soon."

Ah... It turned out that Qin Yiwen had already been caught by the security guards, and I vaguely heard his struggle.

"Let go of me! She's my girlfriend!"

"I can't hurt her! We were just kidding!"

"I love you! I will always love you!"

I want to open my eyes to see his current situation, but now I have no strength in my whole body, and the only remaining strength is to breathe to survive.

After a while, I could no longer hear the outside voice.

When I woke up, all I saw was a pure white ceiling, and what I smelled was the irritating smell of disinfectant.

I know, I was in the hospital, and before I lost consciousness, I heard well-meaning strangers talking about the ambulance.

How is Qin Yiwen?This question popped up in my mind, but it was too late for me to think about it because Meng Yisheng was calling me.

Her voice was full of surprise: "Zhizhi! You're awake!"

Her face came into my eyes, and I saw the redness of her eyes and the tears on her face.

I know she's sad for me.

I tried my best to twitch the corners of my mouth: "I'm fine, don't worry." After I finished speaking, I coughed and my voice was hoarse, "Thirsty..."

Meng Yisheng suddenly realized, she wiped her tears with her cuff, got up and went to the side to pour water for me.

At this time the nurse came over to check on my situation, said a few words and then went to work elsewhere.

Meng Yisheng sniffed, rolled my hospital bed up, and then carefully handed me the water glass.

After drinking water, I felt that my throat felt much better and my lips were not so dry.

I licked my lips and said, "I forgot to put on the lipstick you gave me last time, no wonder it's peeling again now."

Meng Yisheng tucked the quilt up for me, still worried about me: "Zhizhi, is there anything wrong? Do you want to call the doctor again?"

I shook my head slightly and asked her, "How long have I been in a coma?"

After I finished speaking, I looked at the sky outside the window, and it was a bit dark, which was different from the warm sunshine at eleven o'clock.

"Seven hours."

I asked again: "How long have you been with me?"

"I'll come here when someone calls me." Her eyes turned red again, "This kind of situation can't happen again in the future."

I smiled: "Thank you for your hard work."

I used my work mobile phone when I went out today, and my personal mobile phone is also in my bag. I don’t know who called Meng Yisheng for me. I am very grateful.

I've been alone for a long time, but luckily I still have a few close friends who will always be there for me.

Meng Yisheng is my friend who has been with me for the longest time, maybe he can already be called a family member.

She knows the nature of my work and has always felt insecure, because I don't know those people well, and I don't know what they will do.

Especially when I was fanatically pursued by the opposite sex, Meng Yisheng's thoughts became even more serious. I didn't expect what happened today to be even more out of the ordinary.

Therefore, she asked me to give her a note on her phone number: A, I have an accident and call this number.

"A" is to make her number on the top, and you can see it when you click on the address book.

I used to think she was overthinking, but now I think she is right.

After all... my parents' numbers are no longer available.

Meng Yisheng poured me water again, and I looked at her slightly protruding belly and said, "Yisheng, you should rest first, don't forget that you are pregnant."

Meng Yisheng turned his head and glared at me: "You also remember that I am pregnant?"

Her temper changed too much from usual, I moved my throat, and in the end I didn't say anything, listening to her continue nagging me.

"When I got the call, I thought I heard it wrong. They said that you were strangled by a man, and your life or death is unknown now."

"Lu Zhi, you are only 24 years old, can you think more for yourself?"

"Your goddaughter will be born in a few months, and you haven't bought her clothes, pants, milk powder, or a longevity lock. How can you leave like this?"

"...It's not like you don't know the password of my bank card, you can withdraw money and buy the same one yourself." I couldn't help but reply.

Meng Yisheng had a look of disbelief: "?"

I apologized and said with a smile: "I'm just kidding, don't be angry, don't be angry, be careful to be angry with the baby."

"Just make fun of this again, and don't see me in the future."

"Okay, okay, got it."

