My reunion with you is a belated confession

After this sentence was finished, there was no sound on the other side.

Time seemed to stand still, Xingheng didn't know how the phone hung up.

When Chen Xian and the others arrived, Xing Heng was sitting on the washbasin, he was holding a cigarette that came from somewhere, the ash piled up quite a bit, but it didn't fall off, the expression on his face was blurred by the smoke.

The three of them piled up at the door of the bathroom and watched Xingheng remain motionless, as if they were in a trance. There were not many people coming and going in the toilet, but there were not many. Can't see, can't touch.

What Xingheng was thinking, actually there was nothing special about it, he just felt that he shouldn’t be calling today, his condition was too bad, no matter what, he should choose a sunny day, and then he made an appointment with He Mingsheng to visit Rongcheng. Let’s talk calmly about this period of his desolate youth alone.

The three of them stood at the door for an unknown how long before Lu Chao stepped forward: "Xing, we should go back."

Xingheng had no special reaction to Lu Chao's words. He just jumped off the sink immediately after Lu Chao finished speaking. Following Xingheng's movements, the soot on his hand shook off, and a little scarlet was especially conspicuous in the warm light. .

"Hiss~" It seemed that this innocuous burn brought Xingheng's thoughts back.

"What's wrong?" As soon as Chen Xian asked, Li Yuanhao rushed out from beside him, dragged him back to the sink, turned on the faucet and rushed up while pressing Xingheng's hand. .

After rushing for a long time, Li Yuanhao let go of him, and Xingheng kept his original posture with his hands in the pool.Because of the angle, he couldn't see the expression on Xing Heng's face. Just as he was about to scold someone, he just glanced at his burnt hand and saw small ripples in the washbasin due to an unknown object falling.

Different from the atmosphere in the corridors and boxes, it will be extraordinarily quiet in the bathroom, only people coming in and out in twos and threes.

Li Yuanhao froze in place on the spot, glanced at Xingheng, moved his lips, but finally said nothing.Chen Xian also noticed something was wrong, and even Lu Chao, who was a little unconscious, noticed something was wrong with the atmosphere at the moment.

Xingheng originally controlled his emotions, but just now when Li Yuanhao rushed in to pour cold water on his fingers, he suddenly collapsed. There was no other reason, but He Mingsheng had done the same thing before.That kind of anxiety and nervousness made him mistakenly think that He Mingsheng also had some feelings for him, so he became more unscrupulous in the later days.

Thinking about it now, it turned out that I was always looking for comfort for myself in the details, so I panicked when I heard that someone had a girlfriend.

Such care is just human nature.

In the end, Chen Xian stepped forward and gave Xing Heng a hand.

Under some dim lights, the whimpering of the stars seemed a little fragmented throughout the night.

That night, Xingheng still didn't say anything after all, he cried a lot, got drunk a bit, and just woke up from a big dream.

Four years later.

Xingheng woke up dimly, couldn't remember how long he had slept, was a little thirsty, and was too lazy to go out, so he called Gao An casually, but no one agreed, thinking that it must be getting late, and he might go to the study next to him to sleep .

He and Gao An actually hung out together a lot in middle and high school, except for the six months when he lived with He Mingsheng, but since this person found out about his sexual orientation, he kept his distance when sleeping, and he once joked: " Why are you running, are you afraid that I will do something to you?"

Gao An didn't say anything about his joke, but he said seriously: "I don't know you very well, but I have to respect you, in case you find a boyfriend in the future and know that you sleep with me However, what should people do if they dislike you? Although we are just covering the quilt and chatting."

After hearing this, he was really moved. If Gao An hadn't added the sentence: "Besides, what can you, a dwarf at 175, do to me?"

When thinking of this sentence, Xingheng couldn't help laughing out loud.His curtains were only a layer of tulle, and the blackout curtains were not pulled up, and the city lights shone through brilliantly, like a beam of warm sunshine entering this bitingly cold winter night.

I don't know when it started, no matter what time he got up at night, he didn't have the habit of turning on the lights.There was not a single drop of water in the cup on the bedside table, Xing Heng sighed, thinking that tomorrow morning he must seriously reprimand Gao An, a straight man, for not being able to take care of others at all. Burning, the cup dries up like a drought.

After picking up the cup, he picked up the phone and quietly went to the living room to pour water for himself.

As soon as he walked into the living room, Xingheng paused, and casually said to the person sitting on Shaofa: "Why don't you go to sleep and sit here, I just have a cold, there is no need for you to sit here This guards me."

He completely forgot that he was thinking of condemning others just now, and after finishing speaking, he remembered the dry glass and said: "You might as well pour me a glass of water with your skill."

