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At this time, I even really thought that we were fed up with each other, and it was right to divide.But how can you say it, even if you already want to say goodbye.

I really don't understand how we love so much that we are only bored and complaining.

Those sad habits let us still sleep in the same bed after quarreling. I know that he fell asleep very late. I just listened to his breathing, and even if I didn’t need to look at it, the sleeping face was deeply imprinted in my heart. .

That night I even kept practicing saying in my heart, 'Yu Xiao, let's break up. Until the phone rang, I got out of bed cautiously, not wanting to disturb his little sleep, it was Han Zhu, I thought she would call me, when I was sure I wanted to know everything.

"Sorry, I didn't ask you to be responsible." Her voice was still weak, but not cowardly. "Of course I also want to kill them. After all, I don't want them to have a father. It's too tiring for me, but my stomach Here are two children." She laughed helplessly, as if talking to the air one-sidedly.

"I have regretted it before, but I will never regret it again, Su Chen, I am the mother of the children, and you are their father."

their dad?I should say something about all this, but I really don't know what I can give them, like they just came into this world without my permission, like a fucking debt collector.

"I don't need any financial help from you to raise them, but if one day you want to give your children a real home, come to me. I don't want them to call anyone dad."

Ha, this woman really likes to reason at length. Is it possible for me to marry her?For two children?Stop it. "Have you said enough?"

"Yes." She agreed, not even annoyed by my indifferent tone, "The children's names are ready, Chaoyan, Chaoyu, how about it?"

Hang up the phone directly, call whatever you want!Damn, why is she so sure it has something to do with me? ...doesn't it matter?

I don't know how long I was in a daze, but when I heard rustling sounds from the bedroom, Yu Xiao walked out of the bedroom naked, walked into the bathroom as if no one else was there, and said when closing the door, "You should tell me, what are you doing?" What are you hiding from me?" Afterwards, there seemed to be an endless sound of water flowing.

Would tell him, but didn't try to hide anything.

But I don't want to tell him, because I know in my heart that he will think that all this is a deliberate concealment.

Sadly, I found myself waiting for him to stop believing before saying that long-simmering breakup.

Soon, he walked out of the bathroom and sat on the sofa while wiping his hair. Impatiently, he tore off the towels on his hair and let water drip from them, and turned on the TV with a cigarette in his mouth.

He started switching channels, and kept doing it, until he stopped at the tennis finals.The people jumping constantly on the TV, and the crisp sound of hitting the ball, "Nadal might win..." he said to himself, exhaling smoke rings, looking extremely serious.Can't help but feel a little funny.

"Dry your hair." And I couldn't take my eyes off the dripping water droplets on the black hair, as if they also made a ticking sound, constantly urging something.

He didn't answer, just twitched the corner of his mouth.I knew that he was waiting for me to take the initiative to say something, so I knelt down beside him and helped him dry his hair with as light a hand as possible.

I rarely do this, or I'm looking for an angle where I can't see his expression.

Facing his face, I couldn't say what I wanted to say.Always.

Because I knew he would be angry, I even wondered whether to wait for him to watch the game before speaking. Such trivial details made me feel crazy.

"Okay." I said, scratching my eighty-dry hair.

"Yeah." He picked up the cigarette and put it back on the coffee table casually, his eyes never leaving the TV, "Are you going to talk?"

"Ah." I still maintained the previous posture, but I couldn't help but peek at his expression. He looked very calm, so calm that he didn't care what happened, and his emotions seemed to have affected me.

Or is that just the way it is, the end has come, and can it get any worse?

"Han Chu gave birth."

He didn't speak, as if he couldn't hear what I said at all, he stared at the TV intently, and I could only watch it with him, as if watching another world through a barrier, the cheers of the person on the TV, the trophy, These have nothing to do with me.

Afterwards, there was a paragraph after paragraph of long reports on TV, explaining the concluding language with excitement on their faces, as if they had become prophets.

That was silly and funny, and he picked up the remote again and turned the TV to silent, "Sure enough," he said, tilting his head, this time to me.

