adult restriction

Measuring me, I just didn't expect her expression to soften gradually, "Sit down." She sighed and looked at me helplessly. I am already 50 years old.

"You look much younger than my dad." I said with a smile, looking at the inadvertent smile in the corner of her eyes, "You don't look like a real match." This was just to please her, but my dad has really The old ones are faster.

She raised her hand and slapped me on the back of the head, which made me dazed. How long has it been since anyone treated me like this, like when I was a child, "What nonsense! If your dad hears it, he will be angry."

"Are you willing to come back?" She changed her tone and suddenly began to lecture, her voice kept rising, as if she was about to jump off the hospital bed and beat me up, "How good would it be if you never came back? Just pretend there is no mother like me! Do you know how much your dad misses you coming back? Even if he doesn't say it? "

"I'm not……"

"Shut up!" She slapped me gently, and after a few seconds of silence, she suddenly threw herself into my arms and started crying, just like the day I left, "You said Su Chen, I want you What exactly do you do? It’s not as good as a girl, how caring, like you will make me angry..."

She began to complain, twitching her body like a child, "Okay, don't cry, what do you want a girl for? If you are like me, it will be miserable?"

"Then what's the matter? It's better not to be indistinguishable from gender like you!"

"Mom! Can you..." I didn't know what I wanted to say, just like I couldn't persuade Yu Xiao to understand my mother's attitude a little bit.

She let go of me suddenly, she who was still like a child just now suddenly fell silent, she sighed, and didn't look at me again, "You can do whatever you want, just remember to come home and stay with us."

I really feel stupid, what is this?What I always cared about, and even thought that there was no way to solve it, was it so easily solved?Has it disappeared over time?

Or was it a forced compromise by one party?

She still acquiesced in the relationship between me and Yu Xiao, and Han Zhu, in my mother's words, Han Zhu's mother is her friend, like a half-daughter, and in those days when I was not around, Han Zhu often will be with her.

I was always skeptical about this matter. I knew exactly what Han Zhu wanted, but she could be ignored. I excitedly dialed Yu Xiao's phone like a kid.

The other end of the phone is strange and noisy, but I feel that our distance has never been so close.

"Mom agrees." I got straight to the point, not in the mood to play around with him.

"What?" He asked back without knowing why, and then began to give me the answer smartly, "My mother? Did she agree to find another person to accompany her?"

"...I mean my mother! She agreed, to be precise, she acquiesced in our being together."

"I won't be angry if others make me happy for you! You are too much, making up such a lie..." I couldn't help laughing when he said that, and I could even imagine that he was a little annoyed Frown and somewhat expectant eyes.

The heart began to beat irregularly, as nervous and restless as if I said I loved him for the first time, as if possessed, let that feeling lead me to admit that this is love, not a simple habit, "Yu Xiao, I love you you."

It was a little bit embarrassing, and I seldom said such words so bluntly, but I seemed to hear his response, "I love you too." He said, I was satisfied with the line, just felt relaxed, maybe never Neither is insurmountable, but no one is willing to try.

For a month, we just contacted by phone and agreed to go together when he came back.During that time, the glass dog didn't look so unpleasant anymore, I would even feed it on time, and then watched it grow rapidly, and it became more or less like a dog.

But it still doesn't know how to bark, and it's still afraid of me. As long as I point it in any direction, it will squat there obediently and motionless, which is quite funny.

There is no dissatisfaction, and I even have the patience to play some games that are always impossible to pass the time.Just one night, I smelled the smell of loneliness in the air.

That kind of lonely atmosphere is constantly spreading, making me remember and obey my nature of unwillingness to be lonely.He's not there, and I'll have other pastimes, just like I've had in years past.

But this time, I thought of Han Zhu, his fiery red lips, his soft body, and his tolerance and dependence on me.It was a different feeling, in a house with only her, that we were getting addicted to another adult game.

