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In the past, Lin Ran always said "Shen Yu, I like you", and whenever he had the opportunity, he would confront him and confess, with a sincere and calm look, but since when did he become that stubborn and fearless The young man no longer dared to cry or laugh, and even became cautious when speaking to him.

He Huang once told him that Lin Ran had no support and no roots, but he couldn't learn to bow his head, so life was very difficult.

"Is it because you feel that even if you say you want it, you won't get it, so you force yourself not to say it?" Shen Yu lowered her head, looking at Lin Ran who just woke up from sleep.

"Shen Yu, I'm hungry." Lin Ran blinked, his voice was still a little confused after waking up, but he clearly heard Shen Yu's words, he didn't know how to answer, so he told Shen Yu that he was hungry up.

"Then you lie down for a while, and I'll make breakfast."

The electricity in the community has been restored, and the humidifier in the room is still working. Neither of them mentioned what happened last night.Lin Ran turned over and lay on his side, staring at the mist from the humidifier, in a daze.He is used to not responding, and no one cares about his sadness, but Shen Yu still came back yesterday. When he brought himself into his arms with the cold air all over his body, he felt his heart was pressed, He was originally a person struggling in the muddy abyss, looking up at the moon above his head. He felt that he was about to drown, but the moon stretched out his hand to give him a hand, which was indescribable.

He got up from the bed and put on the fluffy home clothes. After washing and rinsing, he went to the kitchen to find Shen Yu with his hair stretched out. The room was quiet except for the "sizzling" sound of the eggs on the hot oil. .

Shen Yu poured a glass of milk and stuffed it into Lin Ran's hand: "Go and set the plates, we'll eat later."

"Oh." Lin Ran obediently arranged breakfast, drank milk, and waited for Shen Yu to come over to eat together.

Shen Yu came over with the last fried egg, saw Lin Ran staring at the table in a daze, with milk stains on his mouth, stretched out his hand and wiped Lin Ran's soft lips with his thumb.

Lin Ran stared at Shen Yu, hesitant to speak.

"Shen Yu..." After a while, he finally asked softly, "Why do you like...the me before."

The spoon in Shen Yu's hand paused, glanced at the opposite side, and then said: "You were the one who liked me first."

Lin Ran just wanted to refute, but there was no reason at all. When he saw Shen Yu for the first time, he liked him very much. He liked him very much. He liked him very much until now, but he said: "I want you." That was something that Lin Ran dared to do when he was a child, but now he can't produce any courage. Looking at his hands, he feels that he has completely lost the right to like him.

Such a good Shen Yu should not be embraced by a pair of hands stained with blood.

He lowered his head and said weakly, "Yes, I liked you first."

Thinking of Lin Ran's state yesterday, Shen Yu felt uneasy even when she went to work.Obviously already out the door, 5 minutes later came up from downstairs again.

He opened the door and found that Lin Ran was not in the living room.So he quietly unscrewed the handle of the bedroom, but his eyes were reddened by what he saw.

It was still very cold in the capital in late autumn. Lin Ran was wearing pajamas, and his whole body was almost stuck to the window. The white part of his neck was shining brightly outside his collar, and he stared at the downstairs without blinking.

Is he looking at his car?Are you waiting to see yourself go to work?Even if it's just a back view.

Shen Yu recalled what Lin Ran said when he broke down last night: "The one left behind is really uncomfortable." It was as if a pair of hands silently gripped his heart, making him feel unbearable pain even to breathe, and the circles under his eyes were forced to flushed.

He coughed, and said in a hoarse voice: "Lin Ran, He Yan is on leave today, and I need an assistant. Anyway, you also..." Shen Yu frowned. He originally wanted to say that you dropped out of school anyway, think about it carefully It was a bit too hurtful, so I changed the subject: "It's not good for your health to stay at home, so come out and let me out."

Lin Ran was stiff for a moment, and then with a little embarrassment of being caught, said "Okay." Hastily changed clothes and followed Shen Yu.

The Shen Group was surrounded by people after dinner that day, and Mr. Shen and a young man took the special elevator to the 28th floor.According to the vivid explanation of the young lady at the front desk, the man has picturesque features and looks like a starlet.He just looked a little dazed, didn't talk much, even had to be dragged by Mr. Shen to follow in the elevator.

Shen Yu turned his back to the floor-to-ceiling glass of the high-rise, and signed the documents reviewed by the company's legal affairs one by one. Lin Ran sat on the chair opposite him, watching dramas with an iPad, his hair was as soft and black as oil, and his eyes were clear and clear. Liang occasionally sneaks a glance at Shen Yu.

Shen Yu's signing hand didn't stop, he lowered his head and asked, "Does it look good?"

"It's beautiful." The words were frank, and after he finished speaking, he didn't know what to think of, and a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes: "It's indescribably beautiful, but I probably won't be able to see you for long."

Shen Yu knew that he gave Lin Ran money at that time, saying that he would buy him for three months, but this did not mean that he was willing to listen to Lin Ran's words of always putting time on his lips.He didn't want to hear it, but Shen Yu was powerless to refute the facts that Lin Ran said. With his fingers, the tip of the pen pierced through the back of the paper and slashed the contract.

"Lin Ran, stop talking, just take it as me begging you to stop talking."

Lin Ran was stunned, Shen Yu's expression in front of him seemed calm, but he could faintly feel Shen Yu's fragility, that expression coincided with that of Shen Yu when he was young, with a little helplessness that could not be grasped. the taste of.

He smiled at Shen Yu: "I won't mention it anymore." Then he lifted his steps, walked to the floor-to-ceiling glass, squatted down, looked up at Shen Yu with bright eyes and asked, "Can I kiss you?"