"Yes."

"It's Han Zhu on the phone tonight, right?"

"Yes." I pulled his hand on the sofa and looked at it in front of my eyes. There was no reason, but I just wanted to do it suddenly. The lines on his palm were intertwined and a little messy. The company looks for you, and then..." Ha, then there is no more.

I don't know what else to explain, because all I can think of is him leaving with that person, I remembered who he is, that person I met on the night I tried to find Yu Xiao, seduced, it was Yang Yi, Yang Yi who tried to snatch Yu Xiao away many years ago.

But the crux of the problem wasn't fucking Yang Yi at all, I didn't care when he came back or what he wanted, it was me who pushed Yu Xiao away from me.

"No explanation? Nothing to say?"

"Yes, there's nothing to say." I answered so positively because of his indifference and sarcasm.

He raised his hand very lightly, and then seemed to have exhausted all his strength to throw the remote control in his hand, and it hit the TV screen, sparks and crashing sounds scattered everywhere, but he didn't speak, just Constantly hitting everything in the living room, the only light disappeared, leaving only vague shadows and harsh noises.

I didn't move because there was nothing to say, nothing to do.

"I knew it! I knew it... You have been in touch with her since that time, right? You think I'm stupid to lie to me all the time, right?"

"Yes, you are fucking stupid! It's just a choice between you and Han Zhu, it won't be that difficult!" How could it be difficult? Between him and Han Zhu, what good choice is there?Besides him, what good choice is there?

His silhouette in the dark looks thin and lonely, which is good, at least he can't see my guilt and hesitation. "Very good, now you get out of here, we break up! Now, break up immediately! I don't want to see you again!"

wrong!Even if we break up, you still want me to say it, don't you?

No, not at all, I just found that I don't want to share, even if I'm so entangled to death, I don't want to share.

I think I completely irritated him, the sudden silence made him start to get agitated, he just picked up anything on the coffee table and threw it at me, as if he was hit by something, whatever, I don't want to break up.

"Why are you so naive?" He suddenly sat on the edge of the coffee table, his voice was dull and weak, "Really, I'm serious, share it, do you think I can't see it? You are enough, right?"

"I don't want to, that's what you thought." Even if it was just a shadow, I found that I didn't dare to look at him, as if I had been cut into pieces, and gradually became numb with pain.

I seem to hear his crying voice, very slight, depressing, like a dream, "No, I said break up, that's it." And his voice couldn't be clearer, "If you don't go, I'll go, here , and you, I never want to see again."

It was pitch black, but it seemed to be extremely clear. I seemed to be watching him pack up some clothes and walk back to the living room. In the end, only the sound of footsteps remained. He really wanted to leave.

Did you forget something?

I didn't know what to do, I just grabbed his hand suddenly, "Don't leave Yu Xiao, if you leave here, it's really over."

I must be pretending to be calm, I shouldn't be like this, or I should humbly beg him.

"I know." He tried to shake off my hand,

"I will get married!" I must be crazy, damn it, I stood up and held him tightly, I just suddenly remembered that I once said that if one day, I said that I wanted to get married, then leave me.

Actually I don't want to, get married?How ridiculous is that?With whom?

"Go." He said softly, with a strong nasal voice, "I won't stop you, and I won't keep you."

"Why? You fucking say! Why do you have to leave me?"

"Because I don't love you anymore!" He roared, shaking my hand fiercely, "You thought, you always thought that I would be by your side, didn't you? It's funny, who are you? Why? Waiting for me to pay? Waiting for you to come back to me forever? Tell you, I've had enough! By you?"

"Then get out! Get out! It doesn't matter if you're here or not? What do you think? Do you think I'm going to kneel down and beg you not to go? Or can't I live without you? Stop fucking kidding me!"

I thought he would argue with me, but he just left without saying a word, actually, why did he leave?It's me who wants to go.

Stop kidding, is this the end?Just leave, forget it?

And it was true, I went back to the bedroom immediately after he left, I wanted to sleep, that's all.I thought I fell asleep, but I just listened to the pendulum ringing until dawn.

