The Blaze of Xueba

Chapter 38 Boyhood

Boyhood (37)

When Zhou Tian came home from vacation, Zhou Yan was going to talk to his mother about the division of subjects, but Cheng Fang had already received a text message from the school that cared about the students, so as soon as the family of three sat down at the dinner table, Cheng Fang couldn't bear to ask Zhou Yan, "Son, it's about to be the second year of high school. Are you going to study literature or science?"

Wen or reason?

Before Zhou Yan could figure it out, Cheng Fang had already made a decision for him, "You should study physics, and you can find a job if you study physics. As the saying goes, if you learn mathematics, physics and chemistry well, you will not be afraid to travel all over the world." Zhou Shuzhi, who was eating, "Look at your father who read literature and literature, and has achieved nothing so far. He is so poor that it is the sorrow of a literati!"

Zhou Shuzhi has always had no right to speak at home. He frowned and listened to Cheng Fang's narrow complaints. After all, he understood that the division of departments was a big deal for Zhou Yan. How could he make such a casual decision, so he put on a father's appearance and said to Zhou Yan: , "Son, don't listen to your mother. It is you who study, not your mother. Don't worry, think about it."

"Hey!" Cheng Fang threw her chopsticks in dissatisfaction, and cursed, "Zhou Shuzhi, what do you mean, don't listen to me! If you don't listen to me, do you listen to you?! How much money do you make a year? How much have you paid for my family, I am exhausted, but you are holding a teacup every day like a 70-year-old old lady, why are you so worthless! Do you want your son to be as poor as you? What are you so worried about? !..."

The family war was on the verge of breaking out, Zhou Yan quietly put down his job, only feeling annoyed, his mother has always been such a violent temper, since she was a child, she would start scolding every word she didn't like, scolding his dad "How much money did you make?!" Scolding him " How many points did you get in the test?!" He was punched and kicked in addition to saliva, and his left arm still hurts faintly.

In recent years, his life has been easier than his father's. His mother doesn't scold him or beat him, and confesses him as a little ancestor. It's a pity that his father has to endure the spittle from his mother from time to time.Zhou Shuzhi winked and asked Zhou Yan to go back to the room, and sacrificed himself to become a benefactor, dedicating his ears to the lethal level-one noise.

After returning to the room, Zhou Yan finished the homework quickly, and then took out Haruki Murakami's old book from under the bed to read, excerpting sentences.

Wen or reason?

Booming around the ear like a mosquito.

He didn't fall asleep until early in the morning, and woke up early in the morning with a pair of giant panda eyes swollen.

He is not a person who can do two things at the same time. He always feels that there is a stone blocking him when he doesn't figure out one thing, and he is very upset.

This state lasted for a week.

It was June at that time, and the classroom was extremely hot. No. [-] Middle School was a bull school, but the construction of the classroom was not as good as that of the tofu dregs school, and even an air conditioner was reluctant to be installed. more upset.

Zhou Yan angrily threw the pen on the table, threw open the curtains and jumped out of the window, ran to the playground in one breath, trotted three laps before calming down.

Zhou Yan turned around and saw Li Lie.

It seemed that he knew he would come somewhere, so he didn't panic at all.

Li Lie asked, "Worried about the division of departments?"

"Ah."

"Do you want me to give you some advice?"

"no need."

"you--"

Li Lie lifted Zhou Yan's collar and looked directly at him, "You hate me that much?"

Zhou Yan pulled his hand away, walked forward, and said in an extremely indifferent tone, "Whatever you think."

Li Lie wrapped his right hand around Zhou Yan's neck, his lower body hooked his legs, and Zhou Yan fell to the ground.

"I think you are in need of a beating!"

Li Lie was very angry, but his strength was under control, and it would not really hurt Zhou Yan.

Zhou Yan gave Li Lie a backhand punch. He hadn't fought many fights, and he didn't know the strength or moves. He was exactly like a three-year-old child, throwing punches indiscriminately, making Li Lie's nose bruised and face swollen instantly.

Li Lie also turned into a three-year-old child, throwing his fists indiscriminately.Two big, tall high school students skipped class at night and went to school on the playground. Three-year-olds fought for no reason.

After 10 minutes of beating from one end of the playground to the other, the two teenagers were tired and collapsed on the ground.After resting for 5 minutes, the two looked at each other, their faces were swollen like pig's heads, and they couldn't help laughing.

"Zhou Yan, you look like a pig now."

"Li Lie, you are like an old sow now."

"..."

After laughing, the belated pain still came, Li Lie thought why this young master hit so hard, his ribs and face were burning hot, even though it hurt, it didn't prevent him from flirting, "Zhou Yan, if beating me can make you Happy, then hit me as much as you want."

"Masochist."

"Hey, it's the unique Li Lie masochist produced just for you. How can you still be satisfied with it?"

Talk to this guy again, even if this guy is going to run the train with his mouth full again, so Zhou Yan just shut up.Li Lie stepped forward to hug Zhou Yan, his tone was very serious, "I really want to be with you happily every day like this."

I also want to be with you happily every day.

But we don't mean the same thing.

I want you, a you that belongs only to me, but you just need a friend.

We are different.

If I like you under the guise of being a friend, isn't that just playing with you?

The most difficult thing in the world is to be serious. If you are heartless and heartless, it doesn’t matter if you gather together. If you have sincerity, even if you shake hands, you have to cherish and cherish your eyes.

Suddenly Zhou Yan felt a stream of hot fluid flowing over his body, and at first glance, it turned out that Li Lie's nose was bleeding, and he regretted that he had injured him in a fight that was not serious.He asked distressedly, "Are you all right?"

Li Lie raised his head, not letting the blood flow out, and asked, "Is there any paper?"

