Confession

When Lin Xu went to the dubbing studio, they were resting in the lounge, discussing the upcoming plot.

Everyone was taken aback when the little assistant brought Lin Xu in, especially Jiang Yang, who frowned slightly and stood up straight away.

"Mr. Lin, why are you here?" Xiaowen asked in surprise, "Jiang Yang said you won't be here today."

Lin Xu looked into Jiang Yang's eyes, and the palpitations and anxiety along the way were miraculously calmed down.

——It turns out that when you like someone, being in the same space with him is a kind of salvation.

Lin Xu twitched the corners of his mouth and forced a smile, "I don't have much work recently, and I'm free at home, so I'll come and have a look."

Xing Xing was drinking milk tea and chewing pudding, "Mr. Lin, you came just in time. We are preparing to record the climax of Wei Hui's defense. You can give me your opinion. Hey? Teacher Lin, what happened to your hand ?”

Having said that, everyone looked at Lin Xu's hands. The palms of both hands were wrapped with thick gauze, and it looked like they were injured.

Xiaowen and the other two directors also asked with concern.

Lin Xu: "It's okay, just a little injury."

"Senior." Jiang Yang came over, his broad body enveloped him, and the height difference made him look down at Lin Xu, "I want to chat with you."

Lin Xu raised his head slightly to look at Jiang Yang, there was no joke in his eyes like in the past, and his dark pupils were looking at him well.

Lin Xu said slowly, "Okay."

Jiang Yang and Lin Xu brushed past each other and opened the door first. Lin Xu looked around at the people in the lounge, then turned and followed.

Xing Xing looked at the figures of the two in front and behind, and couldn't help muttering, "Why do you think they are weird?"

Xiaowen: "Are you okay? They've known each other before, so it's not surprising that they have something to say."

Xing Xing pursed his lips and looked down at the script.

Jiang Yang took Lin Xu to a small window in a secluded place, half of their figures were blocked by tall green plants.

"Why are you here?" Jiang Yang kept frowning, with urgency and concern in his eyes, "Didn't you say rest at home?"

He stared at Lin Xu's pale face, he could see the man's strength, his spirit was obviously not good, his eyes fell on his hands, "Does the wound still hurt? Have you changed your medicine?"

Lin Xuyun said calmly, "Well... I washed my face, wet the wound, and went to the pharmacy outside to change the medicine."

"...What did the doctor say?"

"Say... the wound should not touch water."

"You also know not to touch the water?" Jiang Yang said angrily, "I told you for a long time when I gave you the medicine last night, but you still looked at me and agreed, it seems that you don't remember."

Lin Xu's face turned pale, and he looked even paler, "I promised you?"

He didn't remember at all, had no impression at all.

Lin Xu bit his lip, anxiety swept over again, he picked his fingers helplessly, and pulled the gauze thread.

Jiang Yang probably guessed what he was thinking, and comforted him: "You drank alcohol last night, and you were in such a bad state afterwards, it's normal not to remember, don't worry."

Lin Xu looked at the scene outside the window and didn't speak, his eyes were a little empty.

Jiang Yang took a step forward, raised his hand to hold Lin Xu's shoulder, and asked in a low voice: "Senior, you really don't seem to be in good spirits. Why don't you go home and rest? Shall I go back to accompany you at night?"

Thin clothing cannot insulate the body temperature, Jiang Yang passed the warmth of his palm over, and squeezed Lin Xu's shoulders hard, like an encouragement.

Lin Xu's eyelashes trembled slightly, "I..."

"Jiang Yang!" the director called him, "The recording is about to start!"

Jiang Yang let go of his hand, turned his head and raised his voice to answer: "I'm coming!"

"I'm really fine, you can go to work." Lin Xu smiled reluctantly, "I agreed that I will be the supervisor, and if you don't do well today, I won't let you drink."

Jiang Yang looked at Lin Xu deeply for a few seconds, seeing his forced smile, and sighed in his heart, "Then you wait for me outside, and I will go back together after work."

Lin Xu nodded, and followed Jiang Yang to the recording studio.

