Xiu Erdai's daily essays

08804 - influence

Ever since the Gu pool officially named Shuixi Township was occupied by Zhu Hong and no outsiders were accepted anymore, Shuixi City, which was originally an important place to enter and leave the Gu pool, gradually lost the cold atmosphere of the Gu pool that it was infected with, and became It is becoming more and more like a normal city, but its geographical location is a bit biased, and there are no special products. At most, it will show curious people the original location of the Gu pool, and say: "In the past, you could see the hood here, just stop people. Come out and don’t stop people from going in. Now the hood has shrunk to the point where it can no longer be seen when standing here, and you have to walk a long way in that direction to see it again, and no one can get in.”

Yes, now Zhuhong's privately owned Gu Yang Pool is still located in the site of the old Gu Yang Pool, but it's only shrunk down to the size of a spirit vein.If anyone tries to capture or destroy this small Gu pool, the small Gu pool will teleport and disappear, and return to the original place after the danger is gone.The reason for coming back is that that position is most conducive to Zhuhong's thorough digestion of the Gu pool.

According to Zhuhong himself, after he digests the Gu pool, he will be completely invisible in the main world, but Zhuhong is not sure whether he can return to human form and walk in the space of the main world again, nor is he sure about the disappearing Gu pool. Does the Gu pool exist in his body as energy, or is it an existence similar to a secret realm.

At this moment, when I saw Senior Shao You in Shuixi City, she could no longer see the vicious aura affected by the raising Gu pool.People who are currently active in Shuixi City and talk about the rumors of the Gu pool may not expect that there is a senior who has broken through a large level in the Gu pool.

Seeing me coming, Senior Shao You nodded to me and motioned me to sit down.After I sat down, she added a one-way barrier to our conversation area to isolate sight and sound, so that nearby tourists who were excited by noticing my arrival could not continue to stare at me, but Senior Shao You himself But they watched the crowd happily whispering to each other with great interest.

Senior Shao You: "When a beauty from the Hehuan Sect appears in any public place, she will almost certainly become the focus of attention—at least one of the focuses—although you also have this characteristic of attracting attention, but the reason for your attention is far more than Beautiful. Although you are indeed beautiful, people’s comments on you are not the same as those on Jiang Lin back then. When you were in the Jindan period, many people were able to ignore your external beauty and only pay attention to your physical appearance. inner style."

Me: "Mainly pay attention to the resources associated with me? For most monks, whether they are beautiful or not has nothing to do with their cultivation, and resources, whether it is spirit stones, secret realms or spirit monsters, may affect them The next step of cultivation."

Senior Shao You: "You don't have that much influence that is directly linked to resources. They can just get a vague sense through you, as if they have sensed... world consciousness."

Uh……

08805 - Fairness in psychological issues

Senior Shao You: "I mean, you have established deep or shallow connections with countless regions in the world, as if you are everywhere, and it seems that everyone can tell a little about their intersection with you, except for the world itself. Besides, it is difficult for any individual to be so... pervasive."

Is this a compliment, or a mockery?The expression was too calm to tell.

Fortunately, senior Shaoyou didn't continue this topic, she turned to the reality level: "You know the reason why I and Jiang Lin have turned against each other, don't you?"

Me: "I know. My mother has records in the jade slips. Records from her perspective."

The relevant records were only fully unlocked for me in the late stage of my golden core, and it was one of the last few unlocked materials in all the jade slips my mother left me.The reason for unlocking it so late is that the reason why they turned against each other is that I won't misunderstand it after getting that cultivation base.In addition, vaguely, that confrontation seems to have some... not very direct, but possibly important connection with my birth.

When my mother and Senior Shao had a good relationship, they talked about having a child—not that they had a joint birth, but each had their own—it wasn’t a serious chat, it was just a casual chat, let’s just assume If you have children, what will your children be like.

My mother: "If nothing else, my child must be beautiful."

Senior Shao: "That also depends on the appearance of the child's father."

My mother: "Can the father of the child I fancy be ugly?"

Senior Shao: "Beautiful in the sense of Hehuan sect, but not necessarily handsome in the worldly sense."

Senior Shao: "I don't have any idea about my child's appearance. I just hope that it will have better spiritual roots, at least three spiritual roots. If its spiritual roots are too poor or have no spiritual roots at all, my life experience will be completely irrelevant to it. Reference value. It feels more shameful to be a mother who can't pave the way for her children."

My mother: "Why can't you help at all? At least you can give money and use it as military backing. If you have no worries about food and clothing, and are not threatened by violence, your life will be mostly smooth."

Senior Shao: "Psychological problems are the most important."

My mother: "Only when the basic material and safety conditions are guaranteed can we talk about psychology."

Senior Shao: "There are psychological problems under any conditions. The Qi training period has the troubles of the Qi training period, and the Jindan period has the inner demons of the Jindan period. Everyone has psychological problems that may lead to their own death. People's poverty, richness, weakness, or strength can be transferred. Demons are as fair as level robbery, and they are always tailor-made for those who experience them, and they are stuck on the upper limit of those who experience them."

