adult restriction

For a moment I thought he still had feelings for me.

After he took two steps, I couldn't help calling him, "Yu Xiao!"

"What?" He stood where he was, just turned to look at me.

"Let's talk later when we have time."

He raised his head and nodded generously, "Okay, I'll go up to say hello first." After finishing speaking, he went upstairs happily, as if the embarrassment and anxiety just now were all my illusions, as if there was nothing between us at all. .

After he went upstairs, I realized that my palms were warm and I was very nervous. I was afraid that he would reject me, although just inviting him to chat was beyond my own expectations.I just thought that we were all too naive at that time, and no one was more mature than the other. We broke up hastily, and then parted ways, and then pretended that we were all in their own right.

Even if we broke up, there were too many misunderstandings at that time. At least we are not passers-by, nor should we be.

In about 5 minutes, he stood in front of me again, with his coat casually draped over his shoulders, looking very free and easy, "What? What's the matter?" For a moment, I really wanted to point to his face Say don't fuck off and act like nothing's wrong with me, but I don't want him to turn around and leave.

I couldn't tell him that I missed him because I wasn't sure if he did the same.

"What? Do you want to eat something or go drink?" Seeing his hesitation, I quickly added, "Do you want to stand here and chat? Don't you think it's awkward?"

"Go get something to eat, I haven't had dinner yet."

"Okay." I told the manager to call Su Lei quickly, and followed him out, "Did you drive?"

"What about you?"

"No." I lied without hesitation, but just to create more opportunities for myself to be with him. When I was sitting in the co-pilot, I almost blurted out that it would be safer for me to drive, but he left me for a while. Years, isn't it still good?

It rained suddenly on the road, and he was very quiet all the time. He just looked at the surrounding environment and said with a sigh, "The city has really changed a lot in these years." But I didn't know what to look at. Or put on any expression, obviously there are so many different emotions, but there is no way to express a single bit of it exactly.

Do I really want to sit at the same table with him stupidly after a while, not knowing what to say?Or because of the environment, there is no way to say anything easily? "Stop, pull over to the side."

"...What? Not going to eat?" He frowned and ignored my words.

"Turn right and there is a parking lot, stop now."

"Enough! If you talk about something just to tell me how to do things..."

"Have you ever regretted it?"

"What the hell are you trying to do?" He slammed on the brakes and looked at me impatiently.

"I said, do you regret it? Regret breaking up with me?"

"No." He said decisively, ha, I guessed that he would say that, "No matter how many times you ask me..." He seemed to want to say something more, but I didn't want to give him a chance.

"If I don't want anything now, I hope you will come back to me, will you?" I could hear my heart beating strongly, as if my chest had been dug open and exposed to the sun, the more I looked forward to his response , I found that the more irritable I was, he didn't even look at me, but looked at the blurry street through the car window and the thick rain curtain with a faint expression, "Say you will." I turned his face, hoping He could look at me and wish I could see his expression.

"Are you kidding me?" He asked sarcastically, or with a trace of fatigue, he opened my hand, "What do you think I am? I come and go? Don't be stupid, you're not a child. "

"I'm not joking, Yu Xiao. Thinking about it now, the original decision was too childish and hasty. I regret it. Don't you want to hear it? I want to hear me admit that I was wrong and regret it, is that okay?"

"Regret? I said I regretted my decision to be with you. What's the point?" He asked back, leaving me speechless. Didn't you think about me?" He stopped his voice suddenly, and stared at the car window with the corners of his lips tightly pursed, his voice was really tired, "I waited for you, but that's a thing of the past."

"Don't talk about it." I opened the car door, only thinking it was ridiculous, how genius am I to think that a few words can make him come back to me?Wait for me, if I fucking knew...

"It's raining outside."

"I know." After I finished speaking, I opened the car door and walked out.Really, if I knew he was waiting for me, there wouldn't be such a ridiculous wedding.He's not me, so he won't understand, when everyone is standing by my side and accusing me, because of the two children who seem to have fallen from the sky, because of Han Zhu, and he's not around.

