The Blaze of Xueba

boyhood (eleven)

After You Yan left, Li Huafeng's temper became even worse. When he was at home, he drank and played mahjong and even gambled. All the money he earned from running long distances for a year was lost to others. As for the gift, even his old mother Li didn't give a penny.

Li Huafeng didn't study much, he didn't have any ink in his chest, and he had a narrow personality since he was a child, and he had a strong machismo. In his eyes, You Yan was a ****, a complete slut, who betrayed him and seriously deceived his feelings. , Lied his money, and scolded himself for being so blind that he believed a chicken!

The anger in his heart was hard to calm down, Li Huafeng would turn his anger on Li Lie and Li Zhi under the hypnosis of alcohol, punch and kick them if he felt a little upset, anyway, they were not his breed, he regarded them as worse than dogs.

When he was beaten, Li Lie would tightly protect his younger sister Li Zhi. Li Huafeng's fist as heavy as an iron fist landed on his slender body.

Li Lie only hoped that he would grow up quickly. When he grew up, he would be able to kick this rough man over with one kick and take his sister away from this messy place.

Li Huafeng was driving drunk at night when he was running long distances in other places. Alcohol made him dizzy and his strength gradually weakened. When he went up the slope, he lost his grip on the steering wheel. Li Huafeng was in disarray, his legs were broken, his face and body were only scratched, and his life was not in danger.

The truck belonged to the company, and now it is basically useless. The company deducted the truck with his one-year salary as compensation, that is, Li Huafeng worked for nothing for a year, and he lay in the hospital sulking for nothing.

Mrs. Li came to take care of Li Huafeng, but Li Huafeng didn't have a good look at his own mother. He was either angry or yelling, as if the whole world owed him a hundred million, but this Mrs. Li had a very good temper, worked hard, and served Li Huafeng like a cow. .

Li Huafeng didn't save any money at all, and spent as much as he earned. This time he was hospitalized and spent all the little money he had on his body. However, he was injured for [-] days and had to undergo regular check-ups. He would burn one day more every day in the hospital. If you have no money, you will be kicked out by the hospital.

Mrs. Li was in a hurry. Li Lie was already in the second year of junior high at that time, and his mind was extremely sensitive. He asked grandma what was wrong, and Mrs. Li told Li Lie without any concealment.

Li Lie sighed and did not speak.

Mrs. Li only knew that Li Lie's mother, You Yan, had run away, but she didn't know why. My child, and my own son being so depressed, what a crime!

At night, Li Lie handed over a sum of money to Li Shi, and Li Shi asked in surprise where the money came from.

Li Lie smiled and said, "Grandma, don't make a fuss. I borrowed this money from my classmate. He knew about my family's situation, so he lent me the money."

Mrs. Li weighed the money in her hand, and she still had some weight, she asked, "Where did he get so much money for you?"

Li Lie said, "His family is very rich, this money is nothing, you should pay the medical expenses quickly!"

Mrs. Li couldn't control so much. With the money, she not only paid off the medical expenses, but also served Li Huafeng every day. Li Huafeng was like a race god.

After a while, Li Huafeng wondered where his old mother got so much money, so he asked Mrs. Li, Mrs. Li said everything, Li Huafeng sneered, and threw the cigarette on the ground, Mrs. Li was puzzled, "What are you doing, This is money too!"

Li Huafeng said, "I don't want that woman's money!"

Mrs. Li asked, "What woman, this is the money your son has worked so hard to borrow from others. Besides going to school, he also does odd jobs to make money every day. The little child is so pitiful."

Li Huafeng was unmoved, and said, "What borrowed? Will there be such a rich person around him?! It must have been given to him by his mother, who would want to use money to fool me. I would rather be hungry." Don't even want that bitch's money!"

Although Mrs. Li was kind, she was also a little angry at this time. She said angrily, "You are so proud and tall now, why do you still reach out to me when you have no money? Three 40-year-old son, you say you don’t have any conscience?! Are you still a human?!”

"Your son Li Lie is not bad looking, and his academic performance is good. Why do you have to get along with that child and lose your temper with him every day? What's wrong with him?!"

Li Huafeng was furious when he heard this, and threw a pillow at Li Shi. Li Shi's thin body fell to the ground and began to cry, "You unfilial son, are you going to kill me?! What good will my death do to you?" ?! I am so miserable, the old thing died early, and the one born is not a good thing!..."

Li Huafeng's heart was as cold as iron, and he didn't even look at Li Shi. He said, "No matter how good it has anything to do with me, it's not my seed anyway. It's God's grace that I didn't drive him out and give him a place to live. What else do you want from me, do you want me to hold him in my hand and put him in my mouth?!"

