After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

"Let's not talk about that." Mu Li let out a long breath, "Time is running out, you should go."

Probably because of the previous internal friction, my head is still turning a little slowly, following Mu Li's strength, I slowly stood up, and subconsciously walked out of the prison.

It was already late, the prison was dark, and the outside of the prison was also dark. I paused in my already slow steps, and looked back at Mu Li hesitantly.

"What about you? You..." I frowned slightly, feeling a little strange in my heart.

"I won't go with you this time." Mu Li waved his hand, his tone pretending to be relaxed: "Don't worry, the guard monk has been stunned by me, no one will stop you .”

The sense of weirdness in my heart became stronger, and my brows frowned more tightly.

"Xie Wan..." Mu Li looked at me deeply, walked up to me in a few steps, but stopped at an arm's length away.

He is very strange.

Really weird.

I think.

My body was already getting heavier day by day due to the pregnancy, and my spiritual power was sealed by the righteous way and I was locked up for three days in this extremely painful place where the sun never appeared...

Although I didn't receive any punishment, it still took a lot of my energy and energy. I just stood there for a while, and I felt a little tired.

Mu Li seemed to have remembered something, lowered his voice and said "ah", and quickly took my cold hand.

"Your hands are so cold." Mu Li said.

I have always repelled other people's touch, and subconsciously wanted to pull my hand away, but Mu Li squeezed it hard, and before I could furrow my brows, he let go of me.

Before letting go, he stuffed a bottle of elixir into my palm.

I held the porcelain bottle with Mu Li's body temperature in my fingers, and was stunned.

"The child in your stomach needs spiritual power, I can't give it to you, you take this bottle of nourishing elixir, let's take this for now..."

"When you find the biological father of the child," Mu Li took a deep breath, his tone was somewhat deliberate, "let him give you spiritual power, then you should be fine."

But I'm not going to find the biological father of the child.

I will not go to Luo Wuchen.

But if I don't look for Luo Wuchen, who should I look for?

I can't help but feel a little confused.

After a moment of comprehension, I slowly tightened my fingers holding the porcelain bottle. No matter what way I go next, I will always accumulate the spiritual power to supply the fetal spirit.

If Mu Li didn't lie to me, and he really wanted to help me leave, then I...

After thinking about it, I chose to take a gamble, "Thank you."

"I'm just doing the right thing." Mu Li seemed to smile, "I've never accomplished anything, let me do it once..."

"I'm too useless," Mu Li suddenly said, without knowing why, he said, "They pushed Sword Master away..."

I didn't quite understand what he was doing with Tilo Wuchen for no reason, so I looked at Mu Li very puzzled.

The cell was dark, with very little light, and the only light source was the small candle brought by Mu Li.

With his back against the light, the expression on his face was not very clear, his voice was very low, a bit illusory and ethereal in the empty cell.

"I have sent a voice transmission to Sword Master and told him about your captivity, but Burning Moon City where Sword Master is located is too far away from Xuewu City. Even if Sword Master wants to come, it will take at least one day and one night."

"I don't have any skills. The only thing that is great is that I have a father who is the suzerain. Without this status, I am actually nothing..."

Muli tonight gave me a really weird feeling.

just like……

There are many things hidden in his heart.

Too many things squeezed him a bit hard to think, causing his thinking to be confused, and even when he was asked to speak for a few minutes, he was in a mess, broken and messy.

"Don't waste time," Mu Li gently pushed me to the direction outside the prison, his voice was so soft that a gust of wind could blow it away, "you run, the farther you run, the better."

"Go find someone you can trust."

Murray said so.

But in fact, until now... I don't know anyone else who can make me believe in peace of mind.

In fact, even Mu Li who said he would help me, I still had doubts about him.

I can't blame me for being suspicious.

After all, the inherent impression he gave me was too deep.

As Su Lianyi's number one supporter, how Mu Li obeyed Su Lianyi's words, even after two years, I still remember clearly.

At that time, with only one look from Su Lianyi, Mu Li could charge for Su Lianyi, suppress me and exclude me. He was simply the most obedient dog under Su Lianyi's subordinates.

But I can't help but gamble.

Just like what Su Lianyi said, success is certainly a good thing, but failure is nothing but being accompanied by darkness again.

