My reunion with you is a belated confession

In the Lantian apartment, Xingheng stood at the dining table not far from the living room, his undulating chest confirmed the emotional fluctuations at the moment.

He Mingsheng squatted in the corner, and since he picked up the phone on the ground and called Gao An back, he never spoke again, and put the phone on the coffee table, but he seemed to have made up his mind, and refused to leave in a daze. go.

After Xingheng said those words, his whole body seemed to be relieved of his strength, and he put his hands on the corner of the table and did not speak.

A living room, two people, also like two worlds.

Due to discomfort with the lighting and his own cold, Xingheng felt a little unstable on his heels after standing for a while.

He Mingsheng also stood still, but his eyes were fixed on Xing Heng's body and refused to leave for a moment.

After a long time, Xing Heng loosened his somewhat stiff shoulders, and said in a low voice: "You should go back, I..." He stopped suddenly in the middle of speaking, feeling a little uncomfortable in his stomach.

You should go back, isn't there a girlfriend waiting for you, what's the matter with you standing at my house now?Xing Heng thought, why did he quarrel with He Mingsheng just now?He even forgot what exactly happened just now, he just remembered that the discomfort in his whole body was like a shackle, and he was so sleepy that he felt unbearable.

It seems that after he asked Gao An why he wasn't there, he caught a glimpse of He Mingsheng getting up as if he was going to take the phone from him, but when he got to his side, he said a sentence from his throat, as if with a little forbearance: "Why didn't you tell me you were sick?"

There was still some complaint in his tone, as if it was his Xingheng's fault that he didn't know about this matter. After saying this, he didn't seem to want to wait for Xingheng to answer, but just reached out and wanted to snatch his mobile phone.

Because of He Mingsheng's sudden approach, his whole body was tense, as if he had been electrocuted, a strange and disgusting voice suddenly sounded in his head: You are a pervert, you are a pervert, you are sick!You like men, but since you like men, why can't you accept me?

Because of the sudden appearance of this voice, Xingheng put his whole body on guard, trying desperately to drive this voice out of his mind, anger, impulsiveness and discomfort occupied all his reason, which stimulated him to throw the phone out directly, like this You can retain a trace of clarity of mind.

Because of the force, the phone flew over the coffee table and hit the TV directly. There was a "bang", without any aesthetic feeling, but it woke him up in time, and it also hit He Mingsheng's heart.

When I came back to my senses, I wanted to say: You go back.

But when he raised his eyes and saw He Mingsheng's injured eyes, he suddenly realized something. He wanted to explain in a hurry, but he only saw the man's slightly stiff shoulders, and said to Gao An in a pretending strong voice that you don't need it. come over.

The medicine on the table is clearly visible, and the living room is in a mess.He also finally understood He Mingsheng's sentence: Why didn't you tell me.

He Mingsheng's sudden appearance made him not in the mood to care about anything else, and he didn't notice the bottles and jars on the table at all.

He Mingsheng Medical College made a sound, no matter how professional it is, it's not that he doesn't even know about antidepressants.

"I'm sorry." It seems that the only sentence he can say now is this sentence.But his sorry was not because he was sorry for not telling him about it.

He Mingsheng understood the ambiguous words.She moved her fingers, but just shook her head without speaking.He could see that there were only two people in the room about the detailed uses of the bottles of medicine on the table, and it was obvious who it belonged to, Xingheng also made it clear that he didn't want to say anything, he would ask that, just to be angry with himself, just I just feel useless.

He Mingsheng didn't speak, and Xingheng had nothing to say.

Suddenly, I felt a little emotional, as long as the original him was He Mingsheng, he could keep saying it non-stop.Even before the elevator scene, he still had a lot to say.But at this moment, he felt that what he wanted to say to someone had been hidden in his heart for a long time, and he really couldn't say it. After the impulse passed, only calmness and depression remained.

Standing for a long time, he still had a cold. After such a toss, Xingheng only felt that his mind was wrapped in paste, and his stomach was full of turmoil.

