After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

I don't know if it's because I still have things in my heart, but even if I passed out, I still didn't feel stable.

The body is very heavy, as if it is falling endlessly.

It seemed that there were countless pairs of invisible and intangible hands dragging my body down to sink.

It was as if some invisible boulder was pressing on my body.

Consciousness is separated from the body, wrapped in darkness, and cannot be clear.

It may be a moment, or it may be a long time, I feel that I finally stopped falling.

[What is this place? ]

I was a little bit at a loss, trying to recall why I appeared in this weird place, but my mind was just a mess, and I couldn't think of anything.

There is an indistinguishable boundary and no end to the darkness in front of me. No matter where I look, it is pitch black, only a tiny light like a candle flame in front of me.

Vaguely, I feel as if I forgot something.

What's the matter?

I can't remember.

Maybe I can ask someone else?

Ask them if they know what this place is.

Maybe, I can also think about what I forgot.

It's just...it's so dark and quiet here, is there anyone?

"Is anyone there?" I tried to shout.

No echo.

Even my voice was swallowed up by the darkness almost instantly.

Here, probably there will be no one, I think.

I hesitated to look at the light in the darkness again. Since there is fire, then... maybe there will be someone who can talk to me.

Thinking of this, I subconsciously ran towards the light source.

But the strange thing is, I ran towards that light for a long time...

It's been so long that I feel that a lot of time has passed, so long that my steps have changed from a striding run to a Shi Shi's walk, and the distance between me and the smearing light has not narrowed an iota.

This is strange.

I feel weird, but I can't figure out why.

There was exhaustion in the body that could not be ignored. This exhaustion appeared suddenly, but it seemed very early——

It's like, it's been there since the beginning, long before I decided to chase that light source, I was tired and tired.

Have I run before this?

Together with this thought, a strange sense of familiarity suddenly flashed in my heart.

My legs are both unbearably heavy and unbearably sore, and even my body is heavy, heavy...

In the end, it was very difficult for me to move my body, and even just taking a tiny step forward was enough to exhaust all the strength in my whole body.

so tired……

I mechanically moved towards that point of fire.

That's weird...why should I move forward?

The surroundings are full of darkness, and I can't find the slightest change. In this seemingly endless darkness, the faint light in the distance seems to become insignificant.

It doesn't matter if you don't know what you forgot, right?

Anyway, there is only darkness here that cannot be shaken off.

Even if I really got close to that blaze, I may not be able to meet someone who can help me recover my memory.

'give up. '

There was a voice bewitching me, but I couldn't think of a rebuttal.

Since they have all been forgotten, there is no need to rush to restore the memory.

Maybe it was just a memory that should have been discarded long ago.

The heart became hesitant, and the pace of moving forward became slower and slower.

As if keenly aware of the hesitation in my heart, the darkness immediately flooded in like a tide, submerging my limbs, my mouth and nose in an instant.

There was a cold feeling coming from the fingertips and torso, and I couldn't help shrinking and curling up my body.

Suddenly, I felt something was wrong.

wrong……

I touched my flat stomach.

wrong--

There should be a bump there.

...a bulge?

I stroked my stomach in a daze, gasped for breath, and my face changed drastically.

Yes, yes!

I remember, my child—

My child, how can I forget, I still want, still want...

I looked at the faint light and ran with all my strength. Because of the excessive force, the muscles in my body began to convulse, and the pain hidden under the numbness broke through the ice.

As I think about it more and more, that little bit of light also shines brightly.

"—late night!"

In my ears, there seemed to be someone calling my name in a crying voice I had never heard before, begging me not to die.

The voice was both strange and familiar, and I was confused, deep in the darkness, confused, and couldn't remember who the owner of the voice was.

"be quiet……"

What is not dead...

I will not die.

I still have things to do that I haven't had time to do, so how could I die.

I thought I had yelled, but in fact, I didn't make any sound. In reality, I just moved my lips slightly.

"Stop shouting..."

Soul?very noisy.

Because of my weakness, my voice is very soft and hoarse, as vague as if it is contained in my throat.

With the faint light of the morning sun shining on my face, I slowly opened my eyes.

The quiet sound of the wind carries the clear birdsong.

The sky outside the window is washed blue.

Luo Wuchen was standing in front of my bed, motionless like a stone statue of guarding the tomb placed at the entrance of the mausoleum.

His eyes were fixed on me without blinking, as if...

As long as he blinks, I will suddenly disappear.

I blinked my eyes slowly, and my consciousness gradually became clearer with my vision.

"Luo...Wuchen..." My voice was hoarse, how could he be in...

No, another terrible thought came to my mind.

Is it...

Am I in his hands again?