Jiang Yang and Xing Xing entered the dubbing room, and Lin Xu watched them work in the lounge. The assistant handed Lin Xu earphones so that he could hear the voice inside.

"Jiang Yang, adjust your state, you are the highlight of this party." The director said into the microphone, "You look for Wei Hui's emotions, I want that kind of hatred, pain, and a little bit of grievance. But Don’t hide it too much, you have to let the audience hear it.”

Jiang Yang cleared his throat, and when he spoke, he changed into Wei Hui's tone, "Okay, I understand."

"Which passage are they recording?" Lin Xu asked Xiaowen.

Except for the director who has a microphone on his earphones, everyone else is just wearing earphones, and the sound will not be transmitted inside to affect the dubbing.

Xiaowen flipped through the script, "Episode [-], Wei Hui goes crazy in court."

Lin Xu's eyes moved slightly, and he looked at Jiang Yang who was concentrating on his work.

The voice in the earphone cleared his throat, and he sneered, "Guan Yichen, I never thought you would have such abilities."

"I said before, you can't imprison me forever." Guan Yanchen's voice trembled a little, "Even if I die, I will still be Lin Yuan, and this will not change in any way."

The director said, "Wait, Xing Xing, your emotions here are too extroverted. Now Guan Yichen still hates Wei Hui mostly. He knows what he did wrong, but when he thinks of what the other party has done to him, he feels even more angry. Straightforward."

Xing Xing nodded, "Okay, I'll do it again."

After a few seconds of silence in the earphones, Xing Xing spoke again, with a calmer mood and obvious disgust, "I said before, you can't imprison me forever. Even if I die, I will be Lin Yuan, and this will not change in any way. "

"So you betrayed me?" Wei Hui gritted his teeth and asked, his voice was cold and full of resentment, "Guan Yichen, I trust you so much that I even showed you the defense map. Don't think about it. If I was really on guard against you, would I show you such an important thing? Huh?!"

The last question made Lin Xu's heart tremble.

Jiang Yang's expressive ability is very good. In this short sentence, he turned from resentment to fury. The ending of the questioning has a trembling tearing feeling. The character Wei Hui seems to be standing in front of his eyes, and he can even be seen bloodshot angry eyes.

Guan Yanchen's breathing was heavy and he didn't say a word.

"I trust you, but you betrayed me. Guan Yuchen, what face do you have to collude with others and come to steal my things? What? I'm used to sleeping with people, and now I can't live without a man? The sick body of the third child , can it satisfy you?"

"Wei Hui!" Guan Yanchen gritted his teeth, extremely angry, his voice trembling, "Don't bully me too much! You are only allowed to insult me, can't I fight back?!"

Lin Xu changed his angle so that he could see Jiang Yang better. He was immersed in the scene, his whole body was violent and angry, and his vigorous sense of vitality became vicious and ruthless. When he questioned, the veins on his neck bulged.

Wei Hui took a deep breath and restrained his emotions a little, "Guan Yichen, do you know why I got the Tiger Talisman to control the military power?"

"..." Guan Yanchen didn't answer, and his breathing became heavier.

Wei Hui pressed harder and harder, "Say it, don't you know or don't want to say it?"

"...I don't know!" Guan Yanchen's voice forced out of his throat.

"You said that you are not willing to be an abandoned child, you want to go back and fight for the throne, you said that all brothers can fight for that position, why can't you fight for it?"

Guan Yanchen said in a trembling voice: "You... lie! Controlling the military power is clearly intended to usurp the throne! Don't use me as an excuse, you can even do such a thing as killing your mother! Naturally, you don't shy away from doing a treasonous thing again!"

Wei Hui was completely enraged, and roared at the top of his voice: "Everyone says that this king is ruthless and ruthless, killing his mother and brother, and they know that I am the one being persecuted by them!"

Guan Yanchen's breath stagnates, "What do you mean..."

Wei Hui didn't continue, panting and said: "Guan Yichen, your means are really high, obedience against your will, false admiration, after I fall in love with you completely, then use my feelings for you, Pull me down completely. I admit that I am not a good person, but I treat my cronies sincerely and love you very much."

