Confession

Lin Xu was completely stunned. He thought he had heard wrong, and stared blankly at the young man in front of him, not knowing how to react.

... What did Jiang Yang say?

Are you confessing to him?

Lin Xu's life was blank, and after the blank, it was chaotic.

The heart seemed to be paralyzed, and it started beating after a short pause.

Plop - plop - plop -

The chest can feel its vibration, as if reminding Lin Xu that this is not a fantasy, the heat is surging, and the heart is soaked in boiling water, boiling and bubbling.

A hot and hot feeling that has never been seen before spread straight up from the chest, and spread from the neck, cheeks, earlobes, leaving red marks on the skin where it passed.

Lin Xu's body was very hot, but his hands and feet were cold. Unlike the palpitations of the attack, he alternated between hot and cold, and swallowed with difficulty.

Jiang Yang didn't rush, just looked at Lin Xu with a smile on his face, and waited quietly for his reaction.

As time passed by, Lin Xu finally recovered from the intense heart palpitations. Enduring the discomfort in his heart, he moved his lips.

"What... what did you say?" He got wet as soon as he opened his mouth to breathe, his eyes staring at Jiang Yang were bloodshot, his voice was trembling violently, with a crying tone.

——An inexplicable grievance swept over him.

Lin Xu didn't know what was wrong with him. It was a long-awaited confession. It was someone who had liked him for many years telling him how happy he was. It was obviously a crazy happy thing, but he would behave like this.

What a gaffe... and how embarrassing.

The mood was completely out of place, but it was here.

Probably because of the sadness of unrequited love for many years, or maybe because he couldn't believe that Jiang Yang really fell in love with him.

Lin Xu's eyelashes were wet, he blinked, and lowered his head, not daring to look into Jiang Yang's eyes, the teardrops were hanging on his slender eyelashes, and they couldn't fall down, when the candlelight shone, there was a broken beauty in Jiang Yang's eyes.

Jiang Yang felt that he was being pricked by a needle, and seeing Lin Xu like this made his heart ache.

He got up and went around the coffee table, squatted down beside Lin Xu, held his face in his hands, wiped away the tear from the corner of his eyes, and made them look at each other face to face.

Jiang Yang could see that Lin Xu was suppressing his emotions, he subconsciously pinched his palm again, the gauze was crumpled by him, and the wound that was about to scab was exposed.

Jiang Yang held Lin Xu's hand, covered his cold hands with his own body heat, and then carefully adjusted the gauze on his palm.

Lin Xu's emotions were soothed by his gentle actions, and at the same time he felt a feeling of being cared for.

Jiang Yang's facial features are three-dimensional and deep. When the warm candlelight falls on his perfect mountain roots and straight nose bridge, the light and shadow are divided, and the youth's eyes are full of concentration and formality from the beginning.

"Lin Xu, I like you." Jiang Yang spoke slowly, his voice low and clear, and there was unquestionable affirmation.

Lin Xu's fingers curled up and were held by Jiang Yang before he wanted to pinch himself.

"I'm not out of interest, nor am I hitting a wall in front of my parents and wanting to come to you to find a sense of accomplishment. When you were in college, your high-spirited, gentle and confident appearance attracted my attention, but we didn't get along too much at that time. I didn't think about in-depth communication, I only attributed it to friendship, so we missed it for so long."

Jiang Yang's voice was very soft and slow, as if he didn't want to scare Lin Xu, and gave him enough time to understand the meaning of these words.It was also very heavy, every word contained weight, which made Lin Xu feel his sincerity.

"Later when we met again, your appearance surprised me. Once you suddenly dropped out of school and disappeared for five years without a trace. No one could contact you. I didn't expect to meet you so suddenly."

Lin Xu's nasal voice was heavy, and he said in a hoarse voice, "I didn't expect that either."

The previous parting was caught off guard, and he didn't even have a decent farewell. He didn't dare to touch everything in college. It was the beginning of a nightmare and a daunting cliff. Even if the other side was yearning for sunshine for many years, he didn't dare to take that step. go for it.

"You are different from before. You have become silent and distanced. The fragility shown unconsciously makes me feel distressed. I know something must have happened to you. If you don't want to say it, I don't have to ask, but give me a chance , "Jiang Yang said word by word, as if telling a certain story, with a soothing voice, "Senior, let me take care of you? At least you can have something to rely on when you are sad. When you are helpless, it can give you the strength to face it bravely.”

Lin Xu's vision was blurred, his heart throbbed with pain, hot tears rolled down his face, his dry lips were wet, and the salty taste filled his mouth, but he felt that it was sweet, better than all the candies in the world .

Jiang Yang's words were like clear water irrigating the devastated plain, bright flowers bloomed on the riddled ground, the cracked soil was nourished by water, and tender green branches broke through the ground.

——Vigorous vitality With the arrival of the sun behind the clouds, the darkness left in a hurry, and the dazzling golden light gave him the courage to face all unbearable things.