In fact, my mother's hospitalization was not influenza at all, but cancer, chronic gastric cancer.That's why she promised me to be with Yu Xiao. After breaking up with Yu Xiao, she hugged her two children and cried in front of me. She said, "Let's divide up, you should give the children a home." I At that time, I even thought about leaving everything to find him, but my mother stood in front of me like this. The doctor said she still had two years at most, how could I refuse?

It was me who fell in love with Han Zhu but didn't intend to take responsibility, it was me who turned a blind eye to my own child, should I leave my mother alone?And Yu Xiao is determined to break up with me, this time, I don't have the right to choose at all.

I feel tired too, but that's how I end up living.My heart is sour, but I don't feel very sad. One year has even made me familiar with all this to the point of numbness.

It was raining heavily, there were very few pedestrians on the street, and it was not so messy but very quiet. I don’t know how long I walked until the phone rang. At that moment, my whole body seemed to be filled with those messy lines. It looks like it's going to explode.

This ringtone was adjusted by Han Zhu himself, and it is completely different from other stereotyped ringtones. "Why haven't you come back?" Her tone was anxious, even a little bit blamed, "I'm already at home, today is my mother's birthday, and I'm here Waiting for you...how much time does Mom have? Even Nao Nao knows how to come back early..."

"Are you enough?" How could I not remember?But I don't want to hang out with them and pretend it's a fucking good time and it's not like that at all. "Don't wait for me." In fact, that's what I just said, even if I don't want to, I have to go back.

150. Bland as water

As Han Zhu said, my mother doesn't have much time, and after her birthday, she will stay in the hospital for a long time.

I still go back to pick up the car first, and there is the jade I bought for her in it.Sometimes I really feel sorry for her, and now I can't do anything except buy some things for her, even pretending to be respectful.

There is a voice in my heart that keeps reminding myself that if it weren't for her words, maybe I wouldn't shut myself in a box and couldn't get out no matter what.

They were still sitting in the dining room waiting for me, one after another as if they were sitting in danger, waiting to interrogate the prisoner. Han Zhu turned his head away from looking at me, obviously because of the tone of my words just now, don't care about her.

"Brother? How did you do it like this?" Su Lei yelled loudly. It is estimated that the image of a good girl in front of my parents will be ruined.

"Why are you holding him? You don't feel tired after eating?" I found it funny seeing Nao Nao carefully holding Chao Yan, who was in my mother's arms, "I'm going to take a shower, you guys eat first."

"Uncle and aunt are happy to see it." Su Lei shouted at me, "Brother, Chao Yan is very similar to you when you were a child!"

Nonsense, who else can you be like?This is indeed my seed, they can enjoy it as they like, anyway, it's just a decoration if I don't have it.

Strange, they were still waiting for me when I got back to the restaurant, what does that mean?Makes me uncomfortable all over.

"Mom's birthday is today, what's your expression?" Han Zhu said lightly, but it made me very angry.

"What expression do I have? You don't need to look in the mirror to see your own face. If you don't want to come over, just stay at home honestly. Who are you showing your face to?" Su Lei stepped on me under the dining table, it really hurt, After I finished speaking, I also regretted a little.Although I didn't pay attention to her in the past year, I didn't embarrass her in front of others.

I admit that seeing Yu Xiao after seeing her is nothing but boredom, even though I understand that the possibility of following Yu Xiao is almost zero.

"What are you talking about? You didn't come back just now, and Han Zhu explained it for you." My dad spoke up, obviously on the side of Han Zhu. Except for Han Zhu, who is not clear about my matter?So to a certain extent, they all only help Han Zhu speak, is it a sense of guilt?Stop it.

"Stop arguing, son, mom is in a good mood today, look at Chaoyan and Chaoyu, how cute are they chubby? It's really like when you were a child."

"Then you'd better think that when you grow up, you don't need to be beaten like me." I said with a smile, "Let auntie hug them and play while they get into trouble, and no one will want to eat properly."

"Okay, I'll listen to you." My mother said with a smile, she seemed to be in a really good mood, even so, she had lost a lot of weight this year.

No matter what, the meal was completed without any risk, and it was even more nervous than the regular meeting of the unit.

