Pretend to be straight

The fact that Jin Lin likes Cen Xuan made me suddenly feel that life is really wonderful.

Because it also brings me into a relationship with Shi Jinghe, even though I'm just a fake cousin, but it doesn't matter now.

What's important is that things happened one after another, and I gradually got a little bit connected with Shi Jinghe.

But it's a bit strange to think about it. Before I received this mission, I hadn't seen Shi Jinghe in Yuncheng for so long, and I met him by chance not long after that, and more than once.

Well, maybe we passed each other, but I wasn't paying attention to her, and I hadn't paid attention to her before, so I probably wouldn't recognize anyone even standing in front of me.

Besides, I am not a person who would go to see strangers. Even if we had dinner together in a restaurant, I would not care too much.

However, this is my personal situation, not necessarily others.

This reminds me of the keywords I searched for this task before, which is why no one tweets that they have met Shi Jinghe by chance.

I got the answer to this question at the coffee shop that day.

After Shi Jinghe finished asking me, before I got an answer, a girl came over with her mobile phone in her hand, stood in front of her, bent slightly, and asked in a low voice, "Mei Shi, is that you?"

Shi Jinghe looked at her, showed a gentle smile, and teased her: "It's me, it's me, girl... are you swearing?"

I didn't realize it until she finished speaking, "Is that you" is a homonym for "It's your mother".

Xie Ying often talks like "hit your mother" and "day your mother".

The girl looked a little shy, and blushed when she was teased by Shi Jinghe.

I sighed secretly at the side, Shi Jing and this Internet celebrity are really... easy to handle.

Maybe it's because my mental activity was shown by my face. Shi Jinghe glanced at me, twitched the corners of his mouth and turned his attention to that girl again. Her voice was still a bit sexy, but at the moment it seemed like she was trying to maintain her image , more deliberately, and sounded better than before, she smiled: "Do you want to take a group photo?"

The girls nodded very quickly. I picked up the coffee and drank it while watching their heads squeeze together.

The girl's arms stretched forward, but she was not tall and her arms were not long. Shi Jinghe smiled kindly, took the phone into his hand, and asked her, "Which button should I press? Let me do it."

I watched her movements and expressions, and my eyelids twitched.

Shi Jinghe wore a mask when she had acne due to allergies. She is a burdened person who refuses to be exposed to an unattractive side.

But now she is in a good state, and the smile on the corner of her mouth is just right.

The selfie between the two of them was over, and the coffee in my mouth made me want to drink pure water.

Shi Jinghe handed the phone to the girl, and she frowned, "It's better not to tweet that you met me, thank you."

The girl nodded frequently again, her face was still red, her eyes seemed to be twinkling with stars, it looked as if Shi Jinghe was a big star and she was a small fan.

But... Maybe there is no difference, Shi Jinghe may really be a "big star" in the Internet celebrity world.

After the girl left, Shi Jinghe's expression returned to the original, her expression was calm and a little lazy.

I thought about it and said, "You have quite a lot of fans."

She looked up at me and smiled: "Are you too?" She paused, "Are you my fan too?"

I nodded and shook my head: "Is it right? If you follow you and you are considered a fan, then I am." I added, "I only followed you a while ago."

Shi Jinghe said "Oh~", and her ending sound was very long: "Before I met you, you didn't pay attention to me, can I understand this?"

"more or less."

I won't tell her that I even sent her a private message to ask her if she is dating online, otherwise it would be... too embarrassing.

It's more appropriate to skip the topic, lest she want to ask me for my Weibo number, then I refuse.

Whether it is large or small, I refuse.

"Hey." I sighed lightly, and brought the matter up to Jin Lin and Cen Xuan again, "Then today, is it convenient for you to tell your niece when you go back later?"

I feel a little weird when I say the word "niece" now, Shi Jing and this person are too out of touch with the routine.

She clearly knew what I meant, but she didn't answer directly, and talked about him from left to right.

