Confession

Jiang Yang knew that Lin Xu didn't like going out during the day and didn't like crowds, so after living by the beach for two days, he rented a car and took him to the surrounding forests.

They brought a simple change of clothes, and the luggage was still placed in the hotel. Jiang Yang said that they would go for about two days and travel lightly.

Lin Xu didn't ask where he was going, he just followed Jiang Yang. It didn't matter where he went, the important thing was that Jiang Yang was by his side.

They drove through the bustling urban area and got on the expressway. The road was straight and long with no end in sight.

Lin Xu fell asleep almost as soon as he got in the car. The air conditioner was turned on at a constant temperature. He felt a little cold. He wore Jiang Yang's coat and fell asleep peacefully smelling the youthful breath.

After coming out, Jiang Yang found that Lin Xu's sleep quality was better, unlike at home where he was not prone to nightmares, and he was not awakened by nightmares, and his emotions were controlled, and he did not cry as easily as before.

These are all signs of improvement, and Jiang Yang is also in a good mood, with soft English songs playing in the car, driving slowly, not in a hurry to reach his destination.

After stopping in the rest area, Jiang Yang kissed Lin Xu awake and asked him if he wanted to go to the bathroom.

Lin Xu slept soundly, rarely had any dreams, and was very dissatisfied with being disturbed, but he really wanted to pee.

"You're so annoying." Lin Xu pulled up his coat, feeling extremely sleepy, but he had to go to the toilet.

Seeing his temper tantrum, Jiang Yang smiled and kissed his eyes, "Can you go to the toilet?"

"……want."

"Get up quickly, or you'll be ashamed to pee your pants." Jiang Yang said with a smile.

Lin Xu didn't want to move, he couldn't open his eyes, and he wanted Jiang Yang to coax him again.

"If you don't get up, I'll carry you?" Jiang Yang said, "This is the rest area, and there are people everywhere."

Lin Xu rubbed his eyes, sat up and followed Jiang Yang to the bathroom.

After getting in the car, Lin Xu continued to sleep. Seeing that he was sleeping cutely, Jiang Yang leaned over and kissed him on the lips.

Lin Xu opened his mouth to bite him lightly, then stuck out the tip of his tongue to lick him like a kitten.

He had just taken the medicine, and there was a bit of bitterness from the pills in his mouth. Jiang Yang didn't dislike him, and kissed deeper, and there was the sound of wet water in the carriage.

Lin Xu's face was flushed by the kiss, his breathing was rapid, his eyelashes fluttered like butterflies, the fingers around Jiang Yang's neck gradually tightened, and he wanted to scratch him a little out of control.

After kissing for a long time, Jiang Yang let go of his lips, and gently kissed away the water from the corner of his mouth, controlling his disordered breathing.

Lin Xu opened his eyes, water mist filled the air, the corners of his eyes were reddish, and he whispered: "Jiang Yang..."

"Go to sleep, we won't be there in a while." Jiang Yang said in a low voice.

Lin Xu covered half of his face with his clothes, covering his red and swollen mouth, and gave a muffled hum.

Jiang Yang straightened up, breathed calmly, and drank two more sips of water before driving on the road.

They haven't done it for a long time. Since Lin Xu fell ill, Lin Xu's condition was not good, and he didn't have time to think about those things.

The car started slowly and was speeding along the highway. Lin Xu laid the chair back flat on his side. Fortunately, Jiang Yang's clothes were big and long enough to cover Lin Xu's slightly tight crotch.

—he was hard.

Lin Xu himself was also very surprised. For the past few months, he hugged Jiang Yang every day, not to mention it was hard, and he didn't have any thoughts about that. The passion and desire in his body seemed to be exhausted with Lele's departure. up.

But now he was responding to a kiss again, and those exhausted energy were returning little by little.

Lin Xu huddled in Jiang Yang's coat and pretended to be asleep, but actually calmed down, touched his hot lips, feeling a little embarrassed.

About half an hour later, the car got off the expressway and drove into the Panshan Highway. Along the road were lush forests, interlaced with light and shadow, rolling the green waves of the summer.

The temperature started to turn cold after entering the mountains. Jiang Yang turned off the air conditioner and opened the car windows. The weather began to drizzle, and the mountains in the distance were covered with mist. The fresh and pleasant air filled the car, which made the chaotic brain sober up a lot.

