Confession

Arrived late last night, the young couple was catching up on sleep during the day and didn't get up until the afternoon. Jiang Yang ordered a takeaway, and after eating together, he wanted to take Lin Xu to the beach.

Lin Xu looked at Yunxia in the evening. Standing on the balcony, he could just see the sandy beach. It was densely packed with people, and there were some small human heads in the sea.

It’s the best time to play in the water, it won’t be too hot, and the fire and clouds are beautiful and warm, and it’s a blockbuster with just one shot.

"Can I not go?" Lin Xu stood on the balcony, addicted to cigarettes, with a lollipop in his mouth, the taste of lemon spread on the tip of his tongue, and the inside of his mouth was numb from the sugar paste.

He still doesn't want to go to crowded places, it's good to stay quietly, the noisy crowd makes him feel intimidated, behind those smiling faces are all mean and hideous faces, he is extremely disgusted.

"Go, go," Jiang Yang pestered him, "Didn't you come out to play with me? Just stayed in the house?"

Lin Xu raised his face slightly, feeling the moist wind blowing across his cheeks, staring at the orange clouds, "Wait for less people."

"It's late at night when there are few people, so it's not beautiful to take pictures." Jiang Yang took out the kite he had prepared, with a bright smile, "Xu Xu, I have detected it, and the wind direction is the best now, let's go fly the kite."

The corner of Lin Xu's mouth curled up, but his voice remained calm, "Can you still detect the direction of the wind?"

Jiang Yang laughed and said, "I checked it online. Let's go, I want to go, let's create romance, shall we?"

Lin Xu was hugged and hugged by Jiang Yang, and acted like a baby in his ear, "Baby Xu Xu, didn't you come out to accompany me? I'll fly a kite with you, and we'll go play in the water."

Lin Xu compromised, he knew what Jiang Yang was trying so hard to bring him out, and he didn't want to disappoint Jiang Yang.

"Okay, but I..."

Lin Xu was kissed by Jiang Yang before he finished speaking, and they exchanged a lemon-flavored kiss.

"I know, come back right after flying the kite." Jiang Yang pulled Lin Xu out, "Don't worry, I won't make things difficult for the senior."

Lin Xu hadn't seen him for a long time, and it brought Lin Xu back to the time when they first met again, or a little further, back to the time when they first met.

The memories of his college days are not completely dark. Although Jiang Yang's pen and ink are not many, but no matter when, it is the most beautiful stroke, and the brilliant colors are enough to support him through all the cold winters.

——Jiang Yang broke into Lin Xu's field of vision with a fiery attitude, which is the endless summer in his depressed world.

They walked to the beach hand in hand, the salty wind blew straight on their faces, and the sand that got into the slippers hurt their feet, which was not at all uncomfortable.

Countless voices filled Lin Xu's ears, those laughter and laughter sounded particularly harsh to him, his temples began to ache, and his mood became irritable.

A lot of people gathered at the beach, all of them came to play in the water, the children were running happily, their carefree smiles were more dazzling than the clouds.

Lin Xu's gaze was attracted by a pair of little boys. The short, chubby little boy had suffered some kind of grievance, with his mouth pursed and little pearls hanging on his face.

Another little boy who was slightly thinner and taller stretched out his small hand to wipe his tears, and leaned closer to coax him in a low voice.

The two children looked about three or four years old, their eyes were bright, and they were cute and cute. The tall boy said something, and the little fat man widened his eyes in surprise. His surprised look made people feel funny.

Then the tall child squatted on the ground and drew a crooked smiling face on the ground with his short, small fingers.

The fat kid laughed, and the two ran away holding hands.

Lin Xu watched their figures, and kept looking at the smiling faces on the ground.

"What is Xu Xu laughing at?" Jiang Yang's voice came out abruptly.

Lin Xu was not frightened, he knew that Jiang Yang was always there, so he asked in a daze, "Am I laughing?"

"That's right," Jiang Yang fiddled with the kite string while staring at the faint smile on the corner of Lin Xu's mouth.

It's been a long time since I saw Lin Xu smiling at anything other than him.

"Looking at a pair of little boys, the one in yellow and green."

Jiang Yang followed Lin Xu's gaze, "What's wrong?"

"They are cute." Lin Xu said.

He thought of the time when he was at home, he was emotionally sensitive and fragile, and cried at every turn, and he was tired of crying, but he just couldn't control it.

Jiang Yang also patiently coaxed him like Gao Xiaobai, wiped his tears, and brought out his tenderness and patience to the extreme.

Thinking of this, Lin Xu turned to look at Jiang Yang.

The wind tonight is very good, gentle and gentle, very suitable for kite flying. In such a short time, Jiang Yang has already set up the kite, and a Qingluan is hovering on the sea surface. High, the fiery red sunset has become its background board, and the wind blows its long tail, making it agile, like the master of heaven and earth.

Jiang Yang kept staring at the kite with a proud and excited expression, "Senior, look—!"

Lin Xu didn't look at it, Jiang Yang's bright smile was incomparable to any scenery.

There are many children on the beach, and there are many kites flying, but Jiang Yang's kite flies the highest and is the most beautiful.

The children are all around Jiang Yang, happily wanting to ask Jiang Yang to take them to play.

Jiang Yang has an affinity, and this affinity is more obvious around the cold Lin Xu.

