adult restriction

"He looked at me a little annoyed, pretending to be relaxed.

"Yang Yi, have you ever loved me?" I thought that my heart would stop beating, and at this moment, it was more active than ever.Non-stop, non-stop beating vigorously, as if trying to jump out of the chest cavity.

He lowered his eyes and suddenly laughed, very clean and pure.No, that's Shang Ke in my memory. Yang Yi's smile is always warm and unruly. I think that standing in front of me now is not the complete him.

One day, he will shed his youthful shell, completely different from now.I'm really looking forward to it, but I can't see it.

I don't know why, but I am so eager for his answer.But he just shook his head slightly, "Are you afraid of death?" He asked when he opened the door, still turning his back to me.

At this moment, I couldn't see through his expression, and I couldn't know what kind of expression he used to ask such a question. Is it compassion?malicious?Or just irrelevant.

For a moment, I wanted to keep him, to do my best to keep something.But a sharp pain rolled back and forth in my body, making me unable to move.

A lot of unnamed things flashed through my mind, black and boundless.I was scared, so scared that I was going to die.This is always my own empty room, and the approaching death.

That night, I seemed to have another very long dream, or maybe it was just my pure imagination.In another world, I will eventually meet Shang Ke again.

It was like a beautiful phantom, and I thought that I would die in this phantom that at least looked beautiful.Just because I thought I had some fucking unfinished business in my life.

Fuck unfinished business.

Just because this is not a concern, I understand that all this is just a dirty joke.I never thought that I was not the only one who killed Shang Ke.

In fact, the so-called unfinished business is just to go and see Shang Ke.For the first time since his death, and possibly the last.

054. Si Wenpian Ring Mark 4

Si Wenpian - Uneasy after all

He was the same as in memory, and the face in the black and white photo on the tombstone was always fixed in that year.

I don’t know if it’s because of the imminent death, but when I saw his face again, it seemed that his face was no longer scarlet. There is no limit to fear.

The cemetery is white, and so is his tomb. I used my hand to push away the snowflakes around me, and the bunch of violets bloomed in a piece of pure white.

Maybe I should face up to my heart, everything about him is just abstract thoughts.I wanted to say something to him, but couldn't.I stood in front of his grave for a long time, so long that I thought this was the final destination.

I forgot that what I did to see through everything was just a deception from God.I never imagined that when I turned around, I would see her, so old and haggard, and a girl about four or five years old beside her.

I don't know how to describe it exactly, everything in front of me makes the language start to lack.The beautiful and gentle woman in my memory was completely gone. In just seven years, what could make her so old?Frosty temple hair, or is that just snowflakes on it?

She must have been as surprised as I was, opening her chapped lips to say something, but in the end it was just a silent squirm.And that child suddenly made me feel as if I owed something again. She opened her big eyes and looked at everything in front of her in confusion, pure as snow.

Yes, she is still a child, and she doesn't know anything yet.

Just like me when I was a kid.

Suddenly, Shang Hao cried loudly, clutching his cheeks and sobbing non-stop.I know, I'm even a little happy about it, it's what we owe, isn't it?

"Si Wen, Si Wen, don't look at it, it's not your child!"

Her words successfully prevented me from touching the girl's cheek, what was she talking about?She...isn't my child?I laughed at myself in my heart, what else do I expect?How could Shang Hao keep my child with her?

But I felt cold from the bottom of my heart, I should understand, I should understand what she was talking about!Not my child?The current one is not mine?Or was it never my child?

Turning around, she looked at her with tears streaming down her face, but she was still numb, letting the tears spread wantonly on her face, but she didn't show any expression.

"Si Wen, it was never yours." She held the child's hand tightly, "It was never yours! I don't even know who the father of this child is." !" She became hysterical, and the expression of the girl beside her didn't even change, as if she didn't have any perception of what was happening outside!

This is like a strange picture, the sky is darkened, and the white snow is finally stained with gray.