That being the case, why not give it a try?

I have nothing left to lose.

Mu Li didn't know anything about what I was thinking, so he pushed me in the direction of Qingqing's door again, urging me to leave quickly.

"Run, get out of here, don't get caught."

I tightly grasped the bottle of elixir that Murray gave me, and walked into the thick darkness outside the prison without looking back.

After I walked out, I found that it was no wonder that the cell where I was held was so quiet.

After all, apart from the cell where I was imprisoned, there is only an endless stretch of wild forest that can't be seen, and the only two disciples who stayed to guard me are not in good condition at this time. Lie awake on the ground.

A little further away, there were a few pinprick-sized flames, which should be Xuewu City, shrouded in the night, like a giant beast crouching in the dark.

The moon hangs high in the sky, looking down on all beings with compassion.

I roughly distinguished the direction.

In fact, I don't know where I should go.

There has long been no room for me in the world of comprehension.

Demon Realm... Demon Realm is not my home either.

I looked at the shadows of mountains and trees in the desolate moonlight, and suddenly I didn't know where I should go to settle down.

Mu Li said, Luo Wuchen will come to rescue me.

Thinking of Luo Wuchen, my heart sank fiercely.

But I don't believe it.

I don't believe in Luo Wuchen, and I don't believe that after such a farewell, Luo Wuchen will ignore the past and rush to save me.

After a flash, my thoughts quickly returned to reality.

I gently caressed the abdomen, and with my spiritual power to support, the fetal spirit gradually returned to life.

My gaze became firm again, I poured out a pill of tonic, swallowed it, and ran towards the barren hills on the north side.

After crossing the barren mountain and walking five hundred miles, it is a barren land occupied by ancient monsters.

It was a barren and savage land, but it was the last place I would go.

I made up my mind, so I used my spiritual power to protect the baby in my womb, and kept on walking.

Hurry up, you have to hurry up, leave before those people notice my escape, at least...

At least leave the range of Xuewu City.

Just keep walking like this, keep walking, eat a tonic pill when the spiritual power is exhausted, I don't know how long I have been walking, the Xuewu City behind me has been silent, as if I didn't notice my escape.

But before it is really safe, the heart I raised cannot fall back to the ground anyway.

escape!

Faster, faster!

Before the sun rises, before Xue Wucheng notices my escape, the farther I can escape, the better.

The heart was beating violently, and the throat and even the chest cavity sucked in the bitter cold wind, which was painful.

The cold and dry air has been drilled into my lungs from my nasal cavity and my throat. I was panting quickly, but my eyes were staring straight ahead.

Lighten up slowly.

I pray in my heart.

Let me take my children to run more distances, and stay away from those wicked people who use me and hurt me.

The Xuewu City behind me was completely invisible, and I was also lost in the dense forest of the barren mountain.

The wild forest is overgrown with weeds and thorns, and the brilliance of the moon cannot penetrate the layers of tree shadows, so my pace is forced to slow down.

There are sharp blades cutting my robe, and sharp thorns piercing into the soles of my feet. Every time I take a step forward, there will be more wounds on my body.

But I dare not stop.

I want to escape.

I must escape!

The tiredness of my body accumulated layer upon layer, and every step I took felt that I had exhausted my last strength, but I didn't dare to stop, I just ran forward numbly.

I cannot be caught back.

I can't be used as a tool to blackmail Sang Luo, and I can't...let my life be controlled by others.

I can not……

cannot……

The emotions immersed in the bottom of my heart are like gravel ice floating in the waves, frivolously floating.

Throat and mouth filled with bloody smell, a few strands of bright red blood squeezed out from my wound, and bright red footprints stretched from under my body all the way into the darkness behind me.

"boom--"

Suddenly there was a thunderclap.

I curled my lips happily.

It is going to rain.

very nice.

The heavy rain will wash everything away, and it will also wash away all the traces left by me when I walked by.

The strong rusty smell surged between my teeth, and I slowly swallowed it back.

The rain did fall.

But it was raining so hard that I was soon drenched and the rain took away the warmth from my body.

The raindrops and stones hit me so hard that I couldn't open my eyes.

I stumbled forward in the torrential rain. The mountain road was wet with rain, muddy and slippery, and I had to be very careful with every step.

"boom!"