And I only know that she has an ex and that the other party is married, and the rest are basically useless.

I suspect that Dai Sheng and the others did it on purpose. I think they actually know Shi Jinghe's sexual orientation, and even who Shi Jinghe and his ex are, but they just don't tell me.

how?Are you afraid that it will be too easy for me to get 1000 million?

It's too stingy.

Shi Jinghe looked more serious, she nodded slowly: "It's convenient." Her brows furrowed again at this moment, "But... I don't know if my niece wants to see your cousin or not."

I waved my hand and smiled: "It's okay, kid, we can make up soon."

In fact, I am not very old, but compared to 17-year-old Jin Lin and Cen Xuan, there is still a seven-year age difference.

The 21-year-old Qin Yiwen has a generation gap in my eyes, not to mention that Jin Lin and Cen Xuan are only 17 years old, which makes me feel really... very small.

But being young also has the advantage of being young, that is, the mind is pure, and everything is done for the sake of the other party, but it is a bit naive.

It's as if Jin Lin chose to lead herself into a "wrong path" in order to prevent Cen Xuan from falling into the vortex of public opinion.

Her starting point was fine, she wanted to protect Cen Xuan, but she used the wrong method, if it wasn't for what happened later, the misunderstanding between the two children didn't know when it would be resolved.

Sometimes, it is a lifetime thing to miss, and it will be too late when it is too late to regret later.

The words Jin Lin asked me to bring were very short: Do you want to eat ice cream tomorrow?It's two o'clock in the afternoon.

When I listened to her tell me, I felt like I was being fed dog food.

a bit sweet.

Because this was their token of love, even though that layer of milk stains had already been licked off by Jin Lin.

I couldn't help sighing again, because I haven't experienced this kind of sweetness for a long, long time.

If you really want to recall, you can only feel this way when you are with your first love. Even eating a sweet potato together in winter, I felt happy and sweet at that time.

The other thing is... After all, I don't like the boyfriends I made later, no matter what they do to make me happy, I will applaud and even laugh, but... it's all perfunctory.

It's all done by me, as long as I can make them happy by looking happy, then it's fine for me to contribute a little bit of acting.

In love, it’s good to be happy, although what I feel in my heart is full of heaviness.

I owe them everything I don't like for being with them.

If acting can pay off, then I will do my best to play the two-month limited-time girlfriend well.

But right now I have a more important role, I want to play a good suitor, and I will also play a good girlfriend in the future.

The two involved the same person, that is, Shi Jinghe.

But... I still find it difficult.

Shi Jing and I have no breakthrough here. Since she mentioned her ex that day, she never said anything about it.

I don't want to ask rashly, because the last time I asked her if she was a straight girl, it was enough to make me feel embarrassed.

I thought about it for a long time. Could the reason for my slow progress be that I haven't pursued girls for a long time, so my skills are rusty?

I think it's really possible.

Although my heart is like a mirror, I didn't have any skills at all when I was pursuing my first love.

But I still asked Xiao Xu out. After all, Xiao Xu is crooked, and he pursues more people of the same sex than I do.

It means that he has more experience than me, so I asked him for advice.

But I didn't tell him that I was doing a mission. In fact, the fewer people who know about it, the better, even though Xiaoxu and I are very good friends.

"You mean, do you have a girl you seem to like?!" After listening to me, Xiao Xu asked me another question, wanting to make sure that he heard correctly.

His tone was a little unbelievable, and his eyes widened a little.

I nodded: "Yes."

Xiaoxu became serious, and he said: "To be honest, Zhizhi, when you said that your first love was a girl, I didn't really believe it at first, because since I met you, all the people you dated were boys."

I have known Xiaoxu for two years, and I have made three boyfriends in the two years, and they all know about it, but they have never met.

It is impossible for them to meet with my friends, because they will break up in two months. During this period, it is better not to get involved with my friends, so as not to break the cleanliness.