Lin Xu threw himself into Jiang Yang's arms, his arms wrapped tightly around the young man's neck, his chest was tightly pressed against each other, and his two fiery hearts were beating at the same frequency.

"You said you liked me, didn't you?" Lin Xu asked with a sob, the tears accumulated on his chin wet Jiang Yang's clothes.

"Yes, I like you, Lin Xu." Jiang Yang hugged his slender body tightly, repeating with a sigh, "I like you too, can you be my boyfriend? I will treat you well , take care of you, love you, and accompany you when you are in a bad mood."

Lin Xu was very emotional, he couldn't cry, he couldn't even say "yes".

The thing that has been delusional for too long is within reach, and while the great surprise hit him, he subconsciously clamored for disbelief.

Jiang Yang slumped down to comfort Lin Xu's vest, like smoothing the fur of a puppy, patiently waiting for him to calm down.

Lin Xu's face was full of tears and snot, and his image was gone. He broke free from Jiang Yang's embrace, wiped his tears with the back of his hand, and covered his face with sobs.

Jiang Yang thought it was funny, and pulled Lin Xu's arm, "What's wrong?"

"I..." Just as Lin Xu said, the candles on the cake were extinguished, and the room was plunged into darkness, only the neon lights in the distance could faintly seep in.

Jiang Yang endured the pain in his mouth and smiled, got up and turned on the light, then took a box of tissues from the dining table and handed them in front of Lin Xu, "Come on, wipe your face."

Lin Xu followed Jiang Yang's strength and let go of his arms, revealing his face, his eyes were crying like rabbits, the skin at the end of his eyes was also flushed, his eyelashes were wet, and the tip of his nose was also red, which made his skin whiter and watery Yes, it looks pitiful.

"Why are you crying like this?" Jiang Yang wiped his tears for him, "Those who don't know thought I did something to you, Lele will come to bite me later."

"It won't, if he bites you, I'll hit him." Lin Xu sniffed and said softly, "I'm so happy..."

Jiang Yang approached and looked at him brightly, "Are you agreeing?"

Lin Xu nodded vigorously, "I agree."

He couldn't refuse Jiang Yang, what he just made was the wish of "I hope Jiang Yang will fulfill all his wishes", as Jiang Yang said, only he can fulfill this wish.

——This is what Lin Xu has been looking forward to for a long time.

Jiang Yang pursed his lips and laughed, "Then I'm your boyfriend?"

"Hmm..." Lin Xu's heart swelled, and he showed a shallow and happy smile. After hesitating for a moment, he raised his hand and held Jiang Yang like he usually held Lele's face, as if confirming it. , said softly: "My boyfriend."

Until now, Lin Xu still has a feeling of unreality, it's too unreal, in such a short few minutes, the person he has had a crush on for many years has become his boyfriend, and it was the other party who took the initiative to confess his love.

Lin Xu touched Jiang Yang's face, his eyes traced the handsome outline of the other party, and his heart softened.

Jiang Yang lowered his head slightly, moved closer, breathed on Lin Xu's forehead, and carefully asked for advice, "Then can I...can I kiss you?"

"What..." Lin Xu froze for a moment, raised his eyes and met Jiang Yang's sincere and burning gaze.

"Is it okay?" Jiang Yang wiped away the remaining tears on Lin Xu's face with his fingertips, breathed lightly, and said in a low voice: "You write a novel, don't the protagonists kiss when they are together?"

Lin Xu felt that he was being seduced, and his eyes fell on Jiang Yang's open and closed lips. The young man's lips were beautiful, with two thin patches of pale pink, which looked very suitable for kissing.

"..." Lin Xu's mouth was dry, he swallowed subconsciously, his cheeks became hotter, "There is no such rule."

"But I want to kiss you." Jiang Yang said bluntly, rubbing the corners of Lin Xu's eyes with his fingertips, caressing the blush.

Lin Xu squinted his eyes, the skin at the corners of his eyes was crispy and itchy, his hands holding Jiang Yang slowly moved down, a little stiffly resting on the broad shoulders of the young man, he was so nervous that he clenched the fabric tightly, forming a silent urging and acquiescence.

He closed his eyes, felt Jiang Yang's gaze, his eyelashes trembled uncomfortably, his lips were pursed, and his heart was beating fast.

About a second later, Jiang Yang leaned towards him, and a soft kiss fell on his eyelids like a feather, stopping the trembling eyelashes.

Lin Xu subconsciously took a breath, and held his breath, the clean and sunny breath of the young man enveloped him.

He thought Jiang Yang would kiss his lips, but he didn't.

They had just confirmed their relationship, Jiang Yang did not break the safe distance, observed Lin Xu's emotions, carefully exercised his boyfriend's rights, and at the same time respected each other.

Lin Xu's Adam's apple rolled, and the hands on Jiang Yang's shoulders clenched into fists. He keenly felt the temperature of Jiang Yang's lips, and the other's breath fell on his forehead. His waist was hugged, and his whole body Caught in Jiang Yang's breath.

