Confession

They rested for two days after returning home, Jiang Yang accompanied Lin Xu to Zhao Xiwen's studio again, this time Lin Xu did not insist on Jiang Yang's company like last time, but let him rest in the lounge, Talk to Zhao Xiwen alone.

"You have pretty long hair, and you're in good condition." Zhao Xiwen poured him a glass of lemonade, sat on the sofa on the other side, and said with a smile, "It seems that the effect of this trip is very good."

Lin Xu drank the water and asked strangely, "Do you know that I'm going on a trip?"

"Of course, I even suggested you to travel," Zhao Xiwen said gently, "I advised you to travel five years ago. Going out and accepting new things is good for depression. But at that time you One person can't do it, but with Jiang Yang this time, is the effect obvious?"

Lin Xu thought of all the things that happened to them during this time, and there was a slight smile in his bright eyes, "Well, it's better to have someone to accompany you than to suffer alone, and... I also hate to see him worrying about me all the time."

Zhao Xiwen looked at him through thick lenses, "Will you feel pressure?"

Lin Xu asked back, "What pressure?"

"For patients with depression, their emotions are capricious. They are calm for a while, low for a while, and then fall into a low ebb. Some seemingly trivial things in life can make them collapse. They know it very well, but they have no way to get out." Zhao Xiwen has a mellow voice and talks eloquently, "The more others persuade you, the greater the psychological pressure will be. Sometimes it will become a psychological burden if you have someone to accompany you."

Lin Xu thought about it seriously, then shook his head, "No."

"Jiang Yang has never forced me, and I never feel pressured when I'm with him," Lin Xu pondered, trying to find a suitable word, "With him, I'm very..."

"Happiness." Zhao Xiwen was the first to say the word for him.

Lin Xu was slightly stunned, and raised his eyes to look at him.

Zhao Xiwen said with a smile: "You can't deceive anyone when you are with him. You can only have bright eyes and a bright smile when you face him."

Lin Xu felt a little embarrassed, his hair drooped down, and his face softened, "Is there..."

He clearly felt that he had tolerated enough, and it seemed obvious to be said so.

"Yes, don't feel embarrassed, I'm very happy for you." Zhao Xiwen said gently, "This time the situation is not as serious as before, otherwise Jiang Yang would not be able to take you out so quickly, but he can really let you Things got better than I expected.”

Lin Xu asked, "Why?"

Zhao Xiwen didn't answer, but instead said: "It can be seen that you love him very much."

Lin Xu's earlobes were hot, his lips were pursed, and the corners of his mouth curved.

Zhao Xiwen smiled again, his eyes fell on the ring of Lin Xu's ring finger, "He loves you very much too."

"Well, I know." Lin Xu agreed, rubbing the smooth outer wall of the ring with his fingertips, and said firmly, "He won't abandon me."

After seeing Jiang Yang's worst side, he still insisted on staying by his side, and Lin Xu believed that nothing could separate them in the future.

Looking at Lin Xu's increasing smiles, Zhao Xiwen looked relieved, "Let's talk about your affairs, you haven't told me the reason for this recurrence of depression yet."

Lin Xu's restrained smile, bright memories faded, gray and white thoughts flooded his heart, fingertips caressed the warm rim of the cup, now these memories will no longer make him lose control like before, but the trembling in his heart is still hard to ignore .

Zhao Xiwen didn't urge him, and quietly waited for Lin Xu to speak.

Lin Xu took another sip of water to relieve the dryness of his throat, and the slightly hot water cup warmed his cool body temperature.

"Before Jiang Yang went to work in Nandu City, I participated in one of my autograph sessions." Lin Xu paused, his eyes dark and gloomy, "That day...at the end of the day, I met Guo Shule..."

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Jiang Yang was in the lounge at first, but he was worried that Lin Xu would need him when he was depressed after the chat, so he took a chair and sat at the door of the chat room and waited.

