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On the night of the concert, Shen Yu had already broken up with Ji Bie.

But Ji Bie came over a month later, Shen Yu went out to work, Lin Ran hid at home and played games alone, that game was his promotion match, the students in their class always formed teams in twos and threes to play games, Lin Ran is also very envious. He used to spend his time working or studying, but now that he is free, he also wants to play games.

When he heard the doorbell, he was still in a daze. The person who knocked on the door was reluctant to give up, so Lin Ran went down to open the door.

Lin Ran recognized the boy standing outside the door because he had seen Ji Bie several times.

Ji Bie is really good-looking, you only need to see him once, and it's hard to forget.The facial features are exquisite, the neck is slender, and a pair of watery peach blossom eyes are blinking, like a proud young poplar that has been carefully watered.

Lin Ran let Ji Bie in and gave him a glass of milk.

"Who are you looking for? If you are looking for Shen Yu, you are going to his company. Shen Yu is not at home."

"I didn't come to look for Shen Yu, I came to look for you. I know your name is Lin Ran." The child's voice was still a little hoarse, obviously crying.

Lin Ran didn't know how to deal with the preface.What he did was indeed wrong, he and Shen Yu had already broken up, the person Shen Yu brought back was Ji Bie, and he was the mistress choked among them.Now that Ji Bie came to him, he didn't know what to do, he really hurt him.

Ji Bie was silent for five seconds, then suddenly knelt down to Lin Ran: "You, give me back Brother Shen, I beg you."

Lin Ran felt uncomfortable, he had no intention of hurting Ji Bie, and sighed deeply: "You get up first." But Ji Bie refused, he looked at the thin man in front of him who seemed to be blown away by a gust of wind , My heart is not reconciled.

"Really, return Brother Shen to me. Brother Shen and I have been together since we were in the United States. He said he liked me, so I went back to China with him." He was full of pleading words Said to Lin Ran: "Brother Chen loves me and treats me well. Everyone around me knows that I am his boyfriend. But because I met you, Brother Shen didn't go home every three days. Both Brother Shen and I We have a house, we have been together for a long time..."

Lin Ran was heartbroken, what did he do, he said to himself, this child in front of him is all thanks to you, what is it all about!

Ji Bie didn't speak, just looked at Lin Ran like that, and said cruelly: "I know you are Brother Shen's first love, he couldn't get it when he was young, so now I feel like you. Lin Ran, you know his love , he's just not reconciled."

The three words "not reconciled" were like a knife, which ruthlessly pierced Lin Ran's heart.Yes, Shen Yu was just unwilling.

He felt that he had no more sorrow to use, smiled and helped Ji Bie up, and then pulled out a chain from his neck with two rings on it, he touched it reluctantly, and then let it go In Ji Bie's palm.

"Shen Yu and I have known each other since we were teenagers. We were still neighbors at that time. I used to think that Shen Yu was really good-looking. Later, I stole him away, and we went south together. After a while, at that time Shen Yu's legs are crippled, and my shoulders are also thin, too thin to support the person I love the most, but thinking about it now, it was the best time of my life."

He smiled at Ji Bie again, with light in his eyes: "Shen Yu bought this ring, and he asked me to sell it when he left. Forget about the ring, just treat it as a gift from me."

Lin Ran felt that his heart was in pain, his palms were cold, and his whole body was in pain. He said, "Ji Bie, you go, I will leave Shen Yu. I don't know if his legs Is it good or not? I just know that in the past when it rained at night, his legs would hurt. You'd better apply a hot towel to him and take good care of him. Shen Yu is quite pitiful..."

Ji Bie raised his eyebrows, thinking that Lin Ran is just a few years older, but he is so innocent, so easy to deal with.

When Ji Bie was leaving, Lin Ran went to the bathroom and washed his face. He looked at himself in the mirror and showed a mocking smile. The expression was a little empty, with a bit of helplessness. It turned out that the four words "wished to die" were the words Meaning, crying, but unable to cry, laughing, also unable to laugh.

It's over, everything should be over, he is going to atone for his own blood.

He returned to the study in a daze. What was displayed on the game screen was the failure of the promotion match, black and white screen, silent.Lin Ran picked up the mouse and clicked continue. The sound in the game was noisy, and his teammates kept shouting to attack. It was extremely lively, but Lin Ran was crying silently. Tears trickled down his face and covered the keyboard.

That day at work, He Yan still couldn't help telling about Qin Zhongyu. Shen Yu remembered that day when he went to University A to attend the celebration banquet. On that alley, Lin Ran hid in Qin Zhongyu's car. He called him, Lin Ran But he still lied to him.He remembered that night when Lin Ran came home in the morning, the bathtub was swirling red water.