I kept telling myself, leave, leave here, and act as if nothing had happened.Why overthrow my perception of all this?And why did you tell me that the child from back then does not belong to me?

Well, I admit, fucking admit, I had a glimmer of hope that something was left behind.If you can pray, can you make my ending less miserable?

"What the fuck are you talking about? Huh? Good...what the hell have you done!"

But the truth is right in front of me, and the only thing I want is the truth, the fucking truth that doesn't matter at all! "If that child wasn't mine back then? Why did you tell Shang Ke? If there was nothing back then! Why did you lie to me again?"

She kept shaking her head, as if she was about to throw her head into the snow, she stepped back, and finally fell to the ground and cried, "Why are you showing up again? Haven't you never seen him before? Why are you still there?" Appear here! Let me see you again!" She shouted hysterically, and the deep wrinkles at the corners of her eyes became more and more obvious.

I thought, I must be crazy, my mind started to roar, and I pulled Shang Hao's hair, forcing her to look at me.Her expression was ruthless and decisive, and she also hated me to the core, "You never know what Shang Ke has done for you! You know, my parents always hope that he can come back!"

"So what? That's not a fucking reason for you to lie to us!"

"Yeah, it's not true, I just happened to be pregnant with some bastard's child, and I fell in love with you again! Damn it! I thought this would make Shang Ke leave you! Let my dad die and rest in peace! "

"Die and rest in peace? Die and rest in peace?" Her words were so fucking ridiculous, I pulled his hair all the way to Shang Ke's tombstone, "Then take a fucking look at him, did he die and rest in peace! "

She stared at the tombstone silently, until I let go of my hand, she started laughing, the voice sounded creepy in this empty place, "What are you doing? Si Wen? Do you think you can shirk your responsibility by doing this? "

There were still tears on her face, but she was vicious and frightening, "What have you done? Knowing that I am Shang Ke's older sister, you still messed with me? Is this right? Knowing that Shang loves you, you still have sex with me?" Use him to love you, to hurt him unscrupulously! But... Fortunately, fortunately, he finally chose to leave you, this is the most correct thing my brother has done in this life. "

She put her face on the cold tombstone, as if she could feel something, she turned her head and looked at me with a smile, just like Shang Hao back then, and made me think that I saw Shang Ke again, they were so similar.

Or, this is Shang Ke's view on everything now.

I wanted to refute, but everything she said was correct. That night, I knew she was not Shang Ke, and I knew exactly who she was.It's just that my curiosity was completely hooked by her, what would it be like to have sex with a woman who is similar to Shang Ke?

Fuck, this feeling sucks, it ruins everything I have.

Or maybe it's what I deserve, feeling my body go cold, something melting on my face, and it's hard to breathe.It's time to leave, I think this is my final answer.

Go a little further, a little further away from here.The only thing left is my self-esteem, I don't want Shang Ke to see me in such a mess.

The internal organs began to ache again, and the bloody smell began to surge. I had no choice but to stand where I was, and began to vomit blood profusely. There was no way to stop it.Recently, it has always been like this.

I think the expression on my face must be insensitive.

So tired, so sleepy.

But I still want to take another look at this world. The bitter cold wind makes everything in front of me blurry.

The petals of the violets whirled in the air, and then... withered.

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055. The reality is weak

The discrepancy between imagination and reality always makes me feel powerless.Don't get me wrong, of course it's not something wrong with my body, just imagine, who always likes to masturbate with their right hand?

Okay, but I still have to admit, this is one of my frequent solutions these days.

It has been two months since Yu Xiao left here, except that I went there twice last month, and after he came back once at the beginning of the month, there were only a few fucking short phone calls.

I don't know if he hates his boss as much as I do, I think it should?

My palms started to sweat, not because I wanted to masturbate again, but because I was nervous.My current self is like doing AI with someone for the first time, nervous, uneasy, and trying my best to ignore the little feeling of anticipation.

Meanwhile, I'm drinking the coffee in front of me at the speed of a beer.

"It's Su Chen, right?" Until a soft voice sounded from above her head.

