The Blaze of Xueba

Boyhood (36)

Li Lie stood up with difficulty, Zhou Yan asked, "Is there anything wrong?"

"Thanks to your old age, the ribs are not broken."

"..."

Li Lie suddenly clung to Zhou Yan with a big horse, "Why do you look like this, brother is fine. Are you really not going to have a heart-to-heart talk with me?"

"Talking about football is not a focus interview. A little thing can't suffocate people to death."

Zhou Yan felt that Li Lie was lying on him too tightly, but he was reluctant to let go, and he wanted Li Lie to hold him tighter pervertedly.

The world only envies mandarin ducks but not immortals.

He only admires the gangster Li Lie.

He turned around and held Li Lie's hand, just being self-willed for a moment, then let go after a while, and laughed loudly, "Okay."

Li Lie was puzzled, "Wouldn't it be better if you held my hand earlier? Could it be that my hand is really rejuvenating?"

"Idiot." Zhou Yan scolded affectionately.

Li Lie stroked his head, "It's all right, let's go back to the classroom."

Since his relationship is destined to be fruitless, it is better to cut off the signs from the beginning, so when he held his hand just now, he had made up his mind to forget him.

But getting along day and night, people are in front of us every day, how to forget, fortunately Zhou Yan's endurance is extremely strong, no matter how much he likes to be stupefied, he freezes him under his indifferent eyebrows, his heart is burning with flames, fever and scorched, and his face is as kind as water, Teach people not to see a trace of waves.

Zhou Yan no longer eats with Li Lie and goes home together. Anyway, what the two of them did before, Zhou Yan kept a distance from him. He either asked him to go first or he went first. Overnight, the world seemed to have changed.

Li Lie is like falling into the clouds and can't see clearly. A while ago, he was still very close, so why did he suddenly draw a Milky Way to avoid me every day!

Li Lie is really tired of hearing Zhou Yan's "I'm sorry, can I have a moment?" It was a pleasure to step on him.He finally understood what it means to "turn your face faster than turning a book". No wonder the United States and the Soviet Union had a cold war as soon as World War II ended.

Zhou Yan, who turned his face, is more robot than a robot every day, and Li Lie's tricks don't work anymore. Zhou Yan just doesn't say a word to him every day except for his homework. On him, Zhou Yan was indifferent, like a zombie.

Finally, Li Lie couldn't take it anymore, he didn't go to the evening self-study, grabbed Zhou Yan, and dragged him to the rooftop on the top floor.It was the beginning of June at this time, and the ground on the top floor was emitting heat, and the wind was so strong at night that it made Zhou Yan's hair fly.

Zhou Yan stood silently.Li Lie leaned against the railing. He turned Zhou Yan's bowed head and asked, "Zhou Yan, how did I offend you? You treated me like this?"

Zhou Yan felt ashamed, but his tone was colder than iron, "You never offended me."

"Then what do you mean by hanging me out like this every day?"

Only then did Zhou Yan look at Li Lie seriously. There was no light on the roof, so Li Lie didn't notice that his eyes were very red.

Zhou Yan, "We've known each other for a year. I'm already tired of you and don't want to be friends with you, so there's no need for us to be together every day. You can change your seat for the next exam."

"Why am I changing seats?"

"If you don't change it, then I will change it."

"You are not allowed to change!"

Zhou Yan didn't have the strength to speak any more.

Li Lie slapped his hands on the railing vigorously, clenched into fists and slapped desperately. Slowly, the joints were already bleeding, and there was a heart-rending pain in his hands.Li Lie pursed his lips and carried out this act of self-mutilation unswervingly.

Zhou Yan burst into tears when he saw it. He tried his best to hold back his fist and said, "If you want to get angry, hit me!"

Li Lie really hit him, Zhou Yan didn't even blink, Li Lie's bloody fist opened into a palm, and he put it down helplessly.