"No." Jiang Yang refused with a smile, and took Lin Xu's hand to exit the encirclement. Qingluan was pulled by a thin thread, and followed them as if admitting his master, "The kite is for this big brother. Can't play."

"We can play together." The children said innocently.

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Jiang Yang still refused, "No, I don't have time to share with you, all my time is this brother's."

He dragged Lin Xu to a secluded place, and the sea water rolled over and over their feet and then receded slowly.

Feeling the coldness of the sea water, Lin Xu looked up at Qingluan flying high, "Are you so serious with the child?"

"You want me to play with them?" Jiang Yang asked back.

Lin Xu shook his head, "I don't like it, your time is mine."

Jiang Yang smiled, now that they were far away from the crowd, he leaned over and kissed the tip of Lin Xu's nose.

Lin Xu pursed his lips, glanced at the person in the distance, and quickly pecked Jiang Yang's mouth.

The rays of the sun turned the sea surface into sparkling red, and also dyed Lin Xu's earlobes pink.

The smile in Jiang Yang's eyes deepened, and he put the kite string in Lin Xu's hand, "You can try it too."

Lin Xu stood in the sea, holding the kite, and could feel a pulling force, as if Qingluan wanted to break free from the shackles.

Jiang Yang can't wait to see his boyfriend, Lin Xu looks handsome and gentle, the coldness on his body is even worse in the fiery clouds, like a lonely white bird, standing in the world without any dust, with snow-white feathers Being dyed black, the jet-black pupils lost their luster, but the original brightness and beauty can still be seen from the shadows.

Lin Xu raised his head, and his neck drew a beautiful arc. Jiang Yang naturally thought of Lin Xu lying under him on the bed before, and raised his head happily and impatiently. Such a beautiful scenery was close in front of him. It gnawed on it, leaving scorching hickey marks and tooth marks.

Jiang Yang's Adam's apple twitched, and he turned his attention to picking shells on the beach.

Lin Xu looked at Qingluan quietly, thinking of something, his expression was in a daze for a moment, and then the strength in his hand loosened.

"Lin Xu, look at this..." Jiang Yang turned his head and saw the kite string in Lin Xu's hand flying out, Qingluan lost the restraint, and immediately flew to a farther height with the help of the wind.

Holding the shell he picked up in his hand, Jiang Yang clearly saw a tear slipping from the corner of Lin Xu's eye.

The wind picked up, the waves surged up, and the waves hit the ankles one after another.

Lin Xu's vision was a little fuzzy, and he didn't know if it was because of a sudden out of control emotion, or the wind and sand entered his eyes.

He kept looking at Qingluan flying in the sky, and heard the slightly rushing evening wind, and his voice was so soft that it would blow away with the wind, "Look, Jiang Yang, it's free."

Jiang Yang walked over and hugged Lin Xu from behind, his hands were covered with sand, he kissed away Lin Xu's tears, "Well, you will be free too."

"No," Jiang Yang denied, "you have always been free."

"Don't restrain yourself," Jiang Yang said again, "The kite string is always in your hands, and you are the master of yourself."

"Really?" Lin Xu looked at the sun that was about to fall in the sky, it was trying its best to emit the last rays of light, "Can I dominate myself?"

Jiang Yang didn't answer, but pointed to the pink and orange clouds in the sky, "Look at these clouds."

Lin Xu's eyes moved to them.

"If the pain is these clouds, then you are the whole sky," Jiang Yang said slowly, "Remember, you are always bigger than it."

"You can do it, Xuxu. Five years ago you could be strong alone, now you have me, you will be stronger, right?"

Lin Xu didn't speak until the sun had completely sunk into the sea level, as if it had fallen into the sea. The afterglow of the sunset hadn't completely dissipated, and there was a bit of stolen light hidden in the thick clouds.

After a sunset, the people on the beach gradually dispersed, the red sea turned blue, and the seabirds circled back to their nests.

After a long time, when Jiang Yang thought that Lin Xu would not answer, he softly said hello.

Lin Xu turned around, raised his hand to touch Jiang Yang's face that had lost weight, "I'm sorry."

Jiang Yang was slightly stunned, and smiled while holding Lin Xu's hand, "I said I don't need to apologize."

"Having a boyfriend like me is hard work, isn't it?" Lin Xu asked fragilely.

"Don't talk nonsense," Jiang Yang ignored the sand left in Lin Xu's hand, and kissed his palm, "I love you very much, so I will love everything about you."

Lin Xu had tears in his eyes, mixed with tiny bits of light, and said with a smile, "You love my illness too?"

"I don't love you when you are sick," Jiang Yang smiled brightly and sincerely, "I love you when you are sick, but I love you when you are healthy."

Lin Xu smiled through his tears, his eyes were moist, and he raised his head to kiss Jiang Yang.

The sea is calm, the moon is bright and clear, the starry sky is bright and grand, and the evening wind is also gentle.

Qingluan, who had been spinning in the air for a while, fell to their feet.

It was free, but chose to return anyway.

The world is so big that it can accommodate the scenery of all things and the prejudice of the world, so it can naturally accommodate a heart-to-heart romance.

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I heard the saying about clouds and sky a long time ago when I watched a variety show about depression, and I still remember it

Lin Xu's Xu is xù!Not Xixi! ! !

It's all 69 chapters, my dears... Lin Xu will be sad, and I will be sad too...