The kind of relationship that does not require any responsibility and effort is a wonderful and exciting existence.

141. Unwilling to be lonely

"Be honest! Come back and bring you beef!" Glass kept following me, looking at me with seemingly innocent eyes, but this dog is definitely not a good stubble, seeing dogs bigger than it walking around in a disheveled manner Walk, like a wolf with a big tail, when it sees a smaller one, it will start to succeed.

During this period of time, it has become so fat that it doesn’t look like a dog. Its favorite food is beef. I once kicked it until its face was covered with blood because of that piece of beef.Maybe it's really because I'm too lonely to talk to a dog.

It really doesn't feel like he's at home, like a whole that's been cut apart and left with the most important parts.

And my solution to loneliness is Han Zhu.

Thinking about it this way, I feel that I am really a scumbag, but so what?It seems like there will never be an answer.That kind of charming and exciting is an indispensable condiment in life.Neither light nor heavy color, will not affect anything.

When I opened the door, I was hit on my chest by a person. It hurt a little. I had a familiar smell and acted recklessly. There was only one person. He was standing in front of me with a suitcase, and he had long black hair. Block the eyebrows.

"Five days early." I said subconsciously, not wanting to admit that I cared about the one-month deadline.

"The work is done." He smiled smugly, and began to boast about himself again, "How is it? Isn't he handsome? Finished the work ahead of schedule."

"What are you in such a hurry for?" He lost a little weight, and this kind of energy that would kill him at work has never been used by people.

He chuckled and lowered his head slightly, "I miss you." He raised his head and looked at me a little dissatisfied, "Don't laugh so badly."

"Then do I want to say that I miss you too?" I hugged him tightly, feeling relieved, the feeling of loneliness was completely dispelled, is it good or bad?Don't want to leave him, and our home, "it's better to do it."

After hearing this, he pursed the corners of his mouth tightly, and then nodded seriously, "Good idea!" As he said that, he rolled over the bed vigorously, causing me to fall back on the sofa with him without standing still.

Not so good, in this position... "Don't mess around!" He opened the fingers that slid down his back, and he said in a warning tone.

Calculate, calculate, if you don’t mess around, don’t mess around, why are you so serious?I took the initiative to grab his neck and kissed his lips.He only likes to kiss him. In fact, even if he has done it with Han Zhu many times, it was only the first time he kissed her lips in a real sense.

I don't know what's going on, he seems to be very interested, and I'm very hungry.Hungry in the conventional sense.

"Hey, don't mess with me, can you? I'm starving to death."

He narrowed his eyes and stared at me viciously, "Speak! Did you mess around outside when I was not at home? Are you so stupid now?"

"...I didn't have lunch, it's dinner time now." I explained seriously, but I was actually a little guilty, especially when I saw him suddenly sneered, and then pressed on me and took a bite.

Damn, it hurts!

"You are lying."

"How is it possible?" I smiled easily, and patted his butt pretending to be serious, "Do you want to verify it?"

He looked at me a little provocatively, "Okay."

"..." Damn it, it's too embarrassing, so embarrassing!Lost a man's self-esteem!He was right, this morning, I fought Han Zhu for [-] rounds, and then... Then he happened to come back full of interest.what is this?I admit that I am so tired that I don't want to move, and he is still groping with his hands and feet dishonestly. Am I going to die in the saddest and happiest way of death, exhausted?

He stared at me for a while, then burst out laughing, poking his elbow into my chest, which made me almost breathless, "It's so funny, you can't see your expression now, it's so frustrating! It's so embarrassing You can't do it, can you?"

"Don't move...you don't move..."

"Uh... what's wrong with you?"

"Stomach pain." I really have a stomach pain, suddenly, but I also feel good, does this count as a step up for myself?Because it was true, he had no reason not to believe it. He went into the kitchen for the first time and cooked two bowls of noodles.The two bowls had no color, and I even suspected that they had no taste.There are only two scallions floating alone inside.