After dinner, Han Zhu chatted with my parents, so I was free and lay down in my bedroom. Within 2 minutes, Su Lei came to bother me again and came over with the babysitter, so I just lay down. Moving, she put the two children beside me like a toy.

"It's so cute bro, I want a baby too."

"That's life." Seeing her cupping her face to the little boy Fan Huazhi again, I felt that she was indeed hopeless.

"Who are you going to have sex with? All the handsome guys are having sex these days!"

"Don't say what I don't want to hear." I knew what this girl said in my heart, she must have turned to Yu Xiao's in a twisted manner, and then looked at the fat children around her, it was fake to feel unhappy, I haven't hugged them for a long time Yes, it's small, but it has a lot of weight.

At the same time, my father and father were screaming and crawling on the bed. "Do you like Korean language more, or Chaoyan more?"

"They are all my children, what do you like or not." I looked at Chaoyu, who seemed to be a little fatter than Chaoyan, "I'm still more worried about what will happen to this girl when she grows up."

"What should I do?" Su Lei didn't mention Yu Xiao, she sat on the bed and played with the two children.

"What if boys come to her when she's in elementary school?"

"That proves our Xiaoyu's charm!"

"Charming fart, how can I not know what those brats are thinking? What if they want to fuck my daughter?"

"Brother...you think too much." She looked at me a little disgusted, "But men are not that bad, like you, except for spending a little bit, being a little bit lecherous, and liar a little bit, there is nothing too big The problem."

"...shut up you."

"Could it be that you hope that Xiaoyu likes women to go to lesbian?"

"Can you shut up?" The more she said it, the more I felt a headache.

"Can you pretend that I didn't say anything about today?" She lowered her head and muttered, without even looking at me, "It means that you are better with Yu Xiao than your sister-in-law?" The more she spoke, the louder her voice became. Smaller, the more confident you are, "Actually, you are already married, I shouldn't have said that."

"I know, you don't need to remind me in such a way." Seeing her appearance of doing something wrong, even if I feel uncomfortable, I can't say anything about her, "Don't think so much, this matter is not related to you. It doesn't matter."

"What's okay? I know you're not happy."

"What's the use of being unhappy? Even if I don't want to go back to him now, he may not even look at me."

"elder brother......"

She seemed to want to say something, the door of the room was opened, Han Chu put on his coat and said with a chuckle as if nothing happened, "Go home, the children are going to bed soon." Then he came over and hugged Chaoyan.

"Well, let's go." I hugged Chao Yu and walked out with her.

When they went out, their parents and Su Lei were standing at the door, and they all laughed and said they would come back to get together some other day, it really seemed like that happened.It wasn't until he got in the car that Han Zhu showed a little unhappy expression again.

"...Where did you go today?"

"I didn't go anywhere." I was too lazy to explain to her, and I didn't even need to prevaricate, but I felt guilty towards Han Zhu, and more often I would let myself say something, so that I wouldn't even bother to give an answer. she.

Fortunately, she didn't ask any more questions. In fact, she is a good woman.I'm just sorry for her. In the final analysis, I don't like her, not even the little bit I liked at the beginning.

"Go back first." When I got downstairs, I decided not to go back.

"What about you? Where are you going?"

"Go to play cards, I have an appointment with my friends." I took out the phone while talking, "Call Auntie, you can't take them up by yourself."

"Are you in such a hurry? You won't even take us upstairs?"

"Yes, very urgent." She stared at me without saying a word, sometimes she was quite stubborn, she turned her head a little angrily when she saw that I didn't speak, and called her aunt herself.

She seldom pays attention to me not going home, as long as I give a reason, we all know it well, believe it or not.

151. Sleep in two senses

When I don't go back to the so-called home, I will go to an apartment not far from the unit. I can't believe it when I say it. No one would have thought that today, I don't go home to stay with Yang Yi.

It was the person who tried to rob Yu Xiao from me many years ago, and later Yu Xiao used it to make me angry on purpose.

At that time, I thought this person looked familiar, but I just didn't remember it. Later, when I met him again in the lure, I realized that he was the boss there.