A flash of lightning pierced the sky and exploded above me.

Due to the long period of strenuous exercise and sudden shock, my lower abdomen began to feel a little painful.

"Good...be good..." Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I will protect you.

I stroked my cramped abdomen with trembling fingers, my vision was hazy, it was black stained with blood red.

The meridian was in pain like tearing because of excessively squeezing out the spiritual power too many times. I struggled to squeeze out the spiritual power to appease the restless fetal spirit.

Thunder and lightning exploded without interruption, and I couldn't move an inch in the heavy rain.

Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain in my stomach, and a warm current slowly flowed down my legs.

"Boom!" The thunder light almost illuminated half of the sky.

I looked down at the blood on the ground that had been diluted by the rain, and was in a daze for a moment.

As if falling into a cliff, there was a feeling of weightlessness falling from the body.

The fear in my heart drowned me like the sea.

Blood……

still is……

I didn't dare to think deeply, and looked around blankly in the dark rain.

No... I want, I want...

I'm looking for a safe place where I can hide from the rain.

With this obsession, I found an abandoned Taoist temple.

Almost walking while crawling, I walked towards the gymnasium.

I don't want to die...

Finally, I hid in that dilapidated gymnasium.

I was drenched in rain, blood, and I couldn't stop shaking from the cold and pain.

By the way, the panacea...

"..."

My fingers trembled uncontrollably, my fingertips were soaked in rain, they were wet and woody, and I couldn't hold the porcelain bottle of the elixir.

Do not……

My body seemed to have no bones to support me. I exhausted all my strength, twisted my stomach, and tried to crawl to the place where the porcelain bottle fell.

"what--"

I heard a hoarse cry of pain that exhausted my heart, and after careful identification, I realized that the sound was actually made by myself.

I had no more strength, and collapsed on the ground as if dead.

Rain fell from the dilapidated roof and accumulated more and more on the ground, and the coldness penetrated into my bones bit by bit.

My consciousness was hazy, and my vision was also blurred. Only the last gleam of clarity remained, and I stubbornly refused to pass out.

Because I was afraid, I fell asleep and never woke up again.

I don't want to die.

I really don't want to die.

I haven't delivered my baby safely yet.

I haven't hugged it yet, I haven't looked at it yet...

I……

My eyes were filled with something, blocking my sight, I didn't even blink, and something like water fell out of my eye sockets.

Amid my blurred consciousness, a blood-stained figure in white clothes appeared in my line of sight.

It was as if thunder pierced through the sky and suddenly broke into my dark world.

"Night night—"

He helped me up, grabbed my hand, and held it very tightly, "I'm late."

I stared for a long time with my slack eyes, and finally managed to see the man's face clearly.

It was Luo Wuchen.

I said it so heartlessly at the time, I thought that with Luo Wuchen's arrogance, he would never allow himself to appear in front of my eyes again.

But he still came.

When I was at the end of the road and the lamp was exhausted, I rushed here from thousands of miles away.

……why?

When I saw clearly that the person who came was Luo Wuchen, I almost instinctively became suspicious of him.

Why can he find me?

he……

Will it hurt me?

I can't help my suspicions.

People who have been bitten by snakes will feel palpitations when they see an ordinary well rope.

I really can't believe that Luo Wuchen suddenly appeared.

"Xie Wan!" Luo Wuchen's voice trembled slightly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't... I shouldn't have left, Xie Wan, Xie Wan—"

He called me upside down, "Wan Wan, Xie Wan, if you hold on for a while, I'll take you to the doctor..."

Do not touch me……

I was completely powerless, and I fell so weakly in Luo Wuchen's arms that I was pulled away from my bones, and I couldn't stop falling.

"Xie Wan, Xie Wan, Wanwan, I beg you, I beg you Wanwan..." Luo Wuchen hugged me tightly and refused to let go, hot tears fell on my face superior.

I wanted to raise my hand to push him away, to tell him not to cry, it was very noisy.

But my body was too heavy, my fingers brushed against the ends of his hair, and I completely lost my strength, and my arms hung down feebly.

"No," Luo Wuchen grabbed my slipping hand, "wanwan—"

In the emptiness, I heard Luo Wuchen's almost weeping call, and after that, my consciousness completely disappeared, and I didn't know whether I was dead or alive.