I didn't eat breakfast when I went out in the morning, because I got up late, so I planned to have it together at noon.

As a result, something like this happened. I didn't eat lunch. It's almost seven o'clock in the evening, and my stomach is already flattened from hunger.

Nothing happened anymore, I was just in a temporary coma, and I didn't like the smell of the hospital, so I was discharged soon.

Among my friends, except for Meng Yisheng, no one knows about this matter.

The less people know, the better, lest people worry about me.

But what I didn't expect was that the spread of this matter was not only in Yuncheng University, but also on the Internet.

Someone took a video of the scene and posted it on Weibo, with over ten thousand retweets and comments.

[My mother, I passed by the gate of Yuncheng University and witnessed an accident. A man strangled a woman's neck on the spot. Now the man has been controlled by security. Someone called the police and called an ambulance. Don't bully me Why did I just pass by before I took the video, and the man had already been arrested. "]

The blogger attached a 2-minute video, which is full of restless people and me, the protagonist who fell on the ground, but he was not very close, and my face was covered by hair, so my face It is not clear.

The one who showed me the video was none other than Xie Ying. As soon as I got home, she noticed something was wrong, because I had a bad complexion, and there was a mark on my neck, and my clothes and pants were exactly the same as those in the video.

She immediately recognized me as the girl in the video, hugged me instantly, and burst into tears.

"I remember that you have such clothes and pants. When I saw the video, I hoped that this person was not you, but I just bumped into you, but..." Xie Ying broke down in tears when she said this.

I patted her on the shoulder to comfort her: "I'm fine, I'm fine."

Hey, it makes me very uncomfortable to make people who care about me worry so much.

I haven't seen Qin Yiwen since I opened my eyes. Meng Yisheng told me that the police have found out that Qin Yiwen is mentally ill. He has dropped out of school for a long time, and now he rents a house by himself.

When he was caught, he had given up struggling. With tears all over his face, he shouted heartbreakingly, "I'm sorry I love you" and "I shouldn't have let you jump off the building..."

I was terrified when I heard this, and I was glad that I was not dead but survived.

Qin Yiwen's girlfriend Lu Lu did not jump off the building voluntarily, but was instigated.

They fell in love with each other when they were in high school. They were sweet at first, but they were discovered later by their family. Lulu’s parents hoped that Lulu’s academic performance would not be affected. Besides, Qin Yiwen was a single-parent family, his father was an alcoholic, and his family didn’t have much money, so they looked down on him Qin Yiwen.

The young lovers were in a period of passionate love, and it was very difficult for this, and the parents even called the teacher to put pressure together. Under such circumstances, Qin Yiwen said an irrational idea.

He said that they could jump off the building together, and it is a wonderful thing for those who love each other to die for love.

Lulu also has older brothers and sisters. If she dies, the family will only lose a pair of chopsticks, and it will also save one person from the family to spend money.

He just brainwashed the other party in this way, and later things developed beyond his expectations. Lu Lu herself felt that she was not living happily, and it was Qin Yiwen who gave her a new life.

She didn't want Qin Yiwen to die, so she left him in the end and really jumped off the building.

Qin Yiwen lived in a tense family since he was a child. His father would abuse him whenever he drank alcohol. When he was in junior high school, he began to work quietly to support his education. His father sometimes took the money he earned to buy alcohol. .

He hates, he is angry.

His world was black and white until Lulu appeared, but a series of things happened later, and he became what he is now.

So Qin Yiwen lied to me from the very beginning. He is still in college at his age, but in fact he has not been in school for a long time.

He kept disguising himself in front of people until he met "Lu Lu" who was the same as "Lu Lu".

As I listened to this, I felt heavy, which finally turned into a long sigh.

Xie Ying also sighed after listening to my recitation, she said: "Life is alive, and I have suffered too much pain." She looked at me, "But you still have to eat well, sleep well, and love your loved ones until this life is over. over."

I lowered my eyes and suddenly burst into tears.