real thing

Tangyu Court:

Love.

I really love Chen Xi, why not?Chen Xi has been by my side for seven years, more than 500 days and nights.

From the age when I was ignorant and persistent in feelings after I met him, until now, if time has any traces, the traces of me in the past seven years are all given by Chen Xi, whether it is the traces of the body or the traces of the heart.

Seeing him cry, my heart almost broke. I have never been so suffocated, because my heart hurts.

Chen Xi laid his face on my chest, his clothes were wet from his crying, he had never cried like this in front of me before.

He has always been energetic, as long as he is unhappy, Chen Xi will blush and jump up from the bed or sofa to quarrel with me.

I saw him cry three times in the past few days after I came back from Inner Mongolia. I patted him on the back: "Good boy, don't cry..."

As soon as I coaxed her, Chen Xi cried even harder, her back was heaving up and down, and her breathing was convulsing.

I patted Chen Xi on the back and talked to him slowly. I said everything, and I told him what I thought of. I told him that the scrape on my arm hurts. He complained about that stupid intern in the company, and he also scolded a few times with me, telling him about the life in Inner Mongolia for a few days, riding horses, eating mutton, drinking, lying on the grass alone, watching the stars in the night sky on the grassland... …

Chen Xi answered twice, and seemed to say that he would go pick the stars with me later. I asked him where to pick the stars, but his answer was too low for me to hear clearly.

I shook his shoulders and asked him again, but he didn't respond anymore, and fell asleep on my shoulders, with both hands still clutching my collar tightly, like a child who couldn't sleep well.

When Chen Xi and I were first together, he always slept with me, and in a few years he would not sleep with me anymore.

At this moment, it seemed that I had really returned to the state I was in a few years ago. After he pawed for a while, my chest was pounding.

I hugged Chen Xi and laid him flat on the bed. There were still tears hanging on his eyelashes, a few eyelashes stuck together, the tip of his nose was red from crying, he was breathing with his mouth open, and his hands were still grabbing my clothes.

I moved his fingers, and he clenched even tighter. Without letting go, I took off my shoes and went to bed, hugged him and continued to sleep.

I guess Chen Xi didn't sleep last night. After so long, I almost forgot how sensitive Chen Xi is.

He said that he had been sitting on the reef by the sea last night, listening to the sound of the waves. I didn't even dare to think about what he was thinking about last night. My heart hurts just thinking about it.

Later I also fell asleep. In my dream, I vaguely heard the sound of Chen Xi sobbing. When I opened my eyes, I found that Chen Xi was sleeping very soundly in my arms. It turned out that I was dreaming. It was dark afterward.

It was almost seven o'clock and Chen Xi didn't wake up. When I moved, he curled up and shrank into my arms. He was a little unhappy when I was disturbed, and he snorted twice to protest.

He hadn't eaten all day, and I couldn't let him go back to sleep, so I woke him up.

Chen Xi just woke up, still a little dazed, I turned on the bedside lamp, the light was very dim, but I could still see that his eyelids were a little swollen, and he blinked vigorously while staring at me.

"What's wrong? Sleeping stupidly?" I scratched the tip of his nose.

After a while, Chen Xi probably remembered, and avoided my sight, her eyelids trembled.

I smiled and touched his eyelids: "Does it hurt?"

"Hiss..." Chen Xi patted the back of my hand, turned her head and buried her face in the quilt, "Don't touch it, it hurts."

Chen Xi showed me the back of his head. There were still a few hairs standing on the back of his head, and he looked dazed. He didn't respond to what I said, and just kept lying under the quilt.

I was afraid that he would suffocate, so I pinched the itchy flesh on the back of his neck: "Get up, let's go eat."

Chen Xi shrunk his neck, still couldn't get up, and said in a low voice: "I won't get up, I won't eat, I'm not hungry yet."

"The more you sleep, the less hungry you will be. The more you sleep, the more tired you will be. You will feel hungry when you get up and move around."

I lifted the quilt, turned over and wanted to get out of bed, but Chen Xi hugged my waist directly from behind, and then rubbed his face against my back: "I don't remember."

Chen Xi's voice was soft and a little hoarse, probably because her head was stuffed under the quilt just now.

After he finished speaking, the fingers around my waist ticked up and down, and his nails scratched my stomach through the clothes.

Special... seductive...

I'm like, a little, not a little, special, I can't hold it...

I felt my whole body tense instantly. I took a deep breath and held his wrist. Without getting out of bed, I turned over and went up again, pressed on him, and said close to his ear, "I'm hungry. eat you."

Counting the time, we haven't done it for a long time. When Chen Xi put his hand on my waist just now, there was a bang in my head, and it turned white, like a firework exploded.

The most intimate things can always quickly enhance the relationship.

Chen Xi's reaction reminded me of the first time, he bit his lip when he was in pain.

At the critical moment, I stopped, did not continue, and did not make him feel better. I asked him: "Chen Xi, are we reconciled?"

"Tang Yuting," Chen Xi said in a rustling voice, narrowing his eyes and staring at me, breathing heavily, "do you really have to ask me this question at this time?"

"I have to ask now, just now you cried so hard and then fell asleep, you haven't answered me yet, shall we start over?"

"You..." Just as Chen Xi said a word, she almost cried again, bit her lips and hummed twice, moved her waist vigorously, trying to change her position, "Let go of me, hurry up..."

I didn't let go, I lowered my head and kissed his eyes, rubbed against his lips, and asked again: "Shall we start again? Chen Xi, I love you, I have always loved you, before, now, even Love even after breaking up, are we reconciled?"

"It's okay, it's okay, it's okay..."

"Shall we start over?"

"Let's start, let's start again..." Chen Xi cried again, "Brother Yu, let me go..."

At ten o'clock in the evening, the two of us took a shower and left the hotel. We ate seafood barbecue nearby, and ordered two plates of dumplings, mackerel and shrimp.

I didn't feel very hungry at first, but I became hungry after eating, and there was nothing left in the last dish I ordered.

Chen Xi said that he hadn't eaten since last night, all day and night.

In the evening, I did bed exercises for half the night. It’s no wonder I’m not hungry.

I feel that Chen Xi from before came back again, and he talked more. He told me a lot about last night. He told me that he sat on the reef by the sea last night, listening to the sound of the waves and smelling the smell of sea water. , There are no stars or moon in the sky, and it is pitch black in front of my eyes.

At first he said he was a little afraid of the dark, but then he thought of me, and then he was no longer afraid.

He said that he saw the girl walking into the sea and saw that she wanted to commit suicide, so he went to save her without even thinking about it. Halfway through, Chen Xi thought he would not survive, and began to regret going into the water to save her.

Fortunately, he was alive and saved the girl.

I felt chills all over my body, but I couldn't say anything.

There was no moon last night, and today there is a moon. After dinner, Chen Xi and I went to the beach again. We bought moon cakes in the supermarket. We sat on the rock where he sat last night. The moon cakes were broken in half. Half of it, take small bites and eat slowly.

Although it's a bit late to eat this mooncake, but the moon in the sky is full, it doesn't matter, it's never too late for a reunion.

Chen Xi said this to me before.