Co-authoring is to experience the suffering in the world?

Forget it, there is finally something to eat, don't be picky about the food that you don't need to do yourself.Almost, just a little bit, he threw his face on me excitedly.

"What is this?" He put the noodles on the dining table and asked, pointing to the glass.

"Dog." I replied simply, while eating the noodles he made, it was really unpalatable.Good thing he didn't put anything else in there to avoid food poisoning.

"I know! Where did you get the glass? Is it really sent to the dog meat restaurant to be processed into dog meat?"

"...Isn't this just glass?"

With a rich complexion, he struggled alone for a while, "That small and thin..."

"Yeah, it's clearly a large dog, developing over the course of a month." What do I think?Do I process glass into gourmet food?Although it's not that I haven't thought about it. "Help me answer the phone." I said to him who was still staring at the glass in disbelief, and hurriedly finished the bowl of noodles in front of me.

There is only one possibility to call at this time, those colleagues who are unwilling to be lonely.

But I still feel a little regretful, what if Han Zhu called?Although she would not say anything to Xiao, she was just afraid that Yu Xiao would think too much, this time is still a bit ambiguous.

Thinking of this, I hurried to the living room, only to see that Yu Xiao pressed the answer button but didn't speak, looking at me who walked over was a bit confused.At that time, I had a bad feeling, his expression looked like he knew something.

The other side didn't know what was said, Yu Xiao just hummed, such a short syllable made it impossible to distinguish the person on the other end of the phone, not to mention that our voice lines are almost the same.

"I see." He said and hung up the phone.

He bowed his head in silence for a few seconds, and an unexplainable tension began to fill the air.

"Who is it?" I tried my best to look indifferent.

He just turned around, and the corners of his mouth curled up a little far-fetched, "It's Han Zhu." I could clearly see the relaxed look on his face.

"What did she say?"

Yu Xiao sat on the sofa, looking very disappointed, and his thin side face was also very pale. He gave a low laugh and looked up at me again, "She said she was pregnant."

,, this is impossible, this is my first reaction, every time I take safety measures very carefully, but... none of them can be 100% safe, right?

"Su Chen, I'm a little curious now, she's pregnant, why did she call you?"

142. Whose pride and indifference

I think I should be calmer than ever, because his face is obviously disappointed, and he is tired of all this. The tingling feeling from my heart is enough to calm me down.

I took the phone from him and dialed it back. There was only one thing I could do, "kill the child." I explained what I meant the moment the phone was connected.

"What do you mean... It was an accident, you have to believe me, but are you sure you want to do it?" Her voice was surprised, "The time is just right, you and my age..."

I suddenly held Yu Xiao's hand, just wanting him to give me some affirmation. I understand what Han Zhu means, a child, although I have already sketched it at this age when I was young, I hope to have a child of my own, but still... …still can not.

With him in front of an unborn child, it should be the latter without hesitation.

"Stop talking nonsense about Han Zhu, kill the child, and it's over between us." I cut off the phone, without the slightest feeling of being happy because I 'solved' Han Zhu's problem.

It's just that I suddenly realized that I was wrong, it wasn't Han Zhu, nor the child, Yu Xiao's hands were very cold, he didn't even pay attention to what I was talking about, and why.

It shouldn't be like this!A month ago, I was so sure that we would end up stumbling like this, and my mother finally agreed, didn't she?

But the crux of the problem is not here at all. How late I was to realize that the problem is not anyone, not my job, not my mother, but us.

He snorted coldly, turned around and punched me, "Are you fucking promising? You know that's not what I care about!" He tugged at my collar fiercely, "You always fucking You're lying! It's always like this again and again! It's not any woman, it's you... You fucking said that you and Han Zhu are just friends!"

"Don't be angry, okay? Isn't that the solution? From now on, we won't even be friends..."