I nodded again: "Well, you continue."

"But when I thought about it later, I realized that was the case. Many homosexuals fell in love with the opposite sex or stayed with the opposite sex because they were hurt by the person they liked."

"..." My eyelids couldn't help but twitch, Xiao Xu is indeed a senior gay guy.

We are sitting on the bench under the willow tree by the moat of Yuncheng. It is rare to see the sun today, so it is very comfortable to come out to bask in the sun.

Behind is a vast grassland, and some families are laying out blankets to lie down on it.

There are more children, and a series of laughter keeps coming to my ears.

Closer to the river, there was an old man sitting on a small stool, fishing with a fishing rod in his hand.

The river is not turbulent, on the contrary, the river looks calmer under the sun.

The fish, wanting to come out for some fresh air, couldn't resist jumping out of the water, and then performed a perfect or failed fall.

I closed my eyes, enjoying the caress of the warm sunshine, and Xiao Xu continued: "Why do you want to be with the opposite sex? Because this way the pressure will be much less, family pressure, social pressure, etc... Look at my parents, look at my boyfriend. Friends, parents, are urging us to find a girlfriend." He sighed, "It's off topic, back on track."

I opened my eyes to look at him and then closed them again, and said, "So how do you chase after him?"

"What the other party likes and dislikes, do you know these basic things?"

I said hesitantly, "I know, but it's only part of it."

The list I made when I was doing the strategy was still on the desk, but I rarely took it out to read.

It is full of dynamic content posted by Shi Jinghe on Weibo. I just extracted some important information, and I wrote everything I could write on it.

In this way, a simple "How to Quickly Understand Shi Jinghe" was formed.

"And you are already friends, right? Then start with these details, let her feel that you care about her, and then she will gradually pay attention to your details."

The wind was so comfortable on my face, I couldn't help yawning, and said slowly: "But, isn't that the same with friends?" I said, "For example, I know what you don't like to eat. .”

"That's different. You have to show that you have special feelings in it, and make her feel that you separate her from other friends, not in the same circle. She was put in a place by you alone. It's the two of you. In other words, you have to let her know that you feel a little differently about her."

"Oh..." I half understood.

"In a nutshell: the details determine everything."

I opened my eyes and looked at him, and couldn't help asking: "Is this how you were when you were chasing your partner?"

"No." Xiao Xu looked smug, "He chased me, okay."

I hadn't asked him these things before, but now I couldn't help being more interested, and I asked again: "How long have you been chasing him?"

"...Two days." Xiao Xu looked away, his neck was a little red, I don't know if it was from the sun or because of this topic, "It's not considered chasing. I also fell in love with him at first sight, and we fell in love the next day It's time for bed."

I:"……"

Okay, Shi Jinghe and I can't be like this.

Love at first sight and goodbye are not ours, otherwise it will be a month, and there will be no spark.

"By the way!" Xiao Xu turned his head again, he seemed to have remembered something important, and looked at me with a serious expression, "Is that woman straight and curvy?"

I squinted my eyes: "I don't know... I am also confused. If you say she is straight, I don't think it is so straight, because she didn't answer directly when I asked her if she was straight last time. But if you say she is curvy, she It doesn't bend, because it will directly feed me candies..."

Xiao Xu made a "pause" gesture to interrupt me: "What is the operation of feeding you candy?"

"It seems that when we met for the third time, she pinched a candy to my mouth and fed it in. Her fingertips were still a little cold, and then she praised me for being sweet..."

Xiaoxu seemed to be unable to listen anymore, he waved his hands, stood up, and looked at me: "Sister Zhizhi, give up, this girl is a straight daughter, stop flirting and don't chase after me."

His attitude changed too quickly, I: ...?

Xiao Xu looked at the other side of the river again. After a while, he sighed: "If you want to live a decent life, you have to stay away from straight men and women."