Speaking of this, he paused for a while, and he breathed heavily and messily through the earphones, as if his heartache was unbearable, and he couldn't say anything later.

"What's so good?" A proud man like Wei Hui, with a bit of pain, yelled heartbreakingly: "Guan Yichen, you don't believe what the outside world says. I've been with you for a long time." Half a year, isn’t it enough for you to see me clearly?! No one believes me! No one believes me! What the hell did I do to make you all betray the king! Did I plot against you? Don't you fucking know?! Ah?!"

Sometimes the recording of radio dramas is not in order. Maybe the morning and afternoon recordings are not the same, the content is not connected, and the emotions are different. This is a test of the voice actor's skills and needs to be able to play freely.

As the author and editor, Lin Xu is very clear about the cause and effect of this plot.

Guan Yuchen "unintentionally" revealed that he wanted to go back to fight for the throne. In order to support him, Wei Hui gathered his various forces in the capital, used his power to get the tiger charm, and gained military power.

However, this was Guan Yanchenbu's bureau. He took advantage of this incident, cooperated with the third prince internally and externally, communicated with the emperor early in the morning, and then under the banner of clearing up the rebel party, he nailed Wei Hui to the pillar of shame and made him Pulled down from a high position, cut his rank and sentenced him to death, he almost died.

This plot is an important turning point in the whole novel, and it is also an important stage for Guan Yichen to realize his feelings.

Jiang Yang's emotions were too full. He expressed all his anger, resentment, heartbreak, and hurt feelings. Behind those roars was a heart full of holes.

Wei Hui has never been the proud son of heaven. He has a noble status, but he grew up in sewage. No one has the right to say that he is cruel, including his dead mother.

When he was finally willing to trust a person, that person mercilessly gave him a knife and stabbed him in the softest part of his heart. The scabbed wound was pierced again, and the dirty blood and thick water flowed out. Old wounds accumulated over the years.

"OK! It's perfect!" the director said.

Jiang Yang restrained his emotions, and his flushed face returned to normal color. He turned his head, met Lin Xu's gaze, and was stunned.

Xing Xing also saw it, opened his mouth, and stopped when he was about to laugh with Jiang Yang.

Xiaowen said in surprise: "Ms. Lin... are you okay? You..."

Lin Xu came back to his senses, only to find that his face was full of tears, the tears trickled down his cheeks, gathered at his chin, and fell drop by drop.

The director in the room also looked at him, and no one spoke for a while.

"...I'm sorry." Lin Xu took off his earphones, wiped his face, his voice was choked and hoarse, "I...they matched so well, I'm a little into the drama. I...I'm going to the bathroom."

He fled in a panic, and as soon as he entered the bathroom, he couldn't control his emotions. Tears flowed out violently, venting the grievances of the past like a flood that opened the gate.

Perhaps Jiang Yang's emotions were too good, or maybe he met Guo Shule yesterday, and the sadness and pain accumulated over the years poured out with tears.

He covered his mouth and didn't dare to make a sound, sobbing uncontrollably. The unspeakable pain engulfed and tightened him like an impenetrable net, making him suffocate and despair.

Lin Xu still remembered writing about his feelings for a period of time. He deliberately arranged such a plot and gave Wei Hui unexplainable grievances. He substituted himself.

He didn't think over Wei Hui's lines carefully, they were all words that burst out spontaneously when the love was deep.

He gave Wei Hui the emotions he had experienced, and gave the character the courage he didn't have.

Lin Xu knew very well that he, like Wei Hui, did not believe their words. The world took the "truth" heard by hearsay, added oil and vinegar to speak of what they thought was righteous, and nailed them to the pillar of shame with saliva. The end is over. is death.

Lin Xu squatted in the corner, his emotions broke down again, or he had never been in a good mood.

When he was exhausted from crying and finally had the mind to pay attention to the outside world, he found that he didn't know how long he had been in Jiang Yang's arms.

The fabric on Jiang Yang's chest was wet from his crying, there was a big water mark, and there seemed to be snot on it.

