Confession

The scorching summer is coming to an end, and the oily green sycamore trees are beginning to show signs of turning yellow. The breeze, with the coolness of autumn, gently blows through the leaves standing on both sides of the cemetery. The sun shines through the lush shade, and the branches shake , The shadows of the trees whirling.

The cemetery is usually quiet, sleeping countless heroic spirits, they turned into a handful of white clay to rest here, and the small tombstones freeze the time and keep the memory forever.

Two tall and handsome men walked up the steps step by step with white chrysanthemums each, and stopped in front of one of the monuments. The thin man was quietly watching the photos on the two monuments, his long hair was blown by the evening wind, Passing over the cheeks, the eyes are gentle and calm.

"Dad, Mom, long time no see." Lin Xu put the flowers in front of them, and said softly, "I'll bring my boyfriend here to show you."

He squatted down to wipe the dust on the tombstone, and introduced his boyfriend to them, "His name is Jiang Yang, and he is a junior in my university."

Jiang Yang also put down the flowers in his hand, and bowed deeply to them, "Hello, uncle and aunt."

Seeing this, Lin Xu smiled, "Why are you so serious?"

"It's the first time we met." Jiang Yang also squatted down to help him wipe it together, "I want to make a good impression on my uncle and aunt."

Lin Xu looked at the photo of her mother close at hand, she had a smile in her eyes, but the black and white colors diluted the warmth of the smile.

"Can you wait for me down there?" Lin Xu said, "I want to talk to them...."

Jiang Yang agreed, "Call me if you need anything."

Lin Xu nodded.

Jiang Yang didn't go far, but stood in the shade of a tree not far away and looked at him.

Lin Xu wiped the dust off the tombstone, and simply sat on the ground with his legs bent in front of his chest, like an insecure child with his chin resting on his knees.

This was Lin Xu's favorite position when he was a child. There were only him and his nanny at home. He often stayed alone in the toy room with his little face on his knees playing puzzles. He had no friends or family members. He was used to being quiet. accompany.

It wasn't until he met Yang Xiaoling after going to kindergarten that he got better, but this habit has not been changed, even if he is with Jiang Yang now, he always sits in this position when he sits alone on the sofa or on the window.

The white chrysanthemum is elegant and clean, with pale yellow stamens hidden in it, wrapped in layers of petals, looming.

Lin Xu touched the ring on his ring finger and said, "Mom and Dad, I'm sorry."

The cemetery is quiet, and the sound of the wind blowing is leisurely.

"I still remember when I was in elementary school, my father told me that I would find a filial and considerate girl to be my daughter-in-law, just like my mother, who is excellent but not overbearing, able to share the pressure and become a good wife."

"At that time, I agreed, and said that I must find someone who is as beautiful and capable as my mother. So I'm sorry, I broke my promise, and I found you a son-in-law."

Speaking of this, Lin Xu smiled, "Except for his gender, he didn't meet your expectations, everything else is fine, and most importantly, he loves me very much."

"I love you very much." Lin Xu emphasized, "I love myself even more than I do."

"These years, I have actually had a bad life. I suffered from depression five years ago. Every time I came to see you, I told you that I was doing well. I lied to you. I didn't want you to worry." Lin Xu looked up at the two seats. In the photo on the tombstone, the smiles of the parents are gentle and cold, and the photo locks in the temperature that should have been there.

"I used to think that my life was just like this. I was muddled and procrastinated for a day, and I would go to see you when I exhausted my energy one day, but I didn't expect to meet Jiang Yang again, let alone that he would love me. "

Lin Xu's brows and eyes were soft, and the smile in his eyes deepened, "Actually, I am also very lucky. After meeting Jiang Yang again, I understand that God is always fair. Although I have lost a lot and endured a lot, I am still loved. If someone falls in love with someone, I am also entitled to be loved, right? Your son is still excellent, otherwise he would not be liked by others."

"This time my depression relapsed, and Jiang Yang gave up the opportunity to work hard to accompany me. This kind of thing is not something that anyone can do casually. I admire him and love him, and I can't do without him. So please Can you accept him? Not for anything else, just because he is the person I recognize and love most in my life."

No one answered Lin Xu's words, the sun fell on his shoulders, the always scorching temperature softened, the breeze blew through the treetops, light and shadow scattered on Lin Xu's shoulders, like a tender hug.

"If you don't say anything, I'll take it as your agreement." Lin Xu tilted his head slightly, his eyes shimmering, "Thank you, Mom and Dad."

Lin Xu waved at Jiang Yang, Jiang Yang kept watching this side, and walked over after seeing it.

"Pull me up." Lin Xu stretched out his hand towards Jiang Yang.

"You don't think the floor is dirty." Jiang Yang helplessly pulled him up.

"Anyway, you're the one doing the laundry," Lin Xu smiled proudly, holding Jiang Yang's hand, and asked him to call him Mom and Dad.

Jiang Yang was stunned.

"I just told them about us," Lin Xu said, "They recognize you as a son-in-law."

Jiang Yang smiled and said, "Really? How did you approve it?"

Lin Xu: "I know they love me, so they will definitely accept you. Hurry up and call Mom and Dad."

Jiang Yang put away his smile, and said very seriously and solemnly: "Dad, Mom."

Lin Xu smiled brightly and beautifully, showing neat teeth.

"I will take good care of Lin Xu and will not let him be bullied or wronged." Jiang Yang said in a word, "I will love him and live a happy life with him in the future, just watch from the sky , I will make Lin Xu smile every day from now on."