It's all white, and it's not her breasts, I mean her complexion is very fair. The good news is that I can tell at a glance that this is not due to the effects of cosmetics, which is rare.

Her figure is also very well-proportioned, her facial features are not outstanding, but she has a very quiet and noble temperament. Of course, I don't know if this noble temperament is an illusion, but it looks like this.

"It's me." Yu Xiao, I'm sorry for you.

In fact, this is a blind date, a blind date that has to come.You know, what will happen if I reject my mother three times in a row. This is the third time. At present, I don't have the courage to fight an elderly woman.

I wouldn't do such a thing as suicide.What's more, after she kept asking me where my only two weekends died, she became even more emboldened.

If it was before, when such a beautiful woman was sitting in front of me, I would have been distracted and ready to move.Although there is still a little bit, just a little bit, it was quickly suppressed.

This thing definitely can't let it go, even though my mom is sitting at my house right now, waiting for the good news from me.Damn, I can't get pregnant, and I can't give her a grandson. What good news is she waiting for?

"You don't want to come?" she asked, her chestnut-colored hair hanging halfway around her ears, and she propped herself on the table with one hand while she sipped from a coffee cup with the other.The sunlight refracted in through the glass window, and she could clearly see the pink color of her fingertips, "Why don't you talk?" She asked urgently, tucking the hair scattered around her ears behind her ears.

"I have a girlfriend." I tried to take my attention away from her face as I said this, which is so good, I almost choked to death on this sip of coffee.

Not far away, at the coffee table diagonally opposite, sat a man.He looked very quiet, his black and white eyes reflected the coffee on the table, and with the slight shaking of the coffee cup, those eyes seemed to ripple.

He smiled lightly, not reaching his eyes, and raised his hand holding the coffee cup as a gesture to me, then he turned his gaze to the woman opposite me, Han Zhu, and tapped his fingertips on the edge of the coffee cup .

He is obviously a man with distinct facial features, but he is just fucking charming.

But that's not the point, who can tell me why Yu Xiao is here?

My first reaction told me to act as if I hadn't seen him, then straighten my back and act as if I didn't feel anything about the woman in front of me, like we were working.

"But your mother doesn't seem to know that you have a girlfriend now?" She said softly, looking at me tenderly, making the hairs on my body stand on end.

What about beautiful women?Can a beautiful woman flirt with others casually? No, it's gentleness.

"She will know soon that I didn't have time to introduce him to my mother." It's over, out of the corner of my eye, I saw Yu Xiao standing up and walking towards this side, I quickly raised my left hand to pretend to be in a hurry "Let's not talk today, I still have..." There is help!

The person behind him is not Qi Sheng, who else?In the past, I would never have thought of him at such a critical moment, but in the past two months, we have obviously... well, like-minded.

He also seemed surprised to see me here, I quickly winked in Yu Xiao's direction, and he immediately understood.He took out his hand in his pocket and put it directly on the table in front of us, "You are here!" He said to Han Zhu, and then sat next to Han Zhu without shame, how shameless!

"you......?"

"What, didn't you say you'd wait here? How about my friend?" Qi Cheng laughed, a frivolous smile appeared on his handsome face.He seemed to be trying to put his hands on Han Zhu's shoulders, but because of Yu Xiao's approaching, his expression became stiff, and he gave up.

He told me that Qi Cheng couldn't afford to offend someone like Xiao.Dare to say anything, and dare to do anything.

After finishing speaking, Han Zhu was stunned, his eyes swept back and forth a few times, and he remained silent.I think she must have discovered something is wrong. Although she doesn't know, she still adheres to the principle of saying less and making less mistakes.She is a smart woman.

Qi Cheng sat across from me and glared at me, and began to say the Three Character Classic, don’t get me wrong, those three words are—deadly.

"Of course." Yu Xiao took this sentence, and he said lightly, put one arm on my shoulder, and leaned forward slightly, "But Qi Cheng, when will he become yours?" Friends?"

