The great waves surging in life

towel back.

"Why did you have a nosebleed?" He gently wiped the blood from her nose and her blood-stained fingers, then covered her nose with a towel, and asked her to lie down with her neck raised.

"The biscuits are too angry." Yang Shan covered her nose and replied with a strong nasal voice.

"..."

The green grass on the lakeside is verdant, the spring breeze blows the willows, and the lake surface is sparkling.Children flying kites are running on the grass, laughing and startling the birds on the branches.Standing under the willow, Yang Shan has a haughty face, indifferent eyes, and a straight body, standing like a tough green bamboo in this spring scenery.Li's mother looked at her, and when she came, she was ready to negotiate, but she was shocked by such a refined woman.Yang Shan's unflappable, indifferent look, written with heavy brush and ink, is her indomitable spirit.Li's mother can't hate her, but as a mother, she can't like her.Yang Shan also looked at the charming woman in front of her, and saw some shadows of Li Aiyun on her face.Yang Shan knew why she was looking for her, no matter whether the visitor was about to speak harshly to her or just speak out, they respected her in their hearts, just because she was Li Aiyun's mother.

"Miss Yang, I'm Li Aiyun's mother, and I won't go around with you. I asked you to come today, and you must know why." Li's mother cut to the chase, facing Yang Shan, feeling that all the politeness and euphemisms were in vain.After a while, seeing that Yang Shan was silent, she said to herself, "As a mother, I can't see my daughter do something wrong. This is outrageous and unethical. I think you are also a well-educated girl, and you should understand the heart of being a parent." You also have a father and a mother, and your parents will be sad and disappointed if you do this, and they will also object, right? "

"Yeah." Yang Shan didn't want to explain anything, let alone say that her parents died to gain sympathy.

"Leave my Yun'er alone, she's not that kind of person, she's just confused for a while."

"Ah."

"You...agreed?" Li's mother thought that it would take a long time to talk about morality and virtue, perhaps a heated debate, but she didn't expect Yang Shan to react like this, and she was a little at a loss for a while.

"Yes." Yang Shan said quietly: "I agree." She was a child who had no warmth since she was a child. If Li Aiyun had to choose between herself and her parents, she would ask Li Aiyun to choose her parents.Although Li Aiyun didn't say anything, Yang Shan knew the embarrassment and struggle in her heart, but she still naively thought that one day the will will be brighter, so she persisted.If Yang Shan hadn't suffered from systemic lupus erythematosus, perhaps, she would look forward to the future like Li Aiyun.

"You are a good boy, Auntie wishes you happiness." The stone in Li's mother fell to the ground, and she felt some inexplicable distress for Yang Shan.

After locking the store door, Li Aiyun dragged Yang Shan to the car.

"Li Aiyun, let's go." Yang Shan paused.

"Okay, then let's go back." Li Aiyun nodded and smiled.There are no pedestrians on the Binhai Road in the middle of the night, only the occasional vehicles roaring by.The street lamps elongated their shadows, casting a thin charcoal shadow on the ground.Passing by a phoenix tree with lush branches and leaves, like phoenix feathers, passing by black iron European-style lamps, the lamps are glowing with faint light.

"Li Aiyun, sing a song for me."

"Ah? I don't sing well." Li Aiyun had the nerve to sing.

"I want to hear you sing." Yang Shan insisted that Li Aiyun sing, with unquestionable determination.

"Then...you are not allowed to laugh." Li Aiyun struggled for a while before looking at Yang Shan and saying, lacking confidence.

"When did I laugh?"

"..." Don't think I don't know, you just smiled imperceptibly.Li Aiyun thought about it, but whenever she saw Yang Shan smiling, she must be embarrassed, and she might snicker again in her heart after a while.

"Sing." Yang Shan urged.

"When love freezes,

everything is so peaceful,

Once the tears run out,

Only determination remains.

exiled himself on the borders of night,

Let the dawn approach me step by step,

miss your heart,

reduced to ashes.

I'm really tired,

no strength

There are too many memories,

Choking for breath.

I have nowhere to send my love for you,

If I could fly over the walls and find you,

The grievance of love does not need to be clarified,

As long as you hold me tight.

..." Li Aiyun's soft and rolling voice echoed in the night, and the song "If the Cloud Knows" is like a tragic elegy in the quiet and empty street.

"Li Aiyun." Yang Shan stopped, turned around and hugged Li Aiyun tightly, using all her strength to rub her into her body.

"Yang Shan, what happened to you today? It's weird." The inexplicable uneasiness in Li Aiyun's heart crept up.

"Li Aiyun, with you in my life, I will have no regrets." Whispering in Li Aiyun's ear, he couldn't stop worrying.

"Yang Shan..." No amount of love words can match the affection in her eyes.

Cao Bifen recovered really quickly, and within half a month, the melancholy of losing her love disappeared.On this day, I was dressed up beautifully, brighter than spring flowers, holding a flower umbrella, and under the drizzle, I walked into the Anran coffee shop.Li Aiyun didn't greet Cao Bifen when he saw her, his brows were frowned, and he was thinking on the phone.