I know I'm talking crap, I just hope he'll be less angry if I say it.He gritted his teeth and kept dropping his fists on me, forget it, let him fight, he will feel better after he gets angry.

I thought that was the case, but in fact it wasn't. He just stopped suddenly and sat down on the edge of the coffee table in front of me.He began to tug at his collar irritably, as if he would suffocate.

"What I care about is... I actually believed it, I actually believed your fucking nonsense..." He lowered his head and buried his face in his palm. I thought I should comfort him, although I am not good at this. But you should try to do it, right?

Just a feeling of emptiness, an intruding sense of dread.

"I……"

"Why didn't you fight back? Huh?" He suddenly raised his head and opened the hand I wanted to put on his shoulder, "Because you know you are wrong? You are wrong but never admit it! Waiting for me to forgive you?" He Standing up, he looked down at me with a sneer, "Fuck you Su Chen, that's impossible."

He said, venting his anger, he kicked on the sofa and turned away, as always, without hesitation, as if he would never look back.I should go after him and leave him.

It's just a deep sense of powerlessness. What should I do, how should I say it, to make myself look right?And in fact I was fucking wrong, ridiculously and completely wrong.

I don't know what's wrong with me. Most of the time, it seems that I lack the reluctance and patience that I only occasionally showed up at the beginning. It seems that I just wait for the result in place, but never want to change anything.

It shouldn't be like this!I should go to him, even if he gets mad at me again, or refuses to go home with me, it doesn't matter, I should tell him that I just care about him, at least more than he thinks.

I didn't realize how stupid I was until I rushed out of the apartment. Where can I find him?I just dialed his phone with a little fantasy, but I didn't expect him to answer it.

"Where are you?"

"Where else can I be? Have fun!" He pretended to be indifferent and said.I suddenly felt that he was angry with me, which made me feel at ease. This may prove that he still cares about me.

"Okay, you play first, I'll find you later." I heard myself say it, and I found it even more funny. Where did this idiot-like self-confidence come from?In the end, should I be sure that Yu Xiao won't do what he said, or should I be sure that I can find him.

Or, I'm just reassuring myself that I'll find him.

But there is really no way to find it. I used to think that this small city is so big that it is difficult to find even one person.Standing near the garden in some confusion, I finally chose to go to every gay. I still believed that he would mess around outside to get revenge for what I did today.

But there was no trace of him, even if I returned to the lure in the end, there was no sign of him in the one-way trip that I once had, and when I called his mobile phone again, there was an endless busy signal.

The lure still retains the smell of Shanxing back then. I think I smell the rotten smell of dead fish in that place, the smell of blood in the air the day Xu Chun left, and the deep scars on his wrists.

Everything is close at hand, constantly flickering under the lights of colorful glazed glass.The feeling of vomiting forced me to leave immediately, "Are you looking for someone?" I couldn't see and didn't want to see his face clearly, I've paid enough attention to such insignificant people.

Even so, I still couldn’t find him. All night long, I could feel the anxiety that I was on the verge of extinction. It had changed. I couldn’t wait for him to come back with peace of mind, and he didn’t leave me any hints like before. so that I can find him.

It was already the second day, and the sky was frighteningly oppressive. On the way back to drive, it suddenly started to rain heavily.The raindrops crackled on the car window, and in just a few minutes, they degenerated into sporadic raindrops.

The autumn in the north is even more tiresome. It can even be rainy, humid and dreary for several days in a row.

But I can't attract anyone's attention. I don't even feel the slightest when I walk in this kind of rain. I think I must look terrible. When I walked through the garden of the community, I suddenly stopped and suddenly felt that he was ridiculous. ridiculous.

He was sitting on a bench in front of the garden, with cigarette butts all over the floor, and soaked clothes, and the cold rain was falling down his hair.

There is no worry about whether he will get sick, or whether he will still be angry with me.

It just dawned on me that last night, if I look back, he's sitting here watching me run out of the apartment like an idiot.

