Xiu Erdai's daily essays

08808-Plastic Friendship

My mother: "This is a public area, I can't pass by? How arrogant are you, I have to avoid you?"

Senior Shao: "Jiang Lin, I admit that I was dissatisfied with you before, and the demons made this dissatisfaction amplify into a more serious emotion, but do you dare to say that you really treat me as a friend?"

My mother: "Friends who have nothing to chat with, indeed. Occasionally, when we go to the secret realm together, we can also cooperate for a while. Of course, it is true that it is not to the point of a life-and-death friendship or a close friend. Do you want to say that you have invested in me? Strong feelings, but were hurt by my inattentiveness, so you hate me because of love?"

Senior Shao: "Your self-righteous sense of humor, regardless of the occasion, is one of the reasons why I hate you."

My mother: "I'm surprised. Among the monks, apart from the same sect, if anyone is not pleasing to the eye, you can stop communicating immediately, right? They are not colleagues in the same office in the mortal world. Affecting the image in the eyes of the leaders, in order to get a stable salary, you have to hold back when you are upset, and maintain the illusion of harmony. You are a casual cultivator, do you have to look down on me and tolerate me at the same time?"

My mother: "Could it be that you are reluctant to let me have money? You expect to get some benefits by pretending to be my friend? But I don't seem to have given you anything valuable. Besides, you are a swordsman, and it seems that you don't need a lot of money to practice. Speaking of which, I have given some valuable items to my friends who are alchemists, instrument repairers, planters and other professions, are you jealous?"

Senior Shao: "I advise you to leave as soon as possible, otherwise this elf may attack you for a second round."

My mother: "So are you really jealous?"

Senior Shao: "I'm a swordsman. I'm jealous that you, a swordsman, are rich? My idol is Jianzong. Also, my friendship with you is considered plastic, and you and your friends who you gave valuables to me are counted. What?"

My mother: "Can it be considered plastic? I don't care. They didn't take my things in vain. They also sent me their refining products and collections, and told me some interesting little information from time to time. I am satisfied enough. Everyone will Isn't it normal to have your own little thoughts and don't give your heart and soul to others easily?"

Senior Shao: "I didn't say that was abnormal."

My mother: "So what is the core of your heart demon tribulation?"

Senior Shao: "That's my business. Only I can solve my inner demon calamity, so you don't have to worry about it."

My mother: "I don't want to worry about it either, but I don't really like the fact that there's something I have to walk around."

Senior Shao: "This place is far away from the Hehuan Sect. You don't need to come here if you have nothing to do. The world is so big, you can't expect everything to satisfy you."

08809-Psychological problems can only depend on oneself

My mother left before the berserk elves attacked again.

After meeting again, that is, when the two met for the last time, Senior Shao had already decided to enter the Gu pool.

My mother: "Has it reached this point? All the normal infant formation plans have failed? What is the difference between forcing infant formation in a place like the Gu pool and eating a Nascent Soul Pill directly?"

Senior Shao: "Yuanying Dan is expensive, and it doesn't cost money to raise the Gu pool."

My mother: "Don't act like you really hate the rich."

Senior Shao: "Don't act like you really believe that I don't hate the rich."

My mother: "How did the elf that attacked me disappear?"

Senior Shao: "Things like elves, when they want to disappear, they will disappear naturally. Do they still specially greet humans?"

My mother: "Whoever shows affection will do so."

Senior Shao: "What is emotion? It has no substance, cannot be grasped, cannot be measured, and changes as soon as it is said, which means it does not exist."

My mother: "Is there no entity? For some people, strong emotions can give birth to elves, and elves can be held in the palm of your hand. They are very physical. Is that elf your emotional entity?"

Senior Shao: "Who knows. I've been mentally ill for a long time, and I can't tell what belongs to me and what doesn't. Do you think the aura of spiritual power on that elf is similar to mine?"

My mother: "I can see that it has a deep connection with you, but whether it was directly born from you, I can't say."

Senior Shao: "So, I can only rely on myself for my psychological problems. Others and external factors are useless."

My mother: "If you can't break through in the Gu pool, this will be the last time we meet. Do you have any last words?"

Senior Shao: "Jiang Lin, although you may think that I am crazy and my behavior is out of control, in fact, I have restrained many of my impulses. For example, I want to kill you. If I really lose control, I will definitely I will not chatter so much nonsense with you, but will stab you with a sword at the beginning of the meeting. Just like the last time we met, the elf attacked you without saying hello."

Senior Shao: "My attack must be much stronger than that elf's. Although you are a higher level than me, but in your Nascent Soul stage, you have been eroded by the hedonistic atmosphere of the Acacia Sect, and you have lost the leapfrog fighting ability that sword cultivators are used to. , can only be beaten to the ground by my leapfrog battle."

08810-killing intent

My mother: "It's fine if you despise me. Can you despise the Hehuan sect? A mere Jindan peak that is about to be abolished in the catastrophe of the heart demon, despises the one that has existed for tens of thousands of years and can stably cultivate the peak stage of Nascent Soul Acacia sect? I thought you who have established contact with elves can understand what 'existing for tens of thousands of years' means."