Lin Xu straightened his seat, took a deep breath, away from the hustle and bustle of the world, this kind of quiet nature is the place he yearns for.

He felt a little cold, so he put on Jiang Yang's clothes, and the wide and big clothes covered him. The "boyfriend shirt" always gave people a sense of security.

Looking at the all-green summer waves, it is warm and gorgeous, as beautiful as a picture scroll, and the water mist condenses in the air, giving it a bit of a fairyland feeling on earth.

Lin Xu looked at it quietly for a while, then stretched out his hand to catch the densely falling raindrops. The rain was very small, but quickly wet his palms, and the wind made it even colder, and his face was also covered with raindrops.

Jiang Yang reminded: "Beware of catching a cold."

Lin Xu didn't think so, "I'm not that weak."

As it turned out, he was too confident.

That night Lin Xu developed a high fever.

Jiang Yang hugged Lin Xu to sleep every night, and he was fine before going to bed, but in the middle of the night Jiang Yang woke up with heat, the person in his arms was like a stove, sweating stickyly.

Jiang Yang woke up immediately, touched Lin Xu's hot forehead, frowned, and his face was cold.

Lin Xu's face was burning red, and he was babbling unintelligible words like falling into a nightmare, tightly clutching Jiang Yang's hand.

They live in a homestay, which is not managed as formally as a hotel, and this is in the mountains, so it is not known whether there is a pharmacy nearby.

Jiang Yang broke Lin Xu's hand, got out of bed and poured him a glass of warm water.

Lin Xu fell into a drowsy sleep, half conscious, and whispered, "Don't go, Jiang Yang...don't go."

"I won't go, I'll find medicine for you, be good." Afraid of catching cold again, Jiang Yang covered him with the quilt and walked out quickly.

It was one o'clock in the morning, and when Jiang Yang stepped out of the house, he was greeted by a cool breeze.

The temperature in the mountains is lower than that in the city, and the temperature difference between day and night is huge, so you need to cover yourself with quilts at night.

There are flashing lights outside, and many night owls are eating barbecue, drinking beer, talking and laughing in the wind wearing thick coats.

Naturally, the owner of the homestay was not asleep. He told the boss about the situation. The boss guessed that Lin Xu was in poor health and couldn't accept such a big temperature difference for a while. In addition, they didn't open an umbrella when they came to stay at the hotel, so they caught cold. reason.

The boss is a warm-hearted woman, she gave Jiang Yang the medicine, and ordered the kitchen to boil a bowl of cola ginger soup, and asked him to take it back and give it to his boyfriend while it was hot.

Jiang Yang smiled and said calmly, "Thank you."

The B&B is built on the top of the mountain, surrounded by mountains, the undulating mountains are like a dragon dormant in the dark, eerie, and the wind blows past the ear, like a devil wailing.

Jiang Yang walked across the wooden floor with steady steps, and pushed open the door of the room. The sleepy man sat on the bed, curled up and hugged his knees, and buried his face in his arms, like an abandoned child.

Jiang Yang was surprised by his waking up, put the medicine and ginger soup on the bed, turned on the bedside lamp, and shouted in a low voice, "Xu Xu, why are you awake?"

Lin Xu didn't move or respond.

Jiang Yang felt that he was not in the right state, touched his hot hand, pinched the back of his neck, and asked softly, "Xu Xu?"

Lin Xu raised his head slowly, his eyes were very red, but he didn't shed tears, but with a pitiful look, he asked, "Where have you been?"

"I……"

"Do you know that I'm going to be scared to death if I don't see you when I wake up?" Lin Xu said calmly, but the water vapor in his eyes became thicker and thicker, "I thought it was a dream, you never appeared, everything It's all a false dream. It's fake to associate with you, and it's fake to go out to play. I'm still alone from the beginning to the end...Jiang Yang, are you real? I'm afraid, my memory has problems, and I have forgotten many things , I can’t remember many things, I don’t know when it’s real and what’s fake. You tell me this isn’t a dream, you really existed.”

Jiang Yang wiped away Lin Xu's tears, held him in his arms, and pressed his cold cheek against Lin Xu's hot forehead, "No, it's not a dream, don't you think I'm well in front of you?"