He raised his head, smiling complacently and indifferently, that expression was so strange that I thought in a trance that the past years were just my own ridiculous illusion, and now he is the real him, that proud and free and easy, unwilling to let anyone Another him in control.

143. Come home with me when you feel good

"Do you know that you are in a hurry?" He said provocatively, sitting there motionless, just feeling tired, other than that, there was powerless anger that could not be vented, so I simply sat on the grass not far from him to become an adult .

"Are you happy?" I asked him, trying to hold back my anger because of the mistake, "come home with me when you're happy."

I'd rather he get angry, or reject me, and he just stood up and said, "Okay." I couldn't see his expression, but there were water stains from his trousers, which proved that he just did it. walk in front of me.

The rain was not heavy, but the coat was still wet, just like us, who didn't know when it started, had already walked in two different directions, and realized it later.

I sat on the lawn for a long time that day, and even watched him go downstairs to work again, but he didn't even look at me.It was also from that day that I realized that Yu Xiao's heart is no softer than mine.

I am weaker than I imagined.Long silence and burnout let me see only one ending.

As if he could see the ending, there would be no room for change if this went on.

I tried, and he tried his best, but he felt ridiculous and powerless afterwards.Like he's tired of my fickleness and I'm tired of his boredom.

His attitude once made me think that let's divide it, and forget it.But I still can't bear it, no one will be by my side for so many years.

I can't bear it, I can't let it go, and I can't bear it at all.

This kind of fear makes me afraid to look at other people again, and I even feel inexplicably nervous when going out to socialize, and women usually remind me of the phone call that night.

Just like that, we spent nearly nine months together.

Glass has grown up, a big dog, it is always lying beside me, waiting for me to give it beef, because Yu Xiao never pays attention to it, as if insisting on taking it home at that time was just a whim .

I can only keep it and help him to keep it, so that I feel that one day, he won't treat me like a beast.The flowers in the flowerpot were still so crooked and long, and they were mutilated by glass once during the period, but they still survived, with a more distorted posture.

And Yu Xiao and I would still have sex, and then fall asleep with our backs to each other.

Sometimes I even want to have a good fight with him, or smash everything in the house, but every time the fuse is lit, he or I will take a step back and disappear without a trace.

I think we are all afraid, afraid that just one quarrel will consume the little connection between us.

It was that cloudy weather again, as if the dispute never faded away.

It's a rare vacation, but I have nothing to do. Basically, if there is a vacation, I stay at home, not in the mood to think about going out for a walk, or doing something with him, and he is the same.

It was as if there was nothing we hadn't done together, losing all curiosity and passion.

Sometimes I even wonder if we will no longer feel anxious for each other, or worry about the current situation. This is another habit of ours, let it take us like this, without struggling or thinking.

He once propped his chin up and smiled helplessly, "This should be our life."

I can't answer this kind of question, because I don't understand. If this is real life, why are the past years different?Or the so-called love has disappeared.

But I don't believe it, just like I still worry about whether he eats lunch on time and whether he ignores his body for work.The glass started to circle back and forth around me again, probably too boring.

Looking at the time, Yu Xiao is about to leave work, I plan to pick him up, he didn't drive in the morning.

During this period of time, I didn't feel like myself anymore, and even gave up the time to go out and play and stay at home, and he was mostly away.Sometimes I would hear him talking on the phone in the study, faintly, but also pleasantly.

It's someone else, and I don't allow it.This is why I often stay at home.

I parked on the corner in front of their business just to make sure he wasn't going to lie to me like I always did.

"Where are you?" I dialed after seeing his figure not far away,

"In the company."

"When will you be back?" My heart sank, but I still pretended not to know anything and asked.He walked towards a man standing by the side of the road. He looked about 25 or [-] years old, very vague, but I felt very familiar.I must have seen him somewhere, the only thing I can be sure of is that he is not Chen Yu.