Mrs. Li only gave birth to one child, Li Huafeng, who was passed down through three generations, so she wanted a grandson very much. She said, "What are you thinking about all day long, Xiaolie and you are so similar, why isn't it your son?! Besides, even if it wasn't My dear, that child has been worrying a lot during your hospitalization, there is kindness even if there is no blood relationship! Why are you so cruel!"

Li Huafeng was unmoved, he valued blood relationship the most, and if it wasn't his species, it had nothing to do with him.

Li Lie felt very sad when he heard this conversation outside the hospital.

sorrow.Lu Xun sighed.

sorrow.he sighed.

In Li Huafeng's eyes, he is not even as good as a dog. After a dog gets along with people for a long time, the owner will touch his head and give him a meal with a smile.

He borrowed other people's money to pay for Li Huafeng's medical expenses, because no matter how much he hated this person, somewhere in his heart, this person was still his father. He was still called his father when he was still his son.

But it wasn't until today that he suddenly realized that Li Huafeng didn't regard him as his son at all from the beginning, and the reason was so absurd that it was unimaginable, he just relied on his intuition to think that he was not his kind.

Li Lie's heart shook and he felt very uncomfortable. The thumbnail of his right hand was embedded deep in his palm, forcing back the tears that were swirling in his eyes. When he left the hospital, he looked up and saw the blue sky. On the placket, throw the fruit in the left hand into the trash can.

He thought that from now on, no matter life or death, there would be no relationship between him and that man.

After Li Huafeng was discharged from the hospital, he was idle for three months and started renting out at night. He slept and played cards during the day and went to work at night, cooking and eating by himself.

As Li Lie grew up, Li Huafeng seldom beat and scolded him anymore. Li Lie grew up very fast, and was already very tall in junior high school. On the contrary, Li Huafeng was a little afraid of Li Lie, not only because of his height and strength, but more because of his height and strength. His cold and murderous eyes.Since they were not close since they were young, Li Huafeng didn't bother to care about it, and just left Li Lie and Li Zhi to fend for themselves. !

When Li Lie was in junior high school, he met many hooligans, hung out with them, and learned to smoke, drink and swear. He is also arrogant, often treats guests, and others are willing to follow him and listen to him, so gradually Li Lie has a kind of aura on him.

When he was very young, when his parents quarreled, he hid in the quilt in fear, trembling when he heard the sound of smashing a glass and using a knife, he covered his ears and cried softly.

Later, he got used to the noise, and he became numb. He angrily thought how the pair of dogs and men didn't get hit by a car when they went out.

Until mom left, dad was indifferent, he pervertedly missed the life when the two quarreled, at least the family was still together at that time, and they could have a good meal together after the quarrel.

Li Lie was laughing and laughing at school, pretending to be a big brother in the underworld, but in fact he was just a helpless child at home.The only living thing is the younger sister Li Zhi.Li Zhi was brought up by him, and the word "Zhi" was the name he gave her. I hope she can learn knowledge well, know far and well.

When Li Zhi was very young, he kept calling Li Lie's mother, but it took a year before he gradually corrected himself and called him brother.Mrs. Li is very kind to the siblings and is a responsible grandmother, but she is very prone to dizziness and often does not help.

If there is no one to care about in the world, then be a person who is cared about.Li Lie thought that even if it wasn't for himself, he would take Li Zhi out of this place.

He must get out of this place!

He really wanted to slap the table, but he was afraid of disturbing his sleeping sister and grandma.He put away the ledger and put it in a drawer, and hung his schoolbag on the chair.

He walked to the dark kitchen and drank a few sips of tap water, then walked to the narrow bathroom with his slippers on, and took a shower with cold water, which was very cold and biting. I don't know why he was so heart-piercingly cold today.

He touched the wrist held by Zhou Yan today, as if his temperature was still there, he kissed it lightly.

There is a kind of love called hopelessness.It's not despair. The premise of despair is hope, and he doesn't even have hope.

The gap between him and Zhou Yan is too big. He looks generous in front of him, but there is always a shallow inferiority complex in his heart, and he cannot overcome the inferiority complex from his family environment.

After taking a shower, he fell on the bed in a daze. He took out the dark blue electronic watch under the pillow. This was the first gift Zhou Yan gave him. He is still very happy.

How could he lose it so easily.

fool.

The digital watch has already run out of power, and the display is blank, but he doesn't want to change the battery, he wants to preserve its original appearance, anyway, he doesn't know how to use it to tell the time, and he needs this excuse to tease someone individually.

There was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, he looked at the electronic watch and murmured:

Good night, Xiao Yan.