Being with him was only caused by an ordinary sexual intercourse.After breaking up with Yu Xiao, I found that I began to hope that there was a man by my side. At least it made us look less far apart. It was not for fun, nor was it new. It was just an attempt to dispel the intractable loneliness.

I don't know if he did it on purpose, but the lure changed back to the previous name, single line, and I haven't been there since then.

Shan Xing, it is indeed the case, we who were still together have already separated, every time I think of us when we were young, Qi Sheng, Xu Chun, and him, I feel sore in my heart.Maybe it's easy to think about these things when people get older.

Or maybe it's just me thinking too much, 32 years old, it's nothing.

Yang Yi's essence has not changed, he is still as perverse as before, what has changed is that he is no longer aggressive and does not make me feel tired, we all have another space of our own, and here, we can find something relatively quietly, as for What it is, I still can't tell clearly.

After passing by, I fell directly on the bed in the bedroom, and the familiar sound of running water in the bathroom even gave me the illusion that Yu Xiao would walk out of there in the next second.

He obviously felt tired, but he didn't feel sleepy, and he didn't want to open his eyes. He kept repeating in his mind what he looked like today, but he had changed, more stable and mature, and more difficult to approach.Sometimes I feel that since the day we decided to be together, we have turned our backs to each other and moved further and further away.

If there is another chance, I think I will still make the same choice, even in exchange for today's result.

Zhidao's place collapsed before he opened his eyes. He knew it couldn't be him, but he still wanted to take a look.

"I thought you were asleep, do you want to take a shower?"

"I just washed it at home." I pulled the quilt that Yang Yi pulled over, and he never felt cold.

"Does it look good?" He smiled, and picked up the necklace on the bedside table, "It's pretty chic."

"It's pretty good." I glanced at him, the conversation was boring, but Yang Yi was in high spirits, "It's a gift from a friend."

"Friend?" He curled his lips and snorted, "You want to fuck me." He said disdainfully, and threw the necklace aside.His handsome face has become a little more mature and tough, but still delicate. Compared to me, he is still young, not referring to age, but the unrestrained attitude and reckless personality.

"Don't you like to play? It won't hurt if you do it." I said a little funny, this person has no taboos.

"This one is different." He sighed, smiled and lifted himself up to look at me, "He is serious, this is not good, you know."

I didn't say anything, because I didn't know what to say. Now that I think about it, wasn't I the same as Yang Yi before?I never imagined that the current self would think that a copy is so precious, but I have no right to say such a thing, my seriousness is the result of this, who would want it?

He lay down again, and said with some sighs, "Really, how could you think that I'm lying with you now?"

"I also think it's a bit weird." Regarding this kind of bluntness, Yang Yi just laughed, and then spoke again after a while,

"I dreamed about Si Wen yesterday. In fact, I rarely think about him." He put his arms under his head as a pillow, "How is he? After I leave?"

"I didn't see you later, it should be good." When he asked, I thought of Si Wen's tombstone, but I didn't want to say it. I could see that Yang Yi cared about Si Wen. Maybe it wasn't love, but that kind of love Important passers-by, then Si Wen may be doing well, it's better than he is dead, "Help me get the phone."

I touched him, and he touched the phone from the other side of the bedside table and gave it to me. When I was in the store today, I saved the phone number registered by Yu Xiao in the phone. After thinking for a long time, I typed two words, 'Feel sorry'.Today is because I am too irrational, and I owe him these two words before.

It's just that there is no way to say it in person. He should know who it is. My number has never changed. In the past year, I often thought that on a certain day, he would call me.

"Don't make trouble." I pushed away Yang Yi who was trying to snatch the phone, he still succeeded, but I also breathed a sigh of relief, I was really nervous, what can I tell by these two words?

"I thought it was something, so mysterious." He threw the phone to me and rolled his eyes, "You are acting weird today."

"Where is the blame?" I haven't reached the point where everything is written on my face, have I?

He stretched out two fingers and said solemnly, "You can only do two things here, one, sleep." He stretched out another finger, "Two, the other is sleep." After finishing speaking, he was quite sinister He laughed, "You are not sick, are you?"