Lin Xu didn't speak, but suddenly raised his head and bit Jiang Yang's shoulder hard.

He didn't restrain his strength, he used ten percent of his strength, and the smell of blood overflowed from his mouth.

"Hiss..." Jiang Yang frowned, with a painful expression on his face, it was really painful to bite someone to bleed, but he didn't move, letting Lin Xu bite.

Lin Xu bit his mouth for a while and let go, he could smell the evening wind on Jiang Yang's body, he raised his eyes and asked in a low voice, "Why don't you run away."

"Calm down?" Jiang Yang gave him the medicine, "Take the medicine first."

Lin Xu didn't answer and opened his mouth.

Jiang Yang smiled helplessly, put the pills into his mouth one by one, and fed water to his mouth.

After taking the medicine, Jiang Yang brought over ginger soup for Lin Xu to drink.

Now Lin Xu's mood has stabilized, obediently listened to Jiang Yang's words, licked the corner of his mouth after drinking the ginger soup, his eyes fell on the blood on Jiang Yang's shoulder, he was startled, "Did I bite?"

Jiang Yang murmured, "The kitten bit me."

Lin Xu pursed his lips, muffled, said sorry, and struggled to get out of bed to find a medicine box to give Jiang Yang medicine.

Jiang Yang didn't allow him to move, "Leave it alone, tomorrow morning will be fine."

"No, you're bleeding." Lin Xu was anxious, his palms were hot, and his eyes were wet and moist because of the fever and crying, "You need to take medicine, or you will get an infection."

Jiang Yang laughed: "Why are you so delicate? It's just a small injury."

Lin Xu refused to listen, and insisted on getting out of bed and giving Jiang Yang some medicine.

It was rare for Jiang Yang to lose face in front of Lin Xu. When he restrained his smile and easy-going, his dark and deep eyes showed strength and urgency, "Xu Xu, be obedient."

Lin Xu paused, Jiang Yang's voice was so cold that he didn't dare to move immediately.

Jiang Yang was angry.

He made Jiang Yang angry.

Lin Xu clasped his fingers uneasily, lowered his eyes and did not dare to look at Jiang Yang, his heart was wrapped in great fear, he was clearly having a fever, but a coolness rushed through his body.

Will Jiang Yang not want him?

Will Jiang Yang leave him here alone?

he……

The thoughts that kept popping up in Lin Xu's mind stopped because of Jiang Yang's hug.

"You still have a fever, you should rest." Jiang Yang pinched the back of his neck affectionately, and sighed, "Whatever you want to do, get up tomorrow morning and do it."

Lin Xu felt his eyes were sore, and his eye sockets were moistened by the high heat, and he said "OK" in a nasal voice.

Jiang Yang fetched a basin of hot water, wiped Lin Xu's sweaty body, and changed him into clean clothes.

After doing all this, Jiang Yang went to bed, took Lin Xu's temperature with his hand, and took out the thermometer for him to take a measurement.

Lin Xu kept pushing into Jiang Yang's arms, wrapping his hands and feet around him, "Do you think I'm hot?"

"I don't like it." Jiang Yang patted Lin Xu on the back, "Then I have to hug him."

"But I'm so hot." Lin Xu said.

Jiang Yang raised his eyebrows, "How dare you despise me?"

"No," Lin Xu posted, "You have to hug when you're hot."

Five minutes later, Jiang Yang took out the thermometer and looked at it, it was 5 degrees five.

Jiang Yang sighed, and covered Lin Xu with the quilt, "Sleep quickly, I won't be able to play tomorrow if I get better."

Lin Xu asked, "Where are you going?"

Jiang Yang turned off the lights, "Sleep."

"But it's in the mountains, it's so cold, and I don't want to go out."

Jiang Yang spanked his butt, "I won't hug you if you don't sleep."

Lin Xu closed his eyes, "I fell asleep."

A few seconds later, he said again: "Tomorrow morning, I will take the medicine, and I will give it to you."

Jiang Yang let go of his hand, pretending to turn over.

Lin Xu hugged Jiang Yang's waist tightly to prevent him from moving, "Sleeping!"

The room was quiet, and after a few minutes, Jiang Yang heard steady breathing in his ears.

Jiang Yang looked at the quiet sleeping man through the dim light outside the window, and kissed the corner of his mouth, "Good night."