No two ambiguous records

(12)

Rubbing his sore eyes, Tezuka put his glasses back on and prepared to leave the library.Looking at the time, it was indeed too late, and I had read a book for a long time before I knew it.He didn't mention anything about Germany, but just quietly prepared.A single footstep echoed in the empty corridor, and he stopped at the door of Room 201. The cracks in the door were completely filled with blackness and silence, as if the bustle of the past was nothing but vanity.

He stayed for a moment, then turned and walked towards another corridor, his footsteps were as heavy as blunt instruments hitting the floor.

"Hey, Tezuka?" Tezuka who was passing by the balcony was stopped by Yukimura who was on the balcony.The two looked at each other through the floor-to-ceiling glass, a little strange in the haze.

"Yukimura, what are you doing here?" A few minutes into the twilight, Tezuka was a little closer to Yukimura, and the lens still emitted a cold light.

Yukimura continued to stand on the edge of the balcony, and smiled leisurely: "Enjoy the night." The balcony here can directly peek at the scene on the court through the lush trees, and it also shows a perfect half of the starry sky on the other side.It is indeed a quiet and elegant place to rest.

After a moment of silence, those purple-blue bright eyes stared straight at Tezuka. There was a dense fog in the eyes, and there was always an unexpected threat.Seeing that Tezuka seemed to be about to leave, Yukimura finally couldn't help calling Tezuka back.

"Tezuka, wait a minute, why don't you chat." Wen Ya's smile was as bright as a blooming iris.

"..." Turning around again, still with that serious Bingshan face, Yukimura sighed silently in his heart.

"You and Fuji, are you okay?" Recently, there has always been a weird atmosphere between them. Although I don't know the reason, Yukimura can feel that Fuji is more sensitive and forbearing than before, almost All the emotions were wrapped up, and even the innocence revealed in the past disappeared.

At least, the innocence that he usually reveals from time to time is the proof that he has put down his guard to get along with everyone.But now, the ever-shrinking distance is pulled away in an instant, and there is definitely an unusual fluctuation in Bu Er's mood.And this is more or less inseparable from Tezuka.

"...I don't understand what you're talking about." A very Tezuka-style answer, alas, I really don't know if I'm pretending to be stupid, or if I'm really stupid, it seems that I should say it clearly.

"Tezuka, right, what's your attitude?" Obviously, this is a meaningless question, and he can almost ignore it, but the purple-blue eyes clearly tell him that the meaning is not that simple, and the owner of the eyes What I want to know is the deep meaning.

This is not ignoring, he can only choose to remain silent.

Looking at the silent Tezuka, Yukimura sighed slightly, sure enough.

You can imagine how they get along.

Even if they are in love.

Rigorous and calm as Tezuka, he may indulge unintentionally, be gentle unintentionally, be jealous unintentionally, and fall in love entirely by instinct, but his reason will be like a rein tightly holding the disobedient wild horse.He will restrain himself, he will convince himself, he will deny himself, no matter how far-fetched the language is.But he must be able to do it, let himself believe in a "fact", let himself escape from a fact, and keep himself away from the time bomb that may explode his heart at any time.

He will not express anything, he will not promise anything, his behavior is like his heart, contradictory.It is like a thorn piercing straight into that unusually soft heart.

Sensitive and ethereal as Budu, she has always used her usual smiling face to disguise herself, and erected thorns all over her body to protect her unusually soft heart.With his delicate sensibility, he must be covered with bruises invisible.His uneasiness would drive him to guess and try, but he found that no matter how he persuaded himself, it would not be a good result.

Tezuka wouldn't say it, because this was an ending that was directly rejected by his subconscious mind, and he couldn't convince himself to recognize this fact, so his feelings became numb.

Fuji won't say it, because he has been deeply affected by Tezuka's ambiguous attitude, and he is unconsciously exhausted physically and mentally.The strong sense of uneasiness will only make him want to escape, and wrap himself up with thick thorns again.

If the two are in love, then they either miss it, or someone has to point it out clearly and help them connect.

Yukimura couldn't figure out the depth of Fuji's emotions, after all, geniuses always hide themselves very well.So he can't do anything, or subconsciously he doesn't want to do anything.But he couldn't ignore that calm, mechanical smiling face and let it go.Even though he was unwilling in his heart, Yukimura decided to test Tezuka, at least hoping to return to the previous state.

"Tezuka, you like it, right?" He pointed it out bluntly, and believed that Tezuka would simply ignore too many hints.

"Love." Seeing that Tezuka was about to answer, Yukimura added another sentence.

Apparently what he was about to say was blocked in his throat by the follow-up words, Tezuka frowned slightly, looking very unhappy: "Yukimura, don't be joking."

"Are you kidding me?" The voice was so soft that it would disappear into the twilight like green smoke.

"..."

Although he really wanted to say "I understand" and let them go, Yukimura still wanted to remind him that at least he hoped that Tezuka could clarify his heart, otherwise it would be too miserable.

"Tezuka, I don't believe you didn't notice it yourself, I hope you can look at your heart and make a decision." Every word and every word is full of unfathomable charm, Yukimura Seichi is extremely serious, without a clear smile, No cold eyes either.