Shen Yu yelled, he had never been so desperate before, he panicked and asked He Yan to book him two tickets to the United States, then rushed out of the office, ran through several red lights, and ran home, When he was going up the stairs, he fell twice, hurting the previous wound, and it hurt so badly, but he didn't have time to care, his mind was full of: Lin Ran killed someone, I have to take him away, I must take him away.

He remembered that Lin Ran always likes to be in a daze these days, he said he was afraid of the dark, he said Shen Yu was so scared of me.How hopeless his Lin Ran must have been. He was burdened with pain and bloody memories that he couldn't get rid of, and lived numbly in reality. He said that this winter must be very cold, and he said that Shen Yu would not have a few days.Lin Ran must be so desperate.

Shen Yu hated herself so much for letting Lin Ran live alone in sorrow, hatred and fear, Shen Yu was in so much pain that she almost stumbled to open the door, her whole body was in a mess and lost her demeanor.

Lin Ran sat on the sofa facing him, Shen Yu wanted to turn on the light, but Lin Ran refused.Panting heavily, Shen Yu pulled Lin Ran up vigorously, biting her lip and trying to take him away.

Lin Ran said with a smile: "Shen Yu, you already know, I can't leave, I have to make amends, I killed someone, I have to pay with my life."

"Repay your mother, I don't agree!"

Lin Ran didn't move: "That's my life."

"You didn't fucking hear! I said I don't agree! I don't agree!" Shen Yu hurriedly dressed Lin Ran in despair: "Lin Ran, if you don't say I love you first, then I will say it first, Lin Ran I really like you, even if you pushed me away at that time, I also like you. When I was in the United States, I missed you every day. Later, I found Ji Bie, not because Ji Bie was good-looking, but because he was like you. "

After putting on the clothes for Lin Ran, he wanted to drag him up: "Lin Ran, come on, come with me, everything will be fine after you leave!"

Lin Ran didn't move.

At that moment, Shen Yu was like an angry wolf, her voice changed tone: "What the hell are you doing! You still want to push me away!! What the hell are you thinking!! Push me away! Are you going to do it a second time?!"

Lin Ran tried his best to raise his upper body, trying to reach out to hug Shen Yu, but Shen Yu pushed him away.

Shen Yu pointed at him: "I already said I love you, I don't want anything for you! You still don't come with me! You really want to take your heart out to see if it's empty!!"

Lin Ran suddenly stopped talking, he smiled desperately at Shen Yu, and then cried again.

"It's too late, Shen Yu is really too late."

Shen Yu sat on the carpet and wiped his tears with his hands, he was really uncomfortable.It was so uncomfortable that Lin Ran was rubbed into his arms, and my heart still hurt like a knife.

"Shen Yu, don't you want to hear me say, I like you? In fact, I like you all the time, only you from the beginning to the end. From childhood to adulthood, but life is too difficult, or maybe I did it in my previous life. What a bad thing, I am always pulled away when I am only one step away from you. In fact, sometimes I resent you, why didn't you tell me that you like it earlier, you always hurt me. Then I thought, maybe you Also afraid."

Lin Ran looked at Shen Yu, and stroked his eyes with his hand: "You have to be brave in the future, I can only accompany you here, I have to atone for my sins. I don't blame anyone. I am very happy, not desperate , there is no depression, not even a little bit of sadness. During this period of time, I have had a good time. I have eaten a lot of snacks that I have never touched before, and I have learned to play games. The most important thing is that I am with you. And Now I just feel tired from playing, like spending a day and a night in the game hall, being dizzy from all kinds of messy electronic devices, feeling bored, just want to go home and have a good sleep, that's all."

Lin Ran got up: "Shen Yu, it's really too late, let's do it like this. Ji Bie is a good kid, you have already let me down, so love Ji Bie well for the rest of your life."

For a moment, Shen Yu felt a sense of dread, and he shouted: "No! Lin Ran, don't go."

Lin Ran said to the darkness: "I'm fine, let's go."

The light in the bedroom was turned on, and two men in police uniforms stepped out from the corner of the door, and then cold handcuffs were placed on Lin Ran's thin wrists.

Shen Yu struggled to pull Lin Ran, but was stopped by the police who came later, Shen Yu fought desperately with them.

"Where are you taking Lin Ran? That's my Lin Ran, let him go!"

He struggled so hard that the police who came out had no choice but to push him to the ground. Shen Yu watched helplessly as Lin Ran was taken away and left the house. As the police got on the elevator, the elevator door closed, and the sound of the police car downstairs gradually faded away. As they left, Shen Yu's tears welled up in her eyes, and the two police officers left afterward.

The room was extremely quiet, and Shen Yu was left lying on the ground with all his strength. His face, which was always profound and calm, with sharp edges and corners, all collapsed. : "Give me back my Lin Ran..."