The person on the sofa didn't answer his question, Xingheng only thought that this person was sitting and fell asleep, poured water for himself, took a sip, and walked over with the light of his mobile phone on, just about to call someone He went to sleep in the study, but when he saw clearly the place illuminated by the light, he was stunned.

Blinking several times, this person is not Gao An, is this person Gao An?Xingheng said in his heart.

The light of the mobile phone hit He Mingsheng's face, but the man didn't look away, just because of discomfort, he frowned slightly, looked at Xingheng who stood stunned by the side and asked, "Why don't you turn on the light?"

The voice was still as gentle as ever. Xingheng felt that there was a reason why he hadn't forgotten He Mingsheng for so many years. Just He Mingsheng's voice made him dream back and forth during those four nights.

Xingheng walked over mechanically and turned on the light, because he was in a trance and pressed the wrong switch.

Xingheng frowned unconsciously when the lights in the living room turned on in an uproar. He didn't like to turn on the lights at night. It made him feel uncomfortable all over his body. He felt that there were people's eyes all around him. Without the package of night, he felt very insecure, and all the blood in his body was resisting.

I don't know if it's because the fever hasn't subsided yet, but he feels his fingertips are cold, and his whole body is cold.

"You—why are you here?" Xingheng paused slightly, his voice was different from the hoarseness of a cold, more like trying to hide something.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He Mingsheng spoke again, but he no longer had the gentleness before, and his voice was filled with forbearance and anger.

Xingheng didn't speak, just looked at He Mingsheng quietly, he didn't understand what He Mingsheng was asking, and he didn't understand why He Mingsheng was in his house, eh~ Should he ask Gao An?

Thinking of this, Xingheng had already called Gao An with his hands and brains, without noticing what time it was at all.

Xingheng's whole hand was shaking, it should be burning again, it must be cold, Xingheng thought so.

But he knows himself, he resists calling, since the call four years ago, he has been resisting making calls until now, every time he has to call someone, he has to spend a long time to build himself up .

But today, because of He Mingsheng's sudden appearance, he was so flustered that he didn't even react to the repulsive emotion.Gao An didn't seem to be asleep yet, when Xingheng's phone rang, he picked it up.

Before Gao An could speak, Xingheng had already said: "Where are you?"

"Brother Star..."

Gao An stopped talking after calling his name. He originally thought that since Xingheng had never forgotten He Mingsheng, maybe the two of them would really have a chance to start again, but judging from Xingheng's tone just now, it was probably Let's talk about it.

"I, I'll be right over." As soon as Gao An finished speaking, another voice appeared on the phone: "No, I will take care of him."

???

Gao An's heart is about to collapse, can you not take me with you when you are in a relationship?I really broke my heart like an old mother, and I was not a human being inside and out all day long.

While thinking about whether to go or not, another voice came from the phone.

The sound of "bang" made Gao An shiver through the phone. Because of the noise, he didn't hear what was said inside, but there was a clear voice again, which was Xingheng's words with despair and resentment: "I, he Mom is not sick, you go out!"

Gao An picked up the phone and went out, but he also knew that he was useless in the past, and he couldn't even get in. After three o'clock in the middle of the night, no matter how dedicated the security guards were, they had a rest.But if he didn't go, he still felt a little uneasy, after all, this was the first time he heard Xing Heng say such words to He Mingsheng.

Just thinking about this, He Mingsheng's voice came from the phone that hadn't hung up: "It's late, you don't need to come over." After speaking, he hung up the phone without waiting for his answer.

He did not forget what Xingheng said on the phone in his sophomore year, but he always felt that he could not interfere with emotional matters. He talked to He Mingsheng at the gate before, but it was because Xingheng suddenly asked him to bring medicine. , he was in a moment of anxiety and was a little unscrupulous.But just now, he was shaken by more than a little bit.

He Mingsheng's anxious and begging tone made him have no doubts, and he would agree to the security guard asking him to kneel down and beg him.

It was the first time he heard Xingheng speak foul language to He Mingsheng, and it was also the first time he saw He Mingsheng begging for help.

He still hasn't forgotten that Xingheng took pictures of him at the opening ceremony without hesitation, his eyes seemed to shine brightly, and he said to him with the corners of his mouth raised: "See, I'm sure I'll catch up with that person."

He originally thought that Xingheng was just talking for fun, but he didn't expect that this pursuit lasted for three years, and when the three years were over, it was nothing but a dream.

But he also didn't forget that back then, He Mingsheng's eyes swept over the malfunctioning people below, and he pretended not to enter anyone indifferently, but he only curled his lips at Xingheng's rude behavior.

In the past four years, he has persuaded Xingheng to give up, and also advised Xingheng to try again if he really likes it.In this regard, Xingheng has always avoided talking about it, but he finally let go when he was on the phone, but when He Mingsheng turned back, he felt that his admonition from the beginning to the end should not be done.