The Blaze of Xueba

Boyhood (35)

A slight smile is very charming.

Li Lie smiled terribly.

Li Lie's usual carefree attitude has been deeply rooted in Zhou Yan's heart. From any point of view, the two should be incompatible. In a smile that is more disturbing than the magic ringtone.

The whole class was overjoyed because they won the first one in the basketball game, and there was another colorful pennant on the wall behind the class. Even Lao Cai used the first few minutes of his class to praise them.

Only Zhou Yan was absent-minded. He didn't pretend to be dismissive, but he really couldn't concentrate. Li Lie's smiling face kept appearing in front of his eyes, and he couldn't shake it off.

Angrily, he covered his temples with his left and right hands and forced himself to concentrate, with an expression of extreme pain.Li Lie leaned over to ask him what's the matter, this guy didn't know it was Zhou Yan who he had restrained, Zhou Yan saw his face tightened and his face was flushed red, so he told him to get out of here.

Li Lie was born to be a drawer, so how could he be obedient? He approached Zhou Yan, touched his forehead, it didn't feel hot, and asked, "Are you feeling sick to your stomach?"

Zhou Yan let go of his hands, "I have a headache."

"?"

Zhou Yan, "If you roll away, my head won't hurt anymore."

"..."

Li Lie laughed dryly, "Is that an exaggeration, okay, okay, let's get out of here, Lafayette takes good care of his body."

Seeing that Li Lie was gone, Zhou Yan let out a long breath, but his head was still hurting. Without Li Lie, he was much more relaxed and empty.

He picked up a pen, eliminated distracting thoughts as much as possible, did difficult papers and exercise books, and forced himself into the state of a machine for making questions.

But Zhou Yan found that as soon as Li Lie appeared, or Li Lie's voice sounded somewhere, he couldn't help but put down his pen to join in the fun.

Whether it was carrying water, or going to a meeting, or standing in the corridor at noon and discussing with the students from the student union how to score the sanitation of class 17, Zhou Yan couldn't help but stare at him, but when Li Lie finished these class chores and When he was sitting side by side in a row, he looked away again and felt a little nervous.

The most frightening thing is that Zhou Yan now has to pay a lot of attention to Li Lie in class. In the past, no matter how troublesome this guy was, Zhou Yan was serious and meticulous in class, but now Li Lie supported his head with one hand. Holding a pen in one hand and scratching randomly on the notebook, squinting his eyes, he looked extremely lazy, but it happened that Li Lie was so quiet and obedient that Zhou Yan often couldn't help but use his peripheral vision in between notes. Lock him up.

Li Lie turned his head and found Zhou Yan was looking at him fiercely, he said in a low voice, "Hey, why are you looking at me like that? , is a good student."

Zhou Yan withdrew his fiery gaze awkwardly, "Understood, why are there so many nonsense, listen carefully to me!"

While reprimanding Li Lie severely, this young man broke the law himself, and stared at Li Lie again.He was really too close to Li Lie. Every time Li Lie was in class, he would deliberately move the stool to his side. Two tall boys squeezed into a small and cramped space were almost crushed, but Li Lie Move the stool under the Nanshan Mountain, take notes leisurely, without any hindrance.

Zhou Yan used to let him do whatever he wanted, but today he realized that they were too close. He could feel Li Lie's breathing, smell the fragrance of his hair, and see his ears... Zhou Yan couldn't help seeing Li Lie from top to bottom, but he still couldn't get enough of it...

Depend on!What's wrong with me?What's so interesting about a person who dangles a mouth full of fried dough sticks in front of his eyes every day, and it's not a world-famous painting... Zhou Yan's heart is overwhelmed, and he restrains himself rationally, but emotionally he has lost weight.

In addition to the three uncontrollable urgencies in the world, emotions are also uncontrollable.Zhou Yan can control anger, but endure it. He can control disappointment and sadness. After all, he has been like this since he was a child, but he likes this emotion for the first time. He experienced it for the first time. He knew the source, but Can't control it.

Damn Li Lie!In order to drive Li Lie out of his mind, Zhou Yan forced himself to think about Li Lie's various shortcomings. After much deliberation, Zhou Yan found helplessly that he really couldn't find any faults with this guy except for his lack of lip service.

After the inter-class exercises, there was a lecture from the regular academic director. Li Lie rubbed against Zhou Yan as usual and leaned on him unscrupulously. Zhou Yan's whole body exploded when he touched this guy. over his shoulder, smiling and chatting with him.

His facial features, his tone of voice, his long body, and his dog paws are all familiar, even warm.

I really want to hug this person.Zhou Yan was frightened by his sudden thought.

Even though Zhou Yan has been running erotic anime for four or five years, he knows in his heart that those are too illusory, too unreal, and have nothing to do with reality.

As the saying goes, if you often walk by the river, you can’t get your shoes wet. Zhou Yan is afraid of women and has no interest in girls at all. Under the guidance of Tanmei anime, he can’t be said to be completely interested in boys, but at least he doesn’t reject them.

Boys and boys?

in reality?