08806-divergence

My mother: "If artificial insemination works, I don't mind having your child."

Senior Shao: "Don't do it. If this child is as beautiful as you, but has no spiritual roots, life might be so bad."

My mother: "Don't be so pessimistic. The environment of the contemporary mortal world is much better than when I was young. Basic personal safety can be guaranteed in most areas, and people are not treated as goods. A vase of other skills, as long as you can finish college, it’s not difficult to earn a living.”

Senior Shao: "It's rare to rob someone in the street in a big city, but if you give some hints in private, cut off the beauty's other livelihood, or be more civilized, and give a lot of colorful temptations, who can guarantee that the little lamb will not fall?" It’s not difficult to make a living, but on the one hand, the trivialities of running from nine to five for a lifetime of housing loans, and on the other hand, the luxury of spending money can be obtained by selling yourself a little bit. The former is safe, but it is definitely more noble than the latter ?"

Senior Shao: "Beauty, on the one hand, may attract other people's snatching, but on the other hand, is it not the beautiful person's own sharp weapon? If you can easily obtain a lot by relying on natural beauty, why should this person have to give up beauty and rely on it?" How about their not-so-great minds living peacefully? Some people’s degeneration is not forced, but their voluntary choice.”

Senior Shao: "Your mortal child, if he refuses to bend down, you can naturally keep him safe for the rest of his life; but if he kneels down voluntarily, and you pull him up by force, he will resent you for breaking his life, so what can you do? What can destroy a person most is internal factors, not external factors, and you can only provide external factors to your children, and cannot make decisions for them.”

My mother: "There are multiple options to talk about choice. If there is only one road and one dead end left, then no matter how strong the heart is, it will only give birth to despair. Internal and external factors have no advantages or disadvantages, and there is no opposition. They are very different. important, and influence each other."

So far, my mother and senior Shao only have a slight difference of opinion. After bypassing that topic, the two are still close and good sisters.

My mother conceived a baby before Senior Shao, and after conceiving a baby, my mother went into seclusion for a period of time, and when she saw Senior Shao after the confinement, my mother found that this good sister had entered the period of inner demon tribulation at the peak of the Golden Core.

Senior Shao: "Until my mood calms down, it's best for us to meet less. I don't like you very much right now."

My mother: "Huh?"

Senior Shao: "Worse than looking at my former enemies?"

My mother: "Why?"

08807-Heart Demon Tribulation

Senior Shao: "If you want to analyze the reason rationally, it is probably that you have experienced so many bad things when you were young, but just because you happened to enter a suitable sect, you forgot about your suffering and only cared about enjoying the present. An Shi. There is no awareness of being prepared for danger at all, like a silly elder sister. The happiness that has not experienced suffering is called simplicity, and the happiness that has experienced suffering is called stupid.”

My mother: "It's called optimism. Shao You, in fact, you are not only emotionally overwhelmed by your inner demons, right? You have long thought that my easy-going behavior is not pleasing to your eyes, right? The shitty things I experienced when I was young are indeed true. Sad, but the people who hurt me back then have long since died, and I have taken revenge before they died. Do I still want to remember them, miss them, and frown for the rest of my life after they die? Are they worthy? ?”

My mother: "I know that this world has a dark side, but I also believe that there will be a solution to everything. Especially in the world of cultivation, there is nothing that cannot be solved by cultivation. two."

Senior Shao: "You are an elder of the Hehuan Sect, do you think you can still raise the level?"

My mother: "Who knows. Many people say that the Hehuan Sect is as famous as a top sect, so why can't the Hehuan Sect have the cultivation base of a top sect?"

Senior Shao: "Then I will wait and see."

After that, it took a long time before my mother saw Senior Shao again.At that time, Senior Shao's inner demons were already serious enough to make her spiritual power obviously confused.Senior Shao tried to find a place with a peaceful aura to stay in, hoping that the environment would alleviate her irritability, but her result was that a happy elf became extremely aggressive.Senior Shao wanted to appease the elf, but he appeased it even more murderously.

When the elf's murderous aura was about to completely get out of control, senior Shao happened to meet my mother, and then the elf's dislike for my mother was passed on to the elf, and the elf's murderous aura found an outlet and attacked my mother ferociously.

The most significant difference between elves' attack methods and monks is that elves will be highly coordinated by the environment.It seems that when the elf attacks, the surrounding environment will collectively attack the elf's attack target.Wind, leaves, aura, temperature, etc. will all move along with the movement of the elves.Each attack is not high, but the feeling of being attacked everywhere will make the victim uncomfortable, and it is difficult to make targeted resistance and dodge, as if the only solution is to prop up an indiscriminate thick defense Cover, and then wait patiently for the elf to dissipate.

My mother endured until the murderous intent of the mad elves faded away, and looked at Senior Shao unhappily: "What do you mean? I know that many sisters' friendships are plastic, but there is no deep hatred between us, right? You don't like me, we will be together in the future." It's fine if you don't communicate with each other, what's the matter with me directly?"

Senior Shao: "If you notice me from a distance and avoid it immediately, I will naturally not go to the Hehuan Sect to block the door and attack you."