He took advantage of this time to contact A Liang. He felt guilty for wasting a lot of time during this period, and tentatively asked A Liang if he would still like to ask him to go back.

A Liang replied angrily: [You are not on paid vacation, I am happy to pay less wages during this time.Come back if you can. After the launch of "Chess Pieces", many studios have secretly asked for your contact information. Will I give it to others for nothing? The second season of "Chess Pieces" hasn't been recorded yet. If you don't finish this, how can you explain to your family if you want to quit? [knife]】

Jiang Yang laughed, and quickly returned a hugging expression: [Thank you Liangda!As long as you don't dislike me, I will follow you for the rest of my life! 】

The kindness of acquaintance can be met but not sought, Jiang Yang knows very well that it is his luck to meet A Liang.

[Ah Liang: Stop disgusting me, how is Lin Xu doing this time? 】

[Yang: Well!much better!Thank you for your concern! 】

【Ah Liang: When can you come to the studio?I have a book at this time, and everyone is auditioning. I think it suits your tone very well. If you can catch up, you can try it out. However, when you start dubbing later, you have to stabilize, and you can’t ask for leave like before.After you come back, the second season of "Chess Pieces" will start. Xing Xing and the others have already recorded two or three episodes. You, the leading actor, have to return to the team quickly]

[Yang: Good!If Lin Xu is fine, I can come tomorrow, and I am accompanying him in the psychological consultation room. 】

[Ah Liang: Okay, and the film and television dubbing you talked about last time in Nandu seems to be because a certain actor had an accident because of tax evasion, so he needed to re-record and reshoot, and the progress of the dubbing was stranded. Follow-up, they should contact you later, you can pay attention]

Jiang Yang was a little surprised. Film and television dubbing is a big deal. When he chose to accompany Lin Xu, it was equivalent to giving up all his careers. He would feel distressed and regretful, but he didn't regret it. He even thought about it. , At worst, I will go back to work at the radio station with a straight face.

Now that this matter can have a follow-up is really a surprise, since Jiang Yang now has time to work hard in his career, naturally he will not let this opportunity go.

He chatted with A Liang for a while, and after about an hour, the door next to him opened, Jiang Yang immediately looked up, seeing Lin Xu with slightly red eyes, and quickly stood up.

Lin Xu was surprised to see him sitting here, "Why aren't you in the lounge?"

"I'm worried that you won't find me when you come out," Jiang Yang rubbed Lin Xu's eyelids with his fingertips, and asked in a low voice, "Crying?"

Lin Xu shook his head and smiled, "No, wouldn't you be a watchdog sitting here?"

"A dog is a dog," Jiang Yang disapproved, and asked again, "You really didn't cry?"

"Really not." Seeing that he didn't believe it, Lin Xu became a little emotional, "Doctor Zhao can testify."

Standing at the door, Zhao Xiwen followed Lin Xu's words: "Indeed, I can testify that, apart from being a little depressed, I haven't lost control as before. The trash can is empty of paper. You can go and see."

Lin Xu raised his face and asked Jiang Yang if he heard it.

Jiang Yang smiled, pinched Lin Xu's face, and praised: "Well done."

"You don't need to take the medicine prescribed before. Today, I changed him to a mild medicine. The dosage is not much. When you go to pick up the medicine, you will be told to use the dosage." Zhao Xiwen handed the list to Jiang Yang, "From today's Judging from the evaluation, his condition is much better than last time, but it cannot be absolutely said that he has recovered, his psychological evaluation shows that he is still in an unstable state, and he continues to maintain a happy mood and cooperate with medication."

Jiang Yang wrote down seriously, "Okay."

"Go out and walk more, don't stay at home and be bored, and don't immerse yourself in the past." Zhao Xiwen added, "Exposure to new things attracts attention. Don't worry about sudden depression and sensitivity. Depression is long-lasting. You need to slowly adjust and heal."

Lin Xu also nodded, "Okay."