This thought made Zhou Yan sweat all over. He is used to forbearance and calmness. He frowned and thought for a while, then stared at Li Lie firmly, and began to clear up the thoughts in his heart amidst the noise of the dean's loudspeaker. A mess.

"Hey, wake up, what are you thinking so preoccupied, you thought you were out of your body like Monkey King." Li Lie urged Zhou Yan to hurry back to the classroom, and the class bell had already rang.

"The soul didn't come out of the body, it was hooked away." Zhou Yan said as he went up the stairs.

Li Lie asked cheaply, "Oh, which great god dares to seduce your old soul?"

Zhou Yan looked indifferent, and dropped a sentence, "No comment."

Li Lie, "..."

"If you don't say it, don't say it, who cares to know!"

But Li Lie couldn't bear it. Within 3 minutes, he started acting cute and coquettish in front of Zhou Yan. He just couldn't break through Zhou Yan's defense line, and couldn't move one of the old man's front teeth. .

Zhou Yan and Li Lie didn't say a word during self-study until night.After the first quarter of the evening self-study, Li Lie ran away without seeing anyone. He never did eye exercises, and Zhou Yan was impatient to do them, so he just stared at the door of the classroom.

Sure enough, within a few minutes, that bastard Li Lie came back again, Zhou Yan was secretly happy, Li Lie was holding the basketball, and was about to pat Zhou Yan on the shoulder, but his hand didn't go down, Zhou Yan stood up shruggingly like an earthquake. When he got up, the eye exercises were not over yet, and his big movement caused everyone around him to open their eyes and look at him curiously.

Zhou Yan couldn't bear the eyes that suddenly focused on him, and his face blushed in embarrassment. Before Li Lie could speak, he asked directly, "What do you want from me?"

"Uh, just now the math teacher asked you to get the test paper, saying that you will have an exam later." Li Lie was also a little at a loss, Zhou Yan was very strange all day long.

Zhou Yan caught a glimpse of the basketball Li Lie was holding, and thought he was here to practice with him, but he didn't know that the basketball game had been over for two weeks, what happened to him, was he dazed?

Zhou Yan quickly went to the classroom office to get the paper, and then hurriedly handed it to the math class representative. When the class bell rang, he ran out of the classroom, went down the stairs quickly, and came to the playground.

He trotted around three times, and felt that his mind was still clear, and he didn't plan to go back to the classroom, so he sat down with the scattered lights.

I thought about it for a day, but in the end, it turned into mud and dust, only the fragrance remained the same.

Only he remains the same.

He should have a glass of whiskey in his hand at this moment, and get very drunk, so that he won't be so painful when he is drunk.

Just as he circled his hands and raised his imaginary wine glass to chat for comfort, a person ran into the circle—it was Li Lie, the beautiful woman who upset him.

"What are you gesturing here alone, and you don't do the math paper? Okay, when did you learn to skip class, say, who taught you?"

Zhou Yan looked up at Li Lie, and whispered, "It's you."

Li Lie, "Ahem, brother has so many advantages and refuses to learn, why should he learn these disadvantages?"

"Then tell me what are your strengths?"

Li Lie pursed his lips and squinted his eyes to put on airs for a while, but before he could utter a word, he leaned close to Zhou Yan and rubbed against him like a cat, "Aren't you embarrassing your brother? No one praises himself, this should be done by others." If it’s appropriate, why don’t you praise Brother Kua.”

Zhou Yan turned around in his heart, and found that he couldn't hold back a word. He couldn't tell what he liked about this guy. It was obviously useless, but it fell into his eyes, and it was never restored.

Li Lie smiled and said, "I'll go, no way, don't you realize your brother's beauty at all?"

"Your beauty is hidden so well that I didn't see it with my wide eyes."

"When did you become blind? It's time to see an ophthalmologist."

"..."

There was silence for a while, the two of them didn't speak for a long time.

Li Lie Ruo casually asked, "Zhou Yan, what's wrong with you today, who exactly got Hun'er away?"

Zhou Yan ignored him.

"You'll be in danger if you continue like this, you know?" Li Lie's tone became serious, he stared at Zhou Yan with bright eyes, put his arms around his shoulders, and acted as a psychological counselor, "Come on, what's the matter with you?" Brother, tell me."

Zhou Yan still did not speak.

Li Lie could only bite the bullet and ask, "Is something wrong at home?"

Zhou Yan shook his head.

"Study is stressful?"

Zhou Yan shook his head again.

"relationship issue?"

Zhou Yan didn't shake his head or nod, just remained silent.

"Tell me, which girl do you like, do you want me to give you advice?"

"roll!"

"Ahem, look at my memory, I forgot that you don't like girls. Ahem, which boy do you like, do you want to—"

Zhou Yan kicked Li Lie to the ground, "Go away!"

Zhou Yan's heart is complicated, on the one hand he likes Li Lie clinging to him like this, on the other hand he thinks it's evil and dirty.He thought that if this guy knew what he was thinking, what would he think of him? He would definitely despise him. Being despised by the person he likes is pitiful and pathetic.