Not sure if this is enough for me to rejoice.

"Later, I have to work overtime." He said, took the car keys from the man, but turned his head inadvertently, I thought he saw me, and smiled at me coldly.This must be an illusion, "What? What's the matter?"

"You lied, Yu Xiao, you fucking lied to me!" I think this is the first time I've lost my temper with him in half a year, because he cheated on me and had sex with another man.

What made me even more unbelievable was that he turned around again, facing my direction, "I'm lying? So what?" I seemed to be able to see the provocative expression on his face clearly, although he His facial features are blurred due to the distance.

"So what? Get out of here now!" Damn, if he continues like this, I can't restrain myself from rushing forward and chop that familiar-looking man into many pieces.

"Go back? What qualifications do you have?" He said, and got into the car without hesitation, "Su Chen, you play your tricks, I won't ask, and now you don't care about my affairs!"

"What nonsense are you talking about? Since what happened last time, I haven't been the same as before..."

"You think I believe it?" He ruthlessly interrupted my explanation and hung up the phone.

Childish, so fucking childish, if this is how he chooses to take revenge on me, he might as well kill me with a knife.But I really have no choice, no matter what I say, he won't believe it.

But if he thinks I'm going to let it go, he's wrong, I won't do anything to him, but that man can't tell.

I simply followed them in the car, intending to use a little violence to fix the man, and then take him home, even if he wanted to fix me.

If possible, he will give me even one chance, and I will admit that I did something wrong.Because I suddenly understood that nothing could be more important than him.What I'm afraid of is that his no longer trusting will make me lose my patience one day.

144. Twins knocked out

You don't even need to think about it to know that Yu Xiao is driving, just from this messy way of driving.Seeing them passing the yellow light, there was no hesitation in my heart at all, my mind was full of his business, how could I think about anything else?

I knew I was bound to run a red light, so what!

He must be stupid to think this way. He didn't realize his mistake until he noticed the figure of a woman walking out. He was very sure that he stepped on the brakes in time, and maybe he only scratched the woman a little.

At that time, I even wanted to leave her alone, but she had a big belly, and the appearance of a person suddenly jumped into my mind.That's more serious than Yu Xiao messing around outside.

I rushed out of the car, she fell to the ground and groaned, red blood stained the road, she looked at me with disheveled hair and pale face, "Help me, save me... and the child."

Not sure I can think, just feel cold, I told her, kill that kid, or is it not my kid?That must be the case, so... so leave her alone, and whatever the hell happens to her!I don't want to have anything to do with this woman.

"Su Chen! This is your child, you..." I know, she must be calling me with all her strength behind me, mine?Fuck me, I didn't say I wanted him.

He opened the car door, but he couldn't pretend that nothing happened.Who the hell is going to tell me, how can I ignore it?It was my fault from the beginning to the end, I shouldn't have been so reassured that she was going to kill the baby, and fuck or I shouldn't have fucked her at all!

But that is my child after all, my fault...Han Zhu's crying and Yu Xiao's indifference are just the consequences of me, and I overestimated myself, because I couldn't leave Han Zhu like this, not because of people, but cannot.

When I was sitting outside the operating room of the hospital, I found that I couldn't think at all, until the nurse stood in front of me and kept asking, "Are you Miss Han Chu's family?"

"I bumped into her and sent her here." I kept wiping off the blood on my hands with a tissue, and I told the contemptuous nurse with certainty, "I have nothing to do with her."

...It doesn't matter, so what am I sitting here for?

Don't be stupid, why else?Let's see if she dies.

There was a rush of footsteps approaching from far away, and I heard an arrogant voice, "Hey, how is my sister?" I glanced at him from the corner of my eye, and immediately remembered the person who shouted at the unit a few years ago, still The arrogant and domineering appearance is just that the facial features are more or less mature.