The sycamore trees on the side are rustling, the sunset has come, half the sky is dyed golden orange by the rays of the sun, the clouds are covered with fire, like a burning sun, and the cloud traces in the distance are like pens and inks leaving a touch of magnificent color, the sky It is as beautiful as a painting.

In the past, when Lin Xu looked at the sunset, he only felt regretful, because it was a harbinger of the disappearance of the light, no matter how beautiful the scene is, there will always be an end.

But now he feels that the sunset glow is very beautiful, and it emits the most fiery light at the last moment, which is a grand sight only once in a day.

——The scenery never changes, but the state of mind is different.

After leaving the cemetery, they went down the mountain on foot. Their car was parked in the parking lot at the foot of the mountain, and they walked down the mountain for about 15 minutes. Lin Xu wanted Jiang Yang to carry him willfully.

"Aren't you ashamed now?" Jiang Yang carried people on his back, his steps were steady, and his speed was not affected. "Aren't you thin-skinned in front of people?"

"There's no one right now..."

Before the words were finished, a couple holding chrysanthemums walked up to them. When they rubbed shoulders, they glanced at them and walked past calmly.

Lin Xu: "..."

Jiang Yang intentionally shamed him, "What should I do? They see a man behind their backs."

"Just look at it," Lin Xu endured his hot cheeks, relying on Jiang Yang not being able to see him, and said bravely, "Are you afraid of others watching?"

"I'm not afraid." Jiang Yang said frivolously, "I wish the whole world knew it was my wife."

Lin Xu's smile spread to the corner of his mouth again, and he lay firmly on Jiang Yang's back, touching his earlobe, "We have met our parents, you have to treat me better in the future, or else..."

"Ok?"

"If you treat me badly, my parents won't let you go." Lin Xu wouldn't threaten anyone, and his words had no intimidating force, and his tone was soft, even if he told a ghost story, he wouldn't be able to scare people.

He meant to make a joke, but Jiang Yang replied seriously: "If I treat you badly, I won't let myself go."

Lin Xu smiled lightly and asked, "Do you have any plans for the evening?"

"No," Jiang Yang said, "What's your plan?"

"It didn't exist at first, but suddenly it does," Lin Xu blew into Jiang Yang's ear, "Come with me."

Jiang Yang gritted his teeth: "Accompany, when will you not accompany me? You can speak well and don't tease me, can you?"

"Why can't you tease me?" Lin Xu said in a small voice, biting the young man's earlobe.

——He is proud of being favored outside, enjoying Jiang Yang's love for him wantonly.

Lin Xu has an unknowing ability to seduce people, maybe he knows it, and deliberately wants to see Jiang Yang lose control for him.

Jiang Yang paused, breathing heavily, "Lin Xu..."

"Huh?" Lin Xu made an innocent nasal voice and asked vaguely, "What's wrong?"

"..." Jiang Yang took a deep breath and continued down the mountain, "It's okay, keep it in your mouth."

Lin Xu laughed out loud, took a bite hard, and left a tooth mark on Jiang Yang's earlobe, "You are such a jerk."

Jiang Yang was speechless, "Who is the bastard now? Lin Xu, you are good at accusing others."

"So what?" Lin Xu asked back, "Can't you?"

"Okay, as long as you are happy, you can do anything."

Lin Xu's smile gradually deepened, fragility and gloom no longer existed, and there was only a smile like a warm sun in the future.

·

After going down the mountain, they had dinner, and Lin Xu drove Jiang Yang to a tattoo shop. The decoration was grand and magnificent. There were all kinds of intricate tattoo flowers on the wall. At first glance, it looked like a regular and expensive shop.

Jiang Yang was surprised: "This is the place you asked me to accompany you? You want me to get a tattoo?"

"It's not me, it's us." Lin Xu asked for his opinion temporarily, "Are you willing?"

Jiang Yang was naturally willing, after all, this was included in the "one hundred little things", but it was strange why Lin Xu suddenly wanted to get a tattoo.

"There's no reason," Lin Xu pulled him in, "I just want to leave some traces of our love on my body."

The tattoo boss personally received them. He is Xiaoling's friend. Yang Xiaoling loves tattoos, but he is afraid of pain, so the tattoos are all on the fleshy private parts, such as the thighs, waist and buttocks.

"You don't know. A few days ago, Yang Xiaoling came to get a tattoo of a black rose." The boss poured water on them. "It's very sexy on the lower back."

Lin Xu nodded slightly, "He likes these."

"Have you thought about the pattern?" the boss asked, "Since it's a couple's model, it's better to be unique. Or tell me if you have any ideas, and I can help you design it. I don't recommend tattooing names or the like."

Lin Xu knew that the boss was afraid of regretting breaking up in the future, but Lin Xu didn't care about that, as long as Jiang Yang wouldn't let him go, they would never break up.

"Do you have any ideas?" Lin Xu asked Jiang Yang.

"Since you brought me here, let me listen to you," Jiang Yang obediently followed behind Lin Xu like a big obedient dog, "Also, you should have an idea, right?"

Lin Xu smiled, as a tacit consent, "Then where do you want to get tattooed?"

Jiang Yang still said: "I listen to you."

When they were together, Lin Xu relied too much on him, so now Jiang Yang tried his best to give Lin Xu the right to make some decisions. Jiang Yang felt that Lin Xu also needed this feeling of being dependent.

Their tattoos were done by the boss himself. The pattern was drawn by Lin Xu before. He was not good at drawing, and the prototype was rather rough.

The tattoo is below the collarbone, facing the heart. It is a small sun. First use white paint to tattoo the other party's name letters, and then cover it with yellow paint.

——They melted their love for each other into their flesh and blood, and became the eternal light in each other's rest of their lives.