real thing

Chen Xi:

I love him so much.

I love Tang Yuting, always have.

We returned to Beijing the next day, and then I proposed to A Jiang to resign. After the Mid-Autumn Festival, I was idle, and Tang Yuting took me directly to his company. He worked in the office and I slept in the lounge.

Although I was really sleepy, I couldn't fall asleep anyway.

The night before yesterday, Tangyu Court had been tossing me a lot. I fell asleep almost at dawn, or maybe I didn't fall asleep, but passed out directly. I couldn't open my tired eyelids, but I felt very comfortable.

That kind of comfort is not only physical, I have been with Tang Yuting for so many years, he knows all the sensitive points of my body, Tang Yuting always makes me say what he wants on the bed very easily Listen to words.

It was the same in Qingdao that night, the little brother was in his hands, and he had the final say.

In addition to physical comfort, there is more psychological satisfaction, as well as an indescribable sense of support, a feeling of falling.

When Tang Yuting is by my side, I feel that I am safe, and I will inexplicably give birth to a kind of fearless power, as if as long as he is by my side, I can do anything, and I have Tang Yuting in everything. Here, he can carry me around.

No matter what will happen in the future, my first thought is only one, that is, there is still Tang Yuting by my side.

If he is still there, I have nothing to fear.

When I dragged that girl to the shore that night, I was afraid. The fear in my heart at that moment was more terrifying than the sea water getting into my nose, because Tang Yuting was not by my side, and what surrounded me was the cold sea water , not Tang Yuting's hands.

Now that sense of security is back. Good love will give you the power to move forward infinitely, and it will also allow you to walk swaggeringly on the way back.

Tang Yuting is the one who can give me strength and make me turn around with a swagger.

After thinking about something messy, two hours have passed, and I still haven't fallen asleep. I heard a meeting in Tangyu Court outside, which should be to discuss the follow-up plan of a certain project.

Tang Yuting's voice came in muffled, and then I fell asleep listening to his voice.

It's amazing how hypnotic his voice is.

Maybe it's because I'm too tired, dreaming about the past.

The first time I met Tang Yuting was after three months of dating. Tang Yuting was very busy at the beginning of his business, and at the same time he was busy with graduation. He often went around for several nights and slept very little.

He rented a house between the studio and the school. Sometimes I would deliver meals to him, and sometimes I would stay overnight. For the first two months, I simply stayed overnight.

Although I slept on the same bed, nothing happened.

He often didn't go to bed until midnight, when I was already asleep.

He took two days off on National Day, and I told my parents that I went on a trip with my classmates, but I actually lived in the house rented by Tangyu Court.

That night was especially going with the flow, but it didn't go very well.

Later, Tang Yuting told me that he had searched a lot of information on the Internet, such as "novice tutorials", "first-time precautions", and even asked someone to make a video to watch, just to learn how to do it.

But that night, we were all based on our most primitive feelings and instincts.

I was in so much pain that I kept crying, and when I cried, Tang Yuting didn't know what to do, so he stopped to comfort me.

The whole night was full of chaos, I didn’t go to sleep until dawn, and I couldn’t get rid of it when I woke up the next day.

Tang Yuting lay on my body through the quilt, kissed me a few times, then put his teeth on my lips, and asked if I could do it again.

His eyes were red, and I knew he was not joking, he really wanted to do it again.

I kicked him directly and told him that it would be impossible within a month.

I also know that I definitely can't bear it for a month, but it took us a month to get used to it in bed.

I didn't wake up until it was dark. Tang Yuting just finished the meeting, and we went directly to a restaurant we often go to for dinner.

On the way, I received a call from Xi You, saying that he and his father had come to Beijing and wanted to come over and give us something.

I told them not to toss around in the middle of the night and let them have a good rest. The next day I went to get it myself, and Xi You sent me another address.

Xi You's father waited until the family's wheat grains were sold before agreeing to come. Xi You returned home before the Mid-Autumn Festival before picking up his father to Beijing.

Ling Zijun had found the house for him a long time ago. It was near their school, and it took ten minutes to walk there.

Xi You took his father to the hospital, and Ling Zijun and I followed. After the examination, the doctor said that he was recovering well. With some acupuncture and rehabilitation training later, he will be able to take care of himself without any problems.

The result of the examination was quite optimistic, and Xi You also breathed a sigh of relief.

After coming out of the hospital, I drove them back, Xi You and his father left me there for dinner, and I had a dinner with Tang Yuting in the evening, so I left.

Before leaving, Xiyou's father stuffed me with a big bag of fungus and mushrooms brought by their family, and I accepted it because I couldn't shirk it.

I thought about giving some to my parents after I went back, and sending the rest back to my parents' house in Tangyuting, Chengdu.

I know that Tang Yuting's family has always disapproved of him being with a man. Tang Yuting thought he was covering it up very well, but I knew in his heart that his parents had always disagreed with us.

But Tang Yuting's parents never said anything to me in private, I guess Tang Yuting must have had a lot of trouble with his parents.

That idiot Tang Yuting lied in front of me, saying how much his parents liked me. In fact, it is easy to tell whether he likes someone or not. What's more, every time Tang Yuting's mother sees me, her face is full of reluctance. The awkward smile was already so obvious that only that idiot Tang Yuting couldn't see it.

Every time Tang Yuting answered the phone calls from his parents, he would answer them behind my back, and run to the balcony or the small study room. After answering the phone calls, he lay on the railing and smoked a few cigarettes. Nothing serious happened to his family, and his parents were in good health. , so that Tang Yuting would not be like this every time he answers the phone at home, so I can understand what's going on after I think about it myself.

Every time he finished answering the phone and smoking a cigarette on the balcony with a sad face, he turned around and pretended to be very happy, saying that his parents reminded us to pay attention to our health and sent us bacon to eat.

Tang Yuting was afraid that I would feel pressured and unhappy, so I pretended not to know. I didn't even dare to ask him what happened when he confessed his sexuality to his parents. He thought I didn't know, but in fact I all know.

But it’s impossible for us not to see each other during the New Year’s holidays. When we were first together for the first two years, we went back to our respective homes for the New Year. Later, we all told our family members that sometimes Tang Yuting would take me back to his home for the New Year. .

On the surface, it looks like a family having dinner, reunion and harmony, but in the second half of the night of New Year’s Eve, I can still hear the voice of Tang Yuting talking to his parents in the living room. You can guess seven or eight out of one word.

Tang Yuting would secretly stuff a lucky red envelope under my pillow, and then tell me the next day that it was given by his parents, but actually it was Tang Yuting himself who wrapped the red envelope for me.

Every year during Chinese New Year these years, he would stuff a lucky red envelope under my pillow, and when I woke up in the morning of the first day of the new year, he would kiss me on the forehead, saying that I am safe every year, and that I have you every year.

Well, now I don't have as many thoughts as before, I just hope that I can be safe and have Tangyu Court every year.

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