That's when I realized that we were really over and he knew me as well as I knew him.We all know that breaking up is our mutual decision.

It's just that I didn't expect that the breakup was so simple and hasty, it seemed sad, empty, and nothing was taken for granted.What I didn't expect was that I really got married, it was a more hasty wedding, with Han Zhu.

I just suddenly realized that I couldn't and wouldn't go to him, and he wouldn't come back to me.This city, which I thought was small, turned out to be so big that I would never meet him again, and loneliness would drive people crazy.

And I really had nothing to do, other than marry a woman, without whom I couldn't think of any reason why I should refuse a normal life.

Goodbye is a long time later, thinking of our hasty breakup is also funny, I have asked myself countless times why, and Yu Xiao gave me the answer, when he was sitting opposite me, holding a coffee cup in his hand, "Because I'm not reconciled."

That's right, who would be willing to think that the person you love the most has come to that point.Because I am not reconciled, because I don't want to face the boring status quo anymore.

After knowing him for 21 years and being a partner for seven years, we broke up, worse than passers-by.

It was I who underestimated his existence, as if something had been hollowed out, or maybe it was after I realized it. In the year after that, I realized that he has indeed become an indispensable part of my life , is also the missing part.

146. Pretending to live the same

When I got off work, Xiao Wang leaned over to me again, gossip about today's news, "Chu Su, this new guy is not a good person, I saw him fawning over Liu Ju in the morning, so he's a sycophant. "

"You're pretty sneaky." I said as I turned off the computer, "Don't worry about these things all day, he has nothing to do with the personnel department, and he won't hinder your eyes."

After hearing this, Xiao Wang said with a bitter face, "Don't, I'm just complaining. Even though I said that, he is also from this unit, and the face of such a powerful villain is unacceptable." After listening to this I also thought it was funny, but Xiao Wang was right.

But what, who is not a villain?Sometimes I get nauseous when I look in the mirror.

"Is that why you came to my office to say that?"

Xiao Wang smiled dryly, "No, report on the day's work." He said that he finally handed in the report that should have been given to me the day before yesterday. , It can be regarded as a little entertainment.

Speaking of it, I don't seem to be any better than him, who is thinking about how to make jokes one day.

It has been a year since I broke up with Yu Xiao, and I have been married for almost a year. The ring on my hand is still very eye-catching. Now that I think about it, I feel that this choice is understandable, but there are too many things missing, and occasionally I will be afraid. Do I really want to be so mediocre until I die.

When I was driving, I didn't find what I wanted in my pocket, and I was even more annoyed. Lu Hao called again and urged, "What are you doing? I'll wait for you if you don't come to us if you don't come. You can find someone to join hands!"

"Why are you urging? You were not in a hurry when your wife gave birth." This is true, and Lu Hao is also a very 'concentrated' person. He called and said that his wife was about to give birth. He even said something here, 'Hurry up and finish these four laps, damn it, I'm so unlucky today, I haven't missed a beat. '

"Fuck, no one is in a hurry for you, you only want to get married when the children are out."

"Go away!" I said angrily, and hung up the phone.Speaking of which, it was really a 'joke' for a long time.Those cronies and dog friends all had teasing faces, "Okay, Su Chen, you're in place."

Ha, what a piece of shit.Every time I think of this incident, I just say two words: fuck it.

In the evening, I mostly play outside, not in a nightclub, but playing cards with a few friends.In Lu Hao's apartment where college students are being raised, the girl usually doesn't come back, and it's okay if she comes back. She knows all of us. This kind of thing is very common, and no one can afford to tell it.

We played moderately, with a game of two or three thousand wins or losses, and we only played with these few friends. Of course, it was not good to be outside. To put it bluntly, it was considered gambling.

"It's finally here, hurry up!" Lu Hao urged desperately as soon as he entered the room. This kid usually gambled outside, and he didn't lose a lot this year, and he didn't have a memory.

"I'm hungry, is there anything to eat?" The best way is to ignore his haste.