"Hey, Ah Yun, don't you want to see me?" Cao Bifen complained.

"Sister Fen, I was looking forward to your coming. Why have you been there recently? You don't see anyone." Xiaolan was very enthusiastic when she saw Cao Bifen.

"Look, Xiaolan is still sensible, not like some heartless." Cao Bifen did not forget to throw Li Aiyun a supercilious look. "I said, Ah Yun, what's the matter with you? Your eyebrows are getting knotted."

"Yang Shan didn't answer the phone today, it's strange." Li Aiyun felt very at ease, with his heart in his chest, always feeling weightless.

"I'm really worried about San Yang's future. He's so strict. Maybe he's still sleeping." Cao Bifen didn't care.

"Maybe, I don't know why today, and I feel very flustered." Li Aiyun put down his phone, still frowning.

"Sister Yun..." Seeing Li Aiyun mentioning the ice cube, Xiao Lan thought of something, but hesitated to speak.

"what happened?"

"Some time ago, my aunt came to look for Ice Cube, and I gave her Ice Cube's phone number." Xiaolan went in without knowing it, and told Li Aiyun about Ice Cube by the way.

"You said my mother was looking for Yang Shan?" Li Aiyun said in surprise.Seeing Xiaolan nod her head, Li Aiyun couldn't sit still anymore. Thinking of Yang Shan's weirdness last night, she felt even more weightless.

"Hey, Ayun, wait for me." Seeing Li Aiyun rushing out in a panic, Cao Bifen felt worried and followed her out.

There is no one on the silver-white beach with rain.Yang Shan took off her shoes, stepped on the fine sand with her bare feet, looked at the vast sea, and listened to the sound of the distant and near waves, her heart was as quiet as a lake.Leaving a row of footprints on the sand, naughty waves came up and kissed her feet.Yang Shan didn't squint, didn't hesitate in her steps, and wasn't afraid of the deep blue ahead.The sand on the soles of the feet is getting finer and finer, and the waves are up to the knees... Li Aiyun, I was that rootless duckweed, fate took pity on me and let me meet you.The waves rushed up and did not touch Yang Shan's thighs, and then receded, sweeping away a layer of fine sand under her feet... Li Aiyun, I have never told you that I love you, you have to believe it, I love you.The soles of the feet are softer than fine sand, it is already muddy, the sea water is up to the waist, and the face is wet, I can't tell whether it is rain or waves, or tears... Li Aiyun, you are a flower blooming from tree to tree, It is the swallow whispering between the beams, you are love, warmth, and hope, and you are the April day of the world.The sea water covered his chest, and the waves hit his face painfully.Wave after wave rushed over, pushing Yang Shan back, Yang Shan straightened her back, and went up... Li Aiyun, I'm going back to the sea, the sea is not cold at all.The salty seawater poured into the nasal cavity, breaking through Yang Shan's nasal mucosa, and the seawater in front of her eyes was stained red with blood.Yang Shan seemed to see her mother's bald head floating in the waves on that rainy day at the age of 17... Li Aiyun, I'm going to find my mother... Li Aiyun, my Li Aiyun, farewell...farewell...

"Ayun, drive slowly." Cao Bifen looked at the speedometer that was still climbing, and reminded, "This is very dangerous." Fortunately, it was raining, and it was not rush hour, so there were not many pedestrians and vehicles on the road.However, because of the rain, the foggy drizzle reduces visibility, so you should drive slowly in rainy days.Li Aiyun ignored it completely and remained silent. All she wanted was to see Yang Shan. Only when she saw her could she feel at ease and settle down.As soon as I arrived at the Furong Community, I didn't even bother to close the car door, and ran to 302 eagerly.His hands trembled unconsciously, disobedient, unable to align the keyhole with life and death, anxious and frightened, he slammed on the door with his hands, and the door slammed loudly.Cao Bifen took the key from Li Aiyun and opened the door for her neatly.Yang Shan's room fell into his eyes, the room was tidy, but Yang Shan was not there.The wine-red curtains were opened and blown by the wind, and the sky-blue mattress was spread on the bed, basking in the sun.On the sky blue mattress, a white medical certificate burst into his eyes.Li Aiyun stared at the whiteness in a daze, unable to move his eyes or feet, the uncontrollable panic seemed to be overwhelmed.After a long time, I opened the medical certificate tremblingly, my heart sank continuously, as if falling into a bottomless abyss, tears flooded, but there was no sound.The hand hangs down feebly, the diagnosis certificate falls, and a piece of letter paper floats out.Cao Bifen picked it up, and wrote a bold and unrestrained book in a few words: "Li Aiyun, if there is an afterlife, I will meet you again."

Endless tears, like broken beads, the scenery that flies all the way, loses color and shape, just boundless chaos.Cao Bifen was driving the car. Seeing Li Aiyun, who was crying but holding back her voice, she felt that the air pressure in the car was soaring, as if it was going to crush her.One deep foot and one shallow foot ran to the beach where Yang Shan had brought her here