The great waves surging in life

, the palm tree is still green and lush, standing awe-inspiring in the rain, guarding the sea area proudly.The shoes placed beside the tree and a row of footprints extending into the sea, like sharp sword blades, slashed across Li Aiyun's heart.Unable to support his body any longer, he fell down on the beach, heart-piercing pain sweeping through his body, choking his breath.Covering his mouth tightly, looking at the already calm sea, weeping bitterly.Her world, at this moment, collapsed into ruins.She wanted to ask Dahai to return her Yang Shan to her, and she wanted to tell Yang Shan to come back quickly and not to abandon her, but she couldn't even cry out.The soul was emptied, and the whole world was quiet, only the sound of the heart bleeding.Cao Bifen stood silently, unable to say a single comforting word, for fear that any language would add weight to this heaviness.Accompany Li Aiyun until she faints from crying, then dare to take her away.

fifteen

"Li Aiyun, I'm going to pick that cloud and give it to you." Yang Shan pointed to the snow-white cloud on the sea level, looked at Li Aiyun and said.

"Yang Shan, it's so far away, don't go."

"I'm going, you wait for me here." Yang Shan ran towards the sea barefoot.

"Then don't make me wait too long, it's almost dark."

Li Aiyun stood on the shore, watching Yang Shan get closer and closer to the cloud, full of sweetness.Suddenly, the group of pure white clouds turned black, changing into a hideous and terrifying shape.

"Yang Shan, come back quickly, I don't want that cloud anymore, come back quickly." Li Aiyun called to Yang Shan's back.Yang Shan couldn't hear it, she didn't seem to see that ugly black cloud, she still walked towards it.When a huge wave hit, Li Aiyun only felt cold all over, and Yang Shan's back could no longer be seen on the sea.I woke up suddenly.When she opened her eyes, she saw her parents standing beside her bed, both of them looked worried.Li Aiyun looked at her mother coldly, and didn't want to ask what her mother and Yang Shan said, everything was meaningless.The person who kept saying that he wanted Li Aiyun to be happy, actually deprived her of happiness.

Sitting on Yang Shan's window sill, this is where Yang Shan often sits, looking at the scenery outside, what she sees is the memories of herself and Yang Shan. "Yang Shan, why did you leave me so heartlessly... You liar, didn't you say you would never leave me... You are the ostrich, you are the ostrich... Yang Shan, I am waiting for you here... Come back soon, no You agreed to stay where you are if you get separated...Yang Shan, I'll sing for you..." Li Aiyun said to himself."If the Cloud Knows" was played on a loop in the room, and I sang softly, "...There are too many memories, I can't breathe...If I can find you by flying over the walls...as long as you hold me tightly..." Singing Singing, tears crawled all over my cheeks again.Li Aiyun hugged his knees, letting his tears flow, "...the nights of missing you are slowly coming to an end...every time I shout for a second, I feel that my life is constantly burning...I can't escape the prison of entanglement, every time my heart hurts for a second , every time I wake up from crying for a second, only my heart is begging..."

A broken dressing mirror is embedded in the vermilion pear wood wardrobe.Standing in front of the mirror, she took off her clothes, and a charming flower bloomed on the mirror.Inside the flower is her beautiful and young body, more delicate and charming than the flower.She rolled up her hair, and in this April day that was about to pass, the breeze climbed onto her skin, touched every inch of her pores, and kissed her arrogantly.Li Aiyun forcefully broke off the shattered mercury glass, and the shards of glass snapped and scratched her fingers.Li Aiyun smiled lightly, his dimples were like flowers, and he didn't feel any pain.She is going to find Yang Shan, Yang Shan must have lost her way, and she doesn't know how to go home, so she is going to find her.The dull shards of glass slashed across the wrist, only piercing the outer skin, exuding fine drops of blood.Li Aiyun grasped the fragments tightly, and cut the wound repeatedly until the scarlet blood dripped down in big drops, until he felt that life was passing, then he stopped laughing, closed his eyes slowly, and waited for the moment of relief.

"The patient was hit hard, and he was unwilling to face it, so he closed himself up." The doctor said to Li's father and mother, "I suggest transferring to a specialized institution for treatment."

"My miserable Yun'er." Li's mother was in unending grief, sobbing on Li's father's shoulder, "What evil did I do, God wants to punish me like this."

"Alas..." Father Li's expression was heavy, and he let out a long sigh, expressing endless sadness.

Yang Shan has never been in arrears with the rent, and the landlord with a big belly saw that this time it was delayed for a week without saying hello or seeing anyone.He took the spare key to open the door and went in, wanting to see if the things had been moved, not wanting to see Li Aiyun lying in a pool of blood.Fortunately, the rescue was timely, so that a delicate flower did not bloom prematurely and fail in the world of mortals.Li Aiyun on the hospital bed, with white gauze wrapped around his wrist, is still undergoing a blood transfusion.She leaned against the head of the bed, neither crying nor fussing, her eyes were dull and loose, and she didn't say a word.She doesn't know anyone, doesn't pay attention to anyone, she is as quiet as a puppet without a soul.

Behind her, there are layers of decaying years, but in Li Aiyun's body, it seems that time has stagnated. Her world is just a piece of chaos, or a piece of clarity, which is so clear that there is nothing.In the blink of an eye, it is already midsummer, and the cicadas are hiding in the lush branches and leaves, either humming or singing loudly, adding a lot of fun to the afternoon in the nursing home.Li Aiyun sat on a waterstone bench under the shade of a tree, his eyes pierced through Cao Bifen and Cheng Li in front of him, and stared blankly at a place far away.

"Husband, why is Ayun's treatment here not improving?" Cao Bifen asked Cheng Li.

"It's a heart disease, it's hard to cure." Cheng Li said, "I'm afraid it won't get better."

"Hey... let's go and see her next time." Cao Bifen took Cheng Li's arm and they both left.

"Li Aiyun." A voice sounded beside my ear, as if it came from another world, fluttering gently.

"Li Aiyun." There was another shout, it was such a familiar voice, was it a remnant of memories from the previous life.

"Li, Ai, Yun." Each word was paused, giving the voice some truth and warmth.Li Aiyun blinked his eyes, and a gleam of water floated in his pupils.Turning around slowly, looking for the place where the voice came from.Under the lush banyan tree, a slender figure stood upright, and his glamorous face under the red grid umbrella became more three-dimensional, like a perfect white lime sculpture.In the hot summer, the man was wearing a long shirt and trousers, standing under the shade of a tree and looking at Li Aiyun tenderly.The ghost crystal bracelet worn on the hand refracts brilliant light spots in the sun.

As time passed, they stared at each other quietly, their tearful eyes were hazy.

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