"Fuck you, go to sleep." He was right, I'd better go to bed honestly.

Who knew that he talked a lot today, babbling in my ear, "My mom called me again today."

"Then go back and have a look, she is your mother after all." I said without thinking, but he didn't open his mouth again, pretending to sleep, well, I'll sleep too, there will be a morning meeting tomorrow.Who knew that an hour later I would open my eyes and look at the curtain again, and I almost saw the illusion.

The reason is the phone that is always in my hand. I admit that I am waiting for his text message, maybe I don't want to answer it.When I was about to put down the phone, it suddenly vibrated in my hand, and I quickly opened it. It was really him. I could feel a sigh of relief in my heart, "It's okay, we will meet again some other day."

Although there was a little politeness, even though there was a little bit of honor... Anyway, he returned.He's a man of his word, so I'm reassured that at least we won't see each other again.

After getting the response, I fell asleep relatively soundly. In the dream, it was the glass screaming at me, and Han Zhu didn't give it dinner because I was hungry.When I woke up, I thought it would be impossible. Han Zhu is not such a stingy person, and my attitude yesterday was indeed worthy of reflection. When I got home, I bought her the necklace she liked last time.

For Han Zhu, I don’t like or dislike it, but I have too much guilt, accumulating bit by bit, even making me lose my temper with her a little bit because of my mood, I will feel guilty.She is the mother of my two children, there is no denying it.

152. Other results obtained

When I went back, I hugged Chaoyan on a whim to amuse me for a while. This brat wiped my saliva all over my body and cried endlessly. He didn't look like me at all. Compared with Chaoyan, he was much more at ease. He didn't cry or make trouble, just Love to scratch other people's faces with those fat hands.

"Shall we eat at home today?" She said with a smile, as if nothing unpleasant happened, she is not a serious woman, which is good, "Jia Hui and Qi Sheng will come over later."

After a little hesitation, I finally found that there was nowhere to go, so I could only agree.

After a while, Qi Sheng came over with Jiahui and Yulin. This person was holding Jiahui with his left hand and holding the child in his right hand. It really looked like that.To Jiahui, I have always been polite, except for Qi Sheng's wedding, but neither of us mentioned it again.

The two women were helping to cook in the kitchen, and they insisted on showing their skills, mainly because Jiahui cooks better food, Han Zhu was too embarrassed to watch, Qi Sheng circled around my son, and refused to let go.

"I want to have another one so much." I looked at him and found it funny, "Isn't the policy coming out now, is it allowed to have a second child?"

"Don't talk about it, just this one is enough to worry about." He said, and finally put down the Korean language, "There is nothing wrong with my daughter, the same." He turned his head and looked at Yu who was having fun. Lin, chuckled lightly.

It can be seen that he loves Yulin very much.

Because there are too many children in the family, the two of us hid on the balcony and smoked, "What did Lu Hao tell you again?"

He curled his lips, and said with some disdain, "What else can I do, just complain." He hesitated for a while before saying again, "I really don't know what Yu Xiao thinks, even if he doesn't care, he should be a little more polite, Lu Hao. People have flaws that must be reported.”

"It's okay, they can't go together." While talking, the phone rang, and Yang Yi shouted excitedly on the other side,

"Hey, Yu Xiao is back, do you want to come over?" I originally wanted to avoid it, but Yang Yi's voice was too loud, and Qi Sheng didn't have much convincing even if he pretended not to hear, "Do you want to come over? A coincidence or something?"

"...What a coincidence? I'm busy." After I finished speaking, I quickly hung up the phone and glanced at Qi Sheng. This is a real actor, smoking a cigarette and looking into the distance like a poet.

Just when I was trying to find something to say, Qi Sheng turned his head mysteriously, then leaned over to my side and whispered, "Isn't Yang Yi a difficult person? Why don't you find someone who can save you worry." He said with a hey smile, extremely obscene, "Or is that aspect extraordinarily unrestrained?"

When he said this, I remembered the time we used to work together, "It's unrestrained, but it's not easy to control." Looking at Qi Sheng's curious face, I smiled deliberately, "You must not."