Sensing He Mingsheng's gaze, Xing Heng pretended to stand up, and wanted to go to the bathroom first to vomit out the discomfort in his stomach, but he didn't know what Gao An gave him tonight? !Thinking of Gao An, Xing Heng cursed in his heart: This person is too unreliable, what's the matter with keeping He Mingsheng at home?

He Mingsheng, He Mingsheng, Xingheng said silently in his heart.He raised his head and glanced at the person who was still looking at him not far away, and let out a snort from his chest. He didn't know whether this person was Bai Yueguang or a cinnabar mole to him.

Xingheng's eyes lingered on He Mingsheng for a moment, and just about to continue what he hadn't finished before, he felt the discomfort in his stomach worsen. Xingheng got up and walked to the bathroom, where he vomited in the bathroom. He Mingsheng held Water, I don't think there is anything wrong with bringing a water glass into the bathroom.

Looking at the water glass that He Mingsheng handed over, Xing Heng didn't hesitate.

After rinsing my mouth, I feel better.Sitting on the floor leaning against the toilet, he wanted to tell He Mingsheng to go to the study to sleep for the night, and hurry back tomorrow morning. After all, it was impossible to drive people out at such a late hour. Where to go.

But as soon as he raised his head, he bumped into He Mingsheng's line of sight. This person looked lonely, looking at him slumped on the ground, a little at a loss, wanted to step forward to help him, but stopped on the spot as if remembering something.Xingheng felt a little distressed, he had never seen such a He Mingsheng, at least it wasn't like this in front of him before, after all, too much has changed in four years.

The word "cautious" was too embarrassing for the two of them. In the past, he changed from being cautious to being unscrupulous, but now He Mingsheng made him become cautious all night and stop moving forward.

This person is probably really injured, after all, no one can accept that because of his own touch, others will run to the toilet and vomit.

Xingheng wants to ask He Mingsheng if he has been happy and happy without him for the past four years.I also want to ask, is that girl really that good?I want to ask He Mingsheng, does she treat you like me, does she like you as much as I do?

But, now I can’t say that, the location doesn’t matter, right? But the time is wrong. After four years, there is no need to ask this question again. If the impulse is extinguished, and the reason returns, then they should be clearly separated. .

Xingheng put down the cup in his hand, sat on the ground with one leg bent, his back leaning against the toilet, showing his exhaustion.

He loosened his collar, coughed his throat that was a little uncomfortable due to vomiting, raised his eyes slightly, and signaled He Mingsheng: "Go to the study next to you to rest, and leave at dawn." The voice was slightly hoarse.

Hearing Xingheng's words, He Mingsheng's back straightened, and he stared at Xingheng for a moment, with puzzlement and grievance in his eyes.

Xing Heng didn't see this expression, but what could he say?He Mingsheng couldn't explain what he wanted, just like he couldn't ask "Why did you find a girlfriend?" As for the grievances - although he has no regrets in this relationship, he also has grievances.

Xingheng retracted his gaze, obviously ignoring it.But He Mingsheng still didn't move, it seemed that he was specifically stalking him.

After a while, Xingheng felt that it was time to rest, and wanted to get up and brush his teeth.

But from the corner of his eye, he saw He Mingsheng, who seemed to have his feet on the ground, motionless.Xing Heng was slightly stunned, he had rarely seen He Mingsheng so persistent, he looked like a child, a little unreasonable, but a little lonely.

Xingheng couldn't help thinking, with this person like this, he would also want to follow him in when he went to bed, but he couldn't guarantee that he would say something in a fit of anger.Don't, it won't happen, the two of them are just his wishful thinking from the beginning to the end, and they don't have so much love and hatred like others.

Thinking of this, he stood up, suddenly felt dark in front of his eyes, and heard He Mingsheng's anxious tone in a hazy state of consciousness, he thought: Just do what you like, this time you came to the door by yourself.