"No, we just cooked noodles." It was Qi Sheng who spoke, he was smoking a cigarette, and the three of them were not idle, playing poker.Qi Sheng and I have also gradually gotten closer since we got married. There is no reason, other than being familiar with each other in the past, his wife and Han Zhu 'like old friends at first sight', so that's how we fell in love.

Besides, who wants to talk about the past.Just forget that we are still friends.

I searched around in the refrigerator, and there was nothing but the milk and orange juice left by that chick Lu Hao, so I had no choice but to call and order takeaway.Lu Hao hurriedly fetched the mahjong, "Hurry up, let's play first, now ordering food is the most unreliable. Two days ago, I called to order some fast food, and it took more than an hour to deliver it."

"Fuck you, you called the restaurant in the outer ring, luckily that one is still willing to deliver it." Qi Sheng scolded with a smile, "Here, you will have a dark face when you come." He said, and handed me a pack of cigarettes .Even if he winks a little bit, I am not very happy, and it does have something to do with this.

After we broke up, I started smoking, and I smoked the same brand as Yu Xiao.The once disgusting smell suddenly likes it, as if he is still around.

When the card is in hand, I feel better. A good card with a straight line is accurate and enough for Lu Hao to complain for a while. Get up, the salary over there is much higher than your salary at work, what kind of work do you still work for?"

"As unprogressive as you?" I said half-jokingly, "It's earning extra money, and the unit is stable. If my store goes bankrupt one day, can I still have something to eat?"

That ktv was opened half a year ago, so what's the use of money in your hands, of course it has to be invested.Think about it, I am also a father. Although I don’t have any self-consciousness, and I don’t think how good the children I wanted back then are, but I have to plan for them anyway. I can’t give anything else. I have to earn money seriously.

"You don't understand this." Qi Sheng took over the words, "They are all people with children, so you have to plan for the future."

"It's boring if you say that." Sun Ze, who had been silent all this time, said, "People who have children are still doing it outside."

Qi Sheng chuckled, quite calmly, "Occasionally." He said with a complacent expression, "None of you have the energy I have for Jiahui, so what's the use of talking about it?"

Sun Ze laughed, "Touch." He put the cards he touched aside and continued, "He's not talking nonsense, I saw him shopping with his sister-in-law a few days ago, with the child in his left hand and his sister-in-law in his right hand .”

Lu Hao winked and said, "Yeah, the dumplings are delicious, and my sister-in-law is fun!"

"Fuck you!" Qi Sheng scolded with a smile, "Didn't you believe that delicious seafood is better than seafood, and fun is better than 'cousin'?"

"No, I've never messed with my cousin, but I've done a lot with my younger sister." He said a little shamelessly, and suddenly slapped the table nervously, "Fuck, I remembered, just say it, I forgot something just now, Hey, guess who I met when I went to play in your store two days ago?"

"Who? Are you a sister?" I said, raising my hand to stop Qi Sheng from drawing a card, "Kung."

"What sister, Yu Xiao, I met him." I didn't say a word, but I couldn't express what I felt in my heart. Few people mentioned him to me. I heard that he went abroad not long after the breakup, and the co-author also came back not long ago.

"He still hasn't changed. It's because he looks down on people. Who doesn't know that he's 'elegant' now? He's not at the same level as us. We play cards and pick up girls all day. He's a man..."

147. The so-called each in its own right

"It's just your mouth." I couldn't help but say him, even if we broke up, I don't want to hear anyone say that he is not good.

"Don't talk about me first. What happened when you were so good with him? Now you don't even see your face, and you don't want to mention your name? Speaking of which, I'm also curious about what you guys did. Did you play with him? The man?" He started to wink again, "Don't lie to me, I know that you played crazy a few days ago, have you ever fucked a man, isn't it very cool?"

"Can you please?" I said with a sneer.

"Go away! I'm not good at this." He also snorted coldly, "Do you think he has something to do with his boss? I've seen that one called Chen...they are together now Woolen cloth."