"Fuck you!" he yelled.

"Father, father! What do you mean fuck you?" Yu Lin suddenly appeared behind us and startled us, Qi Sheng was also a little anxious,

"Dad didn't say anything just now." He denied it, and then picked up Yu Lin to change the subject, "Do you think uncle is handsome or dad is handsome."

Without even thinking about it, Yu Lin hugged Qi Sheng's neck and said, "No one is as handsome as Dad!" This girl was a bit funny, and we all laughed, but Qi Sheng smiled smugly, and I laughed helplessly.

When I walked back to the living room, Han Zhu told me that dinner was about to start. I never admit that I am a straight-headed person, but at the moment I did blurt out, "I have to go out, there is something temporary at work." In fact, it flashed through my mind It is Yang Yi's "coincidence" theory.

Han Zhu opened his mouth, as if asking something, but Qi Sheng didn't say anything, which made me a little embarrassed, "Xiao Wang is the same, I can't handle such a small matter, so why call you?" Finally, Qi Sheng answered Wai, even if he doesn't speak about this matter, I will definitely go.

It's just that he doesn't embarrass us too much by doing this.

There is no right or wrong in thinking about some things, and I didn't deliberately conceal them, just to make my face look better at the moment.

I walked around outside the one-way street for a long time before I decided to go in. The name always gave me a headache.And Yang Yi did something that made me even more troubled. He didn't tell me that Chen Yu was there.So when I met by chance, I should say, I knew you definitely had a problem?Then pretend to be an abandoned vulnerable group, crying and begging Yu Xiao to come back?No kidding.

There were quite a lot of one-way trips, so much so that I wondered for half an hour whether I should go there, but they didn't notice my existence.

Now, I really don't understand what kind of existence Yang Yi is. He stands by the bar talking and laughing loudly, looking very high-spirited.And Yu Xiao is also very talkative, saying something to Chen Yu from time to time, and then smiling at each other.

I'm the biggest joke. Is this considered 'abandoning your wife and child' just to watch your ex-boyfriend flirt with someone else?

That's right, what else can he do, sooner or later he will find another person, Chen Yu is fine.

It's not that difficult to turn around and leave. It's just that after walking out of the one-way street, I suddenly feel that I have nowhere to go. Do I really want to go back to that home, and then go along with those topics and complaints that will never change?

I just sat in the car, lying on the steering wheel and looking at the flashing neon lights around me, as if it hadn't changed.What's changed is that when I'm in the car trying to find something to pass the time it's pack after pack of cigarettes, nothing that I used to have as a backup.

It just reminded me of something he and I used to do halfway through the car a few years ago.

Thinking of it is a touch of sweetness and bitterness, and maybe there is nothing wrong with letting go like this. After all, I should be glad that he was my choice.

Watching him and Chen Yu walk out of a single line like this, the two of them did not leave immediately, but stood there and said something. If there is no prejudice, they look very good and match well.

Chen Yu smiled lightly, he seemed not as indifferent and decent as he was at work, but rather gentle. I always knew that this person had nothing to say about his good temper in private, but what Yu Xiao said when he was in a good mood was still vivid and irreplaceable.

They won't see me, so I can look at him like this unscrupulously.

Just when I thought they should leave immediately, Chen Yu turned around and left, while Yu Xiao walked towards me.I was going to ignore him, really, I hope he is doing well without me.

But he knocked on the car window impatiently, so I couldn't ignore him.

"What are you doing, you can't see such a handsome man standing in front of you?" He opened the car door and sat directly on the co-pilot.

"How do I know you're here? Didn't I realize it just now?" I babbled nonsense to cover up my nervousness, and he gave me a dubious look, still quite deceptive, "You just went to the single line?"

153. In other words, we are all good

"Yeah, I went around and saw Yang Yi, still the same." He glanced at his watch while fastening his seat belt, "Let's go, go have a drink, it wasn't fun just now."

"Then why did you come out by yourself?" Since it was proposed by him, I have no reason to refuse, but I couldn't help but started to talk to him, and wanted to hear what he had to say.

