After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

Su Lianyi said let me play a good role in coercing the magic way.

But what role can I play?

What do I matter?

I'm just an insignificant pawn, I can't help being involved in their game, how can I decide the outcome of the battle...

They think highly of me.

Ah... Game, I suddenly figured out something.

That's it, I thought to myself in a daze, and I understand.

The reason why I am in this situation is because of Su Lianyi on the one hand, and because of the Demon Lord's partiality for me when I was exposed to others.

Favor...

The heartbeat of that day is still in front of me, the carefree, peaceful and open time, but when I think about it now, I can only feel a coolness spreading from the heart to the limbs, and the hands and feet turned cold in an instant .

Although I am not very intelligent, I have suffered so much, no matter how stupid I am, I will not have a little brain.

So in just a flash, I understood many things.

On that day, why did Sang Luo insist that I attend the dinner party, and...the unreasonable favors that Sang Luo gave me.

The whole heart felt as if someone was holding it tightly, it turned out that... everything had already been marked with a price in secret.

Ha, favoritism?

I smiled wryly.

That was clearly my reminder.

As early as the beginning of the shattering of the enchantment of the demon realm, Sang Luo had already deduced that there would be a battle between the immortal and demon realms, right?When I came to Demon Realm, did Sang Luo make a plan?

From the close approach at the beginning to the logical show of love afterwards, was it actually just a plan he had planned for a long time?

The reason is to use me as an introduction, an excuse, a fuse to attack the cultivation world, and... what else?

I thought that there was nothing in me worth being used anymore.

But it turned out not to be.

I can also be smashed to the bone and sucked out the marrow, and squeeze out the rest of the use value.

How familiar, so familiar that I can't afford to feel uncomfortable.

Every time.

I always stumble on the same mistakes.

This is really inappropriate.

The truth that I already understood a long time ago, but I was treated a little better, so I forgot it again.

Obviously... a lowly succubus like me is not worthy of being cherished and loved, so why should I be wishful thinking and be passionate...

"Powerless?" I looked at Su Lianyi with a calm expression and tone, "You said it as if you really wanted to save me, but you want me to die the most..."

"Isn't it you?"

My voice is not heavy, and because I haven't drank water for a long time, my throat is somewhat hoarse, making it difficult for others to hear clearly, but I know that Su Lianyi must be able to hear clearly.

Regardless of whether the Demon Lord really loves me as rumored, Sang Luo, as the Lord of the Demon Realm, has indeed been fulfilling the duties of the Demon Lord. In his eyes, the benefits of the Demon Realm are more important than anything else.

Even if he loves me, he will not make a choice that damages the interests of Moyu just for me.

The cultivation world wants to use me to blackmail Sang Luo, and the wishful thinking of Moyu to bow its head for a succubus like me is probably going to fail.

From the very beginning, the scenario in Su Lianyi's proposal was destined not to come true.

And I, who can't play a role, can't escape a dead word in the ending.

Su Lianyi looked at me as if she was a little surprised that I could say such a thing, and said slowly: "This time, you are not so stupid."

I twitched the corners of my lips in a self-deprecating way, but even with a bit of difficulty in a wry smile, I said softly, "I've been lied to so many times by you... I've been hurt so badly by you... No matter what I do, I should have a long memory."

As expected of Su Lianyi, even when I exposed his past sins so bluntly, his expression didn't fluctuate at all, let alone any shame or remorse.

I saw Su Lianyi smiled slightly, not ashamed, but rather proud.

"Su Lianyi," I calmed down, and said indifferently, "Anyway, I am destined to die. Before I die, can you tell me why you are targeting me like this?"

"you guess."

He was indeed a nuisance.

I frowned, and stopped talking.

"Actually, it's okay to tell you." I didn't ask, but Su Lianyi wanted to tell me instead. He said, "Who told you to block my way?"

I couldn't think of where I could block his way, after thinking about it, the only thing that could make him hate me was probably Luo Wuchen who chose me instead of him when he joined the sect.

But that is not an honor, if possible, I would rather Luo Wuchen choose not me.

I thought so, so I said so, but Su Lianyi said, "This is just one of the reasons."

There are other reasons, I don't know that I still have such a great ability.

"By the way, senior brother," Su Lianyi smiled as if thinking of something, "Guess why we were able to bring you out of the heavily guarded magic palace so easily?"

I was slightly taken aback, and looked at him suspiciously, what did he mean by that?

"We're just pushing the boat along with the flow, and we're going to plan." Su Lianyi's eyes were filled with pity and pity, "If it's useful...it's naturally the best. If it's useless, we won't lose anything."

It turned out to be the case.

What else do I not understand.

It was just a guess of mine before, but what Su Lianyi said made my guess more certain.

I should suspect that Su Lianyi is deliberately provoking, but I am really too tired, and I can't think of what to use to overthrow Su Lianyi's words.