Zhao Xiwen gave a lot of instructions later, and Jiang Yang listened carefully.

Lin Xu thought it was funny, "Doctor Zhao, why didn't I realize that you talk so much before?"

"I didn't listen to what I told you before," Zhao Xiwen took advantage of Jiang Yang's complaint, "he only listened to what he wanted to do, and blocked what he didn't want to do. No matter what I said, I didn't try. I went to his house for the first psychological counseling, because he didn't want to go out."

"..." Lin Xu glanced at the somewhat displeased Jiang Yang, and defended himself, "It's not... I'm still very obedient."

Zhao Xiwen: "Be obedient when Jiang Yang is not around."

"He is still disobedient, and I have to coax him when he goes out." Jiang Yang went to shake Lin Xu's hand, "Thank you for today, let's go first."

Zhao Xiwen waved to them, "Go slowly."

Lin Xu was led by Jiang Yang to get the medicine, and he was still explaining: "No way, I know it's your thoughts, so I went with it, I don't want you to be unhappy."

Jiang Yang pretended to be helpless: "It seems that I can only use anger to scare you in the future."

"As long as it is your request, I will not refuse." Lin Xu's eyes were bright, and he answered quickly, the redness at the end of his eyes was gone.

Hearing this, Jiang Yang raised his eyebrows and smiled frivolously, "Really?"

Lin Xu had something vaguely wrong: "..."

Sure enough, Jiang Yang lowered his head and whispered in his ear: "Accept any request regardless of location and action?"

The young man's warm breath like the rising sun sprayed on the back of his snow-white neck, Lin Xu felt itchy and hot, his face turned red, and he turned his face to one side.

"Are you shy?" Jiang Yang stood at the window sill to get the medicine, handed the list to the person inside, and squinted at him.

Lin Xu: "No."

"Still said no," Jiang Yang went to pinch Lin Xu's pink earlobe with a smile, "it's so red."

Lin Xu was still not used to being too intimate with Jiang Yang in public, so he pulled his hand down and held it, "Can you be more serious?"

"Why am I not serious?" Jiang Yang asked back, "Obviously you said that as long as it is my request, you will not refuse, but you just said what you just said? Are you bullying me for being good-tempered?"

His coquettish appearance is only short of a pair of ears and a tail.

"Yes, to bully you," Lin Xu was proud of his favor, and scratched Jiang Yang's palm, "Can't you bully?"

"Yes, you can bully me however you want," Jiang Yang said in a lower voice, and finally his serious tone became ambiguous and low again, "I'm happier if I bully on the bed."

Lin Xu was so ashamed, he opened his mouth and said to him silently: Bastard.

Jiang Yang took the opportunity to kiss him on the mouth, "The bastard loves you."

Lin Xu's eyes widened, obviously shocked by his actions. Fortunately, this is Zhao Xiwen's private consultation room, and not many people usually come in and out.

"It's outside!" Lin Xu said in a low voice.

In broad daylight, with outsiders around, it's too bold.

Although there was only one person taking medicine behind the window, it didn't prevent Lin Xu from being shy.

Jiang Yang was rather proud of this, "I said before that I would kiss you outside."

"..."

Obviously kissed.

The beach, the woods, the night of fireflies, I have kissed so many times outside, so I use this as an excuse to talk about it.

But Lin Xu has nothing to do with Jiang Yang, and he can't get angry. Shame is really shame, and sweetness is really sweet.

After they came out of Zhao Xiwen's consultation room, Jiang Yang guessed that Lin Xu wanted to go home, so he deliberately said, "Want to watch a movie? Shall we go back after dinner?"

When Zhao Xiwen said he wanted to go out more, Jiang Yang kept it in mind.

Lin Xu pondered for a moment, looked at the gray sky in the distance, and said softly, "I have a place I want to go, you can accompany me."

Jiang Yang was naturally happy: "Okay, where is it?"

"The cemetery."