Zhou Yan said, "Now you understand, I'm a pervert with a golden jade and a rot in the middle, and I'm still willful. You are right to be angry. If you don't get angry, you are in the same boat as me. So, Li Lie, congratulations on getting out of the sea of ​​suffering as soon as possible. "

Zhou Yan forced a smile, Li Lie looked at him seriously, making him uncomfortable, he turned around, Li Lie hugged him from behind.

"Why do you keep talking about yourself like that? You don't know that I'm the happiest when I'm with you. Last time I heard Yang Wei talk about you scoring crazy goals alone, I thought it was because of me. See Come on, I am so narcissistic, narcissism is a disease, and it needs to be cured."

He pulled Zhou Yan over, "Forget it, if you're bored, you'll be bored. Anyway, I'm born to be beaten up. Since you said so, I can't make things difficult for you. Then I'll change my position next time."

"Don't change."

Zhou Yan couldn't bear it anymore.

He added, "I'm not used to sitting with other people."

"You still can't bear to part with me, brother." Li Lie said with a smile.

"As you wish!"

"You said that if you have something to say, you must keep it in your heart if you don't tell me, okay? When I get sick from boredom, I have to go to the mental hospital to see you."

"..."

Li Lie wanted to ask Zhou Yan what he wanted, but in the end he didn't say a word, and he got a right hand wrapped like a steamed bun. The unexpected harvest was also this right hand. Zhou Yan felt ashamed, just like before when his right shoulder was injured. Take care of him the same.

But I always feel that Zhou Yan is avoiding himself, talking without looking at his eyes, and not giving him any face except taking care of him. Li Lie thought: Am I really annoying him so much...

Hate to the point of retreating three and a half feet and not wanting to say a word?

As soon as his hands are good, he goes to the playground to play basketball, and Yang Wei is also there.Li Lie poured all his anger into the basketball. Basketball was hard work. He was thrown, thrown, and beaten back and forth by Li Lie. After playing for half an hour, Li Lie was also tired, and sat slumped on the side panting for breath.

"Brother Lie, what do you want from me?" Yang Wei asked.

Yang Wei is the only person in the class who has seen the relationship between him and Zhou Yan. Now he especially needs a psychologist like Yang Wei to counsel him.

Li Lie didn't hide it, and went straight to the point, "How do you know that I like Zhou Yan?"

Is it such a large scale when it comes up?Yang Wei coughed seriously, "I'll know it when I see it."

"how do you know?"

"Well, this one depends on feeling."

"What do you feel?"

"It's hard to say." Yang Wei was very troublesome, "You guys are a bit special. I have been watching marriage for so many years, but I don't understand it very well."

"Then do you think Zhou Yan is interested in me?"

"Brother Lie, why, are you going to confess?"

"It's a ball for you, the horoscope has not been written yet."

"Uh, what's the matter, don't you stick together all day?"

"So what if you stick together?"

"Nonsense, of course you can fall in love with each other for a long time."

"Then have you and Fatty Wu been in love for a long time?"

"...I'm not good at that."

Li Lie threw the frayed basketball far away irritably, and the ball rolled away.Yang Wei and others usually have to ask Li Lie for instructions when they touch a ball. It seems that he is so annoyed that his head is smoking.

Yang Wei, "Brother Lie, this matter can't be rushed, you have to sit on the sidelines for several years to chase a girl, and what's more, you're chasing a boy."

"That's not the problem."

"?"

Li Lie glanced at Yang Wei and said very sadly, "He has disqualified me from chasing him."

"So for a long time you are broken in love?"

"I don't have any love, how can I lose it?"

"Zhou Yan won't let you chase him?"

"That's probably what it means."

Li Lie hugged his head in great pain, Yang Wei really felt sorry for him, but he was an outsider, so he didn't know how to comfort him.Suddenly Li Lie asked, "Yang Wei, what do you think of us?"

"?"

"Hey, it's the love between boys and boys."

"How can I see, see with my eyes."

"Seriously, I mean it!"

Yang Wei sighed, "I have no experience, but I personally support it. This is rather special, and many people actually can't accept it."

Suddenly he seemed to think of something, and said, "Is it possible that this is the case? Zhou Yan may have realized that you intended to do something wrong to him, and was ashamed to say it, so he found a reason to reject you."