Senior Shao: "Do you think you are really typical as an elder of the Hehuan Sect? Do you think you can cultivate to the peak of Yuanying? I bet you can't."

My mother: "I'm kind, I don't bet that you will die in the Gu pool."

Senior Shao: "No, Jiang Lin, I'm not cursing you, I'm describing an objective fact. I have established a connection with an elf, and even if that elf wasn't born directly from me, it was completely involved in my aura , so I saw some fragments of the future through it. You won't live long, you will die early due to some accident. I didn't see what the accident was, maybe I killed you? When I come out and confirm that my killing intent towards you is not the distorted effect of the heart demon robbery, but my original intention, I will definitely attack you."

Senior Shao: "I don't do anything now because I'm afraid I'll misread myself and kill the wrong person. I don't mind killing you, as long as your death helps me understand my way better. In order to improve my cultivation, I Willing to do anything."

My mother: "This mentality of losing the bottom line for the sake of cultivation is crazy enough."

Senior Shao: "The bottom line? Of course the bottom line for a monk is cultivation, it can't be anything else."

My mother: "Wrong. Cultivation is skill, not root."

Senior Shao: "The sect elder, you have been trapped by the sect, and you can't climb to the peak of cultivation."

My mother: "Shao You, I was thinking, with your mentality, if you forcibly conceived a baby in a place like the Gu pool, what would you become? Stronger than demons, and crazier than demons? Although I guess After that, you will kill yourself soon, but before you die, you should also destroy and kill many people and things, right?"

Senior Shao: "I sense that you also have killing intent towards me."

My mother: "It was you who had the killing intent on me first. If your killing intent is strong enough, then when you go completely crazy, that killing intent will probably drive you to chase me down and kill me without any scruples." People who are close to me will seriously endanger the Hehuan Sect. As the elder of the Hehuan Sect, it may be necessary for me to contain the danger before it starts."

Senior Shao: "It's really a decent elder air, but do you really understand the Hehuan Sect? In the early stage of the Nascent Soul, do you have enough understanding to understand the Acacia Sect whose upper limit is at the peak of the Nascent Soul? Are you sure I am right? The Hehuan Sect is a danger, not a chance? In matters of cultivation, blindly seeking stability and safety will only lower the upper limit, and always thinking about leaving a way out for yourself will also do it. Sometimes you have to give up everything and gamble your life."

08811 - Like to have the support of the world

My mother drew out the sword: "Oh? Are you betting on the old friend's rebellion?"

Senior Shao: "The first way to break your retreat is to break your relationship, innocent girl. Why didn't you just kill those mortals who bullied you back then? Why did you just put them into the legal framework of the mortal world for punishment? And let most of them live to die of old age without even a disability?"

My mother: "Of course, the affairs of the mortal world should be handled according to the laws of the mortal world. Even if the law has imperfections and lags, it is better than enforcing the verdict based on the anger of the victim. With Zong as the backer, and relying on spiritual power and a large number of offensive instruments to carry out lynchings, what is the difference between me and those who oppress me with power and wealth?"

My mother: "The point is, I am a victim, and I have the right to decide how much I want to retaliate. I have neither been generous to others, nor have I given the villain a chance to hurt more people. Even if I am judged by some people For the sake of mercy, Holy Mother, I have never been sorry to anyone. I feel that seeing those guys who are not worthy of death serve their sentences in prison, have no money to manage, and those who have money do not dare to take their management, and are bullied by other prisoners. From toe to toe He became submissive, subconsciously smiled when he talked to people after he was released from prison, it’s good, it’s better than killing them and seeing a pile of corpses.”

My mother: "As for those who committed homicide cases and were executed by law, the official website of the mortal world publicized the whole process of their sentencing and clearly stamped them with death stamps. Yu has always kept a distance from the cultivation world, so he refused to post the matter on the official website, and at most only tacitly allowed the news to spread in private, which made me feel much more comfortable."

My mother: "Why hide things that can be dealt with openly? I like to get official support from the mortal world. It makes me feel that the world is supporting me and I am not alone."

Senior Shao: "Explain to me what to do? You can convince yourself as long as you can."

My mother: "Didn't you bring up this topic? Of course I can convince myself that if I don't agree with this point of view from the bottom of my heart, if it still bothers me, I can conceive a baby? Conceiving a baby is not just a matter of spirit Roots and resources can be piled up, if the demons are too heavy, like you, even Yuanying Pill may not be effective."

Senior Shao: "You draw your sword but don't attack, what kind of swordsman are you? I would say that the swordsmanship of the Hehuan Sect is just a show."

My mother: "Jianzong's sword repair is not as picky as you are."

Senior Shao laughed, drew his sword, and went straight to my mother's vitals, without showing any signs of holding back.Of course, there is no need to hold back the Golden Core Stage attacking the Nascent Soul Stage.