"Didn't you see it just now?" He asked a little strangely, "I came here with Chen Yu, and I happened to see you when I came out, and told him to go back first."

He looked very natural, as if all this was taken for granted, and he couldn't help but feel a little sour in his heart, "Then he is quite obedient."

"Listen better than you." He turned his head and said, but couldn't understand what he meant. I just looked at his face reflected in the car window from the corner of my eye. Silence began to spread in the small space. He must be like Like me, I have a lot to say, but I don't know how to say it.

I took him to a bar not too far away. This bar is always quiet and always plays songs with a slow rhythm. The faint background sound may also make me less nervous and cramped.

Because I am more familiar with the environment here, I chose a position in the corner next to the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the screen is on the left front side, so no one will disturb me.He sat across from me, with a transparent back, another bustling and flickering world, like a dream.

"Quit." He whispered when I handed him the cigarette.

"Ah." I agreed lightly, then put it near my mouth and lit it, what he threw away, I picked it up again and thought I caught something, the fact is so ridiculous.But just these two words seemed to make me wake up suddenly.

Now, we have our own lives, which seem to be good lives.At least it's what we once dreamed of, isn't it?

He found someone who didn't mind anyone's eyes, and I ended up choosing a woman to marry and have children, which was fine, really fine.

"Are you still going?" I took a sip of the wine in front of me, it was a bit bitter and spicy.

"No." He smiled lightly, and played with the wine glass with his chin propped up. He raised his eyes and looked at the scenery outside the window, "I'm not used to it. After all, I live in this city most of the time. Nothing is more like home than here."

"Are you still in the previous company?"

"Yeah, after so many years of hard work, I put all my thoughts on this side." As he spoke, he smiled to himself, a little bit bitterly, "Fortunately, even if we are with Chen Yu now, we can't be together." No one can say anything."

"I thought you would be with Yang Yi."

"That's a friend." He quickly denied, "Yang Yi is a nice person, didn't he help you and anger you for a while?" He immediately showed a smug expression, "At that time, he helped me without saying a word. , I didn’t even think about whether your bad temper would cause trouble for him.”

I couldn't help laughing, "How can I find trouble for others?"

He turned his head, stared at me for a few seconds, then staggered his eyes and shook his head and laughed, "Thinking about it now, there is nothing to regret, although when we separated, I thought, it is best not to see you again in this life, childish and impulsive .”

He said it so frankly, which even made me feel a lot easier, "Do you regret it?"

He shook his head resolutely, "I don't regret it." He moved his fingers, and then said, "I don't regret breaking up with you, and I don't regret being with you back then."

"..." I didn't know what to say. Up to now, this is the best answer I've heard, even unimaginable. I thought he would regret choosing me in the first place.

"Sometimes I also think about the many things in the past, how you quarreled with you in the first place, and how you quarreled with me." He leaned on the chair, leisurely and free and easy, "After a while, All I think of are those happy things, in fact, there are quite a lot, more than when we quarreled, really, why did I seem to forget it at that time.”

"Yeah, sometimes I think you are not very good." I deliberately twisted his meaning, and he was not angry.

"Don't talk about me, how are you? Are you okay? How are your son and daughter? Where are your parents?"

"It's good, everything is good."

"...Did I ask too many questions at once?" He rubbed his forehead, and finally learned to reflect on the distress he caused by too many questions at once.

"Didn't I answer everything?"

"That's right." He laughed, "Do you have any photos of your son and daughter? Take a look." He showed a curious expression, and I took out my mobile phone, which contained a few photos of the two children.

"Why are you smirking?" Seeing him laughing at himself at the phone screen, I also felt quite helpless. I really can't describe the feeling, but I can see that he is really happy at the moment, "It's cute, yes Right." I don't know why, and I couldn't help but say this even though I rarely outspokenly praise the two children.

In fact, I love them very much, but most of the time I feel that they are not as good as me, and they are Han Zhu, my mother, and my father who surround them all day.It is more real than my father, who once thought about not wanting them.

Unknowingly, he sat beside me, "Where is it cute? What does it look like to be as fat as you were when you were a child." He giggled,

"Chao Yan Chao