Instead of trying every means to find reasons to deceive yourself, it is better to recognize yourself from the beginning and stop wishful thinking.

Without expectations, there is no reason to be disappointed.

This time, I finally learned it.

Su Lianyi also left.

Now, there is nothing left, only a boundless darkness.

I curled up slowly.

Actually, I should have known...

Every time, I think I'm going to end it, every time, I think I can escape from the abyss, every time I think I've stood in the sun...

I'm always kicked back into the abyss, with the darkness for company.

Forever, can't get rid of.

I should have known.

Just recognizing such a cruel fact, it really hurts me like a knife, it hurts too much.

I huddled helplessly in the boundless darkness, no longer expecting someone to save me.

Suddenly, a silver light flashed across my peripheral vision, and I was startled.

The bright moonlight fell benevolently through the gap in the wall, and with this ray of light, I could see clearly——

Originally, my dark and soft hair became as white as snow at some point.

The first time I was born, and the second time I was familiar, I quickly realized that it was the lack of spiritual power in my body, excessive internal friction and the characteristics of demonization.

Do not……

No.

I can't sit still.

I……

I leaned on the wall and climbed tremblingly.

The cold chains were tied to my ankles, and every time I moved, there was a "jingling" sound.

I took a low breath, and my eyes fell on the chains on my ankles. They were afraid that I would run away, so they used this to lock my cultivation base and imprison my actions like tying some monster.

Yes, even if I want to escape, I must first untie the chains that bind me.

How can we untie this chain?

I was in a trance for a moment.

The temperature of my body gradually rose to scalding due to internal friction, like cooking oil in a raging fire, burning all my bones and blood.

It was burning like a fire, and every breath was suffering.

I huddled into a ball and hid in the corner of the wall, with my ten fingers clasped tightly to the cracks in the wall, my fingertips were deformed due to the force, showing an unhealthy paleness.

Compared to the panic I felt the first time, this time I have practiced perfectly.

It's just my body protesting against my incomprehensible master, it's just a little difficult, just get over it...

I don't know how long it took before the physical discomfort gradually faded away, but it's also possible that I'm just getting used to these feelings.

My cheeks are pale, a few strands of hair are wet with sweat, sticking to my thin cheeks, my eyes stare blankly at the void, slowly accumulating the energy that was just exhausted.

Everything around was completely silent, except for the sound of dripping water and the rustling of insects.

Suddenly, I heard a very light noise.

It seemed that the footsteps were deliberately quiet for fear of disturbing someone.

My heart jumped up.

In the darkness, a faint candle was ignited, but it was Mu Li who left and returned.

"It's you..." I recognized him, my guard was lightened a little, but my suspicion was even stronger, "What are you doing here?"

"They said that as long as the Demon Venerable is willing to retreat, they will let you go." Mu Li answered irrelevantly, babbling nonchalantly, "But after the Demon Venerable retreats, will they really let you go?"

Without waiting for others to respond, Mu Li shook his head after finishing speaking.

"It's really unfair for them to treat you like this."

I couldn't help but look at him more, fair?It really didn't seem like he could say it.

"So, are you here?"

"I'll let you go." Mu Li took out a key out of nowhere, and immediately untied the chains that bound me.

The locked spiritual power instantly nourished my dry meridians like rain, and I was stunned for a moment, "You want to let me go?"

Mu Li nodded and reached out to help me, "Can I go?"

Wait, "Aren't you..." I still can't react. Didn't he be coaxed away by Su Lianyi before? Why... Maybe I fell asleep, but this dream is too strange.

even if……

I frowned, how could it be Mu Li?

Maybe it was because the doubts on my face were too obvious, Mu Li explained to me, he said that he should not really be persuaded to leave before, but a retreat to advance.

Retreat to advance?

"There's no need to tear yourself apart with them. After all, you're going to be rescued."

I vaguely realized something, and finally realized, "So, you didn't believe what Su Lianyi said?"

Mu Li met my surprised eyes, smiled lowly, and didn't answer, just said, "Do I look easy to deceive?"

"I'm not..." I clenched my fingers, feeling a little helpless.

I used to think that Mu Li had no brains, and he would always believe what Su Lianyi said.

but……

"I know you don't mean that," Mu Li smiled, "I used to be an asshole, I thought I was righteous, but I always bullied you."

"Why is the right way called the right way? If it is called the right way but does evil things, is the right way still the right way?" I could feel that he was trying to be indifferent.

However, I'm still a little puzzled. Didn't Mu Li always think that Su Lianyi is the kindest and purest? When did he start to doubt Su Lianyi?

"When did you find out?" I couldn't help wondering, and asked.

"A year ago?" Mu Li's voice was very soft and slightly trembling, "I don't know how Junior Brother Su became what he is now..."

"Perhaps," Murray paused, his expression a bit gloomy in the dim candlelight, "I may never have really known him."