"If that's what you want to say, then I'll take my leave first." Yukimura couldn't help sighing in his heart, still expressionless, Tezuka, what you did was really successful.But only time will tell whether such a choice is right or wrong.

Tezuka, your feelings may be stronger than you think.

Why am I not.

"What's the matter?" Seeing Tezuka return to his pace and face himself in a strange way, he thought for a moment that the wooden head had finally opened up.However, the truth is...

"Yukimura, aren't you going back?"

"Well, I want to stay a little longer." He was extremely puzzled, and his tone had returned to the previous gentle state.

"..."

Tezuka didn't move, and the question marks on Yukimura's head increased a little more.

"I didn't have the key."

……

……

Alas, I really lost to you.But this situation is rare in a hundred years.It seems that there is a dark tide under the ice.

Under the vast star map, stargazers are like tiny specks of dust.If, under such a vast and vast starry sky, you feel your own insignificance, it doesn't matter if you don't need any disguise, it's as clear and clear as a sky full of stars.

Bu Er's eyes were shining with excitement like stars, crystal clear, and dazzlingly dazzling without hesitation.Like children, they sometimes point to the starry sky, sometimes enjoy the evening breeze, chatting about various topics tirelessly.Unknowingly, there was no one left on the court, and the lights disappeared early, leaving only pieces of inseparable twilight.

"Ah, it's already very late before I know it. Ah, the starry sky is really ecstasy. I'm really happy today, let's go out to see the stars again next time. Is it cold, Buer? It's almost time to go back." Baishi still maintained If I hadn't seen Fuji shrunk his neck in high spirits, I wouldn't have noticed that it was almost late at night.

I set up my collar and took a deep look at the starry sky. I also realized that I had been chatting late into the night without knowing it. I always felt that I hadn’t had such a pure and happy time for a long time. Sometimes I was suddenly surprised that I could be so naive. Innocent as a child.Anyway, at this moment, he wanted to continue to relax, as if he was afraid that he would have to wrap himself with a smiling face when he went back, he was really tired.

"Baishi, stay with me for a while longer." It's rare to speak frankly about your willfulness, instead of thinking about others all the time, only thinking about others, and sealing up all your feelings in other places.

Shiraishi froze for a moment, feeling warm in his heart.It's not that he didn't realize it, his feelings seemed to be placed in places other than himself, he only exploded for others, he was only serious about other things, and he never indulged and willed for himself.Even the belated seriousness of that battle with him, he couldn't figure out how much of it was for his own victory and how much was for Qingxue's victory.How can he not be worried and distressed by him like this.

"Well, it's a great honor!" Shiraishi sat down next to Fuji. To be honest, he didn't want to disappear in such a real way.The two of them were still drawing the star map, chatting, ah, such a night is really ecstasy!Mmmmm - ecstasy!

"Tezuka, even if you walk up and down the room like this, Fuji will not come out." Yukimura yawned, looking at a certain iceberg who was restless and angry with some headaches.

It's so late, even ignoring the rules and regulations, and not returning in the middle of the night, what kind of play is it?Tezuka was furious at the thought.Those who violate discipline cannot be forgiven!

"Too slack!" The cold voice was so calm that it had a special flavor.

Pfft, Yukimura almost laughed out loud, already so shaken that Sanada possessed him?

"Don't worry, look, Shiraishi hasn't come back yet, nothing will go wrong." Yukimura suppressed a smile, trying to appease the abnormally violent iceberg.

It's not a question of whether it's good or not, it's mainly a matter of discipline!Laziness that ignores the rules and regulations!Tezuka silently found an excuse for himself in his heart.

With a stern and upright spirit, he opened the door and went out, ready to catch the little bear who hadn't returned home at night, when he just walked into the corridor, he looked away and tightened.

"Kikumaru, where did you go in the middle of the night?" It was like a bucket of ice-cold snow water poured down your face.

"!!!!!!" The big cat turned petrified, and couldn't believe his ears.I got hungry after playing tennis, and I wanted to steal a meal, but I didn't know that stealing a chicken wouldn't cost me a lot of rice.

"Run 50 laps around the dormitory tomorrow morning! Go back!" Tezuka managed to transfer his anger to Kikumaru.

Kikumaru, who wanted to cry without tears, just stared blankly at the door of Room 201 being closed again, as if the person just opened the door just to catch himself.How could there be such bad luck! ! ! !

The author has something to say:

The last few chapters have a lot of emotional drama (brain convulsion...)

Just take it as a small adjustment in the joy (in fact, I personally feel that it seems a bit inhumane to drag the progress of the relationship like this.)

Well, there are a thousand Hamlets in the eyes of a thousand readers (inner monologue really reflects the differences in understanding of characters==)

My abuse point is relatively low, and I can’t even type out words that will make my heart hurt, so I really cried to death when I walked to the official abuse point...

But I absolutely don't want to miss this point, so, (should guess what's behind it...)

Trying to get past it vaguely, I always feel that if I express my feelings too clearly, I will hurt myself to TAT

Cover your head and go away...