Hearing this sanctimonious smile, Qi Cheng pretended to be calm and said, "Didn't you walk away for two months?" As he spoke, he actually put his hands on Han Zhu's body, and she finally couldn't take it anymore, and her beautiful eyes stared at him. If he wanted to shout, Qi Cheng quickly pulled her up, "Come on, don't disrespect me here, isn't it just buying you a pair of shoes?" Then he dragged Han Zhu away forcibly.

"Sit down, when did you come back?" I looked at his face that was getting tighter and tighter and asked.

He didn't seem to intend to pursue it, so he shrugged and sat across from him, "It seems that a lot has happened in the past two months?"

"It's quite a lot, Qi Cheng owes me money." I started talking nonsense, hoping to divert his attention with this kind of nonsensical dialogue, all of this is very effective for him!

"Oh, how much do you owe?" He really asked. I didn't expect him to lower his eyes and give me a cold look, making me hold back all the words that followed.It's not because I'm stupid, it's because I'm fucking guilty! "Who is she?" He asked, pointing to the coffee cup in front of him.

"Colleague, friend Qi Cheng."

"Say it again?" His voice was not loud, but he was obviously a little angry.

Men, of course they never admit it at critical moments.

"Colleague, don't think so much, aren't you tired just now? Go home." I also looked at him calmly, and looked him straight in the eyes, in order to make him believe me.

He nodded and smiled.He should have believed it, "Su Chen." He called my name, picked up the coffee in front of me and drank it down in one gulp, just like my stupid look just now, he would never drink coffee like this.

"How does it feel to be on a blind date?" He asked with a coffee cup in his hand. He waved his other hand in front of my eyes and snapped his fingers quickly, "I think it's not unreasonable for you and Qi Cheng to be friends. You're in trouble! If you hadn't In a few years, maybe both of you will be full of children and grandchildren!"

056. Don't Fuck You When You See Mother X

This is really unjust, even if Qi Sheng and I knew each other a few years earlier, we would definitely not be full of children and grandchildren.In the life plan, if you want to have a child before the age of 30, it is definitely going astray.He doesn't understand my deep understanding of life at all!

He walked faster than me, and found from the glass window that he was wearing very thin clothes.Yu Xiao has always been afraid of the cold.Thinking of this, I hurried out and hung my scarf on him. Unexpectedly, he opened my hand, so angry that it seemed that my hair was standing on top of my head.

While scratching off the snowflakes that fell from his shoulders, he pointed at Qi Sheng who was squatting across the street with his hands on his crotch, his face was full of disbelief, as if this incident made him more unacceptable, "How on earth are you talking to me?" Did he mix it up? Do you have any fucking bottom line?"

Just as I was about to say something, he quickly added, "Don't prevaricate me with that nonsense about Xu Chun!"

"Of course it's just for Xu Chun!" He ran back all the way just to quarrel with me?In order to prove my "steadfastness", I also pulled my neck and shouted back.

In fact, of course not for Xu Chun!

And the guilty conscience in front of him is definitely not because the blind date is so simple, I have no interest in Han Zhu, not to mention the saying goes, to catch a traitor, you have to catch both.The crux of the problem is that a month ago, I woke up in the box of Burning Love Huadu, and there was a naked woman lying on my body.

I certainly wouldn't say that I didn't know anything, or that nothing happened!It's all fucking made up to lie to the little virgin, and I know very well that something must have happened that night, even if I did drink too much.

As for Qi Cheng, I saw it when I broke out the door with my trousers in hand.He was also standing in the doorway of the opposite van with his trousers in his hands. It was obvious that we had made the same mistake.

It can't be said that there is no embarrassment, and the consensus is that none of us intend to speak about it.

so what?It will be a big trouble to make it clear, as long as I am sure that Yu Xiao is very important, isn't it enough?

His emotions have always been shown on his face, now, I can easily see what he is holding back.Qi Cheng on the opposite side finally stood up with a cold face, just waved at us, and left quickly.

