No two ambiguous records

(14)

"As long as it is what I want, I will definitely get it. If you don't, it's up to you."

Buer shook his head and got rid of the bet from his mind.This bet is completely meaningless to him, since his heart has already been settled, there is no winner or loser to fight for.But I still agreed to the bet, not for any reason, I just appreciate that confidence, that warmth with a little stability.Arrogance and publicity are indeed extremely reassuring.This is what I don't have.

If this is the case, they will never lose.

Today is the game day for field 5 to challenge field 3.

Early in the morning, Tezuka and Shiraishi went out to gather, and they both paid a lot for today.Although on the surface it was just two team competitions, it was actually a challenge to high school students with the dignity of junior high school students at stake.All junior high school students are looking forward to this tennis feast, and even more looking forward to victory.In order to motivate their companions, Fuji and Yukimura made an agreement last night that if Tezuka and Shiraishi win, they will hold another party in room 201 to celebrate and reward.

now--

Buer walked a few steps into the crowd, looked up at the bulletin board not far ahead, glanced again, but was surprised there.Tezuka's opponent is...

The breeze picked up.

Chestnut hair fluttering.

His narrowed eyes raised slightly, his smiling face disappeared, his heart was a little hairy, and he always felt a bad premonition.Ex-Minister?Tezuka, what will you do?

"Fu Er, hurry up, the game is about to start!" Ju Wan yelled in the distance, waving his hands desperately, his wine-red hair dancing in the wind.

Fuji smiled slightly, walked forward, and now he can only look forward.

The strength of high school students should not be underestimated. After losing the first game, Shiraishi and Kirihara also fell into a hard fight.Seeing Shiraishi's golden wristband after taking off the bandage, Fuji was really displeased.What, he actually beat himself with weight, which brought a strong blow to Fuji's self-esteem.Seeing Baishi who became extremely flexible on the field, his movement speed was several times faster, and his hearty smile became even wider, he bit his lip resentfully.Opening his eyes slightly, he teased: "...Bai Shi, did you also carry weight when you competed with me?"

Pretending to be sad, he sighed: "It's really hurtful."

Sure enough, Shiraishi ran from the field to the stands in a panic, shaking one hand, with an apologetic expression on his face: "Oh, I was so desperate when I was playing against Fuji-kun, I forgot to take it down."

Carefully watching Fuji's reaction, bent over and smiled apologetically, "I'm sorry."

Seeing Shiraishi trying to explain, Fuji couldn't help laughing.It's not that he doesn't know Baishi's persistence in explaining, and he always doesn't want to lose respect when facing an opponent he recognizes.I hope that I can try my best in a match, hearty and hearty, without reservation, otherwise it will be disrespectful to the opponent.At least in this regard, I am not as good as Shiraishi, because of his unceasing competitive spirit.

However, perhaps invisibly, I have also grown up, this heart that cannot be serious, this heart that cannot be attached to victory.His eyes turned to Shiraishi and Kirihara, who were struggling hard on the court, and they did not give up even when they were in trouble. Shiraishi even managed to control Kirihara very well, which is really amazing.I can't help but think of Kirihara who was demonized at the beginning, and the Kirihara at this time is very different.Is this growth?

Seeing Shiraishi hastily return to the court under the slight stare of the referee, Fuji's smile deepened a little, and sure enough, his mood improved a lot after being teased.

Thank you, Shiraishi.You have taken care of my self-esteem, although I am still very upset.

The game is still walking unhurriedly according to its own steps. Every time it advances for a second, the dullness in the heart becomes a little bit more, soft and dense, like being squeezed by cotton, although there is no sharp pain, it makes people suffocate , almost suffocating with fear.

"No two, no two." A cat's paw dangled in front of his eyes, successfully grabbing back his thoughts.

"Fuer, why are you in a daze again? Now is the most critical time! Do you think Tezuka will lose?" Kikumaru's pure face was full of deep worry, even the big cat eyes Worry oozes too.

This is really inappropriate, Eiji shouldn't have such an expression.

Inexplicably, there was a wave of self-blame in Bu Er's heart.

The warm smile is like the morning sun, eye-catching but unobtrusive.Fu Er pretended to be a little surprised and turned his head back, calmly without any fluctuations, every cell in his body was telling that what happened just now was just an illusion, and he had nothing to worry about at all.

"Heh, Eiji, I was just distracted for a while before you noticed me. I've been a little tired lately." The doting tone skillfully avoided the slightly gloomy atmosphere, and gently soothed Kikumaru with a casual sentence concerns.

"If it's Tezuka, I believe he won't lose."

There is a bit of faith in the firm tone, a bit of loneliness, and some inexplicable faint feelings that are almost dissipating.

Even if I don’t know how many laps, how many turns, accidentally got stuck in the mud, accidentally lost my way, accidentally fell into the rose bushes, but the original intention of chasing that back figure remains the same and has not changed.

Yes, believe him, the pillar of Qingxue.

I believe that he will prove his strength, believe that he will abide by every agreement, and believe that he will eventually find his own way.

I just didn't expect this day to come so soon.

Sometimes I think that if I didn’t care about how bruised and bruised I would be, I insisted on taking that step, approaching, and touching that beam of light; To be persistent, to face.Will it be different?

However, everything now is just a hypothesis, a meaningless hypothesis.Even if I do it again, I don't have the courage to tear off the disguise and expose my true heart naked. I don't have the courage to show the truest self, and I don't have the courage to look directly at myself who may be scarred.I don't have the self-love that wants me to be self-willed, I just hope to maintain it like this, to maintain a comfortable situation that everyone is used to, to maintain a state that does not cause trouble to everyone, and to maintain a distance that I can silently care for.

Whether it's a cowardly escape, or a thoughtful protection, everything is irreparable.It's impossible to change, and you won't regret it.When everything is clear, you can really let go.

Fuji could feel Kikumaru's careful gaze projected here, but he didn't pay attention, he knew that this was Kikumaru's way of worrying, and he also knew that this was the best way not to make Kikumaru worry.

However, if you still want to be willful for the last time, even if you will add unnecessary worries and troubles to others.I don't know when it changed, he wanted to do something for himself, he wanted to draw a full stop for himself, and then reshape a starting point.Otherwise, you will be bound forever.

When Minister Yamato uttered the fact that was a bit of speculation, when he saw Tezuka's heartfelt smile.He really felt very fortunate that he didn't need to regret it, even if there was a slight pain in his heart.In fact, as long as you carefully observe Tezuka’s recent behavior, you can guess that it’s close to ten. If you say that you haven’t wavered, it’s definitely a lie, but now Tezuka is really playing his own tennis from the bottom of his heart. .From this point of view, it doesn't matter if he has been kept in the dark.Even if suddenly—

My heart twitched slightly again.

—what does it matter.

It's time to break.

Bu Er pulled out a faint smile, as cool and moist as water mist.

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The tenth episode of tv.Comics 34, 35.