"Are you finished? Damn you like meddling in other people's affairs so much? Mother-in-law is like a bitch!" I pulled out a dry smile, trying to make my tone sound half-joking, in fact It was not successful, and Lu Hao changed his face a little bit, but he also tried his best to restrain himself,

"Okay, play cards!"

"Speaking of which, my daughter is almost three years old, and she looks quite fresh." Qi Sheng quickly took over the conversation, "Think about it, I think your son is not bad."

"What did you say to me? Let me think about it together?" I also said along the lines, "He hasn't grown all hair yet, does he know fart?" Thinking of those two children, it's also quite funny, just now He started to learn to speak, and called dad when he met someone.

It took about four laps, so we broke up. Lu Hao and I were not very happy, and it was meaningless to continue playing. Sun Ze originally proposed to go out for a drink, but Lu Hao and the guy at home They all called, and nothing happened.

The takeaway didn't arrive until I was out of the house, and I looked like I was working hard and in a hurry, and I panicked when I saw it, and I didn't have any appetite at all. I won't admit that it was because of Yu Xiao's matter, I thought I didn't care people.

"Not driving?"

"Ah, Jiahui is afraid that I will go out to drink temporarily."

"Get in the car." Qi Sheng was not polite, he opened the co-pilot and sat in, and started to puff smoke again.

This group of people don't know what's going on, they are all addicted to smoking, including me.

Sometimes I think about it, all of us will die of cardiovascular and lung diseases, drinking and smoking all day long, how else can we die.

"Actually, I saw him a few days ago."

"You are all playing with coincidence."

"Don't think too much, I was with Lu Hao at the time." Qi Sheng smiled and leaned lazily on the seat, "It looks pretty good." He hesitated for a while and then said, "Better than you."

"Are you embarrassing me?" My heart was sour, but I couldn't get angry. I knew Qi Sheng had no other intentions, so I could only answer half-jokingly.

"Come on, he's doing well, so don't you feel at ease?" He didn't speak again until he got out of the car, "It's been a circle, what's the point, let's have a good time."

I just waved my hand, have a good time?Who the fuck is having a good time again?He's fine, I'm really happy for him, he's fine, and I don't want him to be fine.Yu Xiao is right, I am narrow-minded, if he really has a better life than when he was with me, then what is our past?

Now that he's back...but he doesn't want to meet me.

He did, and never returned to the place where we lived, and I never went back after I got married, but took the potted flowers and glass with me.I took everything he didn't want.

I admit that I am not an enthusiastic person. The reason why I sent Qi Sheng home was because I didn't want to go back too early. Although it was past ten o'clock, it was still too early.

When I opened the door, I heard the voice of the eunuch pinching his throat on the TV, "Yes, the servant leads the order."Walking into the living room, Han Zhu was watching intently, wearing white sleepy clothes and lotus-colored slippers.

On TV, the hairstyle of a man with half a melon cut, and a woman with a hair accessory that looks like a lot of weight, are they so good-looking?Bored for no reason.

"Have you eaten? I left some food for you tonight, do you want Auntie to warm it up?"

"Auntie is asleep in the middle of the night, what are you doing to bother her?" I took off my coat and said, "I've eaten, Glass, come here." When he saw me, he wagged his tail and turned around, "Did it eat it?"

Han Chu laughed, plain makeup is quite refreshing, he can't tell that he is a mother of two children, "No matter how I look at it, I think you care more about it than your children, and that pot of broken flowers is so ugly."

"I don't care about the child, don't you take care of it, and auntie. Besides, what are you competing with a potted flower? Interesting?"

She curled her lips and muttered, "You go take a shower first, I'll heat up your dinner, don't wait for your stomach to hurt, get up in the middle of the night and look for medicine." After she finished speaking, she turned her head back and forth to express her reluctance to leave the TV, "You can Don't switch channels."

Well, this house is hers, and she can decide everything.

In the end, I feel guilty towards her. When I said I was going to get married, she thought that I gave up Yingying Yanyan outside for the sake of my children and her.She can't cook, but things like heating are okay. I haven't been in the kitchen since we got married, and my mother hasn't mentioned it. She doesn't even know that I can cook.