Lin Xu choked with sobs, took out a tissue to help Jiang Yang wipe.

Jiang Yang stared at Lin Xu's face, the corners of his eyes and the tip of his nose were flushed from crying, the indifferent man was sobbing with grievance, his hands were still shaking, but he persisted in taking out a piece of paper to help him wipe his clothes.

"Is it better?" Jiang Yang patted Lin Xu's back and asked in a low voice.

Lin Xu spoke with a nasal voice, "When did you come?"

"It's been a while." Jiang Yang wiped away the tears hanging from the end of Lin Xu's eyes, his eyes darkened, "Last night, you cried like that too."

Lin Xu stopped wiping his clothes, raised his eyes and asked, "I cried last night? How is it possible?"

After crying, his eyes became more hydrated, sparkling like a pool of spring water, and the red blood in his eyes made people feel distressed.

"Why is it impossible?" Jiang Yang asked back, keeping his palm on Lin Xu's back to help him relax, "You don't even remember what I said, how could you remember crying?"

Lin Xu pursed his lips, and continued to wipe Jiang Yang's clothes with a childish stubbornness.

Jiang Yang let Lin Xu wipe, his eyes traced his facial features and face.

Lin Xu did the same thing when he rushed to the bathroom last night, shivering in the corner, like a helpless little animal after being injured, sensitive, fearful, panicky, unable to hear anyone's words, completely immersed in his own world inside.

It was as if Jiang Yang's heart had been twisted, and he pulled it up fiercely. It was sore and painful. Lin Xu in his impression was always decent and dignified. The first time he saw him in such a mess, he immediately didn't know what to do. manage.

He took Lin Xu home and treated the wound carefully. Just after bandaging one hand, Lin Xu became uneasy in his sleep and began to sweat, saying things like "I didn't", "Trust me", and "Don't". Class words.

Lin Xu's slender eyelashes trembled, and his eyes kept turning, as if he was about to wake up in a second. A teardrop dripped from the corner of his eye. He buried his face in the pillow, took his hand and kept shouting: "Jiang Yang ...Jiang Yang..."

Jiang Yang couldn't describe his mood at that moment, but he clearly felt distressed after seeing Lin Xu's tears.

He didn't know why Lin Xu was like this. After this reunion, he felt that Lin Xu was full of worries, and his once bright eyes were often dimmed.

But it's always good to vent your emotions, he won't ask Lin Xu what happened, it's enough to accompany him silently at such a time.

"You... aren't curious?" Lin Xu said in a hoarse voice with his nose blocked.

Jiang Yang: "What?"

"Why...why am I crying?" Lin Xu lowered his eyes, his moist eyelashes blocked the complicated emotions, "I thought you wanted to ask."

Jiang Yang didn't seem interested, so he smiled, "You can talk naturally if you want to."

It was only now that Lin Xu noticed their posture, and it was no longer ambiguous.

He was sitting on the ground... To be precise, he was sitting on Jiang Yang's lap, and Jiang Yang was sitting on the ground.

He fell into Jiang Yang's arms, and the young man's hand was still comforting him up and down. His attitude...was like coaxing a boyfriend.

Lin Xu blushed all of a sudden, and jumped out of the sad mood. He didn't know how to move his hands and feet, "You... let's get up first."

Jiang Yang also knew that this posture was too intimate, so he let go of Lin Xu's arms and stood up.

"You... coming in will affect the recording." Lin Xu didn't dare to look Jiang Yang in the eyes, and swallowed.

Jiang Yang smiled and said, "Fortunately, after all, comforting seniors is more important."

Lin Xu looked at Jiang Yang's face with a warm smile, his depressed mood was dispelled, and a thought came to his mind, "Jiang Yang, before you said you would promise me a condition, do you still count?"

"Of course," Jiang Yang replied straightforwardly, "What does the senior want?"

"I want you to accompany me," Lin Xu greeted Jiang Yang's smile, "Accompany me for... this year's birthday."

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This paragraph is the source of inspiration for the title of this article, "Sound Confession". Lin Xu can't say what no one believes, and Jiang Yang confesses his heart in another form.