He still stood where he was, not moving a muscle.I don't know why, the way he turned his back to me always seemed to be an invisible barrier, which had never happened before.

"Let's go, go home, it's so cold to stand here." I said softly, and went to hold his hand.Or he had already realized something and walked away first.

He stood in front of the car and turned to look at me. His white coat completely blended into the city's winter street scene.Behind him was the rushing crowd, they walked past here without the slightest pause, completely opposite to him.

He looked away first, ending the silent stare.He took out a cigarette and held it in his mouth, frowning slightly, as if he was about to say something, "Let's go."

After that, he just opened the car door and got in.

This feeling is very strange. If his anger is just because of a meaningless blind date, isn't it too unnecessary?And I want to know what he thinks of me.

Although I desperately want to wait until now, I won't ask at the moment.There's no need to make a fuss about this meeting to be reconciled.Because he never spoke, the atmosphere in the car had to be said to be dull.

He opened the car window and let the cold air pour into the car completely. It was actually very cold, but I didn't say anything. Since he wanted this, what does it matter?

I couldn't help but kept looking at him from the corner of my eye. The cold wind blew his black hair, revealing his full and fair forehead.Under the smog, the expression on his face was unexpectedly cold, as was his tightly pursed lips.It must be icy cold now.

"How did you know I was here?"

He listened with a low laugh, "When I came back, I happened to meet your mother." He said, flicking off the cigarette butt in his hand with his index finger, and finally closed the car window, "Do you know what she said?" He asked with a smile, followed by It was the exact opposite of what it was just now.

His abnormality made me a little uneasy, "how to say?" I didn't want to know what my mother said at all.

Yu Xiao cleared her throat, as if she wanted to imitate my mother's tone, although she didn't like it at all, "Su Chen went on a blind date today, and the person I chose for him has a good family background and good looks, so he must like it."

"She likes it? Then divorce my dad, I have no objection."

When he heard this, he lined up the car window and laughed, "I fucking despise you the most! Just tell me if you like you, I, Yu Xiao, are not so narrow-minded."

Very easily, I heard that he was hurting me, "Then how generous can you be?"

This kind of gunpowder-flavored response also made my heart sink. I shouldn't have said this sentence.At this moment, I won't die, I'm just angry, and in his heart, I'm not trusted at all.

"Where is the generosity?" He muttered, and put the cigarette in his mouth again, "Then you fucking do it? Who can't you Su Chen? As long as you don't see a bitch and fuck it, I'm ok !"

"You fucking fart!" What did he just say?Are those words meant for me?Fuck, other people can say it, so does he?

To hold your breath, hold your breath.I kept telling myself in my heart, after all, I was driving, and no one wanted to quarrel at this time and something would happen, right?After all, he is still sitting next to me, and if there is anything, I can die.

"Stop fucking smoking." I took the cigarette from his mouth with one hand, "Let's put it this way, Yu Xiao, you didn't come back so far to quarrel with me, right? Don't worry about what my mother said, it's just like you As you can see, there is nothing, and there will never be any in the future.”

I feel that I have very little patience to explain something to a person, but I really have no other way to him.I knew that my temper was bad, but once he got angry, he couldn't restrain himself.It's not impossible if he can give in first and wait until his anger subsides.

Unexpectedly, he just snorted softly, turned his face away, and looked disdainful.

But luckily he shut up.I took a deep breath and held the steering wheel firmly.It's not that I'm timid, we almost got into an accident when we just graduated, and we also quarreled while driving.There is always nothing wrong with taking precautions.

"Do you think I'm a woman?"

"What?" I'm sure he said something, but that j8 thing is so ridiculous that I can't believe it!

"I said, did you think I was a woman!" He raised his voice, and there was a sharp sound when I slammed on the brakes.

"What are you crazy about? What kind of nonsense is this?" This time, I could finally watch him and continue, "Do you fucking have an A cup or is that thing under you fake?"