The child hurts, but she still has to go to work, and she can't take care of it alone, so she simply hired a nanny. The auntie is not bad, she is very down-to-earth, and she can rest assured that the child is entrusted to her.After all, I take care of the children, and I usually tell Han Zhu not to bother Auntie too much, and don't get upset and vent your anger on the children secretly.

The two little ones have been asleep for a long time, and they look almost identical. Sometimes I can't tell the difference, but fortunately, they are different after all.

Han Zhu was lying beside me, with a faint scent of lavender, he was still not used to it, "What's wrong with you today?" She was lying in my arms, with a gesture that could not be refused, and there was nothing to refuse, he is my wife, married That's what it says on the certificate.

"It's different from yesterday?" I looked at the lavender curtains behind her. I don't like the main color of this house at all, but I don't want to say more about her decorations. How can there be so many likes or dislikes? like?What happened to the person you liked in the first place?

"Nonsense!" She chuckled lightly, "Unhappy?"

"Happy."

"Actually, I didn't know you were boring sometimes."

"Regret?"

"Again!" She scolded, "The children are all over one year old, what are you regretting?"

She didn't know that if she told me that she regretted it, then I would file for divorce without hesitation.Just like what Qi Sheng said, I went around in a circle, what is the picture?I just don't want anything anymore.

148. Pretending to be a casual encounter

"By the way, I went to the store tonight." She said a little hesitantly, "Is it okay to make trouble? I heard from the manager that she was arguing with customers."

"Okay, I'll go and have a look tomorrow night. After all, she is also my cousin." This cousin is a child of my aunt's family, her nickname is Nao Nao, and she never has a free moment. , I simply asked her to come over and help with the accounts.

She's a nice person, and we hung out all day when we were young, but my temper was a little off, so what, I can't ask Han Lei to come, can I?That brat got upset when he saw it, as if I owed them a lot of money.

I seldom go there, except for the monthly account check, or I take the people below to play, but I always feel that I should go there a few more times, maybe I can see Yu Xiao.

In fact, there may be nothing to say goodbye, just take a look to see if he is really doing well as they said.

After get off work, I went to the store first. There were not many people at this time. As soon as I entered, I saw Nao Nao standing in front of the bar and laughing loudly, "That bastard, what is he doing? Without this customer, it's not like I can't do it." Business?"

"What are you talking about? You're all big and big, and your words are so unreasonable." I couldn't help but say to her, what a bastard, no matter how you look at it, she is a decent girl, and she is so unpopular when she speaks, no wonder her man Friends don't want her.

"Brother!" She hugged me enthusiastically, "Have you been here for so long?"

"I'm here, can you still quarrel with the guests?"

Nao Nao curled his lips when he heard that, "Did my sister-in-law say it? I knew that the manager was making a small report with my sister-in-law."

I stood at the bar and looked through the accounts, and then looked at the membership registration on the computer, "Don't talk about sister-in-law and sister-in-law, you won't be bothered."

"Ha! I knew you didn't have a good relationship with my sister-in-law!" She winked at me mysteriously, "Didn't your uncle and aunt be surprised when you got married without saying a word? I thought there was a problem. "

"You can't see well in which eye, don't talk nonsense."

She snorted twice, and held her eye in her mouth quite boldly, and I snatched her away just as she was about to light it, "What do girls smoke?"

"Su Chen, why didn't I discover so many things about you before?"

"Su Lei, I didn't find you so annoying before." I really don't want to talk to this crazy girl. Although she is my cousin, I will still say what I should say, "If you quarrel with the guests again, be careful and I will detain you." salary."

"He took advantage of me!"

"Is there anyone else willing to take advantage of you?" I couldn't help teasing her, and it was funny seeing her curl her lips, "If anyone dares to touch you, just come to me."

"Yes! Boss! You sold me out at a low price?" She deliberately made a small fuss.

"I'm your brother, who else can I let take advantage of you?"

"Brother, you are the best to me." She threw herself on me again, swaying from side to side, "What's wrong? Why are you so engrossed?"