Zhou Yan quickly took out the toilet paper, went to the supermarket to buy a bottle of water, and washed off the blood on his face. Li Lie raised his head for a while, rolled up the toilet paper and stuffed it in his nostrils, poured out the water and patted it on the back of his head. The blood has stopped.

Now Li Lie seemed to be a living proof of the "pig's nose with green onion and pretending to be an elephant". His appearance was very funny. Although Zhou Yan felt sorry for him, he still couldn't help laughing.

"Hey, do you think you have a conscience? Your brother is just bleeding, and you are laughing here. Could it be that in the future, when I die, you--"

Zhou Yan sealed his mouth with his hands, "Stop talking, I will die first if I die."

"What's dead or not, bad luck, let's not talk about it." Li Lie then remembered the business, "By the way, do you choose the text or reason?"

"Troubled with this question."

"If you want me to say, you choose the text."

Zhou Yan glanced at him, "I thought you wanted me to vote."

"Uh, you want to vote, I'm afraid you won't be able to keep the number one position."

"..."

"Just kidding." Li Lie pretended to cough, "Actually, don't you already have the answer in your heart? I just said it for you."

Text.

He wants to choose texts.

Ever since Lao Cai announced the division of subjects, he wanted to select essays.

"Well, I understand you." Li Lie smiled playfully.

Zhou Yan found that Li Lie's hand was still on his shoulder, and he became inexplicably nervous.He stared deeply at this person, his clear eyes just wanted to fill him completely, to the slightest.

He hugged this person so close to him, his body temperature, his breath, so familiar, he could feel his heartbeat.

People do not frivolously despise young people.

But after the frivolity is over, everyone wants to eat at the banquet, but whoever will clean up the mess is easy to be impulsive, who will not pledge each other, but who will deal with the most daily trivialities, life must be rational if you want to live on.

Zhou Yan quickly suppressed his impulse and said with a smile, "Thank you so much, I can finally make a decision."

With an official tone, he is clearly different from the usual Zhou Yan, obviously trying to fool Li Lie with sloppy eyes.

Li Lie was not so clumsy as to be fooled by Zhou Yan's terribly bad acting skills. He knew it in his heart, but stayed put and said with a smile, "You're welcome."

Li Lie frowned, and frowned, "Zhou Yan, you dare to be so cruel to your brother, do you know that you don't hit people in the face? If you ruin your brother's handsome face, how can I do it?" Hook up people."

"I know you know, old woman, so long-winded, isn't it just that there is some blood in the nose, come with me."

Zhou Yan took Li Lie's hand and walked towards the school gate.

Li Lie was happily led by him as desperately as a man leads an animal.

What Zhou Yan took him to was his home, which was different from Li Lie's home. This neighborhood was very clean, with a beautiful environment and good law and order.Zhou Yan asked Li Lie to change into slippers at the entrance, and brought him a glass of frozen orange juice, "Sit casually, I'll find you a medicine box."

Li Lie wandered around and preliminarily judged that this was a warm and well-off family with everything he should have. Compared with his own home, one was like heaven and the other was hell.

He originally had some low self-esteem in his family, not only because of his living environment, but also because his parents quarreled and divorced since he was a child, and he was not on the right path. The stubbornness and ruffianism have accumulated for too many years.

Originally, he thought, for a person, as long as he likes it, that's fine.

He is alone, no one cares about him, but Zhou Yan's parents are there, will he be harmed by doing this...

I really am a selfish person.

Can he use his greed to harm a beautiful family?

Thinking of this, all the excitement he had just now dissipated, and his heart became cold.Holding the medicine box, Zhou Yan saw Li Lie lying on the sofa with a pale face and lost his mind, thinking he was not feeling well, so he asked, "Do you want to go to the hospital?"

Li Lie shook his head weakly, "I'm fine."

Zhou Yan opened the medicine box, first wiped off the remaining blood on Li Lie's face with warm water, and then pulled out the toilet paper stuck in his nostrils. There were several scratches on his forehead and the skin on the corner of his mouth. He gave these places first Disinfect, then apply the medicine carefully, and when the last step is over, Li Lie grabs Zhou Yan's hand, lowers his head, and asks, "Why are you so kind to me?"

Zhou Yan closed the medicine box, not intending to answer this question, turned around and wanted to leave, Li Lie grabbed him, Zhou Yan turned around and wanted to scold this guy for being crazy, but Li Lie let go at this time, Zhou Yan lost his balance , Seeing that he was about to fall, Li Lie rushed over, and the two of them fell to the ground together.

"Li Lie!" Zhou Yan roared.

Li Lie put his left hand on Zhou Yan's head, his right hand rested on the ground, and his body was half pressed on Zhou Yan's body.He asked, "Are you all right?"

"What do you mean, masochist, if I'm with you, I'll lose 20 years of my life." Zhou Yan got up and said angrily.

Li Lie was expressionless, Zhou Yan rarely saw Li Lie like this, he asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"I was wondering, next semester you are in the liberal arts class and I am in the science class, will we meet again?"

Zhou Yan's heart sank suddenly, he hadn't thought of this problem yet, one was literary and the other was reasonable, he wouldn't be able to recognize all the people in the same class, not to mention that they were so far away, they must be strangers by then... He tried his best to cold him, and tried his best to warn himself to be rational. What did he get in exchange for such a desperate effort?

I knew the ending earlier, but this ending came like a knife.

For some reason, he couldn't help crying.

Zhou Yan asked Li Lie to leave when his sanity reached its limit. He turned off all the lights, washed his face with cold water, and tears came out mixed with the water.

Too cowardly or too cold?

When he was young, he was reprimanded by his mother because of poor grades. He endured it, and only cried when he couldn't bear it. He never cried after junior high school, and now he is a big boy who cries without turning on the light at night.

Goodbye, Li Lie.

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