Lele was lying on the bed sticking out her tongue, her eyes were round, staring at the two who were crying, laughing, and hugging each other.

Jiang Yang kissed for a few seconds, then rubbed the tip of Lin Xu's nose, "I've wanted to do this for a long time."

Lin Xu was a little afraid to look at him, probably because of the embarrassment of being in love for the first time, and fixed his eyes on the other's chest, "Why?"

"The first time you cried in front of me, your red eyes made me know what it means to be distressed." Jiang Yang stroked Lin Xu's clean face.

Hearing this, Lin Xu raised his head, his voice still a little hoarse, "First time? Your previous..."

"They also cried, but I don't feel distressed, at most coaxed." Jiang Yang hugged him in his arms, and put his chin on Lin Xu's shoulder, "The time at the bar before, I put you When I hugged him back, weeping in sleep, weeping, his hands were bleeding again, obviously fragile, but he still gritted his teeth and endured it by himself, including the subsequent gaffe in the recording studio."

Lin Xu felt ashamed and muttered embarrassingly, "Stop talking."

Jiang Yang laughed, and his chest trembled, "It was also from then on that I clearly found that I liked you. No, I really liked you earlier, otherwise I wouldn't have picked you in the bar Earrings, tell people you're straight. I'm just making sure of one thing during this time."

Lin Xu didn't understand, "What's the matter?"

Jiang Yang let go, raised his eyebrows, "Do you still pretend not to remember what you did yourself? I remember it clearly, and I remember five times..."

Speaking of this, he looked behind Lin Xu, his pupils suddenly shrank, and shouted, "Lele!"

Lin Xu was taken aback, and turned around quickly, only to see a black and white figure scurrying back into the kennel and lying obediently, with cream on the tip of his nose that he hadn't had time to lick off.

Looking at the table again, the originally beautiful little cake was messed up. Although it was still intact, it was definitely not edible.

Jiang Yang walked over angrily, saw the miserable state of the cake, and was heartbroken: "I haven't eaten yet!"

Lin Xu laughed.

"Just know how to steal it!" Jiang Yang began to scold the dog, "Can you eat it? Dogs can't eat butter, what should I do if the dog is dead? Am I not a sinner?"

Lele knew that he had made a mistake, so he stayed in the nest honestly, not saying a word or getting angry.

"Senior, tell me about it." Jiang Yang was dissatisfied, "How can you eat this?"

"It's already past twelve o'clock, let's go buy another one at dawn?" Lin Xu stood up, used his fingers to touch a spot that Lele hadn't touched, put the fingers covered in cream into his mouth and licked it , "Look, I ate."

Jiang Yang's eyes were dim, and he leaned over: "I want to eat too."

"..." Lin Xu's eyes flickered, and he put his hands behind his back, "You don't have them in your hands."

"I want you to feed me." Jiang Yang said it very naturally, with a hint of coquettishness.

Lin Xu blushed, unable to resist the intimacy, or hadn't changed from being a friend, and grabbed his clothes helplessly.

He would not reject Jiang Yang, but he was a little ashamed to take the initiative.

Writer Lin who has written a lot of romantic love, when love falls on his head like a blank sheet of paper, he can only follow the rhythm of the other party.

Jiang Yang saw that he was blushing and did not refuse, so he leaned forward again, the breath of the two intertwined, and he said in a low voice: "Senior, I want to taste the taste of butter."

Lin Xu closed his eyes in a panic, pursed his lips tightly, and breathed disorderly.

However, just as he felt his lips being touched, he heard Jiang Yang gasp and let out a cry of pain.

Lin Xu opened his eyes and looked at Jiang Yang covering the corner of his injured mouth with resentment in his eyes.

Lin Xu laughed out loud, out of joy from the bottom of his heart, "Okay, stop making trouble, I'll give you medicine."

"I suddenly wondered if my dad picked this day to beat me on purpose." Jiang Yang was indignant, "It made me unable to kiss you."

"He did it on a whim." Lin Xu took the medicine box and dipped a cotton swab into the ointment.

"But I've planned it for a long time." Jiang Yang answered subconsciously.

Lin Xu paused, "What do you mean?"

The mint ointment was cool and refreshing, which relieved the pain at the corners of Jiang Yang's mouth.

"I've planned to confess my love on your birthday," Jiang Yang muttered with dissatisfaction on his face, "I also planned a candlelight dinner. I wanted to reserve a place a day in advance and give you a romantic confession, but my dad hurt me." I forgot about the interruption, and I still bear the scar on my face."

"Senior..." Jiang Yang asked aggrievedly, "Am I not handsome anymore?"

Lin Xu smiled, "No, you are very handsome, this does not affect your appearance."

"Then when my face recovers, can I make you a romantic confession again?"

"No need." Lin Xu put down the cotton swab, stared at Jiang Yang for a few seconds, and took the initiative to lean over, avoiding the corner of his injured mouth and kissing him lightly.

"I like it, Jiang Yang, I like everything you do to me."