"When did he start coming?" I asked, pointing to the name at the member registration office, it was a very familiar feeling, and because Lu Hao's previous description became blurred, he and Chen Yu began to appear in my mind. look.

"Yu Xiao? Let's start half a month ago. I didn't know he came back. He hasn't changed. He's still so charming." She began to hold her hands together and sigh, "It's a pity, if he wasn't gay, I would definitely chase after him. She got it."

"Go, I support you." Nao Nao said that when she was a child, and she was sad for a few days after knowing that he was gay, and I encouraged her that way at that time.

"You have a better chance of success, at least you are a man." She seemed to want to say something, but was interrupted by the phone ringing on the bar, "Yes! If you have, I will leave it to you, okay, goodbye!" She raised her eyebrows and said excitedly, "Cao Cao Cao Cao will be there, Yu Xiao called, and I can see the handsome guy again."

Seeing Su Lei's expression, I really began to doubt our family lineage, what if my daughter grows up and becomes a nymphomaniac all day long.If Chaoyan thinks about picking up girls all day like I used to, and Chaoyu thinks about how to pick up men...

"By the way, why wasn't he there when you got married?"

"What?" I was also taken aback by her question, "Ah, didn't he go abroad at the time?" When I got married, he gave a gift money, but I lost it. I don't need him to pretend, and I don't want to .

"Does he know who opened this place?"

"No, we met for a quick chat and didn't mention it." Also, if he knew, he might not want to come again.

"Brother, I want to ask you something seriously." She came up behind me, squeezed my shoulders flatteringly, and most likely wanted to get my salary first again.

"Say."

"Have you been with Yu Xiao before?" She gently pressed my shoulders, "Do you remember that a few years ago, when I was still in college in Beijing, I always called you."

"Remember, you need money to buy clothes, right?"

She giggled, "Eight out of ten times, Yu Xiao answered the phone first, and I knew you were with him at that time, and also, you never went home in those years, so uncle and aunt disagreed. "

"It's just you who think too much." I didn't deny it, it's meaningless, it doesn't matter whether Su Lei knows it or not, let alone those things have already passed.Now, we're not even friends.

"Brother, I thought it was good for you two to be together, really, better than being with sister-in-law."

"Forget it, it's all in the past, what's the matter?" I could hear my calm tone, as if letting go, but in fact, every time I think about it, I just feel nostalgic, and the original boredom is blurred.

It seems that the best thing is to be with Yu Xiao.

That kind of regret and regret, but there is no way to say it.

"You didn't smoke in the past."

"I didn't have a wife or children in the past!" I took her hand away, "Isn't it good now?"

"Forget it! You won't admit what I told you!" She said angrily, shook off me and walked out.Well, they are all ancestors. In front of my boss, she still dared to leave her job in an open and honest manner.Co-authoring me is just a decoration.

What am I not acknowledging?Don't admit that you don't want the life you have now, don't admit that you can't let him go?Meaningless.I don't even know what I'm sitting here for, is it just to see him, and then what?Not at all as before then?

He walked in the back, and I recognized him at a glance. He was holding a black suit jacket without a tie, and his shirt had two buttons unbuttoned. He didn't change anything before he separated from us.I think I'm a little lucky that he didn't appear in front of me with Chen Yu.

Suddenly I found that the feeling of emptiness in my heart disappeared, and it started the moment I saw him, "Sorry, I called just now, and I forgot the room I booked..." He walked to the bar and lowered his head and said, When he raised his head, he obviously stood there in astonishment.

I just looked at him as much as I could, my eyes were still bright and clean, and I didn't hide a bit of embarrassment. He turned his eyes away first, and touched the tip of his nose in a concealed manner, "When did you come back?"

"About a month." He replied, then glanced at me quickly and asked, "Have you been fired by the unit?"

149. Whose fault was it when I was childish

"...There is no crow's mouth." A little helpless, his words were not so unpleasant, "Hurry up, your colleagues are waiting for you, let the waiter take you there."

"Well...goodbye." He chuckled lightly,