057. When I see a hole, I want to rub it

"You are the fart!" He scolded me, and looked down nervously, probably because of the powerful lethality of language, "You fart!" After reading it, he repeated, probably The tone of the words just now was incoherent.

"Now you know it's a fart?" I restarted the car, "If you know it, don't think about it, have you eaten yet?" Of course I was also very angry, but this is a skill. After getting a bargain, I turned to defense to make him angry Nowhere.

In other words, we are not children anymore, and it is meaningless to be noisy all day long.In the work unit, whoever is not focused on dealing with those trivial matters, wouldn't it be nice to just settle down for a while at home.

I thought this matter would pass like this, and such fruitless quarrels would always happen, "Stop."

"What are you doing again?" Although his tone was calm, it was still enough to make me angry.

"I told you to stop!" he repeated, clearly serious.

"Yu Xiao! What the hell do you want?" Of course I won't stop, why should I listen to him?Unexpectedly, he opened the car door like this!Fuck, my heart was beating faster than the first time I slept with him.

After slamming on the brakes, I couldn't hold back anymore, "You came back just to quarrel with me, didn't you? Then get out! Where the hell you want to go!"

"Of course I'm going to get out, I'll do it without you saying it!" He snorted coldly and slammed the car door shut with an expression of 'I knew it would be like this'. "Do you feel wronged, Su Chen? Do you want me to tell you what the hell I have done?"

"Isn't it just today's one? What else? I said, I have nothing to do with Han Zhu!" He sat sideways on the co-pilot, and after I said it, he punched me with a wave of his hand.The space in the car is really limited, and there is no chance to dodge this time.

Many nerves are telling me to call back, but in fact there is still a little sanity left, I think he seems to know something else.The corners of my mouth were burning, and I held back my anger and looked at his face.With a cold and unfamiliar face, but the person in front of me clearly told me that this is Yu Xiao.

"Don't talk about Yu Xiao, let's do this first, can we talk about it later?"

"No fucking future." He didn't look at me anymore, staring down at his hands, "during the time I was away, how many women have you slept with? Want to rub?"

I heard myself laughing disdainfully, yes, what's the matter?Isn't it a woman?I want it, but that doesn't matter to me.I really can't believe it if he's mad about it.Wouldn't he go out and do it?Or would he say that during this time, there was no one outside?

Fuck it, he said I wouldn't believe it either.

"It's just women, those don't mean anything to me, they're different from you." I explained it to him, and I definitely thought that this explanation was enough to calm him down.Damn it, but which bastard actually told Yu Xiao my whereabouts in the past two months!

"It's disgusting!" He happily dropped three words, opened the car door and walked out.

nausea?It's disgusting to fuck with other people, isn't it?From the rearview mirror, he walked quickly and decisively.I didn't have the patience to give in again, or get him back, but I finally opened the car door and yelled at his back, "Damn you didn't do it, did you? Damn you never slept with me No? Or is it not fucking disgusting if you mess with men outside!"

That must be the case. To him, what is the difference between me and those people?If it's done, it's done, everyone is an adult, who the hell is responsible?

He seemed to stand still in place for a moment, but for a moment, he took another step.The passing vehicles and crowd quickly blocked his back.He just left.

I couldn't help but sneer, how fucking endless is this, or is it worth him leaving me behind?

It would be a lie to say that I am not angry, not to mention thinking of the person who leaked the news, I hate it even more.This person can't be Qi Sheng, then the last one might be Xu Chun.In fact, in the past two months, I have fucked three women in total.

Xu Chun will know because one of them is the younger sister of a regular customer.

On the way to the one-way street, my mother kept calling me, but in the end I was too disturbed, so I simply turned off the phone.Now, I just want to ask Xu Chun, why is he still going crazy.In fact, since Qi Cheng went back to look for him last time, he has become a little strange.

Even Qi Cheng said that he has no idea what Xu Chun is thinking now.

It's not yet the official opening time, and Shanhang looks deserted.I don't come here very often recently, and it seems that the single line is different from before.Those younger and unfamiliar faces repeatedly told me that this place no longer belongs to 'us'.