I raised my eyes and looked at him hesitantly, with a calm expression, but my heart was full of various suspicions about Luo Wuchen.

Suspicion, suspicion, vigilance...

These seem to have become my instinct.

I know it's not good to be like this, and I don't want to if I can.

But I can't help it.

I have experienced too many betrayals and exploits in my life, and I may not have a long memory if I am burned by the flames. ...

Fear of fire.

Besides, it's not like I'm overreacting.

After all, I have been in the past too many times, after losing consciousness, I woke up to face an even deeper abyss.

I was really scared.

so he……

"you……"

My brows were subconsciously tightened, and I looked at him subconsciously with guard and scrutiny.

But to my surprise, Luo Wuchen's pupils tightened in disbelief when he met my gaze, "Late... late?"

He stood up abruptly, and took a few steps back again and again, looking a little flustered.

His big reaction made me look like a scourge.

Seeing his appearance, I felt a little funny for a moment, and my tense mood because of the rejection of Luo Wuchen also relaxed for a moment.

Luo Wuchen quickly retreated three feet away, with a look of surprise and joy, he stood there, hesitantly gave me a look, as if he wanted to confirm whether I really woke up.

"Wan... Xie Wan?" Luo Wuchen probably wanted to call me "Wanwan", but he probably remembered my rejection more than once before, and after a short pause, he called me "Thank you Wanwan again. "

The strange thing is that when he called me "wanwan" earlier, I felt repulsed when I heard it.

Now he calls me "Xie Wan" and I'm still not happy.

I guess it's because I hate him so much.

As the saying goes, if you love a house and a bird, I should hate the house and a bird.

"you're awake?"

As soon as he raised his eyes, I keenly noticed that Luo Wuchen's eyes... seemed to have a little watery light?

Did he cry?

No... I suddenly remembered the hot tears that Luo Wuchen fell on my face before I passed out.

It turned out that it was not my illusion.

He did cry.

because……

I.

Realizing this, a certain kind of feeling that cannot be regarded as comfortable suddenly passed through the bottom of my heart.

It was as if something sharp and thin stabbed at the bottom of my heart while I was unprepared.

I suppressed that inexplicable emotion, so what if he cried, I also cried many times because of him, what's the big deal.

Before I passed out, my heart was full of worries. I was afraid that I would never wake up again, and I was also afraid that I would face a more terrible situation when I woke up.

But now, in a way, things are better for me than I thought.

When I woke up, although my abdomen was still throbbing, my spiritual power seemed to be a little more abundant than before I lost consciousness.

Could it be the spiritual power accumulated by my unconscious practice?

I conjectured like this, and then overturned this conjecture. Given my current situation, it is rare for me to not be short of spiritual power. How could there be a surplus...

Thoughts were going back and forth, I tried to run the spiritual power in my body, the spiritual power was running smoothly, the injuries on my body were properly treated, and the baby in my womb was safe and sound.

In this way, I vaguely realized that my condition was better than before I passed out.

and so……

Was it Luo Wuchen who saved me?

……why?

I bit my lip, and suddenly another doubt rose in my heart.

What does he... want to do to me again?

I can't figure it out.

I can't think of a reason for him to save me.

In my opinion, there is no relationship between Luo Wuchen and me.

Therefore, he has no obligation to be nice to me, nor is he obliged to do anything for me.

Because of some things, I don't have much experience in dealing with people, but from the many things I have experienced briefly, I have learned a truth.

If the sky gives it, it must be taken first, and the relationship between people is the same.

No matter in the cultivation world or in the secular world, if you want to get something, you must give something accordingly.

Even if you want to obtain an ordinary pastry, you need to pay for it.

Luo Wuchen saved me and provided me with spiritual power, so naturally I should pay the corresponding price.

This is a matter of course and a matter of course.

So, my eyes fell on Luo Wuchen, what does he want from me this time?

I can't think of it, and I don't want to think about it.

I just feel scared.

I'm afraid that I owe him, that I can't afford what he wants.

The more I thought about it, the more flustered I became, and hurriedly lifted the quilt, remembering to get up and stay at the bed, and leave this place.

Luo Wuchen stopped me, "Wait!"

"Are you going to lock me up again?" I made an undisguised face, seeing him stop me, I just felt that it was true, and said sharply: "You are so stubborn?"

Luo Wuchen's face turned pale instantly, and he said anxiously: "That's not the case!"

"Then why did you stop me?" My tone was flat, my voice was as light as snow, my eyelashes were raised slightly, and my gaze was fixed on him without warmth.

"I..." In just a split second, Luo Wuchen's eye sockets were dyed red, his lips parted, and he said anxiously: "I don't want to restrain you."