Before Shen Yu could speak, Lin Ran leaned his neck up and kissed him lightly, each time hitting Shen Yu's heart densely, making him feel trembling.

The secretary outside the office wanted to open the door and go in to get the documents, but through the glass, he saw Mr. Shen and the boy kissing in front of the glass. His whole body was full of happiness, which he had never seen before on Shen Yu. Shen Yu Since taking power in this company, the whole person has been a mixture of calmness and rigor. Every day, high-level executives file in from the conference room. Mr. Shen handles everything calmly and decisively, like a cold machine, but now it is different. He could even feel the warm spring breeze on Mr. Shen.In the end, the secretary didn't open the door and go in.

After the kiss was over, Lin Ran took Shen Yu's hand and put it on her face: "Shen Yu, let's not talk about the past or the future, let's spend the remaining ten days well, okay? A few days."

"You fucking, I told you not to say this, but you still fucking said it." Shen Yu's face was as black as ink.

Lin Ran's eye circles were red, and the trembling breath of speaking was still tickling Shen Yu's palms, and he just stared at Shen Yu

"OK."

Lin Ran looked at him so pitifully, what else could Shen Yu say, he closed his eyes, and almost sighed cruelly: "Fuck you, what else can I say, so be it."

On the day He Huang was not there, he actually went to Lin Ran's school, and Shen Yu asked him to go to the school to get Lin Ran's student status and files.On the day Shen Yu found out that Lin Ran had dropped out of school, she didn't feel any disappointment at all, and even had a little bit of joy.He knew from a young age that Lin Ran liked the violin, and when he played the violin, his whole body shone brightly.

Nothing can be broken, nothing can be built, nothing can be achieved without giving up anything, he wants to push him, and send Lin Ran to the music academy. , Shen Yu was willing to bear those pressures for him.

But he knew that Lin Ran was unwilling, and he would not tell him anything, what was in his heart, his future plans, which made Shen Yu feel annoyed and angry.He vaguely felt that Lin Ran couldn't be happy, as if there was a stone in his heart, and he tried not to show his emotions, but the burden was heavy, and occasionally he couldn't help it and ran out of vulnerability.

So he said: "Shen Yu, I'm afraid." What is he afraid of?

He Yan called Shen Yu: "Mr. Shen, I have completed Lin Ran's student status and files, but... I don't know what to say or not..."

"What?"

"Forget it, it's nothing serious, just pretend I didn't say it."

He Huang was trained by Shen Yu's grandfather Wei Lubei. He knew that if he said this, it might ruin Shen Yu's life, so he was in a dilemma.Qin Zhongyu was stabbed to death in his apartment. When he was killed, he was naked, with a fatal wound on his neck, and he was killed with a single knife. The school has been blocking the news and cooperating with the police investigation.

The sixth sense told He Yan that this matter had something to do with Lin Ran.Although his boss said that he didn't like Lin Ran, he knew that Shen Yu loved him to the bottom of his heart, but the previous injuries made him afraid to approach Lin Ran again.If he knew that something like this happened to Lin Ran, he might take him away without anything, and if he failed to escape, Shen Yu's whole life might be wasted like this.

He Huang hesitated and didn't say anything.

On the way back from get off work, Shen Yu didn't drive.He took Lin Ran by the hand and got off the special elevator, no matter how curious the people in the company looked at him and Lin Ran, they were as calm as hell.

When the lights were traffic lights, Shen Yu held Lin Ran's hand, put it in his pocket, and stroked it carefully.Shen Yu's hands are big, and the lines on the palms are very warm. Lin Ran was stunned on the sidewalk. He was very surprised that Shen Yu was surrounded by people walking. Facing the desolate bustle, Lin Ran held back his hands in his pockets. up his hand.

When passing by a brightly lit shop window, Lin Ran suddenly stopped leaving.

"Shen Yu, will this winter in the capital be very cold?"

"It's cold every year."

Lin Ran lowered his head and thought for a long time, then took Shen Yu's hand into the store, looked left and right, and finally fell in love with a navy blue scarf, which looked very wide and thick.

He called Shen Yu over and tied it up carefully for him, feeling very satisfied.

Then go to the counter to check out, and the scarf costs [-] pieces.To Shen Yu, this is not much money, but to Lin Ran who has no income, it is already a lot. His whole body is probably not worth the price of a scarf.

Lin Ran swiped the card, and all the money in the card was wiped out, and there was still a hundred and fifty short.So Shen Yu saw Lin Ran calmly taking out a handful of money from his pocket under the contemptuous gaze of the cabinet lady. There were ten yuan, five yuan, and a large handful of scattered coins. That's enough.

Shen Yu couldn't stand it anymore, walked over a few steps, handed over his card, and motioned to swipe his card.Lin Ran refused: "I just want to give you a scarf, but I can't afford the expensive one, so I just need a scarf, and I'll bring it to you in winter."

It was obviously a very simple word, but Shen Yu felt a little sad, the Lin Ran he lost made him feel so distressed.He used to be a treasure, a person exuding vitality, he will look out of tune with this world anytime soon.

Shen Yu sniffed, ignored the prying eyes of the cabinet sister, and took all the sizes that Lin Ran could wear from the shelves like a sweep, and soon the cabinet sister who was picking up the clothes almost covered her head.

That day, this counter received two strange customers, the well-dressed man exuding melancholy and luxurious air, he lowered his head and bought all the sizes that the person behind him could wear.And the man with bright eyebrows and youthful eyes was facing his back.His hands were trembling slightly, and he was staring at his back, his eyes were full of mist and heavy reluctance, which made people feel that he was about to cry.