He looked at me again with deep eyes, and repeated again: "Zhizhi, give up." He stroked the top of my hair, "Be obedient, let's not provoke straight people, or you will end up covered in scars."

"..."

But I still have to overcome difficulties, because it is all money.

So in the final analysis, my biggest obstacle right now is not knowing Shi Jinghe's sexual orientation.

How do you know?I frowned and looked at Shi Jinghe's various habits and information on the list, and felt that I was just one step away.

It is unrealistic to ask Dai Sheng, because he will definitely not tell me.

It's unrealistic to ask Pei Keran, because she and Shi Jinghe are too close, and the relationship between the two is too good. What if I ask her and she turns around and tells Shi Jinghe?Or not answer at all?

Anyway, I won't ask her, it's too unsafe, I have to find another way to be safe.

perhaps……

I don't need to know, let me show it in front of Shi Jinghe first?Try acting like I like her?

The phone rang while I was thinking, it was Jin Lin calling.

I put the list in the drawer and answered, "Hello? What's the matter?"

"Sister, we've finished watching the movie, I'll come back later to get the cub."

Cub is the name of her giraffe doll. She didn't bring it out today and left it with me.

"Okay, got it, be careful on the road."

"Hmm, yes."

Since this matter was resolved, Jin Lin was much happier.

At such a beautiful age, it is better to be happy, otherwise when you grow up, you will be less happy than others for a few years.

I was very happy when I was 17 years old, my parents were here, I still had a lot of pocket money, and I bought things when I had something to do, and they didn't know me.

Xie Ying is not at home now, and she wasn't there before I went out to meet Xiao Xu, and she hasn't come back when I come back.

I sent her a message to ask, she said she went to drink with Li Zi, she said that Li Zi was in a bad mood recently, he had a fight with his girlfriend, she had to do something for him, even if it could only relieve Li Zi Boredom and sorrow are also good.

Hey, this silly girl is really good at being a spare tire.

But I can't say anything, Xie Ying enjoys it, if I say something, maybe in the end I will look in the mirror like Zhu Bajie - I am not a human inside and out.

Numerous examples tell me that at some point, friendship is so fragile that it cannot stand a single blow in front of love.

I don't know if Xie Ying is such a person in such a situation, so I don't want to take the risk, otherwise I will lose my friend at that time, and the loss outweighs the gain.

When Jin Lin knocked on the door, I was on the phone with Qin Yiwen in the bedroom.

He called me again.

I didn't want to pick it up, but he was so pitiful that I softened up a bit, so I did it anyway.

I opened the door and listened to Qin Yiwen's intermittent voice: "Ah... Lu, Lu Zhi, do you think she still remembers me? How are you doing in heaven?"

When Jin Lin saw me on the phone, she wanted to share her joy with me, but when she saw me on the phone, she couldn't help but change her shoes obediently.

I went to the bedroom again: "She remembers you, is doing well, and even asks you? Why are you doing so poorly, and you haven't come out of your sorrow yet."

I don't know if this is good or bad, is Qin Yiwen infatuated like this?Because of his girlfriend's death, he chose to close his heart, not letting anyone in or letting himself out.

He drank again today, and his speech was still a little slurred and intermittent. I didn't wait for him to say anything, and continued: "She can't come back even if she got drunk and ruined her body. She has been away for three years, and she can't come back." Here it is, but you, when will you wake up?" I was so angry with him, because he has been living in the past, "Stop talking, I'm busy, I hung up, and I don't have time to listen to you."

His decadent state can't even be tolerated by me, a daily depressed person.

Putting the phone aside, I thrust my waist angrily, waiting for my emotions to calm down.

Oh shit.

The after-sales service is really annoying. I can understand some staff in the service industry.

When encountering such an elm head, no matter how good your mentality is, you will be angry.

After a while, I went to the living room to drink water. Jin Lin sat on the carpet with her head down and played with her mobile phone.