Li Lie's eyes were ashen and powerless, and he murmured, "Is that so?"

Yang Wei was afraid of hurting his heart, so he hurriedly waved his hands and said, "I'm talking nonsense, I don't know him very well, you didn't notice anything when you got close to him?"

Li Lie, "He knows all kinds of attacks, isn't this from some anime?"

Yang Wei really didn't expect Zhou Yan to have such "knowledge" in this field.His eyes were shining, and he patted Li Lie, "Brother Lie, now you just need to wait."

"Wait?"

"Wait."

Yang Wei pointed out the word "wait" to the confused Li Lie like an expert.While Li Lie was waiting, something bad happened to everyone in class 17—discipline division.

When Lao Cai talked about the division of subjects at the class meeting, the people in the class were unprecedentedly excited. The division of subjects not only means class division, but also directly linked to the college entrance examination. How can it not be worrying.

Lao Cai looked cold and serious, and said earnestly, "According to my experience in leading classes in the past, I believe that most people will choose science. As your class teacher, I can clearly tell you that science is indeed easier to find a job than liberal arts, but this does not mean Liberal arts is useless, and liberal arts are better than liberal arts. In short, there is still plenty of time, you should think about it carefully and ask your parents and people around you for their opinions. I will leave the subject list with Li Lie, and those who decide to choose liberal arts will have to wait before the final exam Fill it out and give it to me."

There was an uproar in the class, and there were whispers and discussions everywhere, all of which were selected texts and rationale.

Selection or selection?

What a headache.

Zhou Yan has always been cold to Li Lie. No matter how thick-skinned Li Lie is, his self-esteem is still there. Others say nothing, and he has no strength to toss about. Only his row was covered in ice for thousands of miles, the two of them looked like two ice sculptures, they didn't make a sound, it was so cold.

Seeing that Li Lie didn't speak, Yang Wei didn't dare to speak to Zhou Yan.At this moment, the fat man Wu Pang has fully proved the virtue of not pretending to be anything but food in his head. He didn't see through these messy relationships at all. Yan, what subject do you choose?"

"Nonsense, our academic committee must choose science! What's the use of liberal arts, wait until you starve to death!" Yang Wei pulled Fatty Wu, and the fat man's fat buttocks had a horrible intimate contact with the hard chair, which made his mouth hurt. All crooked.

"Brother Wei, are you going to murder me? I provoked you!" Fatty Wu complained while rubbing his butt.

Yang Wei gloated, "Killing you is doing harm to the people."

Wu Fatty didn't fully understand this sentence, and Li Lie felt sad when he heard it. Zhou Yan also hated him like this half a year ago, but now looking at this tablemate, neither cold nor hot, neither salty nor light, he was a little bit Stuffed, he stood up suddenly and ran out of the classroom.

Looking at Li Lie's back, Zhou Yan sighed inwardly.He heard the two people in the back, Yang Wei and Wu Fat, arguing daily, scolding and laughing, and heard the people in the front row say, "I choose the truth." There was a desperate cry from a distance—"Oh, it's so entangled, the selected text It's better to choose the reason, why not let me choose the first male or the second male, Daomingsi or Huazelei."

There are all kinds of voices.

He turned his head and saw the lush trees and the blue sky outside the window. He put down his pen and was lost in thought.

How long will such freedom last?

He is also a member of the huge entangled crowd. Judging by his grades, he is comparable in arts and sciences, and his main subject is relatively average. Geography is a weak subject in liberal arts, and physics is relatively weak in science. Of course, these are based on himself. , relatively speaking, in fact, even if he is weak, he is still strong in the eyes of others.

If it is based on interests, he prefers English, history and chemistry, and they are equally distributed, so it is rare to choose.Why is it always so average, why can't we come to the sword and go to one side?

Too entangled, entangled into Guo Jingming, just looking up at the sky at a [-]-degree angle and sadly flowing against the river.

That being the case, why should there be divisions? The division of disciplines is just like people need to eat and the sun must rise from the east. It is imperative and there is no reason.