As far as I know, most of the people who have played together before are no longer fooling around.Either find a same-sex person who can live together in peace, or find a person of the opposite sex to start a long and boring marriage.

Maybe it was because of my bad complexion, the bartender was standing in front of the bar, pointing upstairs while wiping the glasses.I knew that Xu Chun would always be here, and his ideal was to stick to one line.

The first reaction after opening the door was to leave.The two naked people on the bed are having a hard time.I'm not in the habit of watching the live version, as it should be.But one of the strange faces made me turn around again.

One is Xu Chun, yes, but who is the other?Damn, this is obviously not Qi Sheng!

People all over the world can go out and mess around, but I'm sure Xu Chun is not among these people!

"Hmm...fucking baby, you are so fucking good!" The stranger expressed his words excitedly, and he didn't change his face after discovering my existence, "He... .who is it?"

I admit that I was a little startled, this is the first time I saw Xu Chun like this... such, such, and so on!

They muttered something again, I didn't catch it at all, but luckily I only caught the end, and after a few seconds, they ended the original fuck and get fucked campaign.

The strange man stood up without changing his face, walked in front of me naked, and entered the bathroom next to him, Xu Chun lay on the bed, just turned his neck and looked at me, "What the hell are you doing? "After a few seconds, I finally got my voice back.

"****, you can't see?" Xu Chun said with a light smile, his eyes were as clean as a baby's.

In an instant, I was indescribably disappointed and bored. In fact, I should have discovered that Xu Chun's changes in the past two months are just not broken like today. "You told Yu Xiao?" That's the point of my visit. I want to know, as a friend, what kind of thought did he use to tell these unsightly things.

058. Who Is Cheaper Than Who?

"Close the door, it's very cold." He shivered and said, pulling off the quilt on one side and covering his body.Seeing him like this, he lost his anger.You shouldn't doubt him without reason, even if it must be him, there will be a reason

Isn't it.

Sometimes when I think about it carefully, although I know many people, how many people can really be called friends?

I sat beside him and saw him shivering under the quilt, and his face was not very good. Is it really so cold?

"I don't know what to say. He always called me when he was in Shenyang."

"Calling you...Arguing?" Apart from this, I really can't think of any other reason for Yu Xiao to take the initiative to find Xu Chun.

He shook his head and leaned against the head of the bed wrapped in a quilt. There seemed to be a strange smell in the room, "He always asks where you have been and what you have done recently." When he said this, I was Looking at this room, I can't tell what the smell is, and it feels a little strange.

"He called and asked you what I was doing?" This made me very dissatisfied. Even if I was not trusted, shouldn't I be so suspicious, "Then you said what I did?"

Xu Chun didn't speak, but rummaged through the bedside table, his cheeks were sweating, his lips were very pale, "What's the matter with you?" His appearance made it hard for me not to ask, " What are you looking for?" I stood up and found that his hands began to tremble constantly.

"Smoke." He replied in a low voice, rummaging through it randomly, as if he couldn't control himself at all.I helped him pick up the cigarette that was clearly in front of him, did he not see it or what?And when did he start smoking?

And this doesn't seem to be cigarettes at all. There are many people who smoke around me, and I have seen them when they were addicted to cigarettes, and it will never reach this level.He leaned against the head of the bed, swallowing and exhaling, and his frown finally showed a tendency to relax.

"Xu Chun, you've been acting weird lately..."

"Is it strange? No?" He spread his hands, looking indifferent, began to gesture with a cigarette between his fingers, and his volume began to increase. He was sitting in front of me almost naked. Isn't he cold?

"Didn't you ask me why I told Yu Xiao? He always calls to ask, because he cares, and he knows that you must fucking lie to him!"

"What kind of talk is this? What do you mean I can tell a lot of lies?"

He laughed easily, and even looked like a fucking American drama fan, "Don't worry, I drank too much that day, did you actually drink too much?"