After I drank a few sips, I felt much better and my anger subsided. I rubbed Jin Lin's head and asked her, "When are you going back to school? Shall I see you off?"

Jin Lin's mother sent me money last night, saying that I would like to take care of Jin Lin. They have been busy and have no time, ignoring their daughter's feelings. Now that Jin Lin is finally willing to tell me these things, they are very happy.

Whenever I am happy, I want to send money to me, so that I can help more.

Jin Lin said she didn't want the money, and she thought I should take it, but I didn't think it would be enough. Jin Lin is a really cute little girl, and I also regarded her as my younger sister, so I took the money from her mother for the first time. Jin Lin saved it.

Jin Lin looked up at me, her crooked eyes and raised lips revealed her current mood, she said, "Let's wait a while, I have an appointment with Cen Xuan."

"Okay." I sat down, leaned back on the sofa, and asked her, "How is today? Is the misunderstanding resolved?"

Jin Lin nodded: "It's resolved..." She scratched the back of her head, "It's just that Cen Xuan's aunt followed us."

I burst into laughter with a "puchi": "Where is Shi Jinghe being a light bulb?!"

"She said she was just here to feel the sweetness of being in love with a young man." Jin Lin showed an embarrassed smile, "Maybe she doesn't worry about me..."

I patted her head again: "You are very good, remember to study hard and make progress every day with Cen Xuan, and get into the same university."

"Yes!" The girl's voice was crisp and clear, and the answer was sonorous and forceful.

At 05:30 in the afternoon, I drove Jin Lin to Yuncheng No. [-] Middle School. They were not yet in their third year of high school, and the roll call was only at [-] o'clock on Sunday night. If I went earlier, there would be less traffic jam.

On the way, Jin Lin hugged her schoolbag and said, "By the way, sister, Aunt Cen Xuan is also going to take her to school." She looked at me, "You might see her."

"It's okay." I smiled, worrying that I didn't know what reason to find to get Shi Jing out.

After turning around for a while, the car stopped on a road outside Yuncheng No. [-] Middle School.

Because I knew that Shi Jinghe would be there, I couldn't make any mistakes in playing the role of Cousin Jin Lin.

Jin Lin lowered her head to send a message to Cen Xuan. There were other cars passing by us, so I pulled Jin Lin inside.

Jin Lin broadcast: "It will be here soon."

"Row."

Within 2 minutes, a red car stopped next to us.

Jin Lin pursed her lips to suppress her happiness, but the smile in her eyes still betrayed her.

I was deeply moved, and finally patted her on the shoulder, signaling her to cheer with my eyes.

Cen Xuan is a girl with short hair reaching her ears, she looks lively and sunny.

When she got out of the car and saw me, she put back the smile on her face, and called me "Sister Zhizhi" obediently.

"Hello."

People have to accept their old age, especially when there are two minors standing next to them.

Shi Jinghe also got off the car, and she handed her schoolbag to Cen Xuan: "I forgot my schoolbag." She frowned slightly, "So happy?"

Cen Xuan hugged her schoolbag in her arms, and smiled: "Sister Zhizhi, and Aunt Xiangu, let's go to school to do homework first."

The two of them said goodbye to us and left. When we were out of sight, I finally couldn't help laughing.

I looked at Shi Jinghe amusedly, and said word by word: "He, fairy, aunt? Shi Jinghe is an aunt who is like a fairy? Did you let your niece call you that?" My expression was exaggerated, "Aiya , I am Shi Jinghe's face, she doesn't want me anymore."

Shi Jinghe had no expression on her face, she called me: "Lu Zhi." She raised her lips, "Put your ears close, I have a similar name for you."

I refused: "Just say so."

She shook her head: "No."

I:"……"

I leaned forward, so close that I could feel her warm breath in my ear.

a little itchy.

She spoke slowly, with a very soft voice: "Branch, stick."

"Shi Jing and your uncle!"