My reunion with you is a belated confession

The gathering of the four of them was almost over, Li Yuanhao asked the three of them if they wanted to sing, but the other two hadn't said anything yet, Xingheng took the initiative to answer the conversation: "Go, why not?"

Chen Xian looked at Xingheng, then at the other two, and said with his mouth: drunk.

Lu Chao didn't drink very well, and was slightly drunk: Then go back?

Li Yuanhao: Back?

When several people were discussing with each other, Xingheng sat up suddenly, and said vaguely: "Don't think that I don't know what you are discussing without seeing it, it's agreed that I will have a good meal tonight. Yes, after passing this village, there is no such good reason." He said and stood up: "If you don't go, I will go!"

When Xingheng said this, Chen Xian knew that this person was really drunk.

Li Yuanhao didn't think it mattered, he thought it was okay for this person to take advantage of the alcohol to vent.The four people in their dormitory kept their heads down and looked up every day. If they didn't see anything wrong with Xing Heng, it would be too inappropriate.

With such a big local tyrant like Li Yuanhao, Lu Chao couldn't say anything about not daring to spend the money. With a slightly drunk look, he patted Li Yuanhao's shoulder and said, "It's a waste of money!"

When I first started school, I saw Li Yuanhao's seven aunts and eight aunts sent him to college, and thought that among the four of them, Li Yuanhao was the least able to take care of others. After all, he could be regarded as a son-in-law. Cheng thought that this person was the most reassuring of the four.That's why Li Yuanhao supported Xingheng, and the remaining two of them also supported Xingheng as they should.

They didn't go very far, they reserved a box at the KTV in Jiaxing Tiandi, which was also close to the school, and Xingheng was drunk, so they couldn't go too far.

Considering Xingheng's posture of drinking just now, it is estimated that he should continue to drink when he arrives at the KTV. There is a private room here, and a room to sleep directly on the upper two floors, so as not to have to go back and forth.

Xingheng drank quite a lot, but apart from arguing for a slaughter, when he really came, he was not noisy, and quietly listened to Lu Chao crying and howling.This person originally said that he would take care of Xingheng tonight, but he turned out to be a good guy, as soon as he got into the box, his parents didn't know him when he got half a cup of Remy Martin XO, and he didn't let go while holding the microphone.

Only Chen Xian and Li Yuanhao were more serious, sipping wine slowly, and checking the other two's situation from time to time, just to make sure there were no accidents.

But Xingheng, who they thought would be a big fight, sat in the corner without saying a word.

Xingheng got up and said to Chen Xian next to him, "I'm going to the bathroom."

"Let's go, stay with you."

Xingheng stopped him: "No need, I woke up early, it's fine."

Chen Xian and Li Yuanhao looked up, they couldn't see anything through the colorful lights, but the sound was much more normal.However, Chen Xian was still worried, and wanted to follow out, but was stopped by Li Yuanhao, so Chen Xian was fine, but told him not to go to the wrong box, take out his mobile phone, and remember to call if he is still drunk They go out to pick up people.

Xingheng nodded, took out his phone and went out.

In fact, he was not too sober from the wine, but he was afraid that Chen Xian would come out with him, and he would not be able to help talking too much.He has never been a person who is willing to tell others about his private affairs, and he is a person who loves him to the core, and he has only talked to Gao An.He didn't even talk about He Mingsheng's unsatisfactory parents. He just wanted to keep a little bit of self-esteem and not be humble in front of that person. He also didn't tell Gao An that self-esteem and face are hard to let go when you take it seriously.

Not telling Chen Xian about the person he likes is not for other reasons, but that person has nothing to do with him in the future, he doesn't want to be criticized, in this era that is not very friendly to the same sex.

Standing by the sink in the toilet, Xingheng always felt a little dazed looking at the person in the mirror.He was so dazed that he even forgot what day it was today, so he took out his mobile phone after thinking about it, and it showed: 2017/11/12/.

Looking at the date above, Xingheng couldn't help thinking, has a month already passed?It will be He Mingsheng's birthday in one month.When this idea came out, Xingheng stared at himself in the mirror mockingly: Look, it really doesn’t help, it’s been a month, and he still hasn’t forgotten it, even remembering many things more clearly.

I don't know if it was because of the alcohol effect, Xingheng leaned his back against the wall, smiled self-consciously in the mirror, and made a phone call carelessly.

Just like the day last month, no one answered.Feeling bored, Xingheng hung up after beeping a few times, and then deleted the call log while his eyes were blurred.He didn't know why he made such a fuss, maybe this could at least comfort himself, Xingheng thought so.

But the difference this time is that after he hung up the phone, the other party called quickly.Looking at the caller ID, Xingheng felt as if his heartbeat had missed a beat, and he was even more drunk after not being sober.

Xingheng didn't answer the call right away, because his mind was still a little down, and he wanted to distinguish whether it was a dream or reality.The person on the other end of the phone also seemed to have enough patience, Xingheng didn't answer, and the person didn't hang up either.

Holding the mobile phone in a daze, and rushing to answer the phone at the end, I realized that I was not as calm as I imagined, and I couldn't deal with this matter calmly.

Xingheng answered the phone, but didn't make a sound, as if something was blocked in his throat, it hurt so badly that he couldn't speak anymore.

"Xingheng..." He Mingsheng's voice came from the phone, and Xingheng felt his heart ache as if being grabbed by someone, as if it was going to be embedded in the flesh and blood, draining all the blood in his body.

Xingheng closed his eyes, feeling the numbness coming from his limbs, as if he was in a closed space, listening to the sound of breathing from the opposite side.

Before waiting for Xingheng's voice, He Mingsheng instinctively felt that this person probably didn't want to hear his voice, so he said, "I'm sorry."

sorry for what?Xingheng thought in his heart: there is no rule, if you like someone, that person must respond. I like you, and it is only my business from the beginning to the end. If you respond to me, I will be happier. If you don’t respond , and I have nothing to fear.However, everything in this world cannot be weighed by reason. I understand all the reasons in this world, and I know that feelings are the most difficult thing to force, but I just don't want to.

All the grievances seem to have found a vent at this moment, and the retention that was not spoken a month ago is still unspoken, and the concern is also the same.

At this moment, he finally understood, what is the miss that people often talk about?It’s not even regret, when you think about it in the middle of the night, you just feel heartache and want to stand against the wind, blow away these sadness, and then breathe in fresh breath.

He Mingsheng used this month's disconnection to explain clearly to him what he wanted to ask for proof.

"He Mingsheng, you can't just treat me like this just because I like you. I just like you." He spoke again, his eyes were messed up, his heart ached. Like a self-mutilator, he tore open his own wound. It was blood.

"Since you don't need it, then I just don't like it in the future."