"...Xiao Lei, how is your sister?" Footsteps came one after another, and it was Han Zhu's parents who arrived. The anxious expressions on their faces were so fucking funny. The nurses came out one after another.

"Congratulations, it's twins." The doctor's desperate tone never changed, "Who is the father of the child?"

The body that wanted to leave suddenly froze, I planned to listen to them, say something from their mouths, or watch the child's father rushing over, but they just faltered.

Ha, that's funny, so whose child is this?Is it the child that I hit with my car?

"Stop!" Han Lei suddenly stood in front of me, "Why are you here? Is it you? I knew it was you!" He looked as frizzy and annoying as before.

"No...it's the hospital where this gentleman just brought the patient. Ms. Han Chu was frightened, but this gentleman's car just scratched the patient's arm..."

"Damn! What the hell is your relationship with my sister? She won't tell me, but I know in my heart that you made her belly bigger, right?" He grabbed my collar like a lunatic, and the fact In fact, I don't think I have the energy to spend here with him.

"How do I know how many people have fucked your sister?" He sneered and kept telling himself to leave quickly, and then pretended nothing happened, but the nurse suddenly came out with two children in his arms.

It's so ugly, with only short hair that can hardly be seen clearly, and eyes that haven't opened in time, how could it be my child?Han Lei seemed to want to say something else, the whole family looked at me with the kind of eyes that wanted to kill me, and I suddenly realized that I was no longer a child, and I had no right to pretend that nothing happened, and then Just walk away.

"Let's do a DNA test. She was pregnant with my child. I thought she aborted it." Even the voice was unusually calm, I really hope not, if so, I think I will be responsible for them, and also Xiao was in charge, but Han Zhu was definitely not included in this responsibility.

During this period of time, I have thought a lot, things that I have never thought about before, about responsibility, although I never paid attention to that shit, and pretended to be able to escape.

As a result, three days later, I began to think about whether to tell Yu Xiao in advance, but if the child is really not mine, wouldn't it be boring?As for why I didn't ask Han Zhu directly, she obviously didn't intend to say, and besides, she is just a dead woman who runs the train with her mouth full.

When I got home, Yu Xiao was not there as a matter of course, I didn't even bother to call him, I just waited for him to come back, and he didn't rush home until around ten o'clock in the evening, that indifferent attitude made me very unhappy.

It's really silly to wait like this, and even though my mind is going to explode, I still found a way to find something to do while I refused the night life and he ignored it.

It is nothing more than dismantling the things that can be dismantled at home. Now it is the computer. I think it is broken. It may be the motherboard or memory, whoever it is. In short, I have to pass the time. One-sided communication with the glass is meaningless.

Until the sound of opening the door sounded, I don't know if he still obeyed some agreement, such as just remember to go home after playing, shit!

"Where have you been?" I turned around to see his tired expression, and suddenly felt angry, Han Zhu, the blood, the child, and him who seemed to be indifferent to me, yes, I fucking admit, these are about to kill me Crazy!

"Go play." He took off his coat. "What are you doing? You tear down almost everything in the house and never fix it!"

"So what? Compared to you going outside and messing around?" The anger began to be uncontrollable, looking at the dismantled computer in front of me felt fucking cool! "Tell you Yu Xiao, don't get some fucking disease outside and bring it back!"

"That's impossible. You've been playing outside for so many years, aren't you still fine?" He lit a cigarette, sneered with lowered eyes, "Or is it because you're lucky enough?"

Damn, it started again, I originally wanted to tell him about Han Zhu, even if there was only one possibility, I originally wanted to tell him Yu Xiao, stop arguing, I am very tired, I just want to see if there is a possibility that we can live a good life .

145. The Forgotten Past

It was a shorter quarrel than any one in memory, in fact we just sat in silence with each other, as if we had forgotten why we quarreled and why we were together.

Not knowing how he feels, I can feel my mind go blank, I can't think of anything, I can't do anything.

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