No two ambiguous records

(13)

This incident directly led to Kikumaru's Tezuka phobia for a period of time, although he had never been in love before.But this only affected a small part of him. When Fuji came to invite him to play in Room 201, he followed excitedly. In fact, after that, he never thanked Fuji for his invitation.

Kikumaru stood respectfully in front of Room 201, rubbed his hands, took a deep breath, looked at Kikumaru with a funny face, and thoughtfully reminded: "Tezuka is not here, go to the library."

As soon as the words fell, Kikumaru stretched his muscles and bones, and the hair tips that were drooping on both sides instantly rose up full of vitality.

"Say it earlier, Buer. It made me nervous for a long time." His tone regained his vivacity, and he jumped in leisurely.As a result, I almost fell on a potted plant.

"Be careful with Eiji, that's Shiraishi's poisonous weed, stay away from it." Fuji smiled strangely, and Kikumaru jumped back immediately in shock, unaware that there was Fuji's cactus behind him.

Kikumaru, who barely escaped, was still in shock, why is there dangerous objects everywhere in this room.Cautiously walking around the plants, he petrified when he saw the scene inside the room.

"It's Kikumaru, welcome."

At this moment, Shiraishi was acting as a model for Yukimura with his upper body naked. Yukimura instructed Shiraishi to make various weird poses while waving a paintbrush on the drawings.Fuji looked indifferent, and took Eiji to walk inside.Just about to sit down, "Wait a minute! There's a cockroach!" Kikumaru jumped up in shock, terrified.

"Oh, why did the unicorn come out again. Shiraishi, I'll put it back." Fuji calmly sent Gabriel back to the nest, and turned to Kikumaru with a smile, as if nothing had happened .

"Well, thanks."

……

……

"What's wrong, Eiji?" Fuji reminded Kikumaru who was stunned.

"Well, Fuji, I suddenly remembered something, so I'm going first, bye meow." He rushed to the door and ran away, leaving behind a puzzled Fuji who tilted his head.

"It seems to be scared away." Yukimura said quietly.

Bu Er glanced at the two people who were busy here, and couldn't help but sighed: "It's so boring."

After that day, Fuji seemed to be back to normal, at least to onlookers.Yukimura sometimes really doubts Shiraishi's EQ, at least now he really wants to know what method Shiraishi used to reverse Fuji's attitude overnight, but he is still willing to believe that this is just Bai Xiaoshi's unintentional act, occasionally I made two mistakes at once, and I was lucky enough to hit it.

But Tezuka was noticeably more silent.

And this obviously added a deeper gap between the two.

I don't know where the disconnect is.

I have no idea what went wrong.

When I want to let go of the undercurrents wrapped around my chest that cannot be dissipated, and face you as if there is nothing, you are shaken and I am at a loss as to what to do.

No matter how many words were exchanged, there was only silence.

So what's the point of the topics I've been trying to find.

No matter how much you wait, all you get is the back view at the corner.

Then what is the use of the mind I am trying to ease.

Fuji didn't know why he encountered such a situation when he let go a little and was finally able to face Tezuka as usual.It was as if the scar that had just been sutured was unintentionally torn apart again and again, and then dripped with blood.

I just don't want to think about emotional issues anymore, I just want to maintain a normal relationship like this, I just want to ignore my heart like this and let time smooth everything out.It is obvious that they have succeeded, but what should I do with my current attitude.

"Fu Er..." He hesitated to speak again, and once again stared at him with those complicated and difficult eyes.But in the end, I will still leave myself with a decisive back.

what is this?

What to do with the pain that has been forgotten?

What should I do if I want to cheer up?

The me who no longer wants this anxiety, the me who thinks I have lost this anxiety, the me who is afraid of losing the leash and is ready to let go, what should I do?

Silently followed for a while, just like before, with neither long nor short distance, no difference in left and right positions, just like the countless suns and moons following closely.The back is still tall and straight, like a pillar supporting the sky, full of stability.But--

Bu Er stopped.The back was getting farther and farther away, more and more blurred, but there was no wavering at all, a miserable smile was drawn from the corner of the mouth, the lips squirmed slightly, and the right hand was raised half an inch forward.In the end, it fell to the side without making any sound.It's ridiculous to want to stop the stability that is gradually moving away, and to let the self that is firmly turning back be ridiculous. Since you haven't noticed it, why don't you just let go, or you will be heartbroken and unable to move forward.

Buer stood silently at the same spot, watching that figure go away, maybe he hoped that he would find the emptiness around him, hoped that he could feel more loneliness, but when nothing was noticed, it could only prove his own weight too light.I don't want to continue this almost self-abuse temptation. If I can only feel uneasy, I might as well give up.This is good for both of us.After watching him go away, I have to take a step.

"Fu Er Zhou Zhu, you really let me down."

A deep and magnetic voice sounded beside his ears, and the foot that was about to step back returned to its original position. Buer raised his signature smiling face, and met those haughty eyes calmly.

"Huh? What did I do?" He tilted his head in doubt, like a child thinking carefully about his mistakes.

Do you like it?

To be honest, Atobe really didn't understand and wasn't sure.

It's just that Renzu, who claims to have read all kinds of pure love novels and turned into a love expert, messed up his mind for a while, and then he just threw it aside and didn't bother to think about it.

The Kansai wolf analyzed his behavior with a serious face, saying that if he didn't like Tezuka, he would not have paid so much attention to him, and he had tried his best to help him so much, and even saved him when he was in danger.Although he felt that there seemed to be something wrong with it.

But Kansai Wolf suddenly put on a straight face, and told himself very seriously that now his biggest rival in love is Fuji, and if he wants to get Tezuka, he must be defeated.

"Atobe, you don't even dare to take what you like, do you?"

"Atobe, I think the opponent is the best, and you have no chance of winning. Look at how sweet the two of them are."

What a joke, my uncle is afraid of this, as long as it is what I want to do, there is nothing I can't do!

In fact, Atobe, who was full of enthusiasm, didn't find Ninja's satisfied and sly smile.He didn't forget his tragic experience not so long ago, and he is the best at love!How can you pass up such a good opportunity!

He has been watching carefully all the time, and even the slightest movement has been captured.The temptation to voluntarily stop, the struggle to call back, the let go with the hands bowed, all can be seen at a glance.Is this my rival in love?What a disappointment.

"Fu Er Zhou Zhu, let me put the words here first, and I will definitely get what I want." He raised his head proudly, showing a confident smile.I don't know what the person in front of me is thinking at all, and why they are so trapped in their own tortoise shells.He couldn't understand all the actions of the person in front of him, he would show it if he liked it, and fight for it if he wanted it, isn't it natural?Why does it automatically end when nothing has started, why is it automatically sealed when nothing is cleared up, isn't this too tragic?

Seeing such incompatibility, an inexplicable anger surged up, wanting to wake him up, wanting to break his ridiculous behavior.Proud and confident, he doesn't understand his sensitive heart that has been beaten into a mess, he doesn't understand his desire to protect himself but always fails, and his unique wish to ignore himself for others.

Seeing Fuji without any expression fluctuations, Atobe clenched his fists fiercely, what, the grief that just flashed by just now was so perfectly concealed in front of his eyes, what is he holding back!What do you want to do, Bu Er Zhou Zhu!

"If you don't act, then Mr. Tezukamoto will accept it." Atobe turned and left after leaving this sentence. The overflowing anger turned into a gust of wind and blew across Fuji's face the moment he turned around, causing pain pain.I don't want to see the expression of the person behind me anymore. If it is still the standard indifferent smiling face, Atobe may not be able to guarantee whether I will lose my mind and have a headache. Why? It's like wearing a mask to draw a clear boundary, to draw a clear boundary with others, even if you let yourself suffer and rot, you don't care.

Ah, sure enough, the existence of a rival in love is disturbing.

Atobe held his forehead with some headache.

The author has something to say:

Kikumaru refused to come to 201, and Shiraishi model Yukimura did the painting, which